Chapter 347: Strange Atmosphere
When she learned that I was a psychiatrist and had no ill will towards her, Ke Jiewen got up and left, ready to go to school.
In the blink of an eye, in the evening, I came home and saw the dishes and chopsticks on the dining table, and it seemed that Huang Junyao had already solved the dinner by himself. Walking into the bedroom, Huang Junyao wrapped himself in a blanket, and I didn't have the heart to trouble him when I saw that he was sleeping peacefully.
Early the next morning, I came downstairs to Ke Jiewen's house again, this time she walked with a female classmate who was much taller than her, but from the perspective of psychological distance and behavior, their relationship was not very good. When I arrived at the school gate, the class bell had already ringed, but Ke Jiewen still did not enter, but stood at the door and looked at the whole building, I seemed to be able to see a fear in her figure.
I wanted to talk to Ke Jiewen's mother, but when I got to her house, her mother just sat cross-legged on the sofa and pondered, not saying a word about my question.
When Ke Jiewen came back, the mother made a move, and eagerly greeted her, "How are you doing at school today?" ”
Ke Jiewen replied with something nice or something, and her mother went into the kitchen to cook dinner for her. Ke Jiewen kept her distance from me when she walked to the living room, and in the face of my two questions, "do you sit down" and "don't you want to talk about it today", she either didn't say a word or shook her head, so I had to propose another way to close the distance - to play a guessing game, if I guessed what Ke Jiewen was thinking, she needed to take a step forward, and when she walked to the chair, she needed to sit down, and if I guessed wrong, she would take a step back, and when she retreated to the door, she could leave.
Ke Jiewen originally thought it was incredible, but after thinking for a while, he finally nodded.
"When your parents first divorced, your mother sought a doctor like me, but he couldn't help your mother, so you think I can't help you. Is that right? I asked.
In fact, many parents in China ask their children who they want to talk to when they divorce, but they will not find a psychiatrist for their children to provide special guidance.
Ke Jiewen seemed surprised that I knew what she was thinking, hesitated for a while, and slowly took a small step forward.
I smiled slightly, pretended to think for a while, and then said, "You're worried that she's telling the doctor some of your little secrets, some things you don't want to tell others. Then I saw Ke Jiewen take the second step in surprise.
"You also have secrets you don't want to tell me." This is simply nonsense, but Ke Jiewen still took a small step forward after hearing it. She was only one step away from the chair.
I noticed that she was carrying a men's watch on her wrist that didn't match her slender wrist. "The watch you have in your hand was left to you by your father."
However, this time I guessed wrong, Ke Jiewen lowered his head and said, "This is what he forgot in the drawer, and the watch is broken." With that, she took a step back.
In my mind, I began to recall Ke Jiewen's information, "You were a good student in school, quiet and well-behaved, and never got into trouble. ”
However, Ke Jiewen took a step back, perhaps because my anxiety was too obvious on her face, she explained: "One art class, the teacher said whatever we painted, and I drew a man holding a screwdriver and stabbing another person in the neck. ”
I was amazed that Ke Jiewen would draw this kind of picture, and asked, "Did you see it in the TV series?" ”
But Ke Jiewen took a step back, frowned and said: "The teacher was very angry, he invited my mother to school, my mother cried, and I stopped drawing these from there." ”
Looking at Ke Jiewen, who was getting farther and farther away from me, I not only frowned, but also asked, "Then what are you painting now?" "At least ask this, she won't back down.
Ke Jiewen pursed his lips and said, "Smiling people, clean streets, sun, rainbow...... You won't get in trouble drawing these. ”
I scratched my head, a little disheartened, I didn't find the problem with Ke Jiewen at all. At this time, Ke Jiewen took the initiative to ask me a question: "What am I thinking about now?" ”
I admitted, dejectedly, "Well, I don't know what you're thinking. ”
This time, Ke Jiewen finally retreated to the door, sighed and said to me: "You are a good person, but you can't help me......"
I was given a good person card by a child?
I came to the restaurant where I had spent my wedding anniversary with Huang Junyao, and sure enough, I saw that he was already sitting in the seat he had booked before, dining alone. I walked over to him and apologized for being late, but Huang Junyao was unmoved, and he lost his temper.
I started to have nothing to say, talking about Ke Jiewen, who was very similar to Liu Xingkun, at this time the waiter handed over the menu, Huang Junyao took it, and my hand stiffened in mid-air. I knew that during this time I was becoming more and more obsessed with dreams and alienated from communication with Huang Junyao, and I apologized again, hoping that he would accept my apology, but he just walked away.
