Chapter 83: Even
Doctor Ye looked at his painful appearance and frowned, "You'd better go to the hospital for treatment as soon as possible, if you don't pay attention to it, it will only cause you more pain."
Zhou Sibai said lightly: "Even if you go to the hospital, it is impossible to completely cure this pain, isn't it, what is the difference between a few days earlier and a few days later." ”
"But it's better to suppress it than to let it develop, Mr. Zhou, if you don't care for your own body, then who wants to love you."
Zhou Sibai tugged at the corners of his mouth, and finally leaned on the sofa with his eyes closed and didn't speak, obviously tired.
Although Dr. Yip has never endured this kind of pain, he has heard other patients describe that sometimes the pain is almost worse than death.
It can be seen how endurable Zhou Sibai is, at least Dr. Ye has never had a chance to see him in pain and can't help but scream.
Doctor Ye took his eyes off him and sighed, "It's not that you don't know how weak your body is, and it's even worse if you don't recuperate. ”
Zhou Sibai still didn't speak.
Of course, Dr. Yip knew that he knew everything, otherwise he would not have made these decisions now.
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When Jiang Yan was slightly awake, she found that she was sitting on the bed at home, and the sound downstairs made her a little vigilant, she got up and went downstairs by holding on to the wall all the way, and then found that Nan Sui was making tea for her in the kitchen.
She paused, and her memory quickly returned, it was Nan Sui who sent her home.
"Awake?" He looked at her with a smile, pulled out a chair, and motioned for him to sit.
Jiang Yan's voice was as hoarse as pouring sand because of the destruction of alcohol. She said, "Doctor Nan, don't bother you so much, you can go, I'll just sleep." ”
Nan Sui said patiently: "You're welcome, you are my patient, and taking care of you is what you should have." Also, I always thought ......" He wasn't sure if he would offend her by saying it.
"Why?"
"I thought you were a very cold person, and your emotions shouldn't go up and down like this."
Jiang Yan smiled: "Doctor Nan, you overestimate me, I am also a person, but there are very few people who can make me feel this kind of emotion." ”
When he heard this, he raised his eyebrows quietly, knowing in his heart who the person in her mouth was, but he didn't speak, and then turned around to bring the decanting tea.
Jiang Yan said: "Doctor Nan, do you think that in this world, if you forget a person, is it God's will? ”
He said softly, "I think so, maybe this perception itself is wrong. ”
She was silent for a moment and asked him in a low voice, "Would you like to hear my story?" ”
Nan Sui said: "Everyone has their own past, let the past pass, in fact, there is no need for outsiders to know." ”
That's not to know.
Jiang Yan didn't say anything.
A woman was at home, she had no intention of staying, and soon found an excuse to let Nan Sui go, but the latter was quite reasonable, and only told her to pay attention to her body twice, and left.
But Jiang Yan couldn't sleep after taking tranquilizers this night, her brain was shackled, Zhou Sibai and Su Yiyan were like a shackle, locking her to death.
She didn't care about Su Yiyan's provocative eyes and smug appearance. She was just stimulated by Zhou Sibai's confession to her.
In fact, when he said those words, Jiang Yan's first reaction was a blank in his mind. She can only drink, and if she doesn't drink, she doesn't know what kind of behavior she will make.
At that moment, her jealousy almost made her the kind of woman she hated the most.
Jiang Yan finally turned over and called Su Tantan, and after Xiao Sa heard the sound of her getting up, she also woke up from the kennel, crawled to her feet and rubbed it flatteringly, and then returned to her den and sat down.
Su Tan Tan didn't know what he was doing, and the phone was answered very slowly, "Hey? Just one word could tell that she was almost gasping for a dog.
Jiang Yan said: "Not free? ”
Apparently Ye Xun was busy over there.
Su Tan Tan kicked the man next to him, then turned over and sat up, and went to the balcony, a faint displeasure flashed on the man's face.
