Chapter 262: It's not that I don't want to be happy, but I don't dare to be happy
"Yes, unhurried."
Although Yan Chaoge has never named her name, he has been by Yan Chaoge's side all day long, and he knows a little about her.
Even if it can't be Yan Chaoge's roundworm, it can be counted as a little bit of a point.
Yan Chaoge pursed his lips.
"Don't you think I'm a little indecisive about dealing with him?"
"The master's affairs, do not dare to speak falsely as a subordinate."
"If you don't dare to say it explicitly, that proves that I am indeed a little indecisive."
Yan Chaoge's words made Yiqing bow his head, not daring to say anything more.
"Alright, you should rest early."
Yiqing obediently exited the door, and when he turned to leave, he was discovered by the Nine Emperor Uncles who wanted to go out for a walk.
She walked in a hurry, as if she was in a hurry.
Uncle Nine Emperor raised his eyebrows.
It happened to be late at night and there was nothing to do, so I took a walk and ate a lot.
"Huh?"
When he saw Yiqing enter a medium-sized room, Nine Emperor Uncle's good-looking thick eyebrows were raised upward. He stood in front of the door and waited, but no one spoke in the house, nor did he come out.
Nine Emperor Uncle couldn't help but be a little curious, what was Yiqing here for?
Although he was very curious about what he was doing, his good qualities stopped him. He turned back, and as he passed by the upper room, which was supposed to be a clear quarter, he heard the sound of someone sleeping, and he also felt the breath of a master.
Although, those people deliberately held their breath when he appeared.
The Nine Emperor Uncles pretended not to care and walked past the door, and when he returned to his room, he called the secret guard beside him, said something in his ear, and quietly waited for the secret guard to return.
About a quarter of an hour later, the guard returned.
"Lord Wang, my subordinates have investigated clearly."
"How?"
Nine Emperor Uncle asked him.
"In the medium room, the subordinates have not yet entered, and the secret guards in the house chase the subordinates out. However, the dark guard's subordinates saw that it was indeed the red lotus next to Lord Yiqing. In this way, it can be seen that the person sleeping in that room is Lord Yiqing. ”
Yiqing, as the prime minister of Loulan Kingdom, should have slept in the upper class room in the post house, but she ran to the middle room.
Uncle Nine Emperor looked down at the celadon cup in his hand, and had two questions in his heart.
Is it because she can't sleep in the upper room, or is there anyone in this accompanying party who is more noble than her status?
Thinking of the sleeping breath of someone in the upper room, Nine Emperor Uncle's heart leaned towards the second thought.
If it's just an ordinary person, why is there still a master's breath in that person's room?
If it is someone more noble than Yiqing's identity, who is it? Hu Han?
The Nine Emperor Uncles waved off the secret guards, blew out the candles, turned over and lay on the bed, and decided to observe secretly.
Yiqing once again felt the superior room at the time of Mao Shi, and Yan Chaoge had already put on the breathless mask.
"I remember that I didn't wear this dress before, and I would serve others when I was quite trained along the way." Yan Chaoge still remembered that she had just crossed into this other world, looking at the various buckles and ropes, she looked confused.
She was glad that she still had Xiang'er by her side, otherwise she would have been naked.
Thanks to her previous identity as a young lady, there are maids waiting for her to dress. Otherwise, the mere fact that she doesn't know how to wear clothes may arouse suspicion.
"The little master is tormented by his subordinates."
Yan Chaoge saw that Yiqing was so serious, and couldn't help but shake his head helplessly.
"I'm just joking with you, you don't have to be so scared."
Yan Chaoge is actually very happy to make friends with others, in her previous life, she had no friends except Yan Lu, and there was no one she trusted, so she was deceived so deeply by Yan Lu.
"Yes."
Although I agreed, I still had a sense of superiority and superiority.
After Yan Chaoge's persuasion didn't work, he didn't say anything more.
"Knock knock—"
As soon as the two of them finished speaking, there was a knock on the door.
The two quickly exchanged glances, Yan Chaoge bent over and waited carefully for Yiqing, and Yiqing straightened his back, his hands were spread, and he looked like he was being served by his subordinates.
