Jiang Yan's gaze made Jiang Zheng pause slightly, and he also glanced back.

There was nothing behind him, but there was nothing.

He looked back at Jiang Yan again.

She smiled very lightly, "You will have a life that suits you." ”

Jiang Zheng paused slightly.

Jiang Yan and him knew each other so well, she could know what her reaction was with every word, and he naturally understood this sentence.

It's just that he won't be reconciled, and there have been two years between him and her where no one can intervene. Later, they separated, and every time he saw the empty room, he was in pain.

Jiang Zheng thought that time would smooth everything out. But in reality it didn't work at all. There were still many times when he especially wanted to see her.

I didn't expect him to see it today.

She didn't live happily.

He was distressed and wanted to take her away from the hustle and bustle of the world, he was used to her, he could give her a lot, even, loyalty.

In this world of temptations, he is willing to leave them all behind for her.

Jiang Zheng's gaze was sincere and deep, but she looked away and smiled shallowly: "I'll go in first." ”

"Sister......

Jiang Yan: "Is there anything else?" She quietly distanced herself from him.

This action made Jiang Zheng's whole person freeze in place, and soon, he wiped his face, his face was as usual, and said, "It's nothing, can I know who that person is?" ”

She didn't speak, glancing at him.

It's not hard to guess.

Jiang Zheng closed his eyes and said, "Is it Zhou Sibai?" ”

"Hmm." There was a smile in her eyes.

Jiang Zheng couldn't bear to look any further, because her smile was a sharp blade for him, piercing straight into his heart.

Originally...... She was unhappy, but she was happy.

Jiang Zheng suddenly remembered that when he was fifteen years old, he saw Jiang Yan's scene for the first time. At that time, Wang Pei brought her here to deal with the basket he poked in school. He was stunned by her appearance, and then laughed and teased her. He said, "Sister, I'm very good, do you want to try it?"

At that time, she said lightly, no, there is a master.

Jiang Zheng was dismissive at the time, and didn't believe that such a good-looking woman would be a master who kept to herself.

Later, he knew that the "master" in her mouth was Zhou Sibai.

At that time, Zhou Sibai didn't like her, and he disliked her every day, and he was followed by a childhood sweetheart.

Everyone around him knew he hated her.

Jiang Zheng thought so at first, until Jiang Yan didn't make another appointment with Zhou Sibai, but got close to him, and asked him to go out twice in three days.

One day, Zhou Sibai stopped Jiang Yan when he asked him out, saying that he had homework, so he didn't go out with Jiang Yan.

Then, every time he wanted to go out, Zhou Sibai told him that something was wrong.

Jiang Zheng was not stupid, and quickly reacted to what was going on.

But he was secretly happy in his heart, because Zhou Sibai's character of not saying anything would definitely not be able to compete with him.

But he ignored one point, no matter how boring Zhou Sibai is, no matter how he doesn't speak, he will always be the final winner.

Because, he got Jiang Yan's favoritism.

Jiang Zheng looked at Jiang Yan's back as he walked in, and smiled self-deprecatingly, and now he finally figured this out.

——

……

It was bustling inside, and a few people were drinking.

The wine bottles in front of Cheng Yinian were full, and Chen Jing was drunk, while Lu Yuan stood behind her expressionlessly, not stopping.

Since he was involved with Cheng Yinian, he was like a resentful woman most of the time.

It wasn't until Cheng Yinian took Chen Jing's little hand that he changed his face and brought her back to her place from the crowd.

provoked the little girl to be dissatisfied: "What are you doing?" ”

Lu Yuan's voice was very cold: "Just drink in the position." ”

Chen Jing asked with some doubts: "Yi Nian, what is the relationship between you and Brother Lu Yuan?" ”

Lu Yuan opened his mouth and was about to answer, but was preempted by Cheng Yinian: "What else does it matter, just ordinary friends." ”

Lu Yuan pursed his lips and stopped talking.

Everyone continued to be high, and no one noticed that Lu Yuan glanced at Cheng Yinian a few times, and then took his blazer and left.

But Jiang Yan's target is not in this group of people.

She wandered around the huge villa before she found the person she was looking for.

Zhou Sibai leaned on the outside of the corridor with empty hands, and through the transparent glass, he could just see the sky outside.

There is no moon, it is dim and dark.

"When did you come back?" She stood and looked at him for a long time, then asked.

He turned his head when he heard the voice, and his voice was shallow and faint: "Just arrived." ”

"You just got off the plane?"

