This dream, recorded on December 15, 2011, the night before, was a meteor shower in the Geminids**********

Yesterday I went to bed, it was really late

I don't know what to see there, tablet ebook.

When it was almost twelve o'clock, I saw that it was from 9 o'clock to 5 o'clock the next day. . .

Tragedy.

Barefoot,Wearing slippers and rushing downstairs.。。

Yes, just to see the meteor shower...

I really don't understand, I'm so old. How can there still be a child's heart?

Ten thousand lights. There is a lot of moonlight... I've only seen two...

A man jumped and jumped on the road in the community, scaring away n wild cats... It's so cold that I shiver...

However, I really feel that I am very happy at this time, very happy and happy...

At that time, I was still thinking in my heart, tonight, will I dream? If I dreamed, would I run after a shooting star?

Here's the dream******

It's raining heavily.

Pouring down from the sky.

I was very puzzled in front of the computer. The mall is completely closed, how can this rain fall in the mall?

I put down the brush in my hand and walked out.

The ancient cloister, red tiles and blue walls, as far as the eye can see, this kind of building stretches in the rain. . .

There is a kind of sadness in my heart, how can I get out of this red and high wall?

A few people came downstairs far away, and they didn't know what to do, and suddenly they bowed to the attic where I was standing.

Do you salute me? Why? Aren't people equal? It should be to someone else.。。

I turned my head to look left and right, and I wanted to see who was the person who could get someone to salute him.

A pair of hands stretched out, a cloak fell on my shoulders, and the nice female voice said to me lightly, go back to the house, it's raining outside, be careful of the cold.

Oh, yes.. It's so cold...

I rubbed my hands together vigorously and exhaled...

It's raining, but it smells of snow...

At this time, the person who can make people salute him doesn't seem to make me so curious...

The beautiful female voice behind me said a faint word: 'You guys go down at this time', I have already returned to the house.

What about my computer? What about my computer? My account is not finished yet...

Shocked to turn around, his steps shook slightly, and the door slowly closed in front of him. . .

Where is this?

The heart is desolate. I secretly know that this is no longer the place where I work. Moreover, I'm here, and it's not a day or two.

But occasionally, it still lives in memories.

Looking at the slender ten fingers, these hands, it turned out that they could blindly type five codes, and now, they can only take a handkerchief and shake it around...

In a trance, it seems like it's time to eat.

I took the broom in my hand and swept the fallen leaves under the high wall.

Someone shouted: The emperor has arrived. I hurriedly put down the broom in my hand and went to the outside passage with the others to salute.

A eunuch-like man stopped me and said, "There are still leaves falling there, go and sweep them up."

I looked out of the wall, and then at the leaves that had just fallen...

The man said: This is the cold palace, and you still expect the Long Live Lord to come here? Go clean up.

Yes, this is the cold palace... What does it matter if you don't bow or not? And no one will see ...

Pick up the broom you just put down.,Resigned to sweeping the leaves.。。

Slowly passing by a door on the high wall, on the other side of the door, bright yellow flashing, long live everyone...

It has nothing to do with me

I'm going to sweep the leaves

There is only one piece.

Put down the broom, squat on the ground, pick up the leaves, only to find that there is a bunch of grapes under the leaves.

Green grapes...

Bigger than my hand, placed on my hand, in the sun, it shines brightly... What a beautiful bunch of grapes...

Out of nowhere, a man rushed out, knocked off the grapes in my hand at once, and asked sharply: "Dog minion, have you entered that house?"

I looked up to see who this man was. But as soon as I raised my eyes, I saw the bright yellow corners of my robe, and I quickly knelt down and pressed my face tightly to the ground: the slave didn't dare, the slave didn't dare, the slave was sweeping the leaves, and I didn't dare to go to the main hall...

I knew in my heart who this man was, and I knew where the house he was talking about. He's talking about the main hall of the cold palace.。。

I fell to the ground and did not dare to get up, trembling all over. The man shouted: Sweeping the leaves? So where did this grape come from?!!