This man is getting weirder and weirder.
The next morning, I took Ke Jiewen to school, and on the asphalt road, Ke Jiewen said that she didn't like to be looked at with strange eyes, but now she has accepted the scolding of others for calling her a freak. "Don't believe those people's!" I said firmly. Ke Jiewen looked at me with complicated eyes and stopped talking. After she got out of school, I went to her house again, only this time I was invited by her to enter her bedroom. After looking around her bedroom, we started talking about something that would be good for psychotherapy.
At this time, Ke Jiewen's mother knocked on the door and came in, holding a stack of scratch paper in her hand, and said to her daughter with some concern: "Is this what you wrote?" ”
I glanced at it, and it read: I'll kill you if you don't quiet the baby!
Ke Jiewen shook his head and denied it. It was difficult to continue with psychotherapy in such an atmosphere, so after her mother left, I asked the last question before I finished: If you could change your life, what would you most like to change?
Many people will say that they will change their original family, and even some patients say that they don't want to be born, Ke Jiewen's answer is a little "mediocre" in comparison: "I don't want to be scared anymore!" ”
Ke Jiewen has a clear understanding of her own problems, what is she afraid of?
If the content on that piece of paper was really written by Ke Jiewen, she would probably have violent tendencies, but because she was relatively weak and had nowhere to vent, she was likely to self-harm, which explained the scars on her wrists.
I wrote down my thoughts in the study, and at this time I heard someone knocking on the door, Huang Junyao was a lot more diligent during this time, whether it was cooking or doing housework, he did it himself, and I didn't need to remind him to open the door this time.
There was a woman standing outside the door, and I had the impression that it seemed to be a female employee in a flower shop owned by Huang Junyao.
The two talked at the door, and after Huang Junyao closed the door, the woman stood at the window and looked around. Hmph, let's go, everyone is a family man, don't go up. I cursed inwardly.
When I went to Ke Jiewen's house today, I found that the little girl was very unhappy, her eyes were red and swollen, and she seemed to have cried. It turned out that when I was in history class today, the teacher asked if anyone knew what the predecessor of this school was, Ke Jiewen heard someone say that this was a mass grave, and when she said it, she was ridiculed by the whole class, and even the teacher refuted her statement, but the little girl insisted that she was not wrong, and also revealed that the teacher was a stammering secret until high school, and the teacher was angry and called her a "freak" and kicked her out of the classroom.
When I heard this, I wanted to roll up my sleeves and beat up the history teacher. Ke Jiewen's school was originally established after the Japanese army killed the people, first of all, the little girl was not wrong, and secondly, the teacher scolded a girl in class because her secret was exposed, how the classmates would bully Ke Jiewen in the future, did he think about it?
But...... How did Ke Jiewen know that the history teacher was a stammer?
Now is not the time to discuss who is right and who is wrong, I just need to disss that teacher with her. I finally made the little girl laugh, and when I got home, I found Huang Junyao watching the video of my wedding with him. There was no video recording when we were two yellow-skinned people getting married, so maybe he was particularly interested in this kind of high-tech.
Ke Jiewen was invited by her classmates to attend a birthday party, but she was locked in a dark room by her mischievous classmates, and when she was found, she had fainted, and her mother rushed her to the hospital, for the scars on her arms, her mother thought that it was caused by the child's sports, but the doctor thought it was not the case, and suspected that she was abusing the child. Although Ke's mother was angry, she was helpless, and finally had to be questioned by the police outside the ward.
I walked into the ward and saw that Ke Jiewen had woken up and was looking out the window sullenly. It turned out that I had always been enlightening her, but today she became interested in my past. "Ten years ago, I gave up treating one of my patients, resulting in his death. I swear I will take every child seriously in the future, but because I spend too much time at work, my husband and ** are gradually estranged...... "I tugged at my hair, feeling more and more wronged.
Seeing that I confided my secret, Ke Jiewen finally told her secret: she can see ghosts.
Actually, I wouldn't be too surprised by this secret, because every time it involves supernatural events, but I still pretend to be surprised.
"In a dream?" I pretended not to believe.
"No," Ke Jiewen said urgently, "they can see everywhere, but they can't see each other, and they can only see what they want to see, which makes them not know that they are dead." As she spoke, tears filled the girl's eyes, and I could understand that this particular ability must have caused her a lot of trouble.