"Please come in."
The words fell, and the door opened.
The two looked out the door, but saw that it was the Nine Emperor Uncles.
Not only did Yiqing feel nervous and strange, but even Yan Chaoge was nervous for a moment.
Why did Uncle Nine Emperor come over early in the morning?
"What's the matter?"
A casual inquiry.
The Nine Emperor Uncles looked around the room quickly with a pair of amber, and saw that there was only one maid waiting for Yiqing in the room, and this maid had been inseparable from Yiqing since the capital.
There is nothing obvious out of the ordinary.
The Nine Emperor Uncles retracted his gaze, his elegant face outlined with a gentle chuckle.
"It's nothing, but I just learned that there is a bean curd on the left side of this post house that tastes good, and this king is the east, I don't know if Lord Yiqing is willing to enjoy his face and accompany this king?"
There was a momentary stiffness in Yiqing's outstretched arms.
Yan Chaoge has been taking care of Yiqing closely, how did he not find the stiffness of Yiqing's body.
She raised her eyes to look at Yiqing, and Yiqing hurriedly returned to her senses.
"Thank you for the kindness of the Nine Princes, it's just a clear ......"
"Lord Yiqing, it's just a bowl of bean curd, this king can afford it." As soon as he refused, the Nine Emperor Uncles had already left with his hands behind his back.
Yan Chaoge looked at the struggle in Yiqing's eyes and said softly, "Don't worry about me, go ahead." ”
Watching the two of them leave, Yan Chaoge reacted after a clear body, how could he not know the truth?
Yiqing once said that he didn't like the Nine Emperor Uncles.
Now it seems, why doesn't she like Nine Emperor Uncles? Because of her and her mother Liu Yun, no matter how much she likes it, she can only give up.
It's not that I don't like it, it's that I can't like it.
It's not that she doesn't want to have happiness, but she doesn't dare to have happiness.
Yan Chaoge sighed helplessly for Yiqing's forbearance and too much consideration.
She separated from Childe Changqin, not because she didn't love him. It's because he loves him too much that he has to choose to give up when he learns that her love will make him annihilate and give up.
The Buddha said that as long as she took back the heart that was placed on Gongzi Changqin, and let him try her heart that she had loved in the previous nine lives, and was depressed and painful, she could save his life.
As long as he lives, what about the emotional frustrations?
After he forgets this relationship, he will become that cold and emotionless stone, and the world will be safe and sound.
And she......
Yan Chaoge wiped away the tears that fell without warning, and his red lips hooked a bitter smile.
To be able to get his momentary affection before there is no reincarnation is enough.
At the bean curd stall, Yiqing looked down at the green onions dotted on the white tender tofu, smelling the fragrance of the tofu and the smell of sesame oil dripping from the store, and couldn't help but move his index finger.
She picked up the spoon and tasted the bean curd, the smooth tofu had already slipped through her throat without chewing, and between her lips and teeth, there was the aroma of tofu, sesame oil and shallots, such food, for a hungry night, the taste was very beautiful.
When you leave for a while, you should also give the little master a little bowl.
"Does Lord Ichikiyo have a habit of dreaming?" In fact, what he wanted to ask was whether Yiqing had the habit of nocturnal wandering syndrome.
But come to think of it, nocturnal wandering is too obvious. Ichiqing will definitely ask him why he asks that? He must have replied because he had seen her go from the upper room to the middle room last night. In this way, not only has the truth not been investigated, but it will also be alarmed.
"When you're tired, you dream." Yiqing nodded, but at the moment of nodding, a trace of pain and loneliness flashed in his eyes.
That look made the Nine Emperor Uncles who were sitting on the opposite side see it, and their hearts hurt a little unconsciously.
"It's going to be a good dream."
In the face of the politeness of the Nine Emperor Uncles, Yiqing just smiled casually.
She had the same dream for more than half a year. From the agony of dreaming at the beginning, heartbreaking, to the numbness now, she has survived countless days and nights. Therefore, whether the dream and her were nightmares or good dreams, she couldn't tell herself.
"By the way, this king once remembered that you had a stepfather in the Jin Kingdom, and when you left this time, did you bring your stepfather with you?"
