The weather gradually became gloomy, and it didn't take long for a light rain to begin to fall, and the rain sparsely hit the floor-to-ceiling windows. Su Wuxi sat on the ground in a daze, stunned for a long time, and then slowly propped himself up, walked to the window, and gently opened the curtain.

It's dark outside, but it's much, much better than the dark room.

It's just that Su Wuxi's eyes still haven't adapted to it for a while.

She couldn't close her eyes all night, not because she didn't sleep, but because when she closed her eyes, it was her child's lovely face.

The thought of losing my child made me feel so painful that I couldn't breathe.

She closed her eyes tightly because of the light. But the stinging sensation still hit.

Su Wuxi felt that the feeling of pain was better, and it could cushion the pain in her heart a little.

Su Wuxi now hopes that all this has not happened, but unfortunately, there is no if. Her child is dead, a fact she has been unwilling to accept.

Ten months in her belly, alive and well.

The feeling at that time, she still felt clearly.

Su Wuxi silently watched the raindrops hit the window, and it felt like hitting herself. The coolness slowly soaked through her body and spread rapidly.

In a trance, her hand was on her stomach, and the little life seemed to be back.

Su Wuxi touched her stomach, although it was mediocre, she could still feel the beating of life.

Su Wuxi's gray eyes lit up, could it be that her child was back? She caressed her belly incredulously and slowly, looking at it with reluctance.

The face gradually took on a warm and contented look.

Is her baby back?

Su Wuxi's hand on his belly trembled slightly because of excitement. She seems to have returned to when she was pregnant with a child, and the happiness and joy she can't forget in this life.

Su Wuxi smiled sweetly: "You're back?" Little things, how can they be willing to leave their mothers? ”

Su Wuxi was talking to himself, and Yuan Heting, who had just prepared breakfast, pushed the door in, and happened to see Su Wuxi talking to himself.

Yuan Heting's heart was sour, their child was gone, and Su Wuxi was no less sad than him. It's just that he still has to take care of Su Wuxi, and he can't lose her anymore.

Yuan Heting remembered the past, and quickened his pace and sat next to Su Wuxi. He gently hugged Su Wuxi's shoulders and said softly, "Breakfast is ready, can you eat something?" ”

Su Wuxi turned his head happily and said with a smile: "Heting, our child is back." ”

Yuan Heting saw that Su Wuxi's state was not right, and then thought of what he said just now, so he couldn't help frowning: "What did you say?" ”

Su Wuxi pouted: "What's wrong?" Aren't you happy that my child is back? ”

"Wuxi, do you miss the child too much, what do you say?" Yuan Heting looked at Su Wuxi worriedly.

"What's wrong? Don't you believe it? Su Wuxi raised his head, "I'm his mother, how he feels in my stomach, can I not know?" He's really back. ”

"Wuxi!" Yuan Heting raised his voice, just called out her name, and then didn't know what to say, to this woman who was too sad.

He couldn't bear to scold Su Wuxi, but was silent for a while.

Su Wuxi's face was a little pale, but she still stiffened her neck and said, "Don't you believe me?" You come and touch it, he's really back, really. ”

After that, Su Wuxi's hand grabbed Yuan Heting's hand, then put his hand on his flat lower abdomen, and smiled proudly: "You touched, are you back?" ”

Yuan Heting couldn't laugh at all, he couldn't cry or cry, and silently stroked Su Wuxi's lower abdomen without any fetal image.

It was flat, smooth, but there were no signs of a child as he had ever felt.

Yuan Heting opened his mouth, and there was silence all around, and Su Wuxi looked at him expectantly, wanting to get some, the answers he wanted.

However, the reality is always cruel, Yuan Heting can't mislead Su Wuxi so much, and go farther and farther in the abyss of pain. He could only wake her up as soon as possible, even if she was in pain, but it was better than indulging in illusions and never being able to extricate herself.

"Nope." Yuan Heting's expression was very sad, and his mind was unusually calm, "No, Su Wuxi, the child is gone, you are sober!" ”

Su Wuxi was stunned for a moment, then smiled innocently, lowered his head and looked at his lower abdomen, and said strangely: "How could it not be?" He's clearly here. ”

"There really isn't any. He's dead. Yuan Heting couldn't bear to witness such a tragic situation, so he turned his head slightly.

He didn't want to say such cruel words, but the reality was that. He was sad that his child was gone.

"What are you talking about, Herting?" Su Wuxi supported himself, but the expression that was about to cry made Yuan Heting very distressed.

Yuan Heting did not speak.

"How could he be gone?!" This sentence is not an interrogative sentence, but an affirmative sentence.

Su Wuxi's voice was very soft, for fear of frightening the child in his belly that no longer existed.

"How could he be gone?!" She repeated it again, but the sharp voice almost cut through Yuan Heting's eardrums.

