Chapter 105: Don't Look Back

As he drove to the door, he saw two children walking hand in hand, the boy was a lot taller than the girl, and the girl was chasing after him with her legs.

He looked at them and followed them for a long time, and suddenly thought of him and Di Ying when they were children.

Push the door into the yard, the small courtyard is not big, small, square, but there is a quiet but peaceful feeling, Di Ying sat in front of the flower pot and was still staring blankly, when she heard the footsteps, she turned around and saw the familiar figure, still the same as before, calmly stood up and turned around to go to the house.

He saw some leftover things, which were not burned out, and he could vaguely see that they were all children's things, and Ji Xiaoyao felt even more pain in his heart when he looked at them. He hugged Di Ying from behind and asked, "...... Burning something for him? ”

Di Ying lowered her head and didn't speak, just reached out to break his fingers, she had tried her best to ignore the impact of this person on her, but he wanted to appear in front of her.

Ji Xiaoyao's fingers tightly trapped her body, preventing her from escaping, while Di Ying struggled to resist him, and after a long time, her hoarse voice was very hurt: "Ji Xiaoyao, let go." ”

His voice was close to her ear bones, and it sounded like it was also very painful, Di Ying listened to it in a trance, and felt as if she had heard it wrong, how could Ji Xiaoyao feel pain? I must have misheard.

"Don't let go." He said stubbornly.

He thought a lot, thinking about how he should face Di Ying's good, he thought about talking to her a lot, but when it really came to this time, he felt that he couldn't say anything, and he didn't have any face to say.

"I'm sorry, Di Ying, I'm sorry......" he said.

Di Ying's movements stopped, just stood there quietly, she didn't have any strength to resist anymore and just let him hold her, but said weakly: "Ji Xiaoyao, don't come again, this is not what Ji Xiaoyao is as he is, I grew up in this courtyard, in fact, Di Ying is just an ordinary person, since she was five years old, she has had an unparalleled dream, a big dream, and now it is time to return to reality." Ji Xiaoyao, I owe you those things, pay them off. ”

She slowly stepped back and walked away from his world, as slowly as she had done before.

No, it should be that they have never been in the same world, it is she herself who has given up on getting close to him now, she used to be a moth, but now she has injured her wings, and she is unwilling to fight the fire anymore.

Ji Xiaoyao looked at her lowered eyelashes, and a look of pain flashed in her dark eyes: "Pay it off, what are you going to pay off?" Di Ying, you can never pay it back, if you want to leave cleanly, you shouldn't have married me in the first place, since then, the two of us have long been tied together. ”

He pinched Di Ying's fingers tightly, no matter whether Di Ying promised to stay here or not, Ji Xiaoyao stayed where she went.

This is not a garden, the house will be a little cool at night, Di Ying's body is cold like ice, and she feels very cold when she wears slippers at night.

Every winter she had a hard time.

Cold teeth chatter.

After chatting with Qi Weilan just now, put down the phone, Ji Xiaoyao pushed open the door and came in, Di Ying was wearing cotton pajamas, but when he came in, she still twisted her eyebrows slightly and asked displeasedly, "What are you doing when you come in?" ”

Ji Xiaoyao was holding a footbath in his hand and a hot water kettle in his hand, Di Ying saw him walking to the side of the bed and smelling a strong smell of Chinese medicine.

Ji Xiaoyao reached out to the quilt and grabbed her foot, his palm was very hot, and he grabbed the cold foot as if he had caught an ice cube, Di Ying resisted: "You let go." ”

"It will be more comfortable after soaking your feet, otherwise it will be cold all night." He said that this was the medicine he asked the Chinese medicine doctor to prescribe to her.

The cold enters from the feet.

He has taken care of Di Ying recently, and every day he adds some medicinal herbs to her meals, all of which are gentle and nourishing herbs to ward off the cold, and they are all in accordance with the methods told by the doctor.

Her body is now broken, and the doctor said that she still needs to be well conditioned, and it is not that the conditioning is not good, but it will take a long time, and as for the child's affairs, it is natural, and there is no absolute impossibility.

Di Ying didn't like to take medicine, and he didn't force her, so he tried to do it differently.

Her feet were small and white, and the water in the basin was not too hot, just right.

Ji Xiaoyao grabbed her feet and put them in the basin together, smelling the smell Di Ying subconsciously twisted his brows, Ji Xiaoyao has been very strange recently, shrinking here every day, even if it is to give him an ugly face, he doesn't care as if he is blind and doesn't see everything.

Her feet were warmed by the hot water, Ji Xiaoyao's fingers were against her skin, Di Ying's body gradually warmed up, she turned her head sideways for a long time before saying, "You don't have to do this......... she probably knows Ji Xiaoyao's thoughts: "My body is already like this, it's not going to be better, Uncle Ji wants you to have a child very much, I can't be a mother in the future, Ji Xiaoyao, don't come here again, sign the divorce agreement, it's good for us." ”

This is the first thing Di Ying has only said in the past few days.