"Free." Su Tan Tan said flatteringly, "If you look for me, there is no such thing as being available, even if I am giving birth, I will go back and talk to you before continuing." But...... Ms. Jiang, you seem to have offended Mr. Ye today, and he wants to cut people with a stinky face at this moment. ”
"Isn't that you?" She laughed.
"That seems to be the case." Su Tan Tan said, "He dares to be polite to you, I will send their father and son on a day trip to the west." ”
Ye Xun glanced at her resentfully behind him and shrunk into the quilt.
"By the way, what's going on with you today?"
Jiang Yan paused and said, "Zhou Sibai is about to get engaged." ”
Su Tan Tan, who was still giggling, quieted down in an instant, and after a while, said, "Actually, this kind of thing knew before that it would definitely happen." Ah Yan, this is reality after all, not an idol drama. Idol dramas do pay attention to one-on-one, but this is not the case in life, if you miss it, you miss it. ”
She concluded: "Anyway, I think that your life with Zhou Sibai has come to an end." It's that you're still holding on to the past, you know? Zhou Sibai ......, let me tell you this, he left you and forgot about you, but he didn't have a bad time, do you know what I mean? ”
Su Tantan's words were nothing more than telling her that people should look forward, Zhou Sibai did it, and she was the only one who was stagnating.
Jiang Yan smiled, disagreed, and said, "He just forgot about me." ”
"Yes, indeed, but even if he still remembers you, can you really guarantee that you can live for the rest of your life, don't forget that among you, there is still Lu Liangyin. He doesn't blame you, can you guarantee that there is no gap in his heart? Do you dare to guarantee that he has no true feelings for Su Yiyan? Su Tan Tan wanted to say these words early in the morning, but he couldn't bear to say them.
Jiang Yan didn't speak.
"Ah Yan, I feel that you are paranoid now, it's not that you want to be with him more, you just feel that he should be yours."
She was stunned, and her hand holding the phone tightened.
Then for the first time, I hung up the phone without being polite.
Su Tan Tan had a headache, Jiang Yan was very smart, she must have considered Zhou Sibai's matter in all aspects, but she just didn't want to admit the fact that Zhou Sibai and her couldn't continue to be together.
The more Su Tan Tan thought about it, the more annoyed he became, and then picked up a pillow and threw it at Ye Xun.
The latter was stunned, and said with some incomprehensible grievances: "I worked hard today." ”
It was too hard, and the small bathroom was not enough for him, so he went back to the room halfway.
Su Tan Tan snorted coldly: "You didn't work hard yesterday, this is your punishment for yesterday." ”
Ye Xun said: "My son was here yesterday, and I was afraid that he would fall, so I was distracted." ”
"I understand that you like your son so much, do you like each other with neuropaths? All I beg you to spare me. Su Tantan's eyes were almost rolling to the sky.
Ye Xun said seriously: "My son is not a psychopath. ”
"You are."
"Me neither."
"There must be one between the son and you, who is?" Su Tan Tan narrowed his eyes.
Ye Xun thought for a moment and said, "My son is." ”
Su Tan Tan: "......"
It happened that the child had just woken up at this time, and when he heard this, he walked directly to Ye Xun and punched him in the leg.
"Ahhh!!h Rumor about me?
Ye Xun looked down at him.
"Ahhhh Who is stupid that you don't have points in your heart?
Ye Xun said: "You are stupid. ”
"Ahhh Don't push me to do horrible things, I'm crazy and even beat myself.
Ye Xun looked at him disapprovingly, thought for a moment, and breathed a sigh of relief: "It turns out that your mother is not wrong, you are really stupid." ”
Su Tan Tan thought to himself, he was half a catty and eight taels, and he was embarrassed to say it with fifty steps and a hundred steps.
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Jiang Yan went to the company the next day, and when he saw the female manager, he found that her face was not very good-looking.
It wasn't until the afternoon that she found out what was going on.
Yesterday, Zhou Sibai proposed, she just didn't bless it, and it has been spread all over the company.
