Chapter 334: Do You Want to Watch Me Die?
"You believe me, grandpa, I also have the ability to make the Ji family start again." Between Ji and Di Ying, he had already made a choice, he was not so strong, so strong that he could lose his wife and children and didn't care.
After the Wenchuan earthquake, a policeman later committed suicide, before the suicide in the period of time he always lived in a fear and regret and self-blame, every day did not dare to face his life soberly, when the earthquake happened, he gave up saving his daughter and chose to save other people, and when he turned back to save the child, the child was dead.
Overnight, I lost my children, my wife, my family, and I had nothing.
He has a body of honor, but that is also the so-called honor, what does he want those so-called empty honors to do, and enjoy the praise of those people, saying how great he is.
But who can understand their own pain, the pain of their loved ones who will never be able to come back? That pain is hopeless, depressing, and irreparable.
They don't understand, they don't understand, happiness can be transmitted, but pain can't be felt.
Ji He cares, but money is not brought in life or death, Ji can get up again without him, no matter how long it takes, he will always start from scratch, if he loses Di Ying, he will probably feel that the world has collapsed.
"Ha, okay...... Old Man Ji laughed, tilted his head, and his chest shook: "I raised a good grandson, for a woman can do anything to be infatuated?" Ji Xiaoyao, you said that you can get up again, how much time will it take you to get up again, do you think it is as easy as you say? If there is no me, no previous foundation, you can stand in such a high position, you can have today's achievements, it is because the Ji family itself gave you a starting point, not because you have such an ability. The Ji family is finished, what are you? ”
Old Man Ji asked with a merciless blow.
"Do you think you can do it again? How many times does life come back again? Old Man Ji pointed at his nose and roared, "Do you think that when you fall in the mud, someone will come to pull you again?" No, it won't. ”
"The people who surrounded you at the beginning will stay away from you and won't look at you more."
"Those who scolded you at the beginning will only laugh at you, laughing at you for losing everything now."
"How capable do you think you are capable of yourself?" Old man Ji gasped and finished speaking, seeing that Ji Xiaoyao still had no intention of turning back, he strode towards the window, this is 28L, push open the window, look down, the Xiangjiang River spreads under his feet, it seems to be shrouded in fog and haze from a distance, his bloated body stands by the window, Gao Huan realized that something was wrong at this time, "Old man!" ”
Ji Xiaoyao also looked back with his hands on his hips, only to see Old Man Ji standing over there with a solemn expression, and suddenly some bad premonitions rose in Ji Xiaoyao's heart, "Grandpa, what do you want to do?" ”
Old Man Ji's heart was uncomfortable, he looked around, coughed a few times, raised his hand and patted his chest and shook his head and laughed, "Old, old, I thought that the Ji family could develop like this in my lifetime, I should be happy, but I didn't expect that I would see him perish today, and when the Ji family falls, I don't know whose office space it will become...... Haha, hey. ”
"I can't hold on here."
The voice was a little desolate.
Ji Xiaoyao didn't know why he felt uncomfortable when he heard it, as if something was pressing heavily on the tip of his heart, Ji's existed in his memory, and he also had deep feelings for Ji's, "Grandpa......"
"Ji Xiaoyao, I can't control it, I can't control what you want to do, this old man." Old Man Ji said, "Since I can't control it, I don't care." ”
"Grandpa......"
"Since the Ji family will die in your hands, I can't do anything about it, haha, then I'll accompany the Ji family here today, after I die, I can also watch the hard work I single-handedly founded, at least in my memory, he is still complete." He couldn't accept the demise of the Ji family, and he couldn't accept it anyway.
"Grandpa......" Ji Xiaoyao shouted.
"......" Old Man Ji's body leaned against the window, and he would fall down at any time, let alone survive if he fell from here, on the 28th floor, there may be no bones, "Ji Xiaoyao, you can do whatever you want." ”
After Old Man Ji finished speaking, he raised his legs and turned out of the window, Gao Huan immediately shouted, "Old man, you are calm!" ”
Ji Xiaoyao also caught up, "Grandpa, what are you doing?" Come here, if you have anything to say, don't think about it! He looked at the window that was pushed open, and then looked at Old Man Ji's resolute face: "Grandpa, be obedient, come down!" ”
"I've already told you what I should have said, Ji Xiaoyao." Old Man Ji didn't move, seeing that the footsteps of both of them were moving forward, he shook his head, "You don't have to work in vain, even if it's not here today, it's somewhere else, the Ji family is gone, and I don't have any other meaning to live, or you can compare with me, who is moving faster." ”
"Don't believe me, I'm going to jump. Don't think I'm alarmist. ”
Ji Xiaoyao raised his hand and pressed his forehead, raised his head, calm and direct, "So, you just have to say, what do you want, are you willing to come?" ”
He felt like he was going crazy.