I said it fell along with the fallen leaves.

And he said, nonsense, there are no vines here, how can a bunch of grapes fall?

I was afraid, I trembled, and I said: the slave should die, the slave does not know. When the servants came to sweep the fallen leaves, they saw a bunch of grapes under the fallen leaves. It may be that other palace maids passed by and fell.。。

My back was tight, and I couldn't breathe because of the pain, and he said again: This is the cold palace, and that palace maid has the courage to pass through here with fruit? Aren't you afraid of causing bad luck to your mother?

But I really didn't know where the grapes came from, and I cried: maybe, maybe it fell from the sky...

How could he be willing to step on my back, it hurts, it's not a back pain, it's a heartache. How can he, how can he step on my back.

I sobbed softly. There are thousands of grievances in my heart. But he still put his face deep on the ground.

For my stubbornness...

Are you saying that the grapes fell from the sky? He asked.

I lowered my head and said yes

And he said, Just like her. From heaven and back to heaven?

I'm not answering.

He suddenly went crazy, rushed to the main hall of the cold palace, shouted a person's name, and shouted: You come out, you gave me a beginning, but you didn't give me an ending. You say you'll come back, but where are you?

I just crawled on the ground crying ... Tears wet a large part of the stone pavement.

I heard the sound of porcelain falling to the ground inside: Do you know that bullying the king is a capital crime.

I silently thought in my heart: Do you know that I am better than dead...

I raised my head slightly and looked at the bunch of grapes that had been knocked down, so green in the sun. Like a jewel ...

It was as if someone had whispered to me: You are a treasure that fell from the sky...

Treasure? But I'm just grapes...

Following my wishes, I rolled twice on the stone road of this high wall... chuckle out loud...

There was a sentence from inside: Is it true that you will not come out to meet me until I die?

Dead? What is Death? I can't open my eyes with piercing eyes...

I realized that I was dreaming. I remember I went to see a meteor and saw two. The nights are so cold... I'm jumping around the neighborhood ...

However, the sun is really dazzling. Could it be that I went to see a meteor, it was a dream? I was already in this cold palace, a bunch of grapes falling from the sky?

The palace of Nuoda is brightly lit. The figures like the imperial doctor were passed to the palace one by one.

There is a very important person who is sick ...

Two gorgeously dressed women knelt in front of the **, crying in a low voice, calling out to their father...

I secretly said in my heart: Didn't you say that characters like Princess Gege are beautiful? Why do these two look so dark?

The man who was lying on the sick ** said: Still didn't come?

The people around knelt on the ground, and no one dared to speak.

The sick man said: There is no ending, is it the end you gave me?

This is so familiar... One didn't stand firm. It turned out that I was actually standing on the shore of the pond... One didn't stand firm, I fell...

Water, all water...

The clothes wrapped around me tightly, pulling me deeper into the water.

Step shake hair loss and go...

My steps are shaking... Green grapes swaying...

Tears fall into the water...

I want my step to shake...

Bright yellow flashes on the shore.

I couldn't hear anything, I just knew that I had dropped my most important step. Grapes that fall from the sky...

My back. Gently fell to the bottom of the pond...

Luckily, I saw my step...

My step, right next to me ...

It's good.,Step shake.,It's still there.。。

It's so quiet... It is as if everything in the world is still ...

I thought to myself. It turns out that this is the end ...

In the water, it's so comfortable... It's so quiet... No one's right or wrong. It's just me and my step...

And then.. Then I slept soundly... After that, I woke up...

Lazy has something to say about the dividing line***********

That's right, this is a dream about An Xiaowan.

In the dream, An Xiaowan is a stupid woman, she is very simple, innocent to the point of stupidity. Looking at the palace with her eyes, it is golden and unattainable.

But in the end, she sank to the bottom of the lake.

I saw that the water was green, at first it was light green, and slowly, it became dark green.

The mouth and nose are choking, and the chest cavity is very painful.

An Xiaowan in the dream struggled for a long time, and strings of bubbles rose from the lake, rising and falling several times......

