The wind howled wantonly, blowing on a person's body like a knife, Zhao Xiaonuo was dressed very thinly, her thin body was trembling faintly, and I found that her bare arms and legs were full of fine red spots.

"It's okay to feed the mosquitoes, but it's also a good deed." She said with a relaxed face, holding up the cake and "Happy birthday!" One balance! Make a wish! ”

"The wish is for you to disappear immediately!" I threw the cake on the floor, turned and walked away, faster and faster.

"One balance! One balance! You wait for me, you go too fast and I can't keep up! Zhao Xiaonuo's voice echoed behind her, and gradually, the surroundings quieted down, only the sound of the wind whistling, and finally threw her off.

I don't know why I'm inexplicably angry, maybe it's because I think of the mean Liu Xinran, or maybe I just want to find a punching bag.

I stood by the street lamp to rest, because the street lamp has not been repaired for a long time, it flickering and flickering, which makes my heart hairy.

I turned around, behind me like the abyss as dark and deep, I sighed and went home, my brother went to the night shift, I washed up and went to bed, "boom" suddenly there was a roaring thunder outside the window, the rain soon poured down, the lightning across the sky reflected on my restless face, for some reason, looking at the heavy rain outside the window my eyelids kept jumping, I turned over, the quilt over my head.

In fact, Zhao Xiaonuo is not so annoying, although she doesn't let me sleep, but most of the time she will still put her coat on me when I am asleep, because of her, I have never been punished by the teacher for not completing my homework, because of her, I love to eat a lot of fruits, they are delicious, like her nourishing my heart, because of her, I gradually no longer autistic, gradually open my heart, why at this moment in my mind, full of Zhao Xiaonuo's aggrieved expression just when I threw away the cake, Why didn't I just listen to her and make a good wish? Why didn't I just give her slender body a hug?

Wait, what's on my mind right now? The person I like has always been Liu Xinran, it's Liu Xinran, Zhang Yiheng! I closed my eyes and didn't allow myself to think about anything.

The next day, Zhao Xiaonuo didn't come, and it was her parents who came, and I learned that Zhao Xiaonuo didn't come home all night yesterday! The police have come to the school and are asking the teacher in the office, it is not cold today, but I don't know why I feel cold to the bone?

No, Zhao Xiaonuo won't have an accident, no, no. I kept saying it in my heart.

Zhao Xiaonuo was found in the evening, I rushed to the bottom of the overpass, and saw the body of Zhao Xiaonuo who was white and naked, her parents had cried into tears, I only felt that my brain was like tinnitus, and everything around me seemed to become unreal, no, this is not true, not true, Xiaonuo, don't sleep, hurry up, I still want you to supervise my class, I still have to copy your homework, Xiaonuo, you get up, I actually don't hate you, my wish yesterday was a joke, why do you believe it? I don't want you to disappear, I want you back, I haven't been scolded enough by you, I haven't told you yet, I like you! Arnold .... Nick .....

I fell to the ground crying, and everything around me became darker.

When I woke up, I was already lying in my bed, and my brother was helping me wash my towel, and he was very happy to see that I was awake.

"Brother..."

"Don't talk, take a good rest, don't go to school in the last few days, rest at home."

"Brother, who did it, who did it! My heart hurts, I can't breathe..."

Time passed, and the murderer was finally caught, a half-crazy, half-stupid homeless man who had a brain problem and could not admit guilt, but the police checked the DNA and confirmed the facts of his crime, and I just spent day after day in bed in grief and regret.

Two months have passed, and I am much better, although I am still a little sad, I can get out of bed and do something else.

I went downstairs, but my brother was not there, my brother has worked hard enough to take care of me these days, I decided to cook for my brother, which can be regarded as a thank you to him.

I opened the refrigerator, but it was empty, there seemed to be some hot pot ingredients in the refrigerator, I walked over and opened the refrigerator to search, only found a few meatballs and a piece of meat, huh? What is it?

This.... This is! My whole body shook, and the tone of the flesh hit the ground, and I slammed back, enveloped in fear and disbelief because... I was on that piece of meat, and I saw. I saw a peach blossom petal full of spring colors.

There was a chill behind me, and I jerked my head back to meet my brother's grim gaze, a look I had never seen before.

"Liu. Liu Xinran died... You killed her! You were the one who killed her that afternoon! ”

"Yes." The elder brother nodded, "It was my negligence that I didn't dispose of the body. ”

"Why? Why kill her? ”

"Because she found out my secret."

"What?"

"When you came home that day, you forgot to close the door, and in the afternoon, Liu Xinran walked in directly and went upstairs to my room, and saw something she shouldn't have seen."

"What did she see?"

"I'm masturbating/masturbating."

"What's this, as for killing her?" I was hoarse.

"But I'm holding a picture of you."

"What?" My eyes widened and my whole body trembled violently.

"Yiheng, don't you understand? I love you, I've always loved you, I've done so much for you, I've given everything, Yiheng, don't blame yourself, even if Liu Xinran didn't see it, I would have lied to her sooner or later, because she is the person you love deeply! By the way, there is also that Zhao Xiaonuo, where is she worthy of loving you with me. ”

"What? Xiaonuo was also killed by you? "I was shocked.

"Yes, I killed it too, but that homeless man was something I didn't expect, sorry." My brother smiled and reached out to touch my head.

"Don't touch me!" I pushed his hand away.

"Yiheng, do you know how hard it is for me to love? Even though I knew I wouldn't succeed, I still killed the people you loved and the people who loved you. ”

"Say no more!" I picked up the fork on the table, and stabbed the beast with all my strength, and the fork was accurately inserted into my brother's left eye, and then I fled from here frantically, along the way I ran wildly, almost a beast, and the passers-by were scared to dodge by the oncoming me, and finally I came to the police station, my uncle was chatting with his colleagues, and was startled by the oncoming me, and he looked at me in surprise. Yiheng, you... What happened to you? ”

"The person was killed by my brother Zhang Yiming..... The person was killed by my brother Zhang Yiming..... The person was killed by my brother Zhang Yiming! I cried out in pain, and more police officers came around me, staring straight at me.

"One balance!" My uncle suddenly yelled at me, "What the hell are you talking about? You don't have a brother at all! ”

"What?"

Bang bang... Bang bang.. Bang bang... My heart was beating faster and faster, everything around me was gradually empty, I looked around blankly, and saw myself in the floor mirror on the side, my face was bloody, and there was a bright fork stuck in my left eye.

Originally... I don't have a brother .... Originally... I killed everyone myself....

Bang bang... Bang bang... Bang bang.." One balance. My brother's voice sounded in my head, "I exist because of you, I am you, you are me, I said that my love is very difficult and cannot be successful, not because of homosexuality, but because I am in love with another self in the body, Yiheng, I love you, let's be together forever." ”

My hand lost control and trembled to my left eye as everyone stared at me in shock.

"One balance! Don't mess around! ”

"No... Don't, no! "My heart-rending screams and the crisp sound of forks falling to the floor rang out in the police station.

End

I stopped my pen and looked up at the white boy in front of me, who was looking at me quietly, and I wasn't sure if he was a balance or a sound at the moment, but it didn't matter anytime soon.

But what is it? Split personality? Off one's head? It must have been that scene in his childhood that caused too much damage to Yiheng that he produced Yiming.

He nodded solemnly at me, and the moment he looked up, I suddenly noticed that he had a bright fork on his left eye.

I thought for a moment, sighed, and picked up a pen to write the name of the chapter—brother," as I watched him fade into view.