356. Choose one

After listening to the monkey's words, I was stunned for a moment, Li Fei'er went back to Binhai No. 1 Middle School? Where did she go back and do what?

I repeated the question: "Monkey, are you sure?" ”

The monkey said: "It was Li Jie and Ma Yuan who told me, he said that they saw it, so you should go and take a look, maybe Fei'er is there." ”

The monkey was right, I searched all the places I could find, but to no avail, and now I can only go back to the coastal one to see, I said to the monkey: "Okay, monkey, I know, thank you." ”

The monkey smiled and said indifferently, "Which of us is talking to whom, what are we doing to say thank you?" ”

After hanging up the phone, I started the car and went back to Binhai No. 1 Middle School, Li Fei'er would be there, I didn't expect it, because Li Fei'er had graduated from Binhai No. 1 Middle School, where would she go back and do what?

After an hour, I came to the gate of Binhai No. 1 Middle School, the security guard is still the same security guard, the high school campus is different from the university, outsiders can't go in casually, of course, just use the small gesture last time, the security guard will put in.

After I entered the school, I saw Li Jie and Ma Yuan coming over from a distance and said, "Brother Xuan, you are here to find Fei'er, let me take you over." ”

I nodded, and Li Jie and Ma Yuan led me to the playground of the campus, which has been renovated again, but I can still feel the smell of the past.

On the important lawn of the playground, I saw a familiar figure, sitting on the lawn, very quiet, motionless.

I can see at a glance that it is Li Fei'er.

Li Jie said: "Brother Xuan, Sister Fei'er has been here a long time ago, and she has been sitting there for several hours, and she hasn't moved. ”

Ma Yuan also said: "Yes, Brother Xuan, did you quarrel with Sister Fei'er?" Go ahead and coax. ”

I nodded, and walked up, saying as I went, "You guys are here to help me watch, so that no one else can disturb me." ”

Li Jie patted his chest and said with a smile: "Brother Xuan, you can rest assured, even if you go to show affection with Sister Fei'er, I won't let others get close, in this regard, we can still do it." ”

I came behind Li Fei'er, but Li Fei'er still didn't move, and I didn't know that I had come behind her.

I squatted down, was silent for a long time, then opened my hands and gently hugged Li Fei'er from behind, Li Fei'er's body trembled, and was startled by my sudden move, she didn't know it was me, and thought it was a pervert who came to do something to her, she struggled for a while, until I said softly: "Fei'er, it's me." ”

Hearing my words, Li Fei'er slowly put her mind at ease, stopped struggling, and at the same time breathed a sigh of relief, I turned around and looked at her, and found that her eyes were red, and there were unclean tears on her face, I knew that she had been crying here for a long time.

I felt distressed for a while, and I couldn't help but hug her tightly, Li Fei'er seemed to react, and suddenly struggled again, and said while struggling: "Don't touch me, you let go of me." ”

I hugged her tightly, no matter how she struggled, she couldn't break free of my embrace, and I said gently: "Fei'er, you listen to me first, okay?" ”

Li Fei'er didn't answer me, still struggling, trying to break free of me.

I saw that her anger hadn't subsided, and I didn't care, so I didn't say anything more, just quietly hugged her and let her struggle, anyway, her strength was not as strong as mine, and she couldn't break free.

Li Fei'er struggled for a long time, and when she saw that she couldn't let go, she gradually lost her strength, so she slowly stopped, but even if she didn't make trouble, she still had a cold face, she didn't even look at me, I wasn't in a hurry, just waited, and when she calmed down, I would talk to her again.

After a long, long time of such a quiet time, Li Fei'er suddenly choked up slowly: "Wang Xuan, do you know why I still want to come back here?" ”

I was stunned for a moment before asking, "Why?" ”

Li Fei'er closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and then slowly opened her eyes, revealing a faint smile, and said word by word: "Because this is the place where my dream with you begins, the first time I met you, it was on this campus, you know?" Sometimes I don't want to leave this school because I miss that time, and I was the happiest when I graduated from here a year and a half ago after you left, but I come back every now and then and sit here like I do now, thinking about where we used to be. ”

"I also told myself in my heart that you will definitely come back to me, I firmly believe that you will come back to me, and later, I really waited, you kept your promise, you came back, but I didn't expect that your heart and your people no longer belong to me alone, you have another woman, I really want you to never come back, so, at least in my heart, you still belong to me, not like now, let me share you with other women, I can't do it!"

After speaking, Li Fei'er buried her head between her knees and cried bitterly.

I hugged her tightly and let her cry, I wanted to comfort, but I knew that no matter how much I tried to comfort her, she would only be fine if I let her cry.

Li Fei'er cried for a long time before she slowly stopped, and she cried: "Wang Xuan, you go, I won't leave with you, you go and be with other women, because I can't accept you being with other women." ”

I took a deep breath, listening to Li Fei'er's words, I didn't feel any emotion in my heart, I was silent for a long time before I said, "Fei'er, can you listen to what I've experienced in the past year and a half?" ”

Li Fei'er said: "You say! ”

I hugged Li Fei'er, groaned for a while, and then slowly opened my mouth, and then, I told Li Fei'er everything that happened in my year and a half.

I first told Li Feier that I left Binhai by car, first met Qi Yue in the car, and then with the help of the third child, I entered the third team, first after nine deaths and a lifetime of pursuit, and then became the leader of the third team, I also know at this time that I was originally a descendant of a wealthy family.

I said a lot, a lot, saying that my brother and I were fratricidal, my father's death, I avenged my father and destroyed the Ye family, and at the same time, I also told Li Fei'er about me and Qi Yue clearly, I told her that I was almost addicted, if it wasn't for Qi Yue, I would be a waste person now, and I would not be able to go back to Binhai to find her.

I also told her how much help Qi Yue's family had given me and how much help the Zhang family had helped.

I said everything, to tell the truth, I didn't deceive Li Fei'er.

After talking about what I had experienced in the past year and a half, an hour passed again, and slowly, it got dark, and it was already late.

After finishing speaking, I took a deep breath and said solemnly: "Fei'er, I'm done with what I should have said, can you understand me?" I admit that I am not a good man, I said, I will always have you as a woman, I broke my promise, but I can't help myself, I can't be sorry for Qi Yue, and I can't be sorry for you, among you, I am the most difficult to choose, you are the first girl to be with me, you are the most important and indelible in my life, if it were not for you, I might still be a coward in school who let others bully.

"However, Qi Yue is also very important to me, without Qi Yue, I may have been dead on the streets, and you don't even have a chance to see me for the last time, so I can't lose any of you."

Speaking of this, I was silent, quietly waiting for Li Fei'er to react, and Li Fei'er didn't say anything, just let me hold it, but she didn't seem to resist as much as she did just now.

After a long time, Li Fei'er said slowly: "If I asked you to choose one of the two of us, who would you choose?" ”

"I ......" I was speechless all at once.

Of the two of them, if I had to choose one, I couldn't choose any of them, both of them were equally important to me, and I knew that if I chose either of them, it would be a disservice to them, and the only thing I could do was to let both of them be with me.

Seeing that I was silent, Li Fei'er chuckled: "I can't choose, right?" ”