"My mother also told me not to tell me the name of my father's enemy, for fear that he would be too impulsive and would go to the yamen to complain, if he provoked a powerful person, he would be beaten to death. And then my mother died. ”

"When she died, her hand was still tightly grasping my hand and refused to let go, her eyes did not close, she stared at me directly, her eyes were full of unwillingness. Her hands grew stiff and cold, so cold that I felt a tingle to my bones. ”

"Say no more, don't say it again." Shao Nanting held his head and roared in a low voice.

He didn't want to listen to it anymore, he didn't want to hear a word anymore.

Every word he heard reminded him of what a terrible man he was when he was sixteen.

Although he didn't get on the pregnant woman because he was dirty, he did push down Fu Furong, who was still a child at the time, and he did watch the pregnant woman suffer coldly.

He didn't do anything, he wasn't a direct executioner, but he was an accomplice, so in her eyes, he was a demon, and that's right.

"Why, I dared to do it at the beginning, but now I don't dare to listen to it?" Fu Furong smiled coldly and said.

Afterwards, Fu Furong didn't care about Shao Nanting's head and looked unwilling to listen, and continued: "At that time, I guarded my mother's dead corpse and followed her with big eyes. ”

"Can you feel my despair at that time? I was only eight years old at the time, eight years old, what can I understand? I couldn't do anything but be afraid, I couldn't do anything but sit. Fu Furong's voice was full of resentment.

Shao Nanting sat on the fence of the wooden gate, listening to Fu Furong's story, trying to think about the scene at that time.

But he found that he couldn't imagine it.

At this moment, he even felt sorry for her when she was still a child.

"Later, when it got dark, my dad came back. As usual, he began to call my mother's and my mother's names at the door, and his voice was very joyful. There was no light in the house, and I heard him muttering about whether we had slept or how we had slept so well today. ”

"It wasn't until later that my father entered the house, smelled the blood in the house, called my name and my mother's name in shock, and then looked for the lamp in a panic."

"When my dad found the light and saw the scene inside the house, he was stunned. He tried his best and kept calling my mother's name, but my mother was already dead, how could she promise him? Even my mother's body was stiff at that time. ”

Fu Furong was already in tears.

Thinking of the scene at that time, even now, she is still a little painful.

Shao Nanting looked up at Fu Furong, her eyes were dull, and she didn't know what she was thinking.

Fu Furong continued: "I am a sinner, I killed my father. ”

After this, she was silent for a long time without speaking.

Shao Nanting moved his lips, but in the end he didn't ask.

"At that time, my mother said that I was not allowed to tell my father your name, but I didn't listen, I told all the scenes at that time, in fact, I don't need to say it, my father saw the scene under my mother, and he also understood in his heart. Then my father heard me say your name again, and he directly pushed my mother's body and took me to the Yamen of Jingzhao Mansion to complain. ”

"Six years ago, Jingzhao Mansion Yin was not what it is now, I remember that person at that time, with a big belly and a greasy face, when he saw my mother's corpse, he was indignant and said that he would definitely help us get justice, but when my father said that the person he wanted to sue was Shao Nanting, his face suddenly changed. But he didn't turn my father away, but brought me into the yamen. ”

"Do you know why it's my dad and not us? Because although my father was angry at the time, he was also sensible. He told me not to follow him, but to watch the excitement with the crowd at the door, and told me to pay attention to the faces of the people in the yamen, to remember their reactions, and to tell him when I turned around. ”

"I saw Jingzhao Mansion Yin's face, but I didn't have time to tell my father. Because my father never came out after he was brought in. ”

"After my father went in with my mother's body, he didn't come out that day. I was a child, and I didn't even have a copper plate on my body, so I could only sit in the corner opposite the yamen, waiting, looking forward to it. At that time, my mother's case was quite a big trouble, so the next day there were many well-wishers who asked how my mother's case was going to go. And the yamen later posted a list and gave a reply. ”

"I couldn't read the words, so I asked the lively uncle, and he told me that the people who did evil things to my mother have been punished, and my father has taken my mother out of the yamen."

"But no, my father never went out of the yamen at all, I waited, I watched, they lied to people."

"Maybe it's because the things I've experienced one after another are too complicated, so that I have opened my mind, understood things, and knew that I can't make a noise, because if I make a noise, maybe I will be taken in like my father, and I will never be able to come out again."

So I waited at the gate of the government office to the back door of the government office. In my mind, no matter what they did to my father, they had to let him out, and the gate must be impossible, it could only be the back door, so I went. ”

"That night, I was sleeping in a daze on the corner of the street, when I heard a movement coming from the back door, and a few officials came out carrying two straw mats, and they were talking."

