Chapter 168: Nightmare

Li Qingmu hugged herself tightly and sat down on the exquisitely carved bed. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. She looked at the bowl of decoction that had fallen from her womb in front of her, and suddenly chuckled.

She is a princess, and she has been loved by thousands of people since she was born. But now, she can't even keep her own children.

One, the child of her and the people she loves.

She looked at the bowl of potion and cried and laughed.

If the child is dropped, she will be loaded into the flower bridge the next day, and then carried into the mansion of the general Zhenyuan.

The red costume of this Fengyang Hall was hung up for this reason.

She remembered the day she got married, and the sedan chair painted in gold and red drove around the imperial city for a week.

She is a princess who is close to her, and although she is only the concubine of this emperor when she marries, she gets the same treatment as marrying the queen.

It's only been two years, and all the good things in the past two years have been destroyed by the war between the two countries.

Once, how glad she was to be a princess. At this point, how much she hated herself for being a princess......

She will not leave this child behind, this is her flesh and blood......

"Mu'er ......"

Li Qingmu looked up and saw a person coming from outside the door.

Wearing a bright yellow dragon robe, he has a lofty aura and stands tall in the sky.

She cowered into the corner, tears falling. She looked at the person who walked in to her and shook her head repeatedly, she didn't accept the order, she didn't marry, don't leave this child behind.

Li Qingmu hugged the bedpost with his hand back, his body trembling and shrinking into a ball.

She knew in a trance that she was in a dream. But this dream was something that really happened in her last life.

She couldn't escape, she couldn't hide.

That person stood in front of Li Qingmu's eyes and looked down at Li Qingmu.

Li Qingmu didn't dare to raise his head, hugged the bed with his left hand, protected his lower abdomen with his right hand, and stubbornly shook his head again and again.

"Mu'er, be good." The man squatted down and said in an unexpectedly gentle tone, "Drink the medicine, and the disease will be cured." ”

Li Qingmu pursed her lips, shook her head again and again, and shrank even tighter.

"Be obedient and open your mouth." The man stretched out his hand to grab Li Qingmu's thin wrist and coaxed, "Mu'er, drink the medicine, and the illness will be cured." I'm not going to force you to do anything anymore......"

Li Qingmu raised his head, and the mist in front of him gradually fell, revealing the face of Emperor Jianning.

Looking at the gentle expression like water, Li Qingmu was a little in a trance.

This is different from the face in her memory, in her memory, Emperor Jianning will not smile like this with her......

Either traitor or theft.

Li Qingmu pursed his mouth for three more points, bent his knees, and buried his face inside.

"Mu'er. Don't you want that child? A sigh came, "This is a tocolytic, if you want that child, you have to drink it." ”

Li Qingmu raised his head again, his eyes full of doubts. Isn't this man going to knock out his own child? Aren't you going to give yourself away?

"You obediently drink the medicine, otherwise how can you save the child in your belly?" The person in front of him said again.

Li Qingmu's mind was confused, and she choked up as she looked at the hand holding her wrist. I wanted to speak, but my voice seemed to be blocked.

"Well, drink it." The spoon full of medicinal juice was stretched out in front of him, and the person in front of him persuaded again, "If you want to have a child, you have to drink the medicine." ”

Li Qingmu subconsciously opened his mouth, took the medicine into his mouth and swallowed it.

"Yes, that's all, Mu'er," said the man, cheerfully, "come, take another sip......

Li Qingmu opened his mouth and swallowed the medicine handed over by the person opposite, spoonful by spoonful.

Suddenly, Emperor Jianning in front of him changed his face. He put the bowl on the side and made a muffled 'bang' and sneered, "Now, your child is dead......"

Li Qingmu was shocked, and his eyes fell on the table on the side. The medicine bowl that had just been filled with the abortion pill was already empty......

It's empty, the medicine bowl is empty. Li Qingmu lowered his head and pressed his flat lower abdomen, as if he had been struck by lightning.

"Why did you kill my child, that's you and my child, why did you kill my child!"

Emperor Jianning, who coaxed Li Qingmu to drink the medicine and turned around to put the medicine bowl, was startled by Li Qingmu's yelling.

He turned around and saw that Li Qingmu had already sat up on the bed, the brocade quilt was slid on his waist, and his long hair was messily on his chest. The clenched hands trembled slightly, and the chest cavity fell together violently.

"Mu'er." Emperor Jianning reached out to shake Li Qingmu's hand and said softly, "Don't be afraid, it's all a dream, it's good to wake up......"

Li Qingmu's forehead was full of sweat, and his eyes were full of panic.

Emperor Jianning picked up the quilt, covered Li Qingmu's naked body, and after holding her in his arms, he comforted, "Mu'er, don't be afraid, I won't force you anymore......"

Li Qingmu gasped, looked at the person in front of him, and tasted the bitter medicinal taste in his mouth.

She suddenly cried out loud and beat Emperor Jianning's chest hard, "You don't want our child, you give me pills, you ......"

