When I was in high school, I could often see things that everyone couldn't see because of my yin and yang eyes, and many of my classmates were reluctant to play with me.

They saw me as an anomaly, even like a broomstick. In their eyes, as long as they are with me, they will definitely run into dirty things, and over time, everyone will not want to be friends with me.

But it's not my fault!

In the classroom, no one wants to be at the same table with me, and I sit at one desk by one person every semester.

When I wanted to ask the teacher questions, he would deliberately avoid me, as if I was the plague god in their eyes.

And I, for them, am indeed a plague god.

Many times in the bathroom, I overheard several girls in my class getting together and saying bad things about me.

"I'm telling you, you must not have anything to do with the white paper kite in our class, I heard that the sisters who played with her before all had big problems."

"I've heard she can see dirty things. Many people were afraid to play with her anymore, and even the teacher deliberately avoided her. ”

"Anyway, it's better to stay away from her in the future, so as not to be unlucky with her."

Hearing the words of those girls, my tears kept burning my cheeks. The friends I played with had accidents, either broke their legs or had inexplicable bruises all over their bodies.

Many times I have been called parents, and my parents are very helpless about this matter, not only have to apologize to the parents of other children, but also have to be scolded together.

I'm sad, it's good that I'm taking on all this alone, and I don't want my parents to be involved.

After hearing about what happened to me at school, my parents decisively changed schools for me and gave me a new environment.

My mother told me again and again that I should never tell others that I have yin and yang eyes, and even if I saw some people that others could not see, I should not talk nonsense to others, otherwise everyone would slowly alienate me and ignore me.

I had the experience of being disliked and ignored by my classmates, and I took my mother's words to heart, and in school, even if I saw some strange people and things, I would not tell other classmates.

And because I can see those things, sometimes I save them because of it.

For example, if a ghost wants to stumble on my classmates, I will persuade him not to do so. For example, if someone keeps pestering a classmate and making her neck very uncomfortable, I will talk to the little ghost on his neck and let him go. For example, when the ghosts play pranks on their classmates, I will help them resolve them.

I am doing more and more, and my classmates are willing to be friends with me because of my help.

For the first time, I also enjoyed the joy of being surrounded by friends.

I gradually forgot the fact that I had yin and yang eyes, and made this kind of helping others my daily life.

My classmates were willing to play with me, and I gradually integrated into the class.

However, because of my joy in helping others, I have offended many ghosts, which makes the ghosts around me more and more numerous.

They often appear in my head, in mid-air, and in that large area of ghosts, only I can see.

The black oppression enveloped me like a cloud.

I have gained a lot of friends, but at the same time I have lost many opportunities to atone for my sins, and the ghosts will gradually move away from me.

And I'll be unlucky, and everything won't go well!

In order to get a lot of friends for myself, I made it a precondition for sacrificing myself.

My parents gradually found out that there was something wrong with my body and were shocked to hear about what was happening at school!

My mother told me not to say that you could see it, but she didn't ask you to help people solve all kinds of problems. Although this is the right thing to do, it is not allowed for a constitution like yours.

Once again, my approach was rejected by my parents.

They began to teach me not to see good and evil, not to hurt myself for the sake of having friends, and not to hurt others for the sake of myself.

And just like that, I became a spectator!

I could see my classmates haunted by ghosts, but I could only watch from the sidelines, not daring to do anything.

After socializing normally with my classmates and trying to be an ordinary person, I finally successfully passed the entire academic year of my freshman year of high school without any problems.

The method my mother told me did work, but I was sad inside.

Because I didn't help anyone, I could only watch some of them leave me, and I could save them.

Guilt, self-blame, I would hide in the corner and cry silently in pain.

I can't change anything, but I can see what happens......

It was torture for me......

Gradually, in high school I became apathetic, became passable, and became selfish.

The classmates around me get along plainly, and they treat everything around them with a normal attitude.

Dealing with those ghosts that encountered, there is no longer the state of mind that used to try to help, but all this is a task of self-reconciliation.

There are more and more ghosts helping, and I wonder if the sins I committed in my previous life have been atoned for?

I don't care about that anymore, though, because my heart has gradually become cold.

At the beginning of the sophomore semester, there was a girl in the class, she was very beautiful, lively and cute, and had a cheerful personality, much like when I first entered high school.

One day, when a few of us girls got together to discuss a problem, I saw a strange person walk into the classroom, and I didn't speak, but took it as a normal thing.

However, the newly transferred girl let out a scream and told us, "Just ...... I saw a ghost come in. ”

When she said this, the other girls were scared half to death.

Later, when she was in class, on the rooftop of the teaching building, or even in the teacher's office, she would often say where are the ghosts?

It turns out that she, like me, is also a person with yin and yang eyes and can see dirty things.

It's just that she's acting a lot like I was now, and she's stupid at the same time.

After less than a month, everyone really began to distance themselves from him, no one wanted to play with her, even the teacher was far away from her.

After everyone ignored her like this, her personality no longer became so lively, but became more and more gloomy.

From head to toe, there is an aura full of negative energy.

I wanted to tell her why she was the way she was, but my mother told me not to trouble myself, so I didn't say it.

Unexpectedly, because I didn't say it, the girl committed suicide by jumping off the rooftop......

This incident caused a sensation throughout the school, and I looked at the girl's body and suddenly burst into tears.

Because, she stood in front of me and said to me with an evil face: "When I was alive, you couldn't see me, but now that I'm dead, you can always see me, right?" ”