Yiqing scooped the hand of the bean curd and paused, and then said: "Bring it, this time, I'm afraid he hasn't woken up yet." ”
In the eyes of the Nine Emperor Uncles looking at her, Yiqing ate the bean curd at the bottom of the bowl in one go.
"People have three urgencies, the Nine Princes, one step ahead of the clear."
She originally wanted to bring a bowl for Yan Chaoge, but now it seems that she can only let the dark guard buy it.
The Nine Emperor Uncle threw down a nail of silver, and the corners of his lips hooked up a triumphant smile.
After Yiqing hurried back to the post house, he reported to Yan Chaoge with a solemn face what happened at the bean flower stall.
"Master, I'm afraid that the Ninth Prince is suspicious of you and me."
"So fast!"
Yan Chaoge was stunned, she originally thought that she would talk about it after she arrived in Loulan, but now things are even more tricky than she imagined.
"After a while, I will let the little master go to your father-in-law's side, and the Nine Princes will not see it, and I am afraid that he will not doubt it anymore."
"Just do as you say."
Things were really as Yiqing expected, not long after Yan Chaoge went to Hu Han's side to take care of him, Nine Emperor Uncle drove his horse to Yiqing's carriage.
"What about the maid who has always taken care of you?"
Yiqing opened the curtain and looked at him in high spirits: "I don't know who the Nine Princes are talking about?" ”
"The one who changed your clothes this morning."
"Oh, my father-in-law is caught in the cold, and I can't rest assured that others, so I let her go to the back and take care of my father-in-law."
Her reasons are seamless, and no one else can find fault with them.
"She knows how to heal?"
The sleeves in her hands were about to be crumpled by her.
"Yes." Yan Chaoge does know how to heal, and on the way, occasionally someone has a cold or diarrhea, and Yan Chaoge is prescribing medicine.
After calmly answering the question, she lowered the curtain.
When the curtain separated the two and divided into two worlds, they couldn't help wailing.
Why did things happen so coincidentally, when she was about to leave, the Nine Emperor Uncle found out that the princess's body was taken away, and it was taken to Loulan by the patriots!
It's not good to be early or late, it's time for her to leave!
This Nine Emperor Uncle is not a person, she didn't reveal any information, but he was suspicious of Yan Chaoge's disguised maid Cangge.
"This king remembers that Cangge seems to be good at martial arts."
The time on the outskirts of the capital, the one that made Gongzi Changqin crazy after Yan Chaoge's death, he remembered clearly, although the woman's face was filthy and he couldn't see her face clearly, and her body was full of wrinkles, but the breath on a person's body would not change.
The person he saw that day was obviously a martial arts Cangge, but along the way, that Cangge became a weak maid......
"Oh, she's injured, and the doctor says she'd better not use force again for half a year."
Even through the curtain, Yiqing suddenly felt that he still had nothing to hide in front of the Nine Emperor Uncles.
"I see."
Because of the problem of the curtain, I couldn't see the anxious expression on her face at this time, but the Nine Emperor Uncle's bad feelings, at this time, Yiqing was afraid that he was wrinkling his face and secretly anxious!
When he heard the Nine Emperor Uncle's horse running forward, Yiqing deliberately glanced at it again, and when he saw that he really ran ahead, Yiqing beat his chest a little dejected.
"Iniquity! Why is it the Nine Princes who followed! She just let her secret guard pretend to be Cangge, but she never thought that the Nine Emperor Uncles, who had nothing to do with Cangge, would actually be interested in Cangge!
Now, because of her temporary fluke disguise, it is the main reason for exposing the disguise of the little master......
Faced with the danger that the vest was about to be stripped off by the Nine Emperor Uncles, no matter how Yiqing begged her to sleep in the upper class, Yan Chaoge did not agree.
"Now that the six people around me, including the green snake, have arrived, even if they can stay overnight in the wilderness, you can sleep here, and I will go to the middle room."
It was another night stay, Yan Chaoge forcibly ordered Yiqing to stay in the room and walked out by himself.
When she walked out of the post house and was about to go out for a walk, she saw a familiar figure.
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