035, venting dissatisfaction (eighth shift)
This is the first time I've seen Li Fei'er talk to someone so well, which undoubtedly adds to the monkey's more mysterious identity.
The two of them argued for a long time, and in the end, Li Fei'er said: "Okay, don't talk nonsense with you, let's talk, what are you doing here?" ”
The monkey hooked my shoulder, and said with a smile: "I heard that Wang Xuan is in trouble, of course I came to find him, but looking at it like this, you seem to have solved it." ”
Li Fei'er looked at us so closely, and she didn't seem to expect that since we would know each other.
Li Fei'er glanced at the monkey angrily and said, "Wait for you to come?" Wang Xuan had already been killed, so it was better for me to come. ”
"Then of course I'm not as good as you, but you're Sister Li Fei'er." The monkey was a little ashamed and said: "Besides, I may not be easy to do when I come, just the big man of Yu Dajun, he may be in a hurry and beat me together." ”
When the monkey was saying the three words big man, King Kong, who was standing silent, glared at the monkey, and the monkey was startled, and hurriedly said, "I didn't mean you!" ”
"Okay, you're poor." Li Fei'er glared at the monkey, and then said: "With you in the future, nothing will happen to Wang Xuan, and I don't have to keep watching." ”
As soon as the words fell, Li Fei'er was about to leave, and suddenly looked at me and reminded: "Wang Xuan, if he asks you for money to buy cigarettes, you must not give it, understand?" ”
I nodded confusedly.
After that, Li Fei'er took King Kong and left.
The monkey said to Li Fei'er's back: "Don't worry, with me, Wang Xuan will be fine, but what are you talking about later?" ”
After Li Fei'er walked away, the monkey probed my whole body and asked me, are you okay?
I shook my head and said, "I'm fine, I was about to fight with Yu Dajun when Li Fei'er came in." ”
The monkey scolded in a low voice: "Damn, this Yu Dajun is really a pervert, and he came to trouble you again while I was away." ”
As soon as he finished scolding, his face suddenly changed, he rubbed his hands and looked at me with a smile on his face, and asked, "Wang Xuan, do you still have any money on you?" Lend me. ”
Hearing this, I immediately frowned and said, "Didn't I just give you a hundred in the morning?" ”
"Oh, a hundred is enough, two puffs of cigarettes are gone." The monkey said with a bitter face.
I'm full of black lines, a hundred dollars and two puffs of cigarettes? What kind of cigarette did he smoke?
I said I had no money, but the monkey didn't believe me, and he touched my whole body, but he didn't take out any money. His whole face was sad, and when I saw this, I was about to say that the money was in the dormitory, and I would give it to him after school.
But in the next second, the monkey took out a hundred from his shoes, and said with a heartache on his face: "Alas, I am really reluctant to use it!" ”
That hundred, I remember very well, was the one I gave him in the morning.
I immediately got angry and said, "Didn't you smoke a hundred and two puffs and then be gone?" ”
The monkey said embarrassedly: "This is my private money, private money." ”
Before leaving, the monkey said to me: "The next time Yu Dajun dares to come to you for trouble, you will come to me......"
I nodded, in response, but Li Fei'er let go, I think, Yu Dajun will not dare to touch me in the future.
When I returned to class, Yu Dajun had already left with someone, and Yu Sisi was still lying on the table, unable to see her face, and didn't know what she was thinking.
However, the thing that made me happy was that the gossip and the annoying eyes in the original class were all gone, and when they saw me coming in, they also pretended to work hard and let me be clean.
Next, for several days, my life was very stable, very comfortable, every day is to go back to the dormitory with Ma Yuan after class, during which the monkey also came to us, and suddenly the relationship increased a lot, but every time I didn't talk a few words, the monkey opened his mouth to borrow money, I had no money, he looked for Ma Yuan, after Ma Yuan was squeezed dry by him, he went to find Li Jie in our dormitory.
However, the comfortable life made me forget one person, Ye Zufei!
On this day, Wang Mengyao suddenly came to our class, she stood at the door, and shouted at me: "Wang Xuan, you come out, I have something to look for you." ”
I haven't seen Wang Mengyao for a few days, and I thought that since I ran away in front of her last time, the two of us would completely break off the relationship, but what I didn't expect was that she would take the initiative to come to me.
I still hadn't figured out how to face her, so when she called me for something, I sat in my seat and didn't move.
Ma Yuan thought I hadn't heard, so he gently pushed me and reminded, "Wang Xuan, your sister is looking for you." ”
I didn't respond to him, just silently lowered my head.