Later, his back fell to the bottom of the lake, and the whole dream was quiet......

This is the dividing line of the whole year, and the dream below was made two days before Singles' Day in 2012*******

It was a dream of two days together. I remember yesterday's episode very clearly, but the dream of the night before yesterday is very ethereal.

Because I'm lazy, I said I wouldn't write dreams anymore, and if it weren't for the fact that I died in the dream yesterday, I think I'd let this dream fade away.

The age seems to be the eighties, the time of the gangsters.

Collusion between police and bandits.

During a negotiation between the police and the gangsters, a fight broke out.

I don't remember if I was on the gang side or the police. In short, I was the first to fall in the firefight.

Someone hit me in the back of the head with the butt of a gun, and I fainted.

When I woke up, I saw diamonds scattered on the ground.

Of course, there was another man, a bald man, who I watched as he took the diamonds.

If it weren't for the large blood stain on the back of my head, I'm sure he would have shot me in the end.

When the smoke cleared, I struggled to get up and run for my life.

But I was not reconciled.

Because I'm gone, everything, everything.

I want revenge, I don't know what I want to get revenge on, but I want revenge.

So, I kidnapped the daughter of a high-ranking police official.

I watched the bald man come after me, and I sat in the elevator with the baby in my hand and shouted to him, "It's unfortunate that you're a step late." If you want to find me, come to xx."

Then, I took that child and lived a wandering life.

I would choose to spend the night on the roof of the private room at KTV because it is safe there. When the guests in the private room are gone, I can still go down and get some food, and when the KTV is not open during the day, I can still hold the child and sleep on the sofa in the KTV private room.

No one could find me, and I had forgotten what I wanted to get revenge for.

One day, I jumped off the roof of the shed and jumped off the third room, and I fed the little girl the fruit left over from the room.

At that moment, someone came in, and I had a gut feeling that the person who came in was not a good person.

So I hid the little girl in the wine cabinet in the private room and jumped on the roof of the shed myself.

(It was a dream from the night before yesterday, and I woke up when the dream was here.) Here's from yesterday. ）

There are several strips that come in, and others don't say it. Among them was a man and a woman. The woman wore medium-length hair and walked around the private room as if she had not checked it.

When she walked to the wine cabinet, the man suddenly stood up, he opened the wine cabinet, and when he saw the girl, he turned to the person behind him and said, "Nothing." “

Then he closed the door in front of the little girl.

The men came out of the stream, and I came down from the roof.

I'm going to carry the baby now, and I know they must be trying to lure me out with the child.

But when I jumped from it, the door to the private room opened, and only the man entered.

He said to me, "Now both black and white are looking for you. The life and death of this child does not mean anything to them, they just want you to die. ”

The only chip in my hand became a liability, because I couldn't kill a child.

From that day on, the policeman began to help me arrange for me to go abroad.

When I went out, he took care of the child so that no one could find him, and when I came back, he would leave.

In my dream, I have lost the distinction between good and bad people, and I only know that this person is someone I can trust at this time.

I spent the night in four private rooms on the roofs of the private rooms.

They are number three, number nine, number six.

When I jumped off the roof of the shed on the fourth day and saw the room number plate of 9, a sense of foreboding rose in my heart.

There was a knock on the door, and I scrambled to hide the girl in the wine cabinet. Then I walked to the door and opened it, I thought it was the policeman.

But no.

It's another man. It's on the gangster side.

I've seen it before, and the relationship is good.

He pushed the door in and pointed the gun at my forehead.

He said I had to die, I had to die. But when I took the child to live, he told me to give it to him.

Let's talk about the layout of the outer room.

The private room is rectangular in shape and has a table in the middle. Three-sided sofa with TV on the wall with doors.

The gangster came in and closed the door, and I sat on the couch facing the door. He said to me, "In the old friendship, I will make you suffer less, so that you will not feel pain as much as possible." Then he said, "You take your glasses off, I don't want to waste a bullet." ”

I don't know what bullets a pair of glasses will waste on him, I just expect in my heart, don't kill me, don't kill me.

