188. I need comfort

Young Master Xiang's arrogance on weekdays, at this time, in front of Ji Yue, has also restrained a lot, it is rare to see Young Master Xiang respectful to a person, Ji Yue is the first, which indirectly explains Ji Yue's identity.

Ji Yue and I chatted with Young Master Xiang for a while, and then said hello to the monkeys, and Li Fei'er also introduced them to him one by one, saying that these were her friends and classmates.

"What about him? He's also your classmate? Ji Yue suddenly pointed at me.

Ji Yue's words came into my ears, I trembled all over, and involuntarily raised my head and looked at Li Fei'er, the soul on my body began to be hooked again, I wanted to know how Li Fei'er would introduce me.

Li Fei'er's gaze also fell on me, her eyes began to flicker, her expression was complicated, and her face was tangled.

Li Fei'er fell into a short silence, and as Li Fei'er didn't speak, the people around her also fell silent, and everyone stared at Li Fei'er, wondering how Li Fei'er would answer.

Now among the few of us, except for Ji Yue and Young Master Xiang, everyone else knows the relationship between me and Li Fei'er, and they all know very well that Li Fei'er and I once had a hard and unforgettable love!

"Fei'er, what's wrong? Are you in a relationship with him? Ji Yue's face showed an unfathomable smile, very bland, but he vaguely felt a trace of displeasure in his tone.

Ji Yue's words made Li Fei'er, who was in a daze, react, and hurriedly said, "Oh, it's nothing, he is also my classmate." ”

Ji Yue smiled and didn't say anything, just toasted me with a glass of wine very politely, I was doing mechanical movements like a robot, I drank the red wine in the wine glass, it was very spicy, and my heart was even hotter.

After Ji Yue and Li Fei'er finished toasting, they went to other places to toast, I watched Li Fei'er's back gradually drifting away, and my heart was sour, I could only keep irrigating myself with wine, I wanted to wash the memory in my mind with alcohol, so that my mind became blank, because only in this way could my heartache be relieved.

I don't know how long I drank, I only know that when I closed my eyes and opened my eyes again, I was already lying in the Black Forest bar, next to me, only Zou Xin was alone, he saw that I was awake, and quickly poured me a cup of hot water, and said: "Brother Xuan, you are also crazy, it is really the first time I have seen you drink so much wine." ”

I drank the hot water, my throat was much more comfortable, and my brain was much clearer, I asked Zou Xin how I came back, and Zou Xin said that he and the monkey sent me back, because the monkey was afraid that I would drink too much and make trouble.

I patted my head, Ji Yue and Li Fei'er's engagement ceremony still echoed in my mind, it felt very real, but it was so unreal.

But, these are the realities that really happen, no matter how I deceive myself, there is no way to change it, Li Feier is already engaged to someone else, she has become someone else's fiancΓ©e, she no longer belongs to me.

Thinking about it, my tears flowed uncontrollably, Zou Xin sighed and comforted: "Brother Xuan, the monkey has told me everything about you, you better forget about Li Fei'er, if she can get engaged to Ji Yue, it is destined that you and her are impossible, you are very different, she is in the sky, you are underground, you can only make your life better if you forget her." ”

Everyone persuaded me to forget Li Fei'er, saying that I had no future with her, that I was not worthy of her, but they didn't know what Li Fei'er and I had experienced, they didn't know how important Li Fei'er was to me, if I could forget it so simply, there would be no so-called love in this world!

I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, tried to squeeze back the swirling tears, raised my head, looked at Zou Xin, and said, "Go, drink with me." ”

After speaking, I stood up, pulled Zou Xin upstairs, walked to the front desk, asked for a few bottles of wine, I opened a bottle, poured directly into the stomach, I just sobered up, and continued to drink, the body couldn't bear it at all, just drank a bottle, I was dizzy, I wanted to vomit.