After a while, Wang Mengyao's voice sounded again: "Wang Xuan, can you come out for a while?" I really have something to look for you. ”
Ma Yuan pushed me again, and I saw that Wang Mengyao was standing alone at the door, and it was quite embarrassing, so I stood up and walked in front of Wang Mengyao.
Before I could speak, Wang Mengyao said first: "Wang Xuan, you come with me." ”
After saying that, she walked away on her own. I looked at her back, as if my soul was hooked by her, and I couldn't help but follow.
She still took me to the rooftop where I was last visited. When I came here, I unconsciously recalled my memories and remembered the last time I was here, the words she said to me, and she scolded me ruthlessly, saying that I was not her brother, a disaster star, and a broom star.
Looking back now, tears still swirl in the corners of my eyes.
After Wang Mengyao stopped, she turned around and looked at me with straight eyes, and now, I didn't dare to look at her, so I could only lower my head.
After a long time, Wang Mengyao slowly spoke: "Wang Xuan, your eyes can see, right?" ”
I didn't deny it, nodding in acknowledgement.
"Can you see it all the time? Or did you see it recently? Wang Mengyao asked again.
Hearing Wang Mengyao ask this, I was a little afraid to answer, if I told the truth, what would she do to me? I hid it from her for more than a decade, and for her who didn't know the truth, it was a naked deception.
But, I thought about it for a while, anyway, she already hates me now, why do I care so much?
Thinking of this, I exhaled and said with relief: "I have never been blind, I have been able to see and see clearly since I was a child. ”
Hearing my affirmative answer, Wang Mengyao didn't react too much, as if she had been prepared before she came.
It's just that she still said with a wry smile: "Sure enough, that's the case." ”
I bowed my head in shame again.
"So, all along, you've been cheating on me and cheating on my parents, right?" Wang Mengyao stared into my eyes and asked word by word.
I closed my eyes and nodded, "Yes, I deceived you." ”
"Why? Why? Wang Mengyao raised her tone and asked.
The reason, I explained to Li Fei'er and Ma Yuan.
But, for some reason, in front of Wang Mengyao, I didn't want to explain to her, because I felt that there was no sense at all.
"There's no why." In the end, I replied blandly.
Hearing my words, Wang Mengyao was stunned for a moment, and then sneered: "For so many years, how can I treat you?" What did your parents do to you? You grew up in our family, but you pretended to be blind to win sympathy? ”
Wang Mengyao's words surprised me for a while, and reminded me of the same words that were said in my mouth when those people bullied me a few days ago, which made me feel a tingle.
I couldn't help but increase my tone and said, "In your eyes, am I really that kind of person?" ”
Wang Mengyao was slightly stunned, hesitated, gritted her teeth, and said, "Isn't it?" You are obviously not blind, but you pretend to be blind, do you know, if you had admitted it earlier, Dad might not have cheated, and our family may not have become where it is today. ”
Wang Mengyao's words came to my ears, and my mind went blank in an instant.
Perhaps, she was right, it was because my adoptive father thought I was blind that I was looking for a woman outside, and if I had admitted it earlier, maybe my adoptive father would not have cheated.
But, is that really the case? If I admit it, will I be able to live in a wonderful family today?
I looked at Wang Mengyao's appearance of asking for guilt, and an inexplicable anger ignited in my heart, raised my head, looked at her, and couldn't help but say angrily: "What do you know? You have grown up in the arms of your parents since the moment you were born, and you have never suffered any grievances, and what about me? Do you know how I got over when I was a kid? I was taken by human traffickers, and I watched them torture and maim the children they captured, why? Because of this they can go and beg, and if I don't pretend to be blind, I'm a cripple today, and until now, whenever I think of these images, I wake up from nightmares at night. ”
When I said these words, my mind flashed back to the scene that had been in the hands of human traffickers, and immediately my scalp was numb, my whole body trembled, and I was in a cold sweat.
It's a past I don't want to remember for the rest of my life, but in fact, whenever I wake up from a nightmare at night and see my dorm room at school, my heart is happy.
What about being beaten up at school? What about being bullied like a dog?
Compared to those things, these things are nothing more than those things to me.
Wang Mengyao was also frightened by what I said, and was speechless for a while.
After a long time, she bit her lip and said, "Then your parents adopted you, why didn't you tell the truth?" ”
I chuckled and said, "It's not that I don't want to tell the truth, it's that the things I've experienced since I was a child are all dark, I can't trust anyone, and once I trust others, I can only die." I was so young, how did I know what my parents were going to do to me? However, God favored me and let me meet you, and my parents, you gave me warmth and pulled me from darkness to light. I don't care if you believe it or not, I was going to tell you everything, but I didn't expect this to happen, if Dad didn't cheat, our family could live well, really good......"