Seeing that Zhang Xiaomo had accepted the fishing rod, Dr. Zhao felt that it was not interesting for him to continue to stay here alone, so he carried a bucket and a fishing rod to calculate the money, and returned to the middle of the crowd: "Dr. Zhang's skills are good, everyone has fish to eat tonight." ”

Looking at most of the half bucket of fish, everyone was stunned: "So many? ”

"And most of them were fished by Dr. Zhang. She's a master! If you don't accept it, you can't do it. Dr. Zhao was a little depressed: "I thought I was a good person." ”

"Haha, Dr. Zhao, just admit defeat! Our Dr. Zhang is a master, whether it is surgery, or courage, or fishing, that level is first-class. When he said this, everyone was amused, but some people's faces became not very good-looking.

Zhang Xiaomo saw that those people were colleagues who had experienced the shooting that morning, and she didn't say much, so she only said lightly: "Leave two fish to boil soup and drink at night, and it should be good to eat other roasts." ”

At this time, Nangong Xiu came over: "Hello Doctor Zhang, my name is Nangong Xiu, you can call me Xiuxiu." I'm Sedum's fiancée. ”

I've heard it many times, and this time it's time to see the main master, Zhang Xiaomo just nodded lightly: "Miss Nangong is good." Then she turned to Dr. Zhao and said, "Dr. Zhao, when you go back at night, borrow me your room." Xiaoyu is a little insomnia when she is pregnant, and she is afraid of being noisy. ”

Dr. Zhao couldn't figure out why she brought up the matter again, but nodded anyway: "Okay." ”

"Okay, I'll go clean up my things first, and wake up Xiaoyu by the way, lest she sleep too much and can't sleep at night."

Seeing that Zhang Xiaomo ignored himself, Nangong Xiu was not angry, but followed: "Doctor Zhang, Dr. Chen is also a good friend of Sedum, I'll go with you." ”

"What are you making a fuss about?" Sedum's unhappy past is about to pull her back.

But Zhang Xiaomo stopped him when he saw this: "Let her go with me." You are waiting here. After speaking, she took Nangong Xiu away directly.

Seeing the two women leave like this, Sedum suddenly had a panicked feeling in his heart. At this time, Dr. Zhao smiled and said softly beside him, "Are you scared now?" Why did you go earlier? ”

"I ......"

"Are you having fun, have you thought about Dr. Zhang's situation? No one will accuse you, and others will say that she is obviously a married woman and still seduces you. ”

This sentence really annoyed Sedum, and he turned to look at Dr. Zhao suddenly: "I didn't play!" ”

But because of anger, the voice of this sentence was not small, and everyone looked at the two of them. But Dr. Zhao didn't care: "I came out to relax and play, why are you so nervous?" After speaking, he stretched his waist: "I'll go first, go pack up my things, and then give the key to Xiao Zhang." ”

Seeing him leave, Sedum was even more unhappy. Why does it feel that Zhang Xiaomo is now closer to Dr. Zhao? Is it really as Dr. Zhao said, that her feelings have caused her confusion?

Here, Zhang Xiaomo didn't know that Dr. Zhao and Sedum had quarreled, so she took Nangong Xiu and walked to the homestay cabin: "Miss Nangong." ”

"Call me Xiuxiu."

"We're not familiar enough to that yet." She lightly rejected the other party: "Is there anything you want to tell me when you came here today?" ”

Nangong Xiu was silent for a while, and finally said, "Maybe you don't believe it, but I really don't have any malicious intent." I just wanted to get to know you. At home, grandpa, dad, and sedum like you very much. I've heard a lot about you, and I'm curious about what kind of person you are. ”

"Now I see, I'm just that."

Obviously, it was such a direct rejection and thousands of miles away, but Nangong Xiu didn't feel sad: "No, I think you're very good." I envy you. ”

Envy? Hearing this, Zhang Xiaomo was a little strange, but she just glanced at the other party and didn't stop.

Nangong Xiu paused for a moment before saying, "Do you think it's normal for people like me?" Bound by the rules of the family, every word and deed must abide by the rules of the lady, you can't have your own ideas, you can't have your own consciousness, what the elders say, it's what it is. ”

This kind of person, Zhang Xiaomo has also seen and known before. They are trained in the big family, the most standard ladies, but unfortunately they will never have their own will, just puppets who are led by people. People like them seem to be perfect in the eyes of others, and the goddesses in their hearts all want to take possession.

But once you really have it, you will find that the other party is boring and boring, and you will soon be abandoned by others. People like them are even less popular than the slightly arrogant and willful girls. At least that kind of person has flesh and blood and has its own emotions.

But even so, Zhang Xiaomo didn't plan to have a deep friendship with her. After all, there are some things that cannot be said and trust is not earned by sympathy: "If you don't want this kind of life, learn to resist it yourself." If you give up struggling, no one in this world can save you. ”

Although I understand many truths of "I ......", it is really difficult to actually do it. Especially for this kind of person who has always been submissive, it is even more difficult.

Seeing her like this, Zhang Xiaomo didn't persuade her, after all, everyone is an adult, and many things need to be decided by themselves, and others can't make decisions for her.

Just when Nangong Xiu hesitated, she had already walked to the front. Perhaps it was her resolute attitude that stimulated Nangong Xiu: "Can I really do it?" ”

Speaking so loudly, for Nangong Xiu, it may be the first time after being sensible, and after speaking, she immediately changed back to her original appearance: "I'm sorry, I ......"