In addition to being rude, most people laugh at her for being jealous.
"You don't know, when I opened my mouth to ask her to bless her yesterday, she was so dragged like that, and she didn't look at herself above." This is yesterday's female executive.
"She's not usually like this, she always feels that she is angry, and she takes herself too seriously."
"You don't know, every time she looks at Mr. Zhou's eyes, she looks like a fox spirit." The man spoke, and imitated it, which made everyone laugh.
"Miss Su is much more advanced than her, after all, cultured people are different."
During the lunch break, a few people gathered in the corner to discuss.
Jiang Yan also happened to be standing behind the entrance, and all the words were heard clearly.
Then I turned my head and saw Su Yiyan, who was also listening, who raised a smile at her, and her arrogant smile never retracted. She propped her hands on the table casually, and said with a smile: "Miss Jiang, they are just ignorant, I'm sorry for letting you hear this." ”
Jiang Yan didn't care.
Su Yiyan came up: "But they are not wrong, I graduated from the School of Medicine of Zhejiang University, although it is not a top, it is also a high degree, and I graduated with the first grade in my major that year." ”
Jiang Yan said, "Well, it's quite high. ”
Su Yiyan was about to say something, but the female manager walked over, her face full of surprise: "Secretary Jiang, you are really amazing, Harvard Master of Finance, this degree should have better development space without Huasha, right?" ”
The female manager really admired it, but it made Su Yiyan a little embarrassed, and the latter looked at her unhappily, and it took a long time before she smiled again.
"Miss Jiang, since you fit into a better place, then Hua Sha won't keep you." Su Yiyan's eyes were about to bend proudly, "Now that Si Bai is sick and hasn't come, when he comes, I will immediately ask him to send you a letter of resignation that satisfies you, what do you think?" ”
Jiang Yan smiled at her casually, but his heart was a little cold.
Because what Su Yiyan said was the truth.
When Nan Sui came to pick her up in the evening, Su Yiyan looked at the two of them, still smiling sarcastically.
It's probably just a nest that no one wants.
Then she twisted her waist and walked towards Nan Sui, patted him on the shoulder quite intimately, looked like an old acquaintance, and said, "Nan Sui, let's have a meal together in two days." ”
Nan Sui happened to have something to make clear to her, and it happened that Jiang Yan was there, and it would be more frank to agree in front of her, so he didn't refuse.
On the day of the meal, Nan Sui brought Jiang Yan with him.
After arriving, I found that Zhou Sibai was also there, he looked like he had just recovered from a serious illness, a little weak, but his spirit was fine. After seeing Jiang Yan and Nan Shi, he paused, and then turned his head indifferently and didn't look at them.
Su Yiyan pretended to be a good old man and warmly entertained them.
Jiang Yan hooked his lips at her.
The latter didn't see it, and said to Zhou Sibai gently: "Sibai, Dr. Nan is a friend I have known for many years, and I wanted to get together today, so I called you here, but I didn't expect him to bring his family with him, do you say it's a coincidence?" ”
Zhou Sibai said "um".
Jiang Yan didn't speak.
Nan Sui, however, showed a sarcastic smile that was not too obvious.
At the dinner, Su Yiyan has been adjusting the atmosphere.
asked Nan Sui again how he was with Jiang Yan.
Before the man could speak, he heard Su Yiyan say again: "By the way, the engagement banquet between me and Si Bai is already being prepared, and you two must come over at that time." ”
Nan Sui said congratulations.
But Jiang Yan said: "Let's wait until the day of the engagement banquet." ”
The deeper meaning is that there is not necessarily that day.
Su Yiyan's face changed.
And Zhou Sibai raised his head and glanced at her lightly.
Nan Sui also looked at her with dissatisfaction.
Su Yiyan's eyes were a little red, and she looked like she had been greatly wronged, and went to the bathroom.
After a while, Nan Sui also left.
Jiang Yan looked at Zhou Sibai with a smile, he was lowering his head and putting his hands upright on the table.
