Yun Lanyue was startled, and shook her head vigorously as if she was conditioned.

"No, I'm not leaving, Brother Ziyin, I'll be where you are, you can live like this, and so can I."

Speaking of this, she lowered her eyes as if she was a little shy, and added softly.

"As long as you are here, I don't feel bitter about any kind of life."

A faint smile on the corner of Shan Ziyin's lips was slightly astringent, and he took another big sip of the bowl, and when he put the bowl down, the wine dripped down his chin.

"But I feel bitter."

At this time, Shan Ziyin was still very sober, his speech was clear, his eyes were also very clear, and he was not drunk.

A prince is now living a life that is not even as good as ordinary villagers, of course he will suffer. Yun Lanyue looked at him, and the emotions of distress and guilt were repeated in his heart.

"It's me useless, I can't let you live a good life, I can't even fulfill a simple wish like eating and dressing well, I'm really useless."

Shan burst out laughing, his gaze shining through the dim light.

"Are you useless or am I useless? What kind of life can be lived is a man's ability, a bad life can only mean that I have no ability, those glory in the past, those praises are not because of me, but because I have royal blood in my body. Without that court, I am nothing, nothing. ”

He repeated in a low voice, his eyes, which still had a glimmer of brilliance, slowly dimmed, and he shook his head and chuckled, laughing bitterly and helplessly.

Yun Lanyue's heart was sour, "Brother Ziyin, don't be arrogant, in Lanyue's heart, you will always be the most powerful one." ”

Shan Ziyin smiled self-deprecatingly again, "That's because you have bad eyes, and now follow me as a half-dead and useless person, after suffering these days, you should be lost." ”

Yun Lanyue looked at him faintly, for a long time, I don't know what I thought, and suddenly raised a smile.

"Brother Ziyin, I still remember when I was seven years old, it was the first time I went to the hunting grounds. You are happy when you come back on horseback, beckoning from afar. Prey hanging on horseback swaying in the run, and those are your glory. I still remember your smile at that time, it was so beautiful. That year, you were in my heart, and you lived for many years. ”

She seemed to recall that glance again, and her tender eyes flashed with a shocking glow.

mentioned that year, Shan Ziyin seemed to think of that year, and there was astringency in his slightly choked voice.

"At that time, I also thought that I was very powerful, and I could not miss the arrow. Every time an arrow is fired, the people who follow it along the way can always pick up the prey and come back, but sometimes I can see that the prey is running away. I really wanted to hear my father's praise, and I wanted to see the look of all the people looking up and marveling, and I preferred to delude myself into believing that those were really my fruits. Later, I learned that those were arranged in advance by the queen mother. ”

He laughed self-deprecatingly, tilting his neck to drain the wine from the bowl.

He lifted the wine jar and was about to pour it again, Yun Lanyue reached out and pressed his hand, looking at him worriedly.

"Brother Ziyin, don't drink anymore, if you drink again, you'll get drunk."

A moment of confusion flashed in Shan Ziyin's eyes, and there was more loneliness, loneliness and suffering. His voice was slightly hoarse.

"It's good to be drunk, it's better to be drunk than to be awake, and when you're drunk, you forget a lot of things, and I really want to get drunk again. Take the moon and fulfill me! ”

Yun Lanyueru's hands were burned, and she retracted suddenly, her heart as if she had been pierced by a needle.

He said this as if he was lowering his posture and begging her, so that her heart throbbed, and she could no longer stop him.

Perhaps, it would be good to let him get drunk and forget everything for a while.

If you forget, it doesn't hurt!

"Okay, Lanyue will drink with you!" She lifted the jar and filled her bowl with wine.

But she rarely drank alcohol after all, and after a few sips, she coughed incessantly, and felt that her throat was spicy, and the spicy smell seemed to stimulate a certain sensitive nerve of hers, making her eyes moist.

She didn't drink much in the end, and most of the wine was drunk by Shan Ziyin. When he poured the jar into the bowl again, he couldn't pour it anymore.

"Come on, bring the wine!"

He seemed to be a little drunk, and he didn't know where he was, and he was still in the prince's mansion in a trance, and he never left.

Yun Lanyue was a little at a loss, this was not the Prince's Mansion after all, and she really couldn't take out any more wine.

Shan Ziyin held the empty wine jar with one hand, and his drunken eyes swept over the flickering fire, and the table was full of barely touched chicken soup, and he probably woke up again.

He rubbed his temples with his fingertips and smiled wryly in a low voice, "I'm so confused." ”

Yun Lanyue got up and walked over, although she didn't drink much, she was also a little drunk.

"Brother Ziyin, I'll help you go to bed to rest."