He let out an "um".

Jiang Yan walked over and hugged his waist. He paused, but did not refuse. The hand was also not on her waist, strictly speaking, he just did not refuse.

"I thought you'd come back later." Unexpectedly, she asked him to try to come back earlier, and he came back immediately.

Zhou Sibai didn't speak again.

Jiang Yan let go of him, but in the process, he held his hand all the time.

The banquet ended, almost at half past nine in the evening.

She took Zhou Sibai back with her, and the latter didn't drive over by herself, so when she went back, Jiang Yan occupied the driver's seat.

He was probably extremely tired, and as soon as he got in the car, he began to lie down in his position and pretend to sleep, motionless, Jiang Yan felt that his face was too pale.

The assistant said that he had a lot of work and was not in good health, and he didn't know how weak he was.

She couldn't bear to disturb him, but when she got home, she still had to wake him up.

Zhou Sibai woke up quickly, and then opened the car door and went in the afternoon, the whole person was actually quite cold, Jiang Yan knew that his mood was not quite right.

When he came out of the shower, he still didn't react too much, and while taking care of his things, he planned to go back to his room to rest. And Jiang Yan was behind him, silently watching his every move.

His straightening up movement was really slow, like an old man.

When he saw her, he told her, "Go to sleep." ”

It's as if nothing has happened.

But something clearly happened between them today.

Her eyes were a little complicated: "Don't you have anything to ask me?" ”

He stood there for a long time and said, "No." ”

Then for a long time, his hand unconsciously tossed and turned on the clothes he was holding, and finally said without any tone but with some sincerity: "Actually, Jiang Zheng is very good." ”

Jiang Yan stared at him tightly, and then smiled: "So what? Mr. Zhou, are you instigating me to cheat? ”

He didn't answer her words, but explained things clearly to her from another aspect, and his voice was very slow: "If, if you have your own ideas, I respect any decision you make." ”

These words were like pouring a bucket of cold water on her heart, stabbing her violently, and then asking her with a smile: "Respect any of my decisions?" So what if I choose to commit suicide, do you respect it? ”

Her eyes were fierce, but she couldn't get him in exchange for looking at her.

Zhou Sibai didn't look at her at all, "It's different." ”

Jiang Yan said: "Well, it's different. After a pause, he was very numb, "Rest early, I'll go to sleep first." ”

Zhou Sibai said, "Good night." ”

He went into the second bedroom and even tried to lock the door.

Jiang Yan said calmly: "I don't know what other people's marriages are like, but it's definitely not like ours." Anyway, I feel like it's more like a game between us. You have your secrets, I can't go into your heart, I sometimes think, I forced you to get married, and I forced you to sleep with you, maybe ...... You hate that? ”

He stood in the doorway and didn't speak.

Jiang Yan said with a smile: "Every time I see other people's marriages, to be honest, I am very envious, they can always be together without barriers, but we can't do anything." You now, you don't treat me as your own person for a long time, I'm just very strange, where did you hide the former Xiaobai, he was not happy that I even looked at others more, and you, when you meet a good one, you are going to sell me, I thank you very much. ”

After she finished speaking, the whole person squatted on the ground, the door was still not locked, and she also knew that Zhou Sibai had been standing inside.

Jiang Yan brought his own lighter and cigarettes, two inseparable companions, and then sat in front of the door of the room.

Or the smoke will comfort people, and it can always tell her not to be so lonely.

At the same time, she is also giving him a chance.

It's just that until she finished smoking the whole cigarette, Zhou Sibai didn't come out.

Jiang Yan stood up and burst into tears when he turned around and threw the cigarette butt.

At this moment, love and hate have nothing to do with it, despair occupies victory, one after another is a quagmire, she comes out of one, and immediately falls into another, and in the long run, she is exhausted and doesn't want to move.

The last bit of patience may be worn out.

Jiang Yan thought.

She quit, really quit, she didn't want to continue to speculate on his thoughts, how could people's hearts be so easy to guess?

Just passing by his door, she pushed it open brutally.

Zhou Sibai didn't use half of her strength at all, and it was easy for her to succeed.

His eyes are far and deep, barren and silent, unable to make waves, but in this calm, there is a bit of incomprehensible emotions, he only stands in place, hanging his head, depressed and sad.

After a while, he raised his head and slowly opened his arms towards her.

Jiang Yan took a step back first, then slammed forward and threw himself into his arms, he was knocked backwards by the huge impact, and the two of them lay on the soft bed.