But I still didn't stop, and opened another bottle of wine, Zou Xin saw this, held me down, and said distressedly: "Brother Xuan, don't drink anymore, if you drink again, you will drink yourself to death." Zou Xin snatched the wine from my hand, and emphasized the front desk staff, asking him not to drink for me again.

I hate my decadent appearance, even I hate it, but I can only numb myself like this, and only by doing this will I not be so uncomfortable.

I stood up in a daze and walked out of the bar, Zou Xin followed, and asked anxiously, "Brother Xuan, where are you going?" ”

I stopped him and said, "Zou Xin, don't follow me, I want to be quiet alone." ”

I walked aimlessly down the street alone, dizzy, dizzy, and hazy, I didn't know where I was going and where I could go. Walking and walking, I came to No. 1 Middle School, I stood at No. 1 Middle School and hit the school gate, recalling the past days when I and Li Feier were in school, I remembered her domineering, her willfulness.

Before I knew it, my eyes were wet again, and I turned away from the sad place.

Walking down the street, I was in a trance, like a beggar, like a fool...... I don't know when, I came to Chen Ya's rented house, and I haven't been back for a while.

I opened the door lightly and saw Chen Ya sitting on the sofa, she saw me and thought she had seen the wrong person, she stood up with some joy and said, "Wang Xuan, you are back." With that, she walked up to me.

When Chen Ya saw my vicissitudes of life, she immediately worried, "What's wrong with you?" Is something wrong? ”

"Xiaoya, I'm so uncomfortable." I choked up, and under the influence of alcohol, I couldn't help but hug Chen Ya, leaned on Chen Ya's chest, hugged her tightly and cried bitterly.

Chen Ya gently patted me on the back and said, "It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's me." ”

To outsiders, I may be very cheap and disgusting now, but I just want someone to comfort me and find a safe haven.

Leaning on Chen Ya's comfortable embrace, I slowly fell asleep, and in a daze, Chen Ya took me back to the bed.

I opened my eyes dimly, as if Li Fei'er appeared in front of my eyes, I hugged her and murmured, "Don't leave me, don't leave me, please, don't leave me......"

When I was half asleep, I also faintly heard a soft voice: "Okay, I won't leave you, you can sleep at ease." ”

These words came to my ears and calmed my heart, and I closed my eyes peacefully and immersed myself in this gentle country.

I don't know how long I slept, but when I woke up, I just felt a good feeling all over my body, and I had a good night's sleep.

When I woke up, it was already late, Chen Ya had already gone to work, and before she went out, she cooked for me, and I left Chen Ya's rental house after I was full.

When I came to the street, after a comfortable night's sleep, my whole body relaxed a little, and it was like a dream when I remembered that I was in Chen Ya's house just now.

I took a taxi and headed back to the Black Forest Bar. I leaned against the window and enjoyed the scenery outside the window. I stretched, and suddenly, I caught a glimpse of the taxi driver with a deep scar on his back.

I smiled and asked casually, "Master, have you been mixed up before?" ”

"yes!" The driver replied very flatly.

Hearing the driver's answer, I frowned slightly, feeling that this driver was a little weird, not because of the scar on the back of his neck, but because of the breath on his body, the general driver of the car, the breath on his body is very calm, but the driver in front of him has a strong murderous aura.

I can't say how long I have been out of the Tao, but I have experienced a lot of deaths, and I can feel who is an ordinary person and who is a Taoist.

I looked out the window and saw that the taxi was not going back to the Black Forest Bar, the Black Forest Bar was my place, and I had long remembered which way I passed, and this road was clearly the way to the suburbs.

My heart suddenly lifted, but I still pretended to be relaxed and said, "Master, you seem to have walked out of the way, this is not the way to the Black Forest bar, if you take me on a long detour, I won't pay you more." ”

The driver smiled and said, "That's right, this road is to go to the Black Forest bar, I've been a driver in this area for a long time, I know every road clearly, this road is relatively close, I won't spare the long way, don't worry." ”