Ji Xiaoyao felt bored in his heart, but he still endured it, and only pulled his mouth: "I have a sense of proportion in those things." He took a handkerchief and wiped her feet clean, and then put it in the quilt, the quilt was suddenly warm, Ji Xiaoyao leaned over and kissed her eyelids: "I will take care of your body little by little." ”

After saying that, he covered her tightly with the quilt before turning around and walking out.

Ji Xiaoyao slept on the sofa outside, this is not Jingyuan, it will be very cold at night, Di Ying doesn't know how he fell asleep on the sofa, and when he was lying on the bed, he forced himself not to think about the people outside.

There was a whirring wind outside, and she lay on her side inside and didn't fall asleep all night.

Separated by only one wall, both men have their own thoughts.

When Di Ying woke up the next day, the sunlight outside had already come down, Ji Xiaoyao bought breakfast and came back for her to eat, Qi Weilan came in with something and saw that he was naturally not angry, and Ji Xiaoyao didn't say anything to her.

Li Yusheng followed them in, Qi Weilan didn't eat in the morning, and sat down to eat the breakfast on the table unceremoniously.

She touched Di Ying's shoulder and asked, "What does Ji Xiaoyao mean?" Ready to put down roots here? ”

Di Ying sandwiched a dumpling before saying, "I don't know, he went to the doctor, as if he wanted to help me regulate my body." ”

"Now you know it's better for you? Want to help you get your body in shape? Qi Weilan sneered, full of unhappiness: "What did you do before?" ”

Di Ying looked at her flat abdomen, and Qi Weilan also looked at it, and said: "Since he wants to help you recuperate, then let him go, if it's good, it won't have much impact on you, but you have to grasp it yourself, don't fall into his trap again, men don't have a few good things, don't turn back and let yourself be hurt." ”

She looked back and saw Li Yusheng smoking against the wall, the two of them had always been close, and they looked like a couple, but not like they.

Di Ying also asked in a low voice, "What is the situation between you and Li Yusheng?" ”

Qi Weilan turned around.

Li Yusheng is very good.

During this time, she couldn't find any fault inside and out, and her grandmother kept letting her be with Li Yusheng again.

But there are some things that Qi Weilan can't say.

I had to tell her: "Di Ying, do you know? In the past, I always felt that my body was my own, people, it doesn't matter if I have a little past, I have always felt that I have paid so much for Ye Qinglin, that is great love, in the end, it is I who is moved, and it is myself who is tortured. Li Yusheng may not care about that in his heart, but I will. I will feel that my past is too unbearable, too dirty, and I live in a kind of darkness, but he is really positive and sunny, Di Ying, I can't give him a complete self......"

She pinched Di Ying's fingers and said, "If I could, I wouldn't have chosen to go for surrogacy at that time, just for the money, and I wouldn't be stupid enough to think about marrying Ye Qinglin again...... I don't think I deserve to stand by his side, and I'll make things clear to Li Yusheng when I turn around......"

Before the words could be spoken, there was a shocking sound at the door, and the door was slammed forward.

The two of them turned around, only to see Li Yusheng standing there with a gloomy face, Qi Weilan patted her chest in displeasure: "Li Yusheng, what are you doing?" Don't you know that people are scary and scared to death? ”

She's cheering herself up.

Li Yusheng shouldn't have heard what he just said.

After she finished speaking, Li Yusheng had already walked over, raised her hand and directly picked her up and strode out, Di Ying was grabbed by Ji Xiaoyao as soon as she caught up, and put clothes on her body, Di Ying wanted to get rid of him: "Let go of me, I'll chase them......"

"Li Yusheng and Qi Weilan's matter will be solved by themselves, you come with me now."

"Why should I go with you?"

Di Ying opened her legs and still wanted to go out.

Ji Xiaoyao grabbed her wrist tightly: "Come back to Ji's house with me, I just called from home." ”

Di Ying looked at his face and didn't look like a joke, he had always disliked the Ji family's phone, Di Ying thought for a while: "You deliberately called Uncle Ji?" ”

All she could think of was that Ji Xiaoyao took Ji Zenglin and forced herself to go back, she felt that Ji Xiaoyao seemed to be making up for it, and it seemed that she liked herself a little, she couldn't tell the difference, and she felt too tired to think about it, so she simply didn't think about it.

The expression on Ji Xiaoyao's face stagnated a little more, and when he spoke, he felt ridiculous, when did he need to do this? But half-loud and helpless thought.

Di Ying's feelings for Ji Zenglin are deeper.

Ji Zenglin is like Di Qingshan's existence to her.

Maybe Ji Zenglin can help himself.

"Dad was sick and unwell, so Uncle Gu called us to go back together."

After speaking, he took Di Ying's hand and went out together, Di Ying wanted to get rid of it, but Ji Xiaoyao didn't let go.