"That would have been fine." Zhang Xiaomo turned around and smiled at her: "If you don't break your original self, no one can save you." After speaking, she stopped and gestured to the window of Chen Yu's room with her chin: "Chen Yu, you know it too, right?" ”

After seeing the other party nod, she continued: "She also came from a wealthy family, and she was also cultivated as a victim in the family. But after she found out that she liked Qin Feng, she directly abandoned everything at home and chased after her. If you don't have this kind of desperate thinking, I suggest you go back and be your good girl. ”

Perhaps it was the word "good girl" that stimulated Nangong Xiu again, and she suddenly shouted loudly: "My name is Nangong Xiu, not a good girl!" I'm a human, not a puppet! ”

Although she knew that Zhang Xiaomo was innocent, but now, she just couldn't help but want to lose her temper: "I hate the way I look now, I want to be like you, do what I like to do, and love the people I love!" ”

was yelled at by her, Zhang Xiaomo's face brought a smile, although it was faint, but it was indeed a smile: "Then, just be yourself." What do you like to do and who do you love? ”

"I ......" has been instilled with the idea of a lady by the family for a long time, so that she doesn't know what she likes for a while. After thinking for a while, she said, "Actually...... I don't hate practicing medicine, I even love it. But even though they let me learn, they never let me see patients, saying they didn't need to. ”

"I secretly saw a doctor for a stranger and had an injection. After healing them, seeing their relaxed smiles and hearing their words of gratitude, I felt that that was the meaning of my existence. It's not about learning those medical skills just to be a façade. ”

Nangong Xiu's words made Zhang Xiaomo a little moved. If you don't really have the heart of a benevolent doctor, will you feel like this? Finally, she approached the other party: "So...... What else do you like besides practicing medicine? ”

"I ......" As if thinking of something, Nangong Xiu's face turned red, and after a while, she said: "I don't know, maybe the arrangements given to me at home are the best." It's also the one that best suits my heart. I like Sedum, and since I was a child, I liked to run behind him and ask him a lot of questions with a medical book. But no matter what I asked, he would give me an answer, and I thought he was very good. ”

"Later, when I grew up, my family told me that I would marry him, and I felt very happy." Speaking of this, she was even more bitterly conflicted: "I don't know. I like to study medicine, and my family made me study it; I love Sedum and my family got us engaged. But I always felt wrong! Because, it's not what I think. ”

The tangled girl in front of her made Zhang Xiaomo can't help but want to laugh a little: "It's not quite right." You study medicine, but instead of applying what you want, you turn useful things into a false decoration for window dressing. You like Sedum, but it's not because you like each other that you're engaged. You long for that heart, not that person. Speaking of this, she looked behind her: "So, you, your fiancé, are not competent at all." ”

Nangong Xiu was stunned for a moment before she reacted, she turned around fiercely, saw Sedum standing under the pear tree, and suddenly couldn't help but snort softly, and then hid behind Zhang Xiaomo: "Sedum, I ......"

Oh my God, it's a shame. He listened to those words. Does he think he's frivolous? Nangong Xiu regrets it now and wants to die headlong. But obviously she blamed herself in her heart, but she didn't know why, she had a feeling of secret joy. It's just that she doesn't know where this feeling comes from.

Sedum looked at his fiancée hiding behind Zhang Xiaomo with a complicated expression. As she said, she is indeed incompetent, and even for a long time, she really treats her fiancée as a puppet, a puppet without independent will. Unexpectedly, she not only has her own thoughts, but even these thoughts are quite ...... Lovely?

When this word came to his mind, he himself was stunned: "Xiuxiu, I ......"

"Sedum, I, I ......"

I was for a long time, and Nangong Xiu didn't say why, and she was about to cry. Only Zhang Xiaomo shook his head, took her hand, and sent it to Sedum's side: "Okay, you two have a good chat." Sedum, no matter what, this marriage is something you overnod. Now that you have a new understanding of Xiuxiu, I hope you will at least have a responsible attitude and get to know her again. ”

If it were normal, Sedum would definitely not listen, but hearing her say this today, Sedum nodded inexplicably: "I know." Little Mo, you ......"

"I'm going to call Chen Yu." Speaking of this, she winked at Sedum: "Old classmate, I can only help you get here." With that, she turned and walked away.

Looking at the back of her leaving, Nangong Xiu suddenly said: "I finally know why you like her, Sedum." Because...... I like her a lot too. ”

But Sedum didn't answer her words, but took her by the hand and took her to a quiet little bamboo pavilion: "Why didn't you say these words to me before?" ”

Faced with this question, Nangong Xiu didn't know how to answer. Sedum couldn't get an answer, so he thought about it and understood: "In the future, tell me if there is anything." Also, in front of me, you don't need to be as careful as before, what you want, what you want to say, just say it. After speaking, he reached out and touched the other party's head: "Actually, I also like the little girl who chased after my ass when I was a child, holding a medical book and asking me questions." ”

"What little girl?"

As if he didn't see the embarrassment of the other party, Sedum smiled even more proudly: "At that time, you will still call me Brother Sedum." ”

"I'll be annoyed if you say it again!" The words are so, but the expression is not. She suddenly said softly, "Sedum, continue to teach me medical skills in the future." I want to support myself with this. ”

“…… You've decided? ”