She stared at him for a long time, and then he looked up at her unhurriedly.
Zhou Sibai warned her coldly: "Miss Jiang, your words are too impolite. ”
Jiang Yan nodded and said, "Well, but I really can't bear it." ”
Jiang Yan said: "I was drunk that day, and I don't remember what I said very clearly, but you should know very well why I was so sad that night." ”
Zhou Sibai didn't look at her anymore, and only said lightly: "You said that you only came to the company to realize your own value." ”
"If you lie to you, you will believe it."
The corners of Jiang Yan's eyes were curved, very soft, his hand covered his, and he said softly: "Everyone says that I can't be with you anymore, but I like you just like you, and I can't change it." ”
Zhou Sibai's head hung down, his vision was unclear, and the expression on his face couldn't be seen.
Jiang Yan said a little sourly: "I don't want anything now, I only have ......"
He jerked to his feet and shook her off. The voice was so cold that it couldn't be colder: "Miss Jiang, self-respect." ”
How alienating the word "self-respect" is, everyone should understand.
"Do you really, have no feelings for me?" She said, "When I came in with Nan Sui just now, you were obviously a little unhappy. She didn't feel it when she was drunk that day, but she could see it clearly today.
People who don't know him may not be able to see it, but Jiang Yan knows him so well, he tilted his head and pursed his lips tightly, obviously meaning unhappy.
Zhou Sibai was silent for a while, and said lightly: "It's just because I'm unhappy to see you, not because of anything else." ”
He said again: "Miss Jiang, it's better that we don't see each other again in the future, and you don't want to come again for Huasha's work." ”
Jiang Yan was still smiling, but his eyes faded.
Again, she held out hope.
This kind of stupid woman's behavior, she does it more and more smoothly every time.
Nan Sui didn't know where he went, even if Jiang Yan sent him a message, he didn't reply.
She almost realized what kind of past there was between Nan Sui and Su Yiyan, and it seemed that she was quite willing to be Su Yiyan's spare tire. Jiang Yan had an intuition that Nan followed and didn't show up, because Su Yiyan deliberately retaliated against what she had just said.
The meal lasted until the end, and the other three were never seen again.
In the end, she took a taxi back alone.
Another day, when she returned to the company, the female manager told her the news of Zhou Sibai's dismissal. Now that she is not in an internship, there is no possibility that she will stay any longer.
The female manager sighed and said with some regret: "Actually, it's all because I didn't stop my mouth that day, otherwise you wouldn't have to leave." ”
Jiang Yan didn't speak, she just turned around and sorted out her things.
The female manager said: "Actually, from my personal point of view, Mr. Zhou is still a little more compatible with you, but Miss Su has been with him for eight years, and this relationship is still not simple." ”
Jiang Yan said absentmindedly: "Do you really think that they have been together for eight years?" ”
"They're very similar to each other."
She let out a "hmm", thinking casually, it turned out that Su Yiyan had even replaced this mode of getting along.
"Moreover, Mr. Zhou is also quite concerned about the engagement rings this time, and they are all designed by himself."
Jiang Yan smiled and said, "Manager, you don't have to tell me these words, because I won't have anything but heartache after listening to it." ”
The female manager paused: "How long have you liked Mr. Zhou...... where is there such an exaggeration.
"It's not short, it's been eight years." Jiang Yan said lightly.
She sorted out her things, stood up, and said, "Manager, then I'll go first." ”
The female manager said goodbye to her.
Jiang Yan said: "I'm kidding you, that is, every road I have can only go by myself." ”
After she left, the female manager felt that her back was indeed a little desolate, and the feeling of loneliness was almost oozing, obviously very young, but there was an uncontrollable sense of old age.
She sighed with emotion and was about to turn back, but when she saw Zhou Sibai standing not far away, she was startled and immediately greeted her warmly.
The latter nodded and said coldly: "Come down and take a turn." ”
And the spot that the advertising department can see as soon as you enter it happens to be empty at this time.
