Chapter 15: Act III, The Intruder
"Di—Welcome, Intruder"
Blurry, Qishu slowly opened his eyes...... It was as if there was a person standing next to him, his face could not be seen clearly, or even anywhere. Everything was pitch black, which made Qishu a little suspicious that it was already night and the lights were not turned on.
"Na...... Do you see me? Maybe not, can't it...... What about moving? The tone was raised, and Qi Shu could be sure that she had a playful tone.
"You can't move, right? Did you see that? What about the giant clock? Aren't you supposed to think about it before you save the world...... How do you catch me? ”
"A bunch of fools, only you can see it, right? That man...... Who is it?! ”
Her tone suddenly sharpened, but she regained her composure.
Everything is calm...... Simply, calm and unlikely. However, Qishu always felt that something was missing. What is it exactly?
A conversation suddenly appeared in Qishu's mind.
It's dark.
"Hello, Intruder"
……
Don't be nervous, I'm not going to kick you out.
Just trying to get some answers from you.
Have you ever felt like this?
I saw an unfamiliar scene, but I felt as if it had happened before.
yes, are you sure?
Yes, you've heard of "déjà vu" or something, right?
The so-called sense of déjà vu is just an "illusion" that comes from the brain
But do you really recognize that it's just a delusion?
…… Maybe? I do not know.
If you've ever been here.
Just forget everything.
Suppose you did something.
Just forget everything.
You, will be sorry for those long-forgotten mistakes......
And atonement?
If those long-buried mistakes have been forgotten, then never think about them again.
But how can you be sure that what is forgotten is a real memory, not an illusion?
Ultimately......
Is the "truth" experienced by yourself?
Is it "memory" that will be forgotten?
- Try to remember.
"Before the destruction of this world......
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"Ah!!h Qishu got up suddenly, cold sweat was dripping on his forehead, and his back was already soaked. Slimy, ambiguous, for a moment, any thought took over the entire brain, but Qishu still felt blank.
They kept flashing, she couldn't see clearly, she couldn't catch them, and even, she just stared blankly, and couldn't do anything...... This feeling, this feeling is like the despair of a world that is destroyed before your eyes and you can't do anything.
They still keep flashing, and they can't catch them, but they can't, they can't catch them forever......
Tick tock, tick tock, Qi Shu suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness.
Forget it, don't think about anything, let's go take a shower first.
The dream just now...... What is it?
It was dark, she couldn't touch anything, and an ethereal voice kept talking to her, asking strange questions that she shouldn't have answered, but her body couldn't help answering.
What I touched was the truth in my heart and the fact that I didn't want to accept.
At the end of the day, I just don't want anyone to be disappointed in me.
It's just that I care too much about what others think of me.
But Qishu never understood what Ethereal meant by the last sentence......
What exactly does "before the destruction of this world..."
"Whoa-la-"
Drops of water dripped down the soft hair of Qishu, as if some bits and pieces flashed in his mind, and he saw a few familiar faces......
"Don't cry, what if the world is destroyed? Everyone will remember the meaning of your sacrifice, right? Even if it's the end of the world, it's okay, right? At least, you're still alive. ”
Still can't catch it.
Their empty eyes are bottomless, but they can't understand the meaning contained in them.
The so-called "meaning of sacrifice"?
If...... Sacrificing one of your favorite people in exchange for the peace of the whole world, you ...... Will it be done?
The people they desperately want to protect, what is it that can sustain them to survive?
After all, a lonely person like you will never understand, right?
Tick tick.
So, what exactly have you forgotten?
I still can't remember, why did you become like that?
They said.
Don't you feel that everyone is dead, but you are still alive, so it's too lonely? They are afraid, afraid of such loneliness, so they have to give everything to save the world, even if they die, the rest of the people will not be lonely, right?
You are not the Virgin......
What if you are lonely?
Didn't you survive the same?
The past is gone, but you have forgotten that you once wielded something sharp, knife after knife, red stained your eyes, you are an ominous person, so, do you want to make others as lonely as you?
But I still don't think there's anything wrong with that.
Keep sinking, and you don't have the strength to continue struggling, right? Already want to let go, right? Look at you in the mirror, how embarrassed.
Do you think you yourself are a virgin? In the end, you're just occupying someone else's body and living for someone else's life to avenge someone else's body, these are just reasons for you to occupy someone else's body, you're an intruder, talking about saving the world or something, in fact, occupying someone else's body is just trying to live more, right?
But Qishu didn't want to think about it anymore, it wasn't her, it was someone else.
For example, the house next door was killed, but the murderer wanted to kill you......
You don't feel sad in your heart, do you? There has always been a voice in my heart.
"Good thing it's not me!"
You feel awkward and want to say that you don't want to live in exchange for someone else's life.
Then ......
"Die"
Who cares about you?
But what's the solution?
Because, the world is over.
Face the end of the world.
Do you still act like the Virgin?
I'm really looking forward to it.
Qishu covered his head, squatted on the ground, leaned against the wall, and was already dressed, but now those unknown memories came flooding back.
Actually, you have selective amnesia, right?
Forget all the things you don't want to face, right?
You think this is "forgetting"?
Is this the "truth"?
Is this "memory"?
Is this an "illusion"?
Do you still think that your eyes can see the truth?
As I said that day.
Is the "truth" experienced by yourself?
Is it "memory" that will be forgotten?
Try to remember.
Your so-called ...... The real truth!
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