"I didn't, I didn't." Emperor Jianning grabbed Li Qingmu's shoulders and said, "Mu'er, wake up, I gave you a convulsive pill." You don't have a child yet, Mu'er, I won't want our children......" Emperor Jianning closed his eyes sadly and said, "Mu'er, wake up......"

You don't have a child yet, this sentence made Li Qingmu, who was excited, slowly quiet down.

She gasped and pressed her right hand to her lower abdomen. Consciousness slowly returned, and the eyes became clear.

His gaze slowly slid from the messy bed to Emperor Jianning's arm in front of him, and the memories of before losing consciousness slowly returned to his brain.

Emperor Jianning came in a rage, and then pressed her down on the bed.

moved his legs lightly, and the pain between his legs made Li Qingmu's already pale face turn three points whiter.

Feeling that the person in his arms was no longer struggling, Emperor Jianning looked down. After seeing Li Qingmu's empty eyes, Emperor Jianning's brows furrowed again, and the pain in his heart was beyond measure.

Li Qingmu felt that Emperor Jianning's arm was getting tighter and tighter, swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and said softly, "Wan Yan Zhe, if you hold it again, I will be broken......"

Hearing this, Emperor Jianning hurriedly let go of his arm, picked up Li Qingmu's face, and asked with some excitement, "Mu'er, are you awake?" ”

From afternoon to midnight, Li Qingmu had been tossing for six hours. At this time, seeing that Li Qingmu was really sober, Emperor Jianning's heart finally let go.

Li Qingmu did not respond to Emperor Jianning's words, but suddenly asked Emperor Jianning, who was staring at him for a moment, "Am I good-looking?" ”

Emperor Jianning looked stunned, but he still replied, "Mu'er, you have a world-...... face."

Li Qingmu closed his eyes, and tears slipped from the corners of his eyes again. She hugged herself tightly and curled herself into a ball, and asked, "Wan Yanzhe, if I were unsalted, would you still like me as much as you do now?" ”

"I ......"

Li Qingmu slipped down from Emperor Jianning's arms and lay on the bed with his back to Emperor Jianning, "Wan Yan Zhe, you will kill me in a year......"

Emperor Jianning wanted to put the hand on Li Qingmu's shoulder, thinking of the young but stubborn Li Qingmu who came to assassinate him as Mo Mei.

At that time, with a deep sadness and hatred in her eyes, she said to herself, 'I won't kill you now, and in seven years, you will kill me.'" ’

In the blink of an eye, they have been walking hand in hand for six years.

"I'm not going to kill you." Emperor Jianning finally put his hand on Li Qingmu's shoulder, hugged her in his arms, and muttered, "I swear to heaven that I will not hurt you in the slightest." ”

Li Qingmu turned around and put his hand between the two of them, until his body stopped trembling, and then asked out loud, "Wanyan Zhe, can we not have children?" ”

Emperor Jianning shook Li Qingmu's hand for a moment and asked, "Because you dreamed, because in your dream I was going to kill our child, so you don't want to conceive my child?" ”

"Mu'er, it's not fair." Emperor Jianning picked up Li Qingmu's face and looked directly at Li Qingmu's eyes that still had palpitations, "You can't deprive me of my right to be a father because of a dream." ”

Li Qingmu lowered his eyes and didn't look at Emperor Jianning, locked his eyebrows, and stopped talking.

Emperor Jianning gritted his teeth and forcefully wrapped Li Qingmu on his chest.

Li Qingmu trembled with fright, and his body trembled lightly in Emperor Jianning's arms.

Seeing that Li Qingmu, who had just recovered a trace of complexion, his face turned pale again, and his round eyes were full of panic. Emperor Jianning's heart squeezed violently and relaxed his arm strength.

Letting Li Qingmu lean his head on his chest, Emperor Jianning gritted his teeth and said, "I must have owed you in my last life!" ”

If it weren't for the debt to Li Qingmu, how could I not see her crying. If she didn't owe Li Qingmu, how could she not be wronged.

Li Qingmu buried his head in Emperor Jianning's chest, his body trembled vigorously, and he choked up. The phoenix of the descendant of the warbler leads the country:.

Li Qingmu's cause was caused by fright, and even if he used medicine, it was difficult to sleep peacefully.

Emperor Jianning has always been by Li Qingmu's side, and whenever he sees Li Qingmu in a dream again, he wakes Li Qingmu up.

When Li Qingmu woke up and saw Emperor Jianning, he would only be more afraid. It wasn't until the eyes became clear and it was clear whether it was reality or a dream that it slowly quieted down. Looking at Emperor Jianning's gaze again, it will become cold and cold in the heart.

Li Qingmu's gaze became an indescribable pain in Emperor Jianning's heart.

He didn't know how to make Li Qingmu stop having that nightmare, and he didn't know how to stop the self in Li Qingmu's dream from hurting Li Qingmu.

Emperor Jianning's face was gloomy, and his heart rose to weakness, as the king of a country, he was worshiped by hundreds of officials and supported by all the people, but he was defeated by a dream.

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