Chapter 052: Bear the Burden of Humiliation
He held her tightly in his arms with pity, stroked Hua Youruo's hair with one hand, and gently rubbed her hair with his chin: "I have been looking for you for a long time, why didn't you let me accompany you when you came out to go around, what should I do if the Heavenly Palace is so big and lost! I think about you all the time, I really want to put you in the palm of my hand, and look at you all the time!"
Hua Youruo reached out to hug him, she wanted to cry, but there were no tears. She felt warm when he said it, but she was inexplicably sour, so scared, afraid that she would lose even this last tenderness! She had lost the protection of her father forever, and the Huaxi behind her was no longer the powerful ten-mile Huaxi that she had before, but the scarred Huaxi, the Huaxi that needed her to shelter.
And she, several times, almost lost her own life! Loneliness, helplessness, fear, she never had a chance to even be cowardly. Before the wounds have had time to heal, they have to face the situation that they have never faced.
"Jingyu!" she called him softly in his arms.
"I'm here!" he replied to her gently, holding her tighter in his arms.
"Jing Yu, Jing Yu!" she called him over and over again, even in his arms, she was extremely warm, safe, and down-to-earth at this moment, but she was still inexplicably afraid!
She vaguely saw the complicated, incomprehensible situation in front of them. Those past events that have not yet been uncovered have made her afraid of things she has never had!
Even though she was embraced by him, she was still afraid. She was afraid of being too happy to lose! She was afraid of the invisible position in the midst of them, and I was afraid of the countless calculations lurking behind them......
Thinking too much makes it easy to get hurt. She finally understands that she is no longer the fearless and carefree she used to be!
Yun Miao'er learned that Jing Yu had rejected the matter of concubine proposed to him by the queen of heaven, and she knew that he only had flowers in his heart. However, Jing Yu is the only person she loves, and she can't live without him, even if he doesn't have her in his heart for the time being. She must not lose him! She knew that he was alone at the moment, and there was no place for her at all. But she also knew that Shili Huaxi had lost ground, and starting with Hua Youruo was the best opportunity.
She deliberately let the little fairy below spread the news of her engagement to Jing Yu in the Heavenly Palace.
The queen of heaven was worried about the matter of the concubine, she loved Jing Yu and couldn't bear to persecute him. Jingzhi took the opportunity to offer a plan.
The next day, Hua Youruo was reading a book alone in the deserted Tibetan Scripture Hall, and the little Tibetan Immortal changed his previous chatter and became very silent. In the evening, she wanted to take advantage of the hazy night to find some clues in the Heavenly Palace, but Xiao Zangxian repeatedly stopped her, she couldn't ask the reason, and he responded hesitantly.
When the night was deeper, Hua Youruo quietly slipped out while he was napping. In the past few days, she vaguely felt that there was a very strange place in the Tianhou Palace, and wanted to find an opportunity to investigate, so she walked in the direction of the Defu Palace. Along the way, she found that today's Heavenly Palace was particularly festive, and fairies in gorgeous clothes passed by her one after another. Hua Youruo was crowded by a group of people through the central hall, and unconsciously walked to the main hall of the Defu Palace.
Her eyes passed through the bustling inner hall and saw Jing Yu at a glance, and beside him sat a fairy in brocade clothes with a charming face. The hall is full of joy, the main seat of the emperor and queen of heaven is graceful and luxurious, and the Lingtong great fairy who sits on the right has been drunk three times, and his face is full of brilliance.
Standing far away outside the hall, her steps seemed to sink into the stone ground, unable to move. Yes, how can she bring filial piety to them to celebrate. She comforted herself, but she couldn't help but look straight at Jing Yu, he was there, he smiled lightly, his demeanor was elegant, and he was dignified,
He already belonged there, the most noble Nine Heavenly Palace. And she could only be here, dressed in a thin white silk, reflecting pale light under the silver-white moonlight.
Suddenly, someone behind him grabbed Hua Youruo, it was her! "What are you doing standing there, I'll take you in!" she said, and dragged her forward.
She stood still, motionless. She followed her gaze, and immediately understood, and reached out to conjure up a brocade robe and put it on her. Hua Youruo suddenly withdrew her scattered and distant eyes, and at this moment she remembered the moment when she was in the Nine Heavenly Palace, and her seal was lifted. Did she do it on purpose!
She vaguely felt that all this was not a simple kindness, not a simple coincidence, but that she was too simple at that time. The thinking effort has been dragged by her outside the temple gate. Just as he was hesitating to turn around and turn to leave, the voice of the queen of heaven came from the hall: "Since Fairy Xinuo is here, let's come in and be lively!"
"That's it, this fairy has been standing outside alone for a long time, it's pitiful, why don't I bring her in quickly!" The purple jade immortal pulled Hua Youruo into the hall and sat down.
Jing Yu looked at her, he was about to get up to greet her, but was stopped by the Queen of Heaven's words: "Yu'er, today is mainly for you to set up a banquet, you should give your father three cups!" The Emperor nodded and raised the wine bottle to look at him. Jing Yu could only go up and drink. After three glasses of wine, he was pulled over by the big Miao Xian on the side, and he raised his glass to change the lamp. Yun Miao'er frequently added wine to him, and everyone tacitly accepted it.
Hua Youruo looked at the immortals seated in the hall, Xuanjing, who was dressed in plain robes, had retired, and the main thing in charge of the mirror was already Phantom Oak. He has a jade crown and a brocade robe, handsome and elegant, and his face is as gentle as ever. It's just that she can't feel warmth anymore.
The golden and splendid palace, but she felt a chill down her spine, cold and piercing. Looking at the staggered in a trance, looking at the blurred mirror in front of her, she wanted to escape!
The purple jade immortal kept handing snacks in front of her, replacing the wine bottle and bringing hot tea. But she still hasn't eaten yet, and she sits here, out of place with everything here. It seemed to them that she was so ignorant of exaltation, and it was as if she was forced to accept their mercy here.
Seeing that Jingyu was already half-drunk and half-awake, the queen felt that the time was still right, so she called Fairy Xuanji: "Yu'er's inner room has been vacant, Xuanji, you will set a good day and an auspicious day for Yu'er and Miao'er today, and also settle a matter between me and the emperor." Saying that, her eyes deliberately stayed on Da Miaoxian's face, and he nodded knowingly.
Fairy Xuanji looked embarrassed, and she hesitated to look at Jing Yu. She has been in the sky all her life, and she can see at a glance that the queen of heaven is a chaotic mandarin duck spectrum! What Jing Yu likes is not the Yunmiao Fairy! She did not immediately reply to the words of the queen of heaven, but waited for Jing Yu's reaction.
Jing Yu seemed to be drunk and half-awake, and his body was shaky. was helped up by Yun Miao'er, but he pushed her away and walked towards Fairy Xuanji: "Okay!"
Fairy Xuanji looked up into his eyes in surprise, and then he said to her: "I'll write our birthday to the fairy, you can choose a good day for us!" Xuanji was stunned in her heart, looked carefully at his eyes, her mind was as clear as hers, and she seemed to quickly understand something: "Okay, then please ask Your Highness to write down the eight characters to me, and the little fairy will definitely live up to the trust of the Emperor and the Queen of Heaven!"