Unfortunately, no, the grass did not appear in front of us with her, and finally once when playing basketball, she watched from the sidelines, I played very seriously, even eating a few balls of grass, far more than the limelight of the grass, I was secretly happy in my heart, but at halftime, she went straight past me, did not even leave a glance, came directly to the grass, handed him water and a towel and a kiss, I then knew that no matter how hard I tried, she only had grass in her eyes, I was just a clown.

Later, one night, when I went back to the dormitory after drinking wine, I complained to us, saying that she was very money-worshipping, and she was with her for his money, and now there was a big money and immediately split his legs, I was silent, and after he finished speaking, I got out of bed and scuffled with him.

Four years of college went on like this, "Wait, you haven't spoken to her for four years, right?" Classmate A, who was sitting across from me and was eating vegetables and blushing, interrupted me, I nodded, classmate A immediately rolled his eyes, and I smiled and continued without saying a word.

After graduation, I can find a better company with my ability, but I still choose to be in the same unit as her, but at this time the balance has changed, life has changed dramatically, I have always been obscure and no longer ignored, on the contrary, the diligence and low-key cultivated in my student days made me stand out, emerge, and won the affirmation and recognition of my boss and colleagues, and she, who has always been very clumsy and lazy in the student days, made her hit a wall everywhere in the company, and many things were not done well, and she was often severely reprimanded in the boss's office. Walked out with red eyes.

She thought that her pretty appearance could get comfort and help for her, but when she looked around, she saw a pair of indifferent, ridiculed, and gloating eyes, and her dominant appearance became a drag on her in the workplace, everyone looked down on her, gave her the name of the vase, and was eager to rush forward and spit it out like a spittoon, every time someone mentioned her, the whole office seemed to find a common topic, ridicule, curse, and vulgar words were endless, and I saw her cry and cry in such an atmosphere several times.

It is understandable that most of the staff are mediocre-looking, and most of them were ignored in obscurity when they were students, and when they entered the workplace and entered the jungle world where the strong are supreme, the consistent forbearance has become their capital, and their low-key appearance has become their advantage, and finally harvested success and confidence. As if to declare that even if you look better than me, what if you used to mix better than me, today you are not trampled under my feet and ravaged at will," is this truth. Student A lit two cigarettes and handed them to me, I took a puff, then snuffed them out, and the white tobacco floated into the sky like my thoughts.

My position is getting bigger and bigger, just about two years I was promoted to supervisor, and she is still as if she just came in, but more inconspicuous, she gradually put away her arrogance, put down her body and took the initiative to intercede to help other colleagues work overtime, in which the meaning of "flattering" is too obvious.

Colleagues use her as a tool and look down on her more and more, but she thinks that this is a sign that everyone is beginning to accept her, so they work even more overtime for others, she doesn't know that only mutual benefit is the best way to maintain relationships with others.

Later, at the year-end banquet, I didn't see her, and I asked others to find out that everyone's unfinished work was handed over to her, and now she is still working overtime in the company.

I was immediately furious, excused to leave the banquet, rushed back to the company, during which it also rained heavily, there was a traffic jam, and it was two hours after arriving at the company, I was still secretly thinking about it so late, whether she would have left, until I saw her lying on the faint computer screen and fell asleep in front of the light of the weak computer screen, I sighed, and gently draped the coat over her shoulders, unexpectedly woke her up, she saw me, frightened, and stood up in a panic "Lord... Director, I didn't mean to, I'm just not feeling well lately, I'm really tired... I.. I'll work right away. ”

I looked at her panicked eyes, and suddenly remembered how bright and dazzling her eyes were that day in the afternoon, I sighed and looked at the computer, "I'll help you sit, and rest when you're tired." ”

"No, no, Director, how can you do such a thing?" She said in a panic.

"I said I'll do it, I'll do it! Are you a fool? Why do you do this for others? I suddenly yelled at her, and for a moment she was so frightened that she sat in place, just stared at me blankly, to be honest, I was also startled by myself, I had never yelled at others, I was a little embarrassed, I didn't know what to say for a while, so I started typing on the keyboard to help her catch up.

I quietly turned my head, my eyes overlapping with her again, that gaze was full of gratitude and warmth, and a hint of tenderness, which I had never seen since she came into the company, she had always been careful, cautious, and afraid, and now by my side, she was called the goddess of the fullness that fascinated the boys.

"I'm from the same school as you." I say.

