Chapter 162: God is unfair

When Xu Chenyao entered the door, he saw Yao Fei'er curled up on the sofa, holding her head in her hands and crying, trembling and muttering.

"Woo...... Yao is gone! I can't find Yao! Yao he doesn't want me anymore......"

Xu Chenyao really didn't feel good in his heart.

I think of college life many years ago, when Fei'er was dressed in a white dress, her long hair hung down on her shoulders, her speech and demeanor were solemn and elegant, and she stood at the door of the public classroom, always attracting countless eyes......

And she always kept her eyes to herself, just smiling and walking towards him, completely ignoring the other admiring glances.

Then look down at him, the corners of his lips fluttering, and his cheeks are cute pear vortices.

At that time, he was the most arrogant and indifferent talent in the finance department, she was the most fashionable and beautiful school flower in the design department, and they became lovers, envying many men and women.

Belch!

How long ago was that?

And now Yao Fei'er, he used to love and love Fei'er deeply, how did she become like this?

Their lives have been one misunderstanding after another, and now they will never go back to the past.

At this moment, she curled up on the sofa, her helpless, frightened and dazed appearance, which deeply hurt his heart.

At this moment, he finally understood that Xiao Su's choice was right, and he hadn't thought of a way, how could he selfishly ask Xiao Su to bear it with him?

Is love so heavy and so selfish?

No!

How could he allow another innocent woman to carry his love debt?

Only, how can he not be selfish? He couldn't help himself!

Yao Lan'er came out of the bathroom with a wet towel in her hand, she was about to help Yao Fei'er wipe her face, when she looked up and saw Xu Chenyao standing at the door, looking at Yao Fei'er with a complicated expression.

"When my sister woke up, she couldn't see you and kept crying! I've been persuading for a long time, but it's useless, brother-in-law, I just want to ask you, do you still love my sister? ”

"If you don't love, forget it! In a few days, my father will return to China to take care of my sister. ”

Xu Chenyao's thoughts hadn't been pulled back yet, he looked at the person on the sofa who had been conditioned for a month, and under his fluffy hair, there was a thin, bony face that was barely as big as his palm.

However, her pair of dark and shining eyes were so wide and wide.

On this whole face, there seems to be only this pair of big eyes, open, unfocused, just muttering in a low voice: "Yao is gone, he is gone......"

This is the only one sentence over and over again!

Xu Chenyao's heart tightened, how could he associate the woman in front of him with his Fei'er.

The guilt in his heart welled up, he owed her after all, he owed her!

If it hadn't been for that car accident, if she had been able to have children, or maybe she wouldn't be like she is now!

She used to be so glamorous, beautiful and confident that she became the dream girl of all the boys in the whole university.

And the woman in front of her, this woman who still shouts his name even if she is delirious, she still loves herself after all!

If he didn't love him, how could he go to find another man after he betrayed him?

He thought she must have been mad at the time, right?

"Brother-in-law? You? Yao Lan'er shouted, and Xu Chenyao fell deeply into the memory, and for a while, he completely put Lan'er aside.

Xu Chenyao finally came back to his senses, and his throat rolled: "Lan'er, what did you just say?" ”

Yao Lan'er groaned slightly, and then raised her head again: "Do you still love my sister?" ”

Do you still love Phile?

How could Xu Chenyao answer?

If there is no Su Xiaoran......

Xiao Su! The name twitched from the bottom of his heart, a sharp sting.

His mind was a mess, he couldn't analyze it, he couldn't think about it.

His eyes dodged, full of pain: "I just want her to get better soon!" I don't want to think about anything else right now! ”

"What if she's bad for the rest of her life?" Yao Lan'er asked aggressively.

Xu Chenyao took a deep breath: "I'll make her better!" ”

"But you don't love her anymore!" Yao Lan'er spoke his mind.

Xu Chenyao turned slightly: "Yes, I can't go back, I can't go back, I can't deceive myself, a person can deceive others, he can pretend, but he can't deceive his heart!" ”

"We are already in the past tense, memories are beautiful after all, they are memories, people have to look forward!"

"Yao...... Shine...... Are you back? ”

Yao Fei'er, who heard the voice, suddenly raised her head, and when she saw the figure standing in the living room, she immediately laughed shyly, and subconsciously pulled her clothes: "Oh! Change your clothes, change your clothes! ~”

"Sister!"

Yao Lan'er walked over, squatted on the side of the sofa, and shouted urgently: "Sister, wake up, this man doesn't love you anymore, he doesn't love you anymore!" ”

"Nonsense!"

Yao Fei'er suddenly straightened up and glared at Yao Lan'er.

"You talk nonsense! Yao loves me, Yao has always loved me, he said that he only loves me alone, only I love alone...... Ah......h

"Sister! He doesn't love you anymore, he doesn't love you anymore, please come to your senses! ”

Yao Lan'er grabbed her shoulders with both hands, shook Yao Fei'er's body, and shook her vigorously, trying to shake her awake.

"Sister, this man is not worthy of your love, not worth it!"

"Don't! Who are you! ”

Yao Fei'er pushed Yao Lan'er violently, pushing her to the ground.

"Nonsense, you talk nonsense, Yao Cai will not change his mind, Yao is the gentleest! You must be jealous of me, yes, you are jealous of me! ”

Xu Chenyao's brows furrowed, Fei'er!

Taking a deep breath, he finally understood that it was not that she didn't love herself, but that she was too disappointed in herself, so she ......

At this moment, he really wanted to rush over and shout to her: "Fei'er, I really don't deserve your love!" ”

But he didn't move!

"Sister, don't indulge in fantasies, you have suffered so much for him, and you have forgotten those humiliating gynecological examinations that you are going to do for him to give birth?"

"Have you forgotten? Just because he couldn't have children, he betrayed your love, sister, wake up, I'll take you away, let's go home, I'm Lan'er! ”

"Ahh Go away! ”

Yao Fei'er held herself with both hands and screamed loudly, at this moment, she was emotional and scared to hold herself.

Xu Chenyao finally couldn't help it, and suddenly rushed to the front of the sofa and half-knelt on the carpet in front of the sofa: "Fei'er, don't be afraid, I'm here!" ”

"Yao...... Yao ......"

Yao Fei'er muttered, looking horrified: "There are bad people, there are bad people!" ”

Yao Lan'er looked at her frightened sister, realized her behavior for a while, and immediately said, "Sister, I'm sorry, I was wrong!" ”

She shouldn't have stimulated her, she's a sick person!

Hearing the apology, the trembling body seemed to shrink for a moment, and he was still a little nervous.

The little hand grabbed Xu Chenyao's hand tightly, Xu Chenyao looked down at the hands, the hands that looked like chicken claws at the moment, the bones were so distinct, no longer soft and white, and the back of the hand was covered with scars, as if it had been burned by cigarette butts......

"Fei'er!" Xu Chenyao shouted excitedly.

"Sister, brother-in-law is here, don't worry, he won't leave you!" Yao Lan'er softened her voice and handed the towel to Xu Chenyao.

"You wipe her, crying for a long time is not good for her health!"

"Fei'er, keep your head up!" Taking the towel, Xu Chenyao said softly.

"Nope! Don't ......" she shook her head, lowering her head even more.

"Why? I'll wipe your face for you! Xu Chenyao sighed.

"No, I'm crying...... Yao doesn't like crying women......" she whispered, helpless as a child.

"Shhhhh

How sour Xu Chenyao's heart is! He almost cried, what the hell could God do to make her recover?