"They said that my father was stupid, and he dared to come to sue the second son of Prince Gong's mansion, and said that the matter was related to the son of Lord Fu Yin, and they also ran to report to the official under the nose of Lord Fu Yin, isn't that looking for death?"

"At this point, I know two enemies, one is the son of Fu Yin at that time, and the other is you. I followed the officials to the outskirts and watched them leave my father and mother in a mass grave. They didn't even dig a pit to bury my mom and dad. ”

When Fu Furong said this, the rise and fall of her chest intensified, and then Shao Nanting saw her smile at him.

She said, "Don't ask me how I managed to keep up with those officials before they were discovered, because I don't know why." ”

"Later, I dug a pit with my hands in an attempt to bury my father and mother. But I was too young, tired and hungry to dig at all. I dug for two days and two nights, and finally collapsed next to my father's corpse from exhaustion. At that time, I cried, my tears had long since dried up, my eyes were astringent, and I couldn't make a sound. ”

"Until a person's face appeared in front of my eyes, and that person was His Royal Highness the Prince."

"He ordered his men to dig a pit to bury my parents, and he was the one who brought me back and saved me from almost dying. Later, I was grateful to His Highness and gave up. When I learned that he was the son of Prince Gong, I tried to escape. ”

"Because I know that you are the second son of Prince Gong's mansion, and he is the prince, and he is your brother. Later, I was arrested, and although Shizi was cold, he patiently asked me why I wanted to escape. I was in despair, knowing that I couldn't escape, so I simply broke the jar and told him everything. ”

"I thought I was going to die, because my enemy was his brother, and the person I was going to kill was his brother. But he didn't do anything to me, he even said to help me get revenge. Then he found out the whereabouts of the other three people and killed them. And you, he handed it over to me. He asked me to lurk by your side, to be a pawn for him, and when he couldn't use me, your life would be mine. Your Highness helped me solve three of the four enemies, and I am grateful to him, and although you did not attack my mother, you are also an accomplice, so I will not let you go. ”

"Later, I willingly entered the Qinglou under his arrangement and came to your side. Didn't you ask me if I gave it to you the first time? I told you at the time that it wasn't. Now I'm telling you, yes. ”

"I learned a lot of skills in serving men under the arrangement of His Highness, and even learned all kinds of ways to make myself seductive. That's why when you're with me for the first time, you're obsessed with me and can't help yourself. ”

"Six years ago you were only eight years old, and you and I were more than a year ago, when you were only thirteen years old, how can you develop so well?" Shao Nanting asked in a hoarse voice.

This is also a question that Shao Nanting is extremely puzzled about.

Because when he was with Fu Furong more than a year ago, Fu Furong already looked like she had grown up, and Fu Furong said that she was sixteen years old at that time, and he didn't suspect it at all.

And now that I think about it, she was only thirteen years old at the time, how could she look so good?

"Because I am young and have not grown yet, and I can't wait that long, I specially asked His Highness to prepare and drink medicine that can promote growth. So the body you have seen for more than a year has been born out of it, and it is what I will look like many years later. Fu Furong kindly solved his confusion.

Shao Nanting's Adam's apple rolled, and he asked with a complicated look: "Is that medicine harmful to the body?" ”

"Yes, how could it not be." Fu Furong glanced at him strangely: "How can there be a free lunch in this world?" Nope. That medicine can make me grow taller and grow faster, but it will damage my body, and I think it's almost a lifetime in exchange. I've been drinking for almost two years, and if I want to lose my life, I guess I'll have to break it for twenty years, right? ”

Shao Nanting's body trembled, unable to speak.

She drank the medicine for two years and lived for twenty years, which means that if she could have lived to be sixty years old, she would only be able to live for more than twenty years now.

In fact, if you think about it, he doesn't lose.

He has done a lot of bad things, and now that retribution is coming, he should also deserve it.

And with him buried, there is also a girl's best decades of life, so thinking about it, he still earns it.

Shao Nanting thought about it and suddenly smiled.

He looked up at Fu Furong and cried with a smile: "I'm sorry." ”

I'm sorry that I became an accomplice to the executioner in the first place but didn't stop it, I'm sorry that you paid for decades of your life and suffered a lot for revenge, I'm sorry...... Ruined your life.

Perhaps because of the love in his heart for dealing with Furong, Shao Nanting, who was selfish at this moment, also regretted it.