Son, you're here!

It's a simple five words, but the tone is full of strong feelings.

My heart trembled violently, from childhood to adulthood, I thought that I was the only one in my world, what is a father, what is fatherly love, I have never felt it, I only feel a little bit of maternal love from my adoptive mother, but there is always some isolation between me and my adoptive mother.

I didn't imagine that I would one day meet my own biological father, because I didn't think I had any biological parents, so I didn't dare to imagine it.

Until Steward Zhang told me that I was the son of the Zhang family and the head of the family was my father, my feelings could not be expressed in words, I couldn't believe that I actually had a father.

Between the rejection, there is an irrepressible expectation in my heart, even if Steward Zhang knows my life experience clearly, but I still can't be completely convinced.

I thought about countless scenarios of meeting my father, and I thought I would have many, many things to say to my father, but the moment my father spoke, I was silent, and I found that I couldn't say a word.

I remember when I was a child, when I went to school, everyone else had my father to pick me up, and my classmates could ride on my father's shoulders every time I got out of school, and I could only watch them from behind, envy them, and when I saw these scenes full of fatherly love, I could only hide in the bed at night and cry secretly.

How many years, how many years of longing for the father's love, I don't know what to use to describe the mood at this moment, my eyes are hazy, however, my father's figure is so clear.

My father slowly got up and stood up in front of me, his tall body like a mountain standing in front of me.

I looked up at my father, and as the years passed, his face had begun to have faint wrinkles, and even though he was full of black hair, he could faintly see some gray hair.

However, he still seems very energetic, he is not at all vicissitudes, but full of energy, he is so extraordinary, his eyes are like torches, like dragons, exuding a terrifying majesty.

But even though he is tall and tall, in front of my eyes, he still exudes a strong paternal care.

He stretched out his big palm, stroked half of my face, looked down at me, and said indifferently, "What are you thinking about in a daze?" ”

My father's hands already have some calluses, just like what he said, but I still feel his love as a father, perhaps, this is the blood connection, heart to heart induction.

To tell you the truth, before I came, I thought that if he was really my father, I would have to ask him why I was left behind, why I was kidnapped in a small village, why I couldn't have a full childhood like other children, there were too many whys, too many questions waiting for me to ask him.

But now, I find that no matter how much I resented him and blamed him before this, when I actually saw him, all the blame was covered by excitement and emotion. Too many years of longing, too sad to lose, so that at this moment to see him, I only have a heart full of joy, and the deepest love.

My dull face, mixed with tears, finally showed a happy smile, and choked up: "I was thinking, it turns out that I also have a father." ”

My father flicked my forehead and said angrily: "Of course you have a father, could it be that you jumped out of the stone?" ”

I really thought about it, when I was a child, I watched Journey to the West and knew that Sun Wukong jumped out of a stone, and I really fantasized about whether I jumped out of a stone, otherwise why I don't even know who my biological parents are.

My father suddenly hooked my shoulders and said, "I just swam a little bit, and now it's a little cold, let's go, come with me to the hot springs." ”

Before I could react, my father put on a bathrobe and took me away.

When passing by the living room, the sound of mahjong came again, and the father's more than ten wives Yingying Yanyan said: "Master, where are you going?" Didn't this little doll follow Lao Zhang just now? Why is it following you now? Who is he? ”

The father smiled at them and said, "This is my son." ”

The sound of mahjong rubbing suddenly stopped, and they all showed shocked faces, and my father didn't say anything more and continued to pull me away.

My father and I walked out of the living room, outside, and got into a four-wheeled electric scooter that drove all the way to the deepest part of the villa mountain.

The car drove for more than ten minutes, we came to a cave at the foot of the mountain, the cave is like a paradise, after exquisite decoration design, the cave has become very primitive, and the air is very good, a time to enter, feel the whole body has become very relaxed, very relieved.

My father didn't let me stop to enjoy the scenery, but took me straight into the depths of the cave until I reached the hot spring pool.

The hot spring pool is made of the most primitive stones, and my father took off his bathrobe and went down to the hot spring pool, and after sitting down, he was intoxicated at once, and exhaled a long breath, as if soaking in the hot spring was the most enjoyable thing in the world for him.

When he was soaking in the hot spring, I was still standing next to me and didn't move, he slowly opened his eyes, beckoned to me, and said, "Come down, what are you still doing in a daze?" ”

It's already spring, and it's neither hot nor cold, so it feels a bit silly to soak in the hot springs at this time.

But he was my father, and I wanted to do the same thing as my father, so I took off my clothes and went down into the hot spring pool together.

The hot springs here are very unique, not hot, not cold, not warm, just very comfortable, very comfortable, very suitable, I feel that the pores all over my body are open, no wonder my father feels so comfortable.

"The hot springs here are specially processed and different from the hot springs outside, so you will feel very unique." ”

The big family is really a big family, and the things inside are really very different from the outside.

Originally, it should be a very happy thing to soak in the hot springs with my father, but I couldn't be happy, and I seemed to have a lot to say in my heart, but I didn't know how to speak.

Maybe for more than ten years, I was alone, and I never thought that I would be able to see my biological father one day, and I was still a little strange emotionally, so I didn't have much to say, we just soaked in the hot springs quietly, and even time stopped.

After a long time, my father suddenly said, "Zhang Ming, after so many years, do you hate me?" ”

Zhang Ming is my name, when Steward Zhang told me, I lowered my head and looked at the life word on my chest, and now, I finally know the reason for the life word on my chest.

Do I hate him? I really couldn't answer my father's question, and my father said, "Oh, I forgot, you're not used to the name Zhang Ming, right?" ”

I nodded, and my father kept putting his hand on my shoulder and said, "From today on, I won't use Wang Xuan's name, you are my son, use your original name, Zhang Ming." ”

My father was very kind and loving, especially when he said that I was his son, my nose was sