Chapter 32: Fei Fei, it's not just you who suffer
"Well, I'm in a much better situation than you." Lu Chengan didn't want to say more to him, there were still many things that had to be found out, and before Qin Shixiao did it again, protect Ling Feifei. Qin Shixiao's methods, Lu Chengan is too clear, although it ...... But it's still not time. But if Ling Feifei was touched, he didn't mind acting in advance.
The only pity is that Lu Yuanxi is still in the dark.
Seeing Bai Muya in the Lu family was very surprising to Lu Chengan.
He hadn't seen that woman in Lu for a long time. It's also quite self-conscious.
"Cheng'an." She stepped forward, looking down-to-earth and generous, in line with her status as a lady and a lady. "I want to talk to you."
"I don't think there's anything to talk about between us." Lu Chengan has always had this attitude towards Bai Muya.
She's used to it.
"Cheng'an." Bai Muya lowered her figure and smiled at Lu Chengan. "You don't want to talk to me about Ling Feifei?"
Ling Feifei.
Lu Chengan gave her ten minutes, in the café under Lu's.
All she said was Ling Feifei's affairs in the United States, and Ling Feifei began to live with Lu Chengan in the United States, and he was very bored to hear it. Looking at Bai Muya's eyes, it became colder and colder.
"Ling Feifei is not the clean woman she was back then, Cheng'an, I don't think she is worthy of you. Haven't you always been perfectionist? “
"Miss Bai, I don't think this matter has anything to do with you." Lu Chengan sneered twice, looking at her eyes, his face condensed. "It's good to do it yourself."
"Cheng'an." Bai Muya caught up, looking unwilling. "Why? I can't compare to Ling Feifei, I don't understand, for so many years, she has been with other men in the United States, but I am the one who has always been by your side, isn't it? ”
"Get out of the way." Lu Chengan didn't want to see Bai Muya's face.
In his eyes, that face seemed to be painted as a palette.
Yes, everyone said that Bai Muya's conditions were much better than Ling Feifei's, but with her femme fatale, Lu Chengan also looked down on her.
"Cheng'an." Bai Muya was unrelenting, she hadn't seen Lu Chengan for so many days, but now she finally saw it, of course she was unwilling. Clung to his side, he had a pitiful look on his face.
Ling Feifei happened to be on vacation and was taken to this café by Du Miaoxi, and before she entered the door, she saw Bai Muya pulling Lu Chengan's clothes and walking out.
The real enemy has a narrow road.
However, Ling Feifei has always been reluctant to explore people's privacy, and she is not interested in other people's lives.
Every woman has something to be respectable and fearful, and Bai Muya is the same. Such a high-ranking woman can be willing to chase a man for so many years, and it doesn't matter if she doesn't have any return, Ling Feifei has always lacked such dedication.
Du Miaoxi smiled, very embarrassed, touched her little nose, and pulled Ling Feifei's little hand.
"Let's change stores."
"No, you don't." She shook her head, grabbed Du Miaoxi's little hand, and walked around directly.
"Ling Feifei."
Fuck, this woman really doesn't care at all.
Lu Chengan was so angry that his mind was dizzy, so he stepped forward directly and held her little hand tightly. "You don't care? You don't care who's standing next to me, do you? ”
"Hmm." Ling Feifei responded.
She thought that her facial expressions must be well controlled by now.
She still didn't wear makeup, but she just wore a little lipstick, which should be retro Chinese red, which looked a little dark. But it's amazing, with Ling Feifei's face, there is an inexplicable poignant feeling, which makes her whole person float in the air, without a single sense of realism.
He was a little anxious, and grabbed Ling Feifei's hand tightly.
"Ling Feifei, where is your heart?"
"Dead, dead six years ago."
Hatred welled up in her eyes.
It turned out that she still hated it.
Lu Chengan laughed twice. This reunion was bland and terrible, as if between them, there was no time between them for six years, as if Ling Feifei was still indifferent to him, but I didn't expect that this woman still hated him in her heart.
Amazing, amazing Ling Feifei.
"Okay, okay." He sighed and stumbled out the door.
Bai Muya seemed to see some great opportunity and followed.
Du Miaoxi looked worried.
Ling Feifei still chose a location facing the street, and she could see the traffic outside.
It started to rain again, and the pedestrians on the street were wearing colorful umbrellas, which was also very beautiful.
"Fei Fei......" Du Miaoxi pursed her mouth. Isn't that a chance for that little slut? ”
"It doesn't matter." Ling Feifei shook her head, there are times in life when you have to have it, and there is no time in life when you don't force it. She already knew that. It's just still hard to do. Especially in the treatment of feelings, if it weren't for Haohao now, maybe she still wouldn't be able to see it.
Forehead.
Du Miaoxi couldn't understand Ling Feifei more and more.
It's so hard for yourself, isn't it your own pain?
With her temperament, she is willing to be an enemy. You won't make yourself feel bad either.
As soon as I arrived at the Repulse Bay villa, I heard Ling Hao's laughter, followed by Lu Chengan's voice.
Unbelievable, she originally thought that Lu Chengan would go on a date with Du Miaoxi, but she didn't expect it to be not at all.
He actually went home to spend time with his children?
As soon as she walked in the door, she saw Lu Chengan standing by the door, with a few dark clouds flying on his face.
"Something?"
"The day after tomorrow is my mother's birthday."
"The day after tomorrow?"
Ling Feifei was a little surprised, it's the end of November now, but isn't Qin Shixiao's birthday in spring?
"Isn't it April?"
"It's not."
Ling Feifei didn't think much about it, looking at Lu Chengan's serious look, she thought that he was going to play some kind of ghost idea, and hurriedly said, "I won't go to Lu's house." ”
"Well, no." Lu Chengan smiled, "I don't think you're happy today." ”
"Look at me?"
This man is really boring. On the surface, he left, but he still hid somewhere and watched her.
"Well, it's up to you." He didn't shy away from it, "Feifei, accompany me to a place the day after tomorrow." “
Ling Feifei originally wanted to refuse, but looking at his rare serious appearance, she still relented and nodded. That's a promise.
It was foggy that day, and I always felt like it was going to snow. The weather was very dry, and Ling Feifei only applied lipstick before going out.
According to Lu Cheng'an's words, today is Qin Shixiao's birthday, but they did not go to Lu's house, but came to the south of the city.
They entered a hospital, although this is not unusual, but Lu Chengan brought her here, but it was a psychiatric hospital.
That's ......
"Here?" Ling Feifei glanced at Lu Chengan with certainty. "What are you doing here?"
"You'll find out in a moment." His eyes were shining, and there was a little condensation between his eyebrows. "Actually, if I had known, between us, we wouldn't have come this far."
Ling Feifei couldn't understand what he was saying in his heart.
A doctor in a white coat walked out, but he didn't expect it to be an old acquaintance.
It turned out to be Kim Suxi.
"Fifi." She smiled at Ling Feifei, still looking very kind as usual.
She always thought that Jin Suxi was working in a place like Huazhong Hospital, but she didn't expect it to be.
"Su Xi, it turns out that you work here."
"...... here," Kim Suxi smiled. Sort it off. ”
She didn't know what that "forget it" meant, but the atmosphere here was gloomy, which made Ling Feifei feel panicked.
She didn't like the environment, she didn't like it very much.
If it weren't for the man in front of her, perhaps, she wouldn't have come in at all.
They followed Kim Su-seo to a ward, and they could see that this ward was a little better than the others.
There was also only one person inside.
Looking at the window, she was only thirty or forty years old, with a fair face and bright eyes, like a child.
It can be seen that when she was young, she was also a beauty.
"What is this?" The more Ling Feifei thought about it, the more wrong it became, Lu Chengan today was too strange. She glanced at him and saw that his eyes were red and his fists were clenched. "Lu Cheng'an?"
"Hmm." He answered and glanced at Jin Suxi.
"I've already bought it." After a while, I saw Jin Suxi coming over with a small cake. There are a few candles on it.
In such a deserted place, it seems particularly warm.
When the people inside saw someone coming, they were obviously a lot excited, and the light in their eyes became deeper and deeper.
Ling Feifei looked at the man's eyebrows and eyes, and suddenly understood.
She smiled faintly.
If a woman knows how to deal with everything with a smile, then it means that she has matured. Talking to a mature woman is a lucky thing for a man. Lu Chengan is now enjoying this luck alone.
Looking at her as if she knew it well, Lu Chengan only felt that this also reduced his unlimited embarrassment.
Needless to say, she is a good woman.
"Happy birthday, auntie." Ling Feifei smiled at the man, with a bit of respect on her face.
Jin Suxi discovered Ling Feifei's courage for the first time.
She is not a little woman in the real sense, I have to say that such a woman is very suitable for Lu Chengan.
When he went back, Lu Chengan was very silent.
It began to rain again outside, dripping and hitting the windows of the car, forming small ditches, which were sealed and blown and skewed again.
"I've always said you have beautiful eyes, and now I finally know who they look like."
"You're not afraid?"
"Don't be afraid." Ling Feifei smiled more and more calmly, "On the contrary, it is much easier, in the past, because of you, I always wanted to handle the relationship with Ms. Qin, at least not to embarrass you, but now, I don't need it, right?" ”
"Hmm." Lu Chengan nodded, he didn't want to see Ling Feifei trying to please Qin Shixiao in every way because of himself.
What's more, that woman has always been unkind, and Ling Feifei has nowhere to deal with her.
It's not worth it.
He patted Ling Feifei's little hand and smiled.
"It's the right thing to bring you."
"When did you find out?"
"Too much has happened in the past few years, Fei Fei, it's not just you who suffer."
Ling Feifei only felt that these two or three sentences were particularly poignant.
By the time I got back to Repulse Bay, it was already past nine o'clock in the evening.
Plus it rained, and it was very cold.
Ling Feifei sat on the bed with a notebook in her arms.
I didn't know what I wanted to do, but after thinking about it, I still wrote a song that she was going to release on Thanksgiving, and the name was "The White Giant".
In December, a snowstorm finally arrived.
This is the first snow, and it is white outside, but it is actually very beautiful. Ling Feifei was wrapped in a white down jacket, looking at the snow flying in the sky, she seemed to have traveled to six years ago in an instant.