XVIII. Letters
Since the day Mrs. Nan died, Xia An'an returned to the storage room, and her daily food was bread and milk given by Zhao Meiqi, because Nan Jinnian did not speak, so she didn't dare to give anything else to eat.
However, this is nothing for Cheyennean.
Facing the tenacious and unresponsive Xia An'an, Nan Jinnian became more and more breathless.
He wanted to use Zhao Meiqi to stimulate Xia An'an, but Xia An'an didn't care at all and continued to do what she had to do, she tidied up housework every day, got up early and went to bed late, and the huge villa was clean and tidy.
And Zhao Meiqi naturally knows why she can stay in the South Mansion these days, she has no good intentions from the beginning, for her, Xia An'an is a threat, and she can't wait to let this threat disappear immediately.
But no, she was afraid that her actions would anger Nan Jinnian, so she had been cautiously probing, and originally their wedding was scheduled to be held next month, but because of Mrs. Nan's death, it had to be postponed, which made her dissatisfied with Xia An'an a few more layers.
But she still behaved kindly to Xia An'an, because she knew that the better she was to Xia An'an, the more dissatisfied Nan Jinnian was with Xia An'an!
Huateng Group at this time.
Aunt Huang stood in the office and looked at Nan Jinnian: "Xiao Nan, this is a letter I found when I packed up my wife's relics......"
In the past few days, Aunt Huang has also looked a lot haggard, she has been a nanny in the Nan family for more than 20 years, and the Nan family treats her very well in terms of treatment and getting along, and even allows her to take her family to the Nan Mansion during the New Year's Festival, and over time she also regards the Nan House as her second home, and the Nan family also regards them as her relatives, but she didn't expect that she would just leave for a while, why did Qingping commit suicide?
Nan Jinnian unfolded the letter in his hand:
To my son:
Child, Mom must have left when you saw this letter, please forgive Mom, because Mom misses your dad so much, and Mom has not been awake for the past five years, I know that every time I get sick, I can't even recognize you, although Ancui doesn't say anything, but I can feel it.
Neurosis can't be cured, mom's life will always be just a burden for you, and mom has less and less time to be awake, and when mom goes completely crazy in the future, a mother who can't even recognize her son, mom really can't do it......
So...... Forgive Mom...... Don't be sad, mom just went to reunite with your dad, mom once saw a sentence that when you die, the body will slowly decompose and oxidize, and then turn into molecules scattered in the air, so son...... You remember, Mom never left you......
Love your mother
Nan Jinnian held the letter paper tightly, he gritted his teeth tightly, but his eyes were red, he put down the letter paper and rubbed his face vigorously.
"Aunt Huang, thank you for your hard work." He sniffed.
"Xiao Nan, it's useless for me to say anything now, but I still want to say, Mrs. I know best what she has been like over the years, sometimes she is crazy and doesn't even let go of herself, two years ago I had an illness, I picked up scissors and poked myself in the neck, if I hadn't found out in time and snatched the scissors off, and then there was another time, Madame climbed the window while shouting the master's name......"
Nan Jinnian was shocked when she heard this: "Why don't I know? ”
Aunt Huang sighed: "At that time, you were busy with your front feet and didn't touch your back feet, and Madame won't let me tell you when she sobers up, so I didn't say it...... I know I shouldn't hide it from you, but ...... Madame's stubborn temper won't let me say anything. ”
Nan Jinnian leaned back in his chair, and suddenly he lost all his strength and cried loudly, and Aunt Huang couldn't help but cry when she saw this.
Lin Cheng guarded the door and asked everyone to leave, their Mr. Nan has been iron-blooded in the past five years, decisive and calm, and never soft-hearted, but now he finally can't hold on.
On this day, Nan Jinnian returned home very early, and he ignored the two women in the family and went straight back to the bedroom.
Xia An'an naturally saw Nan Jinnian's reddened eyes, but she was not qualified to step forward......
But Zhao Meiqi was different, she followed quickly, and after entering the bedroom, Xia An'an heard the sound of the door closing, she stood there stunned for a while, and then looked at the kitchen processing half of the ingredients, these are all made by Zhao Meiqi, and she just started it.
She rolled up her sleeves and took care of the rest before she began to prepare for tonight's dinner.
She didn't know what the two people in the bedroom were talking about, what they were doing, she didn't want to know, she didn't want to know, she just had to do her own thing!
That's right! She just needs to do her own thing!
Cheyenne forced herself not to think about it and let herself concentrate on cooking, but she still cared anyway, yesterday, the day before yesterday, she cared all the time!
She felt like she was going crazy, she loved Nan Jinnian, and even ruined everything for him to love him, but ...... In order to torture her, Nan Jinnian went in and out with his fiancée, ate and lived together, and she was about to be tortured by jealousy and go crazy!
But she didn't want to show it, because her self-esteem didn't allow it, even though she never had self-esteem, but she only faced Nan Jinnian......
Finally, after she had finished dinner and brought it to the table, she hid herself in the storage room, where there was a small bed in which she curled up, she had long since adapted to the darkness...... Because she knew that the darkness here wouldn't hurt her.