Shan Ziyin didn't resist, and let her walk to the side of the bed, and both of them walked staggeringly. When he arrived at the bedside, Shan Ziyin's center of gravity was unstable, so he fell directly on the bed, and Yun Lanyue pounced on him.

The familiar and unfamiliar aura on his body made her really nostalgic, and she was a little reluctant to leave.

They hadn't had intimate contact since he slapped her in the face, and he seemed to dislike her, making her feel inferior. Later, in order to accept the new crown princess, he abolished her again, and she was even more extravagant to see him, if it weren't for that child, she would almost never see him.

That night, she took him from the castle tower, and came here from time to time, but she never slept together. It is often him who sleeps in the bed, and she makes a bunk on the ground, never daring to have the idea of overstepping.

But she loves him after all, and she was also his beautiful wife who married him.

Although life is a little harder now, it is also very happy for her, at least, he is alone, although he has probably forgotten that she is his wife.

After a lot of thoughts, she was about to go to fetch water to wipe his face, but as soon as she got up, he reached out and hugged him.

"Don't go!" His hoarse voice made her heart skip a beat.

She threw herself nervously into his arms, the sound of his heartbeat in her ears, but she felt that her heartbeat seemed to be louder.

She raised her head slightly to look at him, only to see him with his eyes closed and motionless, as if he had said nothing more than a dream.

Yes, if it's not a dream, it's drunkenness.

But even if it was a drunken talk, it made her heart ripple and her blood surged.

He didn't say anything more, didn't do anything, just remained motionless. Breathing evenly, his expression calm, as if he had fallen asleep drunk.

Through the dim light, Yun Lanyue looked at him up close. He was as handsome as ever, his eyebrows, eyes, lips, nose, and his contours were still the most beautiful.

She stared at him greedily, reluctant to look away.

Staring at his breathless lips, he couldn't help but think of that wedding night, which had kissed her passionately and kissed all over her body.

It was her first time, it hurt, but it was also very lively.

At the thought of this, her throat was dry as if it was about to burn, her cheeks were getting hotter and hotter, her head was in a trance, and her heart was beating faster.

She really misses him, and this thinking is not just an instinct of human physiology, but because he is no one else, the only him, the one she loves.

Slowly, she moved up and moved closer to him. He was her husband, she was his wife, and her thoughts of him were not a blasphemy. But she blushed and her heart was beating, and she secretly looked like she was doing something bad.

But she couldn't stop herself, and felt that every cell around him seemed to lure her closer.

Looking at his closed eyes again, she dared to kiss him on the lips.

His lips were warm, soft, and with a clear aroma of wine.

At just a touch, she was drunk.

Man is a greedy animal, always getting it and craving more, just a little is far from enough.

Just when she wanted to do it again, she didn't want Shan to open her eyes suddenly, and her eyes were so clear that she seemed to have never been drunk.

Yun Lanyue was taken aback, "I, Brother Ziyin, yes, I'm sorry......"

She panicked and was embarrassed to find a hole to drill into, and subconsciously wanted to escape. The waist has been buckled, and it has been flipped vigorously, and in an instant it has become his position on top of her and on her.

She wanted to explain something, he had lowered his head, and a fire-hot kiss replaced all words.

Yun Lanyue's head went blank with a bang. His scorching breath, mixed with the crisp aroma of wine, intoxicated all her senses almost instantly.

He kissed her for a long time, very emotionally and seriously.

He must be drunk, if he is not drunk, how can he kiss her? But his earnestness doesn't seem like drunk, that meticulousness, deep or shallow, sometimes pity and gentleness, sometimes agitated and wild, makes people feel that he is not just a drunken beast, but really emotional, at least at this moment, he is emotional.

After kissing for a while, he let go of her, looking at her drunkenly, the two looked at each other speechlessly, Yun Lanyue thought that his behavior might have been discovered by him at first, and he was still embarrassed, and met his gaze, as if he had been electrocuted, and wanted to avoid it, but his gaze seemed to be sucked in.

Shan Zi raised her hand suddenly, and her long, warm fingers ran across her cheeks and down to her hairline.

Sensing his intentions, Yun Lanyue nervously grabbed his hand.

"Don't."

"Don't be afraid!"

Shan Ziyin's drunken voice was hoarse, comforting, and gently touched the tip of her heart, seductively intoxicated. He had never spoken to her so tenderly in her memory.

"Brother Ziyin, I, I'm afraid of scaring you."

Shan Ziyin didn't answer, but he insisted.

After struggling in his heart for a long time, Yun Lanyue finally slowly let go of his hand.

Shan Ziyin's fingertips found a corner along the other side, and slowly lifted the mask.

Yun Lanyue closed her eyes tightly, as if she had two live rabbits in her heart, and she was so nervous that she was about to jump out of her chest.