Chapter 256: Panic
Hearing this, Mo Gu raised his arm, held Bingru's arm tightly with both hands, met Bingru's gaze, and said, "Bingru, you look at me, I seem to be joking with you?" ”
"Your Mogu's child was killed by your own hands two years ago!" Bing Ru looked straight at Mo Gu, and when she spoke, Bing Ru's eyes were full of sadness and anger......
I thought that as time went by, the thing that was hurt so hard would slowly fade into my mind, and I would be able to let go, but ...... Just now, when Mo Gu reminded himself of that incident again, Bing Ru realized...... It turned out that the pain was only in the depths of my memory, because it was too painful, and I was suppressed and "forgotten" in the back of my mind......
And once there is a stimulus, those painful memories will come to my mind again and again......
The pain Mo Gu brought to her...... It's too heavy.
"No, it's not like that, Micheal is our child and he's alive!! He's alive!! Mo Gu held the hand of Bing Ru's arm, and his strength involuntarily increased......
Bingru shook Mo Gu's hand on his arm vigorously...... However, the difference in strength between men and women is so obvious...... Bingru's efforts are futile, and he can't shake them off at all.
"You talk nonsense!! How could Micheal be your and my child?! Mo Gu I'll tell you again, your child has already been by you!! Killed!! Bingru almost roared.
"Ice is like ...... Are those all misunderstandings? ”
"Misunderstanding?! Mo Gu, it's been two years...... Oh no, it's been almost three years, it's been three years, Mo Gu, you told me that you found someone to kick my child hard, it was just a misunderstanding? "This is the first time that Bingru has quarreled with Mo Gu because of this incident...... Even when he first saw Mo Gu when he came out of the observation room to the ward, he had never lost such a temper with Mo Gu as he did now.
I thought it would never be again, because of disappointment, too much disappointment...... However, now he can't contain his anger......
The anger of three years ago was vented without reservation......
The corners of Bingru's eyes were full of tears......
"Ice is like ...... If I say it now, the woman at that time ...... I didn't know that I didn't send her to hurt you, and I punished her harshly...... Will you believe me? Mo Gu's eyes and tone were all flattering and sincere......
Bingru met Mo Gu's eyes...... The corners of his mouth are slightly upturned...... It was in stark contrast to the tears in her eyes, and it looked cold......
In Mo Gu's impression, Bingru has always been gentle, and she has never had such an expression now...... For a while, Mo Gu himself was also a little bottomless.
"Hehe, if it was Chi Bingru three years ago, if you were talking to Chi Bingru three years ago, she might still believe you...... Three years later, I'm already Sarah, and whether what you say is true or not, it doesn't have anything to do with me. "Apathy...... Alienation.
Mo Gu slowly let go of the hand that had been holding Bingru's arm tightly.
And what about Bingru? The moment Mo Gu let go of his hand, he turned straight and walked in the direction of the room without looking back.
It doesn't matter anymore......
What was the truth back then, and was she completely indifferent?
Mo Gu faintly felt that a hole had been cut in his heart, and this hole was dripping with blood, and bright red blood was gushing outward little by little......
……
Mo Gu, who returned home, had a hangover, and after returning alone, he drove away all the servants in the house, did not let anyone be present, took out the wine in the room and opened the bottle by bottle, and then drank it......
Without using a cup, such a strong wine, Mo Gu opened the wine cork and drank it directly......
It is easy to get drunk when you drink it together...... Not to mention such a high alcohol spirit......
Soon, Mo Gu sat on the ground by the wine cabinet alone, his eyes full of confusion.
I just had the joy of knowing that I was actually in this world with Bingru's child, and that cute little child...... was completely splashed by Bingru's indifference and words......
Originally, Mo Gu was very happy and excited, Xiao Bu is his own child, and more importantly, if this is the case, then, it will never be possible to cut off between himself and Bingru, Bingru has always taken the children of the two people with him, and he must have a chance to continue to be with Bingru...... Thinking of this, Mo Gu felt full of hope......
But now, ......
Gone, in Bingru's eyes, all Mo Gu saw was alienation and full of hatred, and other than that, there was nothing else......
Is it really all in the past?
Is there really no going back?
As the alcohol gradually played its role, everything in front of me became more and more blurry, from the cold lines at the beginning, to a muddle......
Later, it became pitch black......
Mo Gu fell to the ground.
……
Turning around, Bingru quickly wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, making herself look nothing unusual......
The thing that Bingru has always been afraid of is that Mo Gu will know Xiao Xiao'er's life experience, but he didn't expect that so soon, Mo Gu will find out...... So what's next? With his style, will he continue to be soft and hard, and snatch Micheal hard away from him?
Bingru didn't dare to think about it anymore...... In any case, you can't do without Micheal, absolutely!!
Back in the house, Bingru sat on the sofa, staring blankly at the ground with two eyes......
