I don't know how desperate Long Xuanling was holding Zhao Jingwan's body at that time, and I don't know how Long Xuanling spent the last half a year alone.

He kept his eyes calm, hung his head, and thought bitterly, the sky outside the window gradually darkened, Long Xuanling kept this action, and he didn't think about tea and dinner.

Now I naturally know his final choice, so looking at him painfully and thinking about him, I am really distressed, but I can't do anything, I can only look at him silently and accompany him.

All night, Long Xuanling sat and pondered, and the next morning there was a knock on the door again, and it was two men who came down to deliver breakfast.

Long Xuanling said coldly, "Come in" and stood up, but he didn't eat, but said directly to the subordinate: "You helped me from the next room to this position." ”

"Huh? Be! The man was a little dazed, but he still did as Long Xuanling said, helped Long Xuanling to the next room, and then helped Long Xuanling to walk from the next room to this upper room, and then sat down.

After walking back and forth five times, the subordinate looked at Long Xuanling with some suspicion and asked, "Yeshuai, who are you?" Practicing your legs and feet? ”

Long Xuanling didn't answer, and, this time, he pushed away the person who was supporting him, and moved towards the room step by step by touching the wall.

In just a dozen steps, he actually walked two teas.

"Night Shuai?" The subordinate looked at Long Xuanling, a little dazed.

Long Xuanling tried a few times, but he didn't even support the wall, but directly pretended to be "normal" and walked towards the house, but he tripped over the threshold several times, and if it wasn't for someone around him, he didn't know how many times he would have fallen.

"Yeshuai, do you want to eat something before leaving?" Long Xuanling practiced all morning, and the people accompanying him couldn't stand it anymore.

"You go downstairs, none of you can come up without my permission!" Long Xuanling was a little impatient.

When the subordinate heard this, he hurriedly said, "But, Yeshuai, you? ”

"I'm blind, but I'm not a waste! Get lost! Long Xuanling snorted angrily.

"Yes!" Seeing that Long Xuanling was angry, the subordinate hurriedly walked downstairs.

And I looked at Long Xuanling worriedly, his eyes couldn't see, his legs and feet were inconvenient, no one was watching, how could I practice?

Long Xuanling looked calm, turned around and walked towards the door, walking step by step extremely carefully.

After getting acquainted with the walk, he began to take a big stride, walking into the upper room in a normal manner, this practice is three days, and I can see clearly how many heels he has fallen in these three days.

He is a proud and stubborn person in his bones, and now he is embarrassed to get up from the ground again and again, and fall down again and again, I know that his heart must be tormented.

"Yeshuai, Madame is here."

Long Xuanling was about to sit down and rest, but someone came up to report.

As soon as he heard this, he immediately said, "What are you doing in a daze?" Let the lady come up! ”

But after saying that, he immediately frowned: "No, wait a little longer." ”

After Long Xuanling finished speaking, he stood up and walked towards the door in a panic.

Because he was in too much of a hurry, all the steps he had practiced repeatedly before were messed up, and he tripped over the threshold and fell straight out of the door.

The subordinates on the side hurriedly helped Long Xuanling up, but Long Xuanling embarrassedly let the other party help him fall into the next room before he spoke and let "me" come up.

Looking at myself downstairs with a pregnant belly and an anxious look on my face, I couldn't help but feel a sinking in my heart.

And behind me, followed by Aunt Luo, Aunt Luo is delicate, Long Xuanling has not sent anyone to line up at the city gate in the past few days, she has already known Long Xuanling's decision.

At this moment, she regained a smile on her face, probably she felt that between her and Long Xuanling, just because there was one person, if there was no me, she would be able to take Long Xuanling's heart back and reconcile with Long Xuanling.

So, she took "me" to the upper room and said those harsh words.

I looked at myself looking down and lonely, and I couldn't help but sigh in my heart, caring is chaotic, the more you care about a person, or a thing, the more you will lose your normal reason and judgment.

Long Xuanling appeared again, he had already changed into a clean plain clothes, and his action of walking into the house was done in one go, which naturally made me not see the slightest flaw at that time.

It's just that now that I know the truth of everything, I have watched him practice hundreds of times, just to not show flaws in front of me.

As he sat next to Aunt Luo, he tried to listen to my voice and look at my face.

But he was blind and could not see anything, and his eyes were vain and hollow.

Seeing that he was pretending to be serious, I couldn't help but raise my hand to cover my mouth, looked at Long Xuanling, and said that he wanted me to stay in Jincheng, I think at this time, he didn't directly say that he was completely separated from me, because there was too much reluctance in his heart.

But Aunt Luo on the side opened her mouth to slander me at this time, which made me confused because of anger, and I didn't figure everything out thoroughly, so I got up and left the house sadly.

When I walked up to Long Xuanling's side, when he said the phrase "In the future, take good care of yourself", I saw that his hand was clenched into a fist, presumably, this short sentence had consumed all his strength.

His heart must be even more painful and desperate than mine.

And then, the surroundings became chaotic, and then, the inn where I was originally located became the wing room where Aunt Luo lived, and Aunt Luo was already lying on the bed.

This is because Aunt Luo's spirit is insufficient, and the picture in her mind disappears, so everything will disappear.

And at this moment, there are still two people standing next to her bed, one is the maid who sends cloth to Aunt Luo during the day, and there is a middle-aged woman, this woman's hair is pulled up high, and there are a lot of gold ornaments on her head, which should be the mother of this house, the wife of Vice General Liu.

"Madam, this Aunt Luo has fainted again, do you want to tell the master?" The maid looked at Aunt Luo and asked the lady.

"No need, but keep it moist under the bed and put a few more pieces of raw meat." This lady looked dignified and generous, but the words she said made me frown.

When the maid heard the order, she immediately brought in the wooden bucket outside the door and the basin containing the raw meat very quickly, first sprinkled water, and then put the meat in the basin under the bed, the action was clean and neat, and the position was exactly in the middle, it seems that this kind of thing has not been done once or twice.

"Let's go." The lady glanced at Aunt Luo, then turned and walked towards the door.

"Madam, this Aunt Luo may not be able to bear the toss." The maid and the lady had reached the threshold.

"Then let her die." The lady threw down a sentence coldly, and then the maid beside her closed the door of Aunt Luo's room.