Zhou Sibai only glanced at it, then skipped it from the table, and was about to raise his foot to walk in, the female manager couldn't help but say: "Mr. Zhou, don't blame Secretary Jiang for always being easy to control the scale in front of you." ”
Zhou Sibai didn't speak.
The female manager said: "Miss Jiang, in fact, I have liked you for eight years, and there are several eight years in my life. ”
He closed his eyes, then walked in with his feet up, as if he hadn't heard her at all.
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Jiang Yan went to London.
There are some things that she can't let go so easily, and if she should ask clearly, she always has to ask clearly.
Jiang Yan thought that Zhou Yi would not see her so easily. But in fact, it was much easier than she expected, and she was able to contact him so easily.
Zhou Yi was as gentle and loving as ever, and told her that I hadn't seen her for a long time.
"I know you're coming to me today to ask me something." Zhou Yi said, "When Si Bai liked you at the beginning, I had no intention of breaking you up. It's just that it turns out that the two of you are not suitable, you are too extreme, Si Bai is with you, and he often suffers, even ......"
He almost lost his life.
Zhou Yi paused for a moment and said, "You like you, I can't help it." Now that he has forgotten, he naturally hopes that he can find a better one. So Ah Yan, I hope you can understand your uncle's heart as a father, and there is no choice but to be selfish. ”
Everybody's position is different.
Jiang Yan can't blame Zhou Yi, and he can't blame Zhou Sibai, thinking about it, the only thing he can blame is probably his life.
She smiled and said, "Uncle Zhou, I'll go first." ”
Zhou Yi nodded.
Not long after she left, a tall figure walked out of the compartment, thin, wearing a suit and looking extremely forbidden and lustful.
Zhou Yi glanced at him and shook his head: "Why bother." ”
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In the next half month, the climate of City A was almost the hottest.
Jiang Yan will still go to Nansui to see a doctor.
However, her insomnia seems to have improved a lot.
Nan Sui smiled gently: "If the insomnia is better, it means that you are recovering, and if you recuperate for a while, there should be no problem." ”
Jiang Yan said: "But I don't feel that my body is better. ”
Nan Sui explained to her, then looked at the time, it was almost time for dinner, and asked her if she wanted to go to dinner together.
She thought for a moment and said okay.
As a result, Jiang Yan took him to a tavern, and the people in it knew what Jiang Yan wanted without thinking about it, and he was obviously a frequent visitor here.
Nan Sui didn't think much about it at first, until he had a lot of wine, and then frowned.
No wonder Jiang Yan didn't have insomnia during this time, isn't it, after drinking so much wine, what is there to lose sleep?
Her posture of pouring wine made his brows tighten again, and he wanted to persuade him to drink, but he heard her say lightly: "Doctor Nan, you shouldn't be qualified to take care of my private affairs." ”
It's a must-drink.
Nan followed her, thinking that she hadn't been drinking for long, and there shouldn't be any major problems.
When he was done, he kindly sent her back.
But this time Nan Sui didn't stay, because Su Yiyan called him.
It is indeed easy for a drunk person to fall asleep when lying in bed.
In the middle of the night, she was awakened by a burning sensation in her stomach, and then a convulsion in her stomach. Jiang Yan stood up and wanted to find water to drink, but as soon as he took a step, he bent down and spit out a large mouthful of black blood.
Jiang Yan couldn't stand steadily, he sat on the ground a little weakly, and he was dizzy before he remembered that he should find someone to help, and Nan Sui was probably the best choice.
But the mobile phone was on the bed, and Jiang Yan couldn't move.
She crawled over, carefully covering her stomach, and dialed Nan Sui's phone with her mobile phone.
She said, "Dr. Nan. ”
The person on the other side paused for a moment and said indifferently, "I've found the wrong person." ”
Jiang Yan's brain was buzzing, where could he hear this sentence.
She only said, "Doctor Nan, I'm vomiting blood." ”
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