"Really? Which department do you have? She was a little surprised, and I smiled bitterly in my heart and stopped talking, because she had no impression of me at all.

"In the future, I'll take care of you, don't let yourself be so tired." I spoke.

After hearing this, her body stiffened, and then she began to tremble violently, and finally burst into tears, and the grievances and bitterness she had suffered in the past two years were tilted out, and at that moment I vowed to protect her for the rest of my life.

And then it worked? Caught her? Student A was a little incredulous, and I nodded.

I have never confessed, and I don't know how to confess, the first time I opened my mouth, I succeeded, and then I quickly married her, and helped her quit her job, she can do whatever she wants, don't be so tired and angry anymore, now I have the capital to support her.

I work hard for her, often running around, but I gradually found that she doesn't seem to care so much about me, every time I go on a business trip, I take the initiative to call her, and she never calls, nor does she shush me for warmth, always be indifferent to me, I can't help but think of the words of the grass, she is with him for money.

My friend taught me to cut off her card on my next business trip, to see her reaction, so I did so, this time I was on a business trip for a little long, and I returned home half a year later, she suddenly rushed up and hugged me, which surprised me a little, she always refused to let go, and buried her head in my arms "Husband, I miss you so much." ”

I felt my heart dripping blood for a while, but I noticed that she seemed to have lost weight, and for a while I secretly scolded myself for what I had done, didn't I say that I would protect her for the rest of my life?

So I no longer care about her attitude, still wholeheartedly to her, and then I was overworked, got uremia, the condition gradually deteriorated, the right kidney failed, urgently need to be replaced, there was no kidney/source for exchange, the doctor asked me to go home and persuade my wife to go to the hospital to check the kidney type, I was unwilling, but the doctor told me that one less kidney does not have a very big impact on the body, as long as you pay attention to the recuperation will grow back, it is important to save people at the moment.

I thought about it again and again, and when I got home, she happened to come back from shopping, and I opened my mouth like a flatterer, and she didn't worry about my illness after hearing it, but threw the shopping bag and bag in her hand directly at me, and then protected her body and yelled "Get out!" Stay away from me, I don't want it, I don't want it...."

"It's too much." Student A took a sip of wine.

"As the saying goes, adversity sees true love, I can't lie to myself anymore, my wife doesn't love me at all, yes, how can there be true love in this material world." I said in frustration.

"And then? Did you quarrel? Student A asked.

"She went on a trip, in Tianzhu." I said slowly.

Classmate A glanced at me, and then his face returned to drunkenness, "I heard you complain for so long, let's start talking about business, for the Chinese New Year, for this business, I came out on purpose." ”

"It's a deposit." I picked up the bag on my leg and put it in front of him, he unzipped it and looked at it, then closed it with a smile, "It's all old classmates, don't count it, I can trust you, give me the model of your kidney." ”

I took out a list of hospitals from my pocket and handed it to him, yes, as you can imagine, classmate A is engaged in illegal trafficking/kidneys, he glanced impatiently and threw the list on the table, took out his phone from his pocket and threw it to me "I never leave a note, take a picture of it for me." After saying that, he picked up his wine glass and began to sing a little song.

I patted him and asked, "How did you get the kidney, kidnapping it directly?" ”

"No, that's high-stakes and requires accomplices." Classmate A squinted his eyes, his face was full of intoxication, "Go directly to the bar and nightclub, seduce the girl to bed, and then put on anesthetic, haha and wealth, of course I am very good, so I take someone else's kidney." ”

"You're so ugly, and you can still seduce people?" I quipped.

"Aphrodisiacs, or obedient water, stupid." Classmate A laughed and gradually got drunk on the table.

Later, classmate A disappeared, and someone heard that he had come out to see me, so they asked me about his whereabouts, and I said, "He seems to have gone on a tour, in Turkey." ”

Oh, and one more thing I forgot to mention, I saw a photo in his album after I finished taking the list, a nude photo of Xu Qian.

End

After the record was completed, I looked at the handwriting I had just written for a long time before I sighed, it turned out that Xu Qian loved him, but it was only because Liu Ran couldn't be with her all the year round that she was so lonely, drunk late at night, and finally was murdered.

I raised my head, my eyes met the man again, there was infinite regret and indescribable pain in his eyes, he sighed godlessly, and slowly stood up, leaving me with only a lonely back.

My body suddenly trembled violently, because I realized that Xu Qian... It's dead.

I picked up the pen in my hand and wrote down the title of this story - the goddess.