Yuan Heting put his arms around Su Wuxi, clasped her head on his shoulder, and then gently stroked and patted her.

"We'll have it later." Yuan Heting's voice didn't dare to be too loud, he was afraid of scaring Su Wuxi.

"It's impossible......" Su Wuxi's voice was a little choked, "He is obviously in my stomach, I can feel it, you are lying to me, you are lying to me......"

"I didn't lie to you. The child is gone, and I think you know better than I do. Yuan Heting hugged her tightly, wanting to give her a little warmth.

"You're lying to me......" Su Wuxi was already crying like a tearful person, and the intermittent words made Yuan Heting wonder if she would cry in the next second.

"You're ...... Lie to me......" Su Wuxi kept struggling, and Yuan Heting didn't dare to push too hard, so he had to let her writhe in his arms, and from time to time he reached out and hammered his chest.

"Wuxi, we will be together for a lifetime, and the child will have it. Don't be afraid, don't be too sad, okay? Yuan Heting kept comforting her.

Su Wuxi seemed to listen to his words, and after making a fuss for a while, his eyes shrank hollowly into Yuan Heting's arms, and he sobbed softly.

Yuan Heting wrapped his arms around Su Wuxi's hand, and he could clearly feel that she had lost weight.

"But he's not coming back." Su Wuxi's voice was a little hoarse.

Yuan Heting's face was full of worry: "I'm sorry. But you still have me, I won't leave you, I will never leave you. No, we'll want it again, okay? ”

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But he hasn't grown up healthy, he hasn't seen the world well, and he hasn't ...... Call me mom, and he'll leave......" Su Wuxi's voice was so soft that he couldn't speak.

Yuan Heting clasped her tightly, not knowing how to comfort her for a while.

"It's okay." He said dryly, "Everything is with me, and this will not happen again." ”

Su Wuxi didn't speak, leaning on Yuan Heting, breathing deeply, she was surrounded by familiar tastes, which at least made her feel at ease.

She didn't know that the child would not come back, but she always had the feeling that the child was still there. If it weren't for Yuan Heting's categorical remarks, I'm afraid she would still be indulging in the void fog.

"I'm so scared of ......," Su Wuxi trembled.

Yuan Heting let go of his hand, he grabbed Su Wuxi's shoulder, gently kissed Su Wuxi's forehead, and kissed her cheek. All of this is telling Su Wuxi that he is still there, it doesn't matter.

Su Wuxi's heart didn't know where to place it yet, she accepted Yuan Heting's kiss blankly, feeling his breath.

Although my heart hurts and I feel cold, I feel at least a little warmth.

At least...... She wasn't alone in going through this.

Yuan Heting's breath made her feel at ease, she didn't sleep for a day and a night, she was a little sleepy at the moment, her eyelids were slightly together, and her body was crooked into Yuan Heting's arms.

Really reassuring......

Su Wuxi showed a bitter smile and gradually fell asleep.

In the dream, she saw her child again, but her child lay there quietly, not crying or making a fuss, and suddenly his closed eyes opened, and the child giggled, and then he slowly disappeared......

Su Wuxi couldn't catch it even if he wanted to, so he had to spin around in the maze of dreams.

Yuan Heting watched Su Wuxi fall asleep, and carefully moved her to the bed, for fear of waking her up. Yuan Heting sat quietly and watched her.

Su Wuxi didn't seem to be sleeping very well, and it didn't take long for his face to sweat, his face was very pale, and his brows were tightly wrinkled.

Yuan Heting wanted to smooth her eyebrows, but saw that her face was getting paler and paler. Yuan Heting was a little nervous for a while, touched her forehead, and was a little relieved after making sure she didn't have a fever.

I don't know what she saw in her sleep, so nervous.

Yuan Heting sighed and quietly shook Su Wuxi's hand.

Yuan Heting was very careful about Su Wuxi, for fear that something would happen to her, so he watched it all the time, and when he saw that she was sweating, he gently wiped it off with his hand.

Although Su Wuxi didn't sleep well, it was better than staying awake all night. Yuan Heting looked at her unstable face, and felt a little comforted in his heart.

Su Wuxi slept until the afternoon, and when she woke up, the sky had already dawned, and the rain had stopped for a long time, and the rain on the floor-to-ceiling windows had dried up, leaving a mark.

Su Wuxi touched his stomach in a daze, calm, very calm. It's as if those pre-bedtime sensations are completely non-existent.

Su Wuxi covered his face in pain.

Yuan Heting had just cooked the porridge and brought it in, and when he saw Su Wuxi's appearance, his heart tightened.

Su Wuxi heard the footsteps and slowly raised her head, her face was very haggard.

"Let's have something to eat." Yuan Heting walked to her side and gently hugged her.

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