Then, a deep kiss.

Then, take it a step further.

She was savage and ferocious like a beast, venting her frustration, accusing him, accusing him, criticizing him, leaving scratch marks on him one after another.

Zhou Sibai endured it silently as if he had lost his sense of pain.

Only every time she caught him, he kissed her once, and it was not clear whether he was appeased or retaliated.

When the clouds cleared, she turned her back to him and did not speak.

Jiang Yan had insomnia again.

But the sleeping pills that Nan Sui gave her were still there.

So Jiang Yan got up silently, took medicine, and lay down again.

Twice as much gave her a good night's sleep.

Zhou Sibai never dared to come forward to touch her, and only after she fell asleep did he carefully reach out his hand to wrap her around her and take her into his arms.

His chin was against the top of her head, and he said, "Just try to see what you think of Jiang Zheng, and I don't want you to go with him, you are, Mrs. Zhou, not Mrs. Jiang." ”

Jiang Yan was already asleep.

Zhou Sibai knew it, but he only dared to tell her these words at this time.

Because he has low self-esteem and pride, it is okay for him to die directly, but there are some words that he can't ask.

Jiang Zheng and her also had a vigorous love, and now, he Zhou Sibai is a cripple, but Jiang Zheng is becoming more and more upright and calm, and he has always been a proud person, and he is ashamed of himself.

He himself felt that he couldn't compare to Jiang Zheng, let alone others?

No one knew how afraid he was of Jiang Yan when he saw Jiang Zheng and Jiang Yan standing together, and besides that, the reason why he left without looking back was because he also felt that they were a good match.

But Zhou Sibai was unwilling to let the word "general match" be used on her and others.

But he also had no reason to stop Jiang Yan from finding someone better.

He couldn't let her go, and he selfishly tied her to his own drag.

He didn't have the courage to part with them, so he had to dodge.

Fortunately, Jiang Yan came to him.

Zhou Sibai's hanging heart finally landed.

He hugged the person in his arms tightly, in fact, he was not good enough for her, and he didn't even give her the least sense of security.

It's just that he is still very happy today, because she really cares about him.

More than he could have imagined.

——

……

Doctor Ye finished the examination for Zhou Sibai and frowned: "What do your foreign doctors say?" “

He said calmly: "It's not good. ”

"Since it's not good, why do you have to go back to China in such a hurry?" Dr. Yip's face was ugly.

He thinks that Zhou Sibai should not be unaware of his own physical condition, and now that he is like this, it may be okay to look at it, but there will still be a risk of paralysis at any time.

Maybe he got up one day, went up the stairs one day, fell asleep one day, and these seemingly ordinary times may make him doomed.

It was rare for Zhou Sibai not to put on a show, and his face was not cold, "I plan to go back soon." ”

"Tossing back and forth, your body is enough to choke."

He didn't speak, and after a long time, he asked without any tone: "You say, I don't have a chance to fully recover?" ”

Dr. Yip was silent.

This is the answer that everyone knows.

Zhou Sibai paused, and then said, "If you can recover, it will be good." Did You Know...... Do you know, I especially want to ......" There was a subtle choking in his voice, "I especially want to be with Ah Yan for the rest of my life?" ”

Dr. Ye was a little moved, how Zhou Sibai survived from a desperate situation and how he escaped from death, he was a witness.

Everyone thought he couldn't hold on, and there were many times when his eyes were foggy, he was very tired, and he wanted to leave. But as long as someone around him mentions the word "Ah Yan", he can always regain his clarity in an instant.

Zhou Sibai is better than dead, but he must live, because someone is waiting for him.

He is not alone, someone is waiting for him.

Dying for a person is not terrible, it is not difficult.

It is rare to fight death for a person.

Zhou Sibai's life and death were done for Jiang Yan.

It is hard to imagine that such an aristocratic family would have such a person.

Dr. Ye tried to make his voice sound calmer: "You used to be able to survive, and now you can." There will always be miracles. ”

Zhou Sibai smiled: "It's too bitter to be alone, and I still want someone to accompany me." ”

"Miss Jiang is also a good person, tell her, she will understand you and accompany you."

Zhou Sibai said: "I don't want to drag it out any longer, I think she is probably willing to accompany me to suffer." ”

That hurdle, even if he procrastinates again and again, he still has to step through it in the end.

——

……

When Zhou Sibai returned home, Jiang Yan seemed to have just gotten up and was sorting out his things.

She packed an entire suitcase.