Bai Tingxuan also came out of his house and sat next to Bingru, in fact, when Bingru went out to open the courtyard door just now, Bai Tingxuan had already seen who was coming...... After all, it was a matter between Bingru and Mo Gu, Bai Tingxuan naturally didn't want to go out, and he had no position regarding the relationship between the two of them, so Bai Tingxuan didn't go out in the house.
Bing Ru came in just now, and Bai Tingxuan heard the sound of the door and came out.
As soon as I came out, I saw Bing Ru sitting on the sofa with red circles under his eyes......
I don't have to ask, I know that the meeting between the two people just now was not pleasant.
Bai Tingxuan's position, of course, did not want Bingru to have anything to do with Mo Gu again, after all, he had been waiting for so long, and finally waited for Bingru to be willing to turn around and give himself such a chance...... Of course, Bai Tingxuan didn't want Mo Gu to appear again and take Bingru away from him again......
After sitting down, Bai Tingxuan didn't say a word, just silently hugged Bingru in his arms and let Bingru cry in his arms......
The surroundings were very quiet, and Bai Tingxuan and Bingru didn't speak, just sat quietly.
After a while, Bingru didn't raise his head, but still maintained the way he was just now, and said softly, "What if...... Mo Gu really wants to take Micheal, what should he do? ”
From Bingru's tone, Bai Tingxuan heard sadness and extreme fear......
"Micheal won't be taken away, he'll always be with you." Bai Tingxuan said with certainty.
Hearing this, Bingru raised her head and looked at Bai Tingxuan.
Bai Tingxuan also met Bingru's eyes, "I won't let him take Micheal away from you, never." "It's not loud, but it's unusually firm.
is such a sentence that has made Bingru feel unsettled since the appearance of Mo Gu...... Settled down for a while.
"Thank you, Brother Tingxuan."
"I said it, you don't have to say thank you to me......" Bai Tingxuan raised his hand, gently touched Bingru's hair, and said, "Rest early, don't think about it so much." ”
Hearing this, Bingru nodded, "Okay." ”
The two men stood up and went back to their rooms.
After taking a shower, Bingru dried her hair and fell asleep...... A good night's sleep.
Early the next morning, more precisely when the day was just dawning, Bingru was woken up by the sound of an ambulance.
The house where Bingru, Bai Tingxuan, and Micheal live is in the suburbs, so this time is very quiet, not as fast-paced as in the city, and very quiet......
Therefore, in such a quiet environment, the sound of such an ambulance is particularly harsh.
Bingru slowly got up from the bed, opened the curtains, and watched what was happening outside.
I just woke up, so Bingru's eyes haven't fully opened, and everything outside the window is still so confused in Bingru's eyes...... Until she clearly looked at the stretcher that had been lifted out of a villa not far away...... The man lying on the stretcher...... It seems familiar.
Because the distance was not very close, and because Bingru had just woken up, Bingru quickly rubbed his eyes so that he could see more clearly...... Soon, Bing Ru clearly saw that the person standing in the crowd was ———— Mike, the expression on his face was not clear, but soon, Mike followed the paramedics into the ambulance that had woken Bing Ru up just now......
Even if you can't see the person on the stretcher...... From the moment she saw Mike, Bingru could also guess who was taken away by the ambulance now......
For a moment, Bingru clearly felt his heartbeat getting faster and faster!
He...... What happened?
Wasn't it okay when you were here yesterday?
Bing Ruxin was flustered...... Walk to the bathroom, face the mirror and start washing...... After washing up, he went out of his bedroom.
When he came out, Bai Tingxuan was still preparing breakfast in the kitchen.
Bingru walked to the table, picked up the kettle, poured a glass of warm water, and then raised his head and drank it......
How so?! Bingru was already trying hard to suppress her heartbeat and get it back to normal...... However, no matter how much I suppressed it, it still had no effect, on the contrary, the heartbeat was still accelerating...... The heart is panicked, panicked......
With a "......bang", the water glass fell to the ground......
Because I was too nervous, my hand shook, and the water cup just now fell straight to the ground.
Bai Tingxuan, who heard the sound, came out of the kitchen, looking at Bingru, who was squatting on the ground and picking up the glass fragments of the water cup, Bai Tingxuan hurriedly went over and squatted next to Bingru, "I'll come." ”
As if he hadn't heard, Bing was slowly picking up the pieces......
"Ah......h
Bai Tingxuan's brows furrowed slightly, and the bright red blood on Bingru's fingers came out, dripping on the ground drop by drop, and Bai Tingxuan was worried in his heart.
Seeing that what he said just now had no effect, Bai Tingxuan directly picked up Bingru from the ground, put her on the sofa, and then went to get the medicine box prepared at home, and began to bandage Bingru's hand that was scratched by those glasses just now......