Holding his head, "You want me to marry Sun Manman, I have to be with Sun Manman?" ”
"Xiao Yao, you know my conditions, if the Ji family lives, I will live." He said in a deep voice, "The right to choose is in your hands, not in my hands, if you think I'm not important, it doesn't matter if you want to watch me jump from here, if I die, you should also feel relieved, no one will hinder you and Di Ying from being together, no one will hinder your family from reuniting mother and son, okay?" ”
"What are you talking about?" Ji Xiaoyao held his head in pain, he was going crazy, he was really going crazy, he stepped on the edge of the cliff, and everyone was forcing him to make a choice: "You are forcing me crazy!" ”
"Xiao Yao, I'll only give you three minutes, just tell me the result." Old Man Ji said in a deep voice, if you give Ji Xiaoyao more time, the more things will happen, "You only have three minutes to think about it, and if you don't have an answer after three minutes, I will understand what you want to say, and I also know how to solve it." ”
"The choice is yours."
On the left are Ji and Old Man Ji, and on the right are Di Ying and Sun Manman, no matter how they choose, they all forced Ji Xiaoyao to a juncture.
Do you want him to be an unfaithful and unfilial person?
Ji Xiaoyao slowly squatted on the ground with his head in his hands, his hands interspersed in his hair, his eyes closed tightly, Gao Huan looked at him like this, "Old man, don't force Mr. Ji." ”
"I didn't force him, the choice is just in his hands, and he can choose at will." Old Man Ji said, not moved by this scene, he is still very tough.
"......" Ji Xiaoyao's Adam's apple is constantly rolling, Old Man Ji's good scenes of him are rolling in front of him, his mother died early, he and Chu Rongping have never gotten along, and Ji Zenglin was busy with the affairs of the army at that time, so he rarely cared about him at all.
When he practiced boxing, he accompanied him, he practiced shooting on horseback, and it was also Mr. Ji who taught himself to make tea and practice calligraphy, and many things on him came from Mr. Ji, including a lot of business knowledge, which was also taught by Mr. Ji little by little.
Ji Zenglin was not interested in business, so he educated Ji Xiaoyao as his successor, and Ji Zenglin put a lot of effort into him.
It was his grandfather, a relative who broke his bones and tendons, time passed little by little, and Old Man Ji was also waiting slowly, he looked at the painful Ji Xiaoyao and still didn't retreat, he could only go down, "Ji Xiaoyao, it's time, have you thought about it?" Tell me the answer. ”
"......" Ji Xiaoyao slowly raised his head, the time seemed to become infinitely long, kneeling on one knee, he laughed with a smile and tilted his head. Under the provocation of that emotion, it made the whole space feel quiet and sad apocalyptic feeling.
It's really a post-apocalyptic feeling.
Gao Huan already knew what he would probably choose.
Ji Xiaoyao stood up slowly, remained silent, tilted his head, "Grandpa, you won." ”
"You've beaten me again this time."
"You're just looking at me, it's impossible to resist you, it's impossible to watch you die, that's why you're doing this, right?" He laughed and spread his arms in a circle in place, "This is the Ji family, this is your world, I am your grandson, so I am destined not to get rid of all this, you win, these things are yours, everything is yours, no one will snatch these, and it will not disappear." ”
"Xiao Yao ......"
Ji Xiaoyao laughed and turned around and walked out.
Gao Huan stood in place and didn't catch up, he had never seen Ji Xiaoyao so helpless when he was so helpless, Old Man Ji didn't recognize his ability, and forced him to kneel in such an extreme way.
Seeing Gao Huan sighed.
Old Man Ji was relieved in his heart, but it was like a stone that weighed tens of millions of catties, very heavy.
"Gao Huan, you say, am I wrong to do this?"
"......" who is right and who is wrong, who can tell clearly.
In this world, there are not only black and white.
It's either black or white.
There are also a variety of value considerations, just like the laws and policies that are made, sometimes they feel fair and get justice for the majority of people.
However, sometimes it makes people feel disappointed, not in line with human feelings and morals, and sometimes people are dominated by feelings.
Where is perfect fairness?
"Old gentleman, you shouldn't force Mr. Ji like this." Gao Huan said, "You don't know how hard Mr. Ji is, sitting in this position to start, he hasn't really lived a day steadily, he knows better than anyone what the responsibility on his shoulders is." He's been trying to let everyone know that he can do better, but you haven't trusted him, and you've even used that method to force him to make a choice. Do you think Ji will be so cold-blooded? Actually, you're draining his feelings. ”
"Mr. Ji is also a human being."
"He's not had a good time over the years."
"However, this period of time is probably the happiest time for Mr. Ji, he can let go of all his baggage by Di Ying's side and live a very easy life."