Zhou Sibai glanced at her several times, and said lightly, "Do you want to go out?" ”

"I want to go out for a few days, it's too boring at home." She laughed.

Zhou Sibai was silent for a while, and said, "It's good to go out for a walk." ”

However, Jiang Yan had no intention of asking him out, and until she opened the door and left, she didn't tell him where she was going, or who she was going with, or whether she was alone.

Zhou Sibai said: "Do you want to go alone? ”

"Hmm."

"How many days will you be back?"

"Three or five days."

Zhou Sibai paused and said okay.

The next moment Jiang Yan pushed open the door and went out, Zhou Sibai looked for someone to find the place where she went.

As a result, the assistant only told him that other things could not be found, but Jiang Yan did not leave alone.

At this point, the assistant began to hesitate.

Zhou Sibai frowned and asked who he was.

"It's Jiang Zheng." The assistant didn't dare to say this.

Zhou Sibai was stunned for a while before hanging up the phone.

In the next few days, he saw Jiang Yan posting on Moments every day, and at first it was a personal photo, but Zhou Sibai couldn't help but guess who the person who took the picture of her was, whether it would be Jiang Zheng.

Until the fourth day, it was a man's back that appeared, and the background should be on the seaside, and Jiang Yan acted as a designer.

Zhou Sibai didn't need to guess to know that person was Jiang Zheng.

He sat on the sofa in a daze for a long time, picked up his mobile phone several times and wanted to call Jiang Yan, but gave up, and finally went back to the room and lay down on the bed a little lonely.

In the middle of the night, Zhou Sibai called the helper and said that he was going to Nigeria: "Ah Yan is there." ”

The assistant was surprised, and he didn't know how Zhou Si Baiguang could see it based on a few photos.

But as long as you are careful enough, you can find that one of Jiang Yan's photos has an address.

The assistant went to do it overnight.

——

……

Nigeria is actually quite primitive tribes, and the people have distinctive local characteristics.

After Su Tantan took care of Xie Yi, when he walked out of the hut, he saw that Jiang Yan had already gotten up.

"Wake up so early?"

"Waiting for the sunrise."

It's another day.

The person who should have arrived has not yet appeared.

Jiang Yan looked back at Su Tan Tan, at this moment she was dressed simply, plain face, no one would believe that she was a big star, and no one would think that she was once a broad wife.

"I'm leaving." She said.

Su Tantan nodded, "I'll play later." ”

Jiang Yan pondered for a while and asked, "What about you, won't you go?" ”

"There's a big living person waiting for me to take care of here, how can I go back?" Su Tan Tan smiled.

"But in China, there are two big living people waiting for you."

This sentence smoothly made Su Tantan's smile lighten, "Actually, our little cub doesn't like me very much, anyway, if you don't kiss me, what else will I do when I go back?" ”

Jiang Yan said, "However, every time your children see me, they start to reflexively search for me. ”

She and Su Tantan are often together, so as soon as she appears, the child begins to look for Su Tantan, sweeping back and forth with wide eyes in anticipation every time, and finally leans on his father in frustration and does not move.

"Ye Xun said, the child doesn't dare to shout now, because he thinks it's your fault for leaving him, and now it's okay, he is almost silent, afraid that if he calls, he will never see you again." The child thought simply, thinking that if he didn't make Ma Ma angry, Ma Ma would come back.

Su Tantan's expression retracted: "It's all your words." ”

Jiang Yan stared at her, "You just don't want to leave, because the person you love is here, there is no need to veto the child's love for you." ”

Su Tan Tan turned around and entered the house.

And Jiang Yan also bought a plane ticket.

She and Jiang Zheng gathered, and the two of them prepared to go back.

The airport was crowded with people, Nigeria was not very safe, and Jiang Zheng was afraid that she would be lost, so he used his hands to protect her all the way.

Then Jiang Yan saw Zhou Sibai, or seemed to want to step forward, and when he saw Jiang Zheng stretching out his hand to cut her hair, he retracted it.

Then he stood in place, a little dazed, not knowing what to do.

Jiang Yan paused, took out his mobile phone and called him.

Zhou Sibai picked up quickly.

Jiang Yan pretended not to find him and said, "I will return to China today." ”

Zhou Sibai said, "Have you been with Jiang Zheng these days?" ”

"Yes." At last.

But it's just a drop-by.

She saw Zhou Sibai wipe his face, and squatted down in public, his tone was inexplicable, in short, he was a little inferior: "What did I do badly?" ”