I was picked up from the couch by the neck and held the gun to my forehead.

Even at this time, I didn't think I was going to die.

But, the next moment. I felt a burst of fire erupt from the muzzle of his gun, and the bullet entered my brow and passed through my brain. I heard the sound of a shattered skull in the back of my head.

Pain, pain in the wood. But I'm not dead yet.

He sent me to the couch to sit down and talk to me.

He told me why I had to die, and he told me a lot about our past. (Those things in the past, I still remember them clearly when I woke up, but now I only remember some of them, and I can't write them down.) ）

I didn't dare to laugh, I was afraid of pulling the wound on my eyebrows. Looking at the private room that was getting clearer and clearer, I said to him, "It turns out that myopia can be recovered before death. ”

He asked me where the kid was and where I was hiding.

The corners of my mouth twitched, and the kid, in the wine cabinet behind him, watched him kill me.

As if sensing my gaze, he stood up and picked up the child.

The child looked at the gunshot wound on my eyebrow with a frightened face, and tears rolled down his face.

Undoubtedly, this man knew this child. He asked the child how he was spending his days these days, and the child said that he was with me occasionally and with a man occasionally.

The words of the man sleeping in a room with her in his arms were particularly harsh.

I knew I had one more sin, but my throat was salty, and I didn't want to say anything more, because I was dying.

The man pointed the gun at me again, saying how vicious I was, and that the child was only a few years old.

However, I could no longer see his face, and everything in front of me was blurry.

I stood up, I didn't know what I wanted to do, I just wanted to stand up.

He probably realized this, too, and he hugged me and cried bitterly, calling me by name.

I didn't want to hear it, I whispered in his ear, "Before you die, everything becomes ethereal." I can't see clearly, I can't hear ......"

I felt my body sink and finally hit the floor of the private room (between the sofa and the coffee table)

I don't blink an eye.

I know I'm dead, but I still keep my eyes open and see what is in front of me.

I don't know how long it took, but some people came in the private room.

The policeman looked at my body, turned and went out. The medical examiner was reporting the cause of my death, a bullet in the back of the head and heart, and I died of blood loss. (Dreams, all.) ）

I wondered if I would have survived if I had been shot and taken to the hospital.

Everyone was gone, leaving only the policewoman with medium and long hair. She took out a cotton-sized** and threw it in my face.

Looking at this piece of paper, I knew I was really dead.

A tear slipped down, and when I opened my eyes, I woke up.

(Would I say I stared at my brow carefully for a long time, and I went.) The back of my head still hurts. ）

Lazy to talk nonsense dividing line**************

The person in the dream above, yes, is the spirit rhino before the crossing.

The day after I finished this dream, I dreamed of a palace maid carrying a birdcage walking among the high palace walls. There were big ups and downs in the dream, a few times crying and a few laughs.

When I wanted to write down Lingxi's dream, I found that in just a thousand words, I couldn't write the feeling of going from nothing to having everything, and from having everything to nothing.

So, I decided to write a book.

To this day, when I close my eyes and think back to that dream, I can vaguely remember that Lingxi was dressed in a gorgeous costume and stood at the highest point of the palace, which symbolized power. The Biography of Concubine Ying:.. c

But there was no smile on her face.

I looked at her from the perspective of a bystander, sometimes as if it was the palace maid beside her, and sometimes it seemed like she couldn't see the air.

At that time, I thought, she is a high and powerful person, but what has she gained in her life? She walked step by step, and the final result was standing alone on a high place.

Then I thought, let her laugh once, just once.

So, at the end of the dream, Lingxi went to put the paper kite. She was dressed in a luxurious palace dress, her long skirt was off the floor, her head was held high, and the most cheerful smile hung on her face.

When the paper kite flew to the highest point, she took the scissors from the palace maid's hand and cut the rope.

When the paper kite flew away, my heart wandered condescendingly in a dream as if it were on a paper kite. In the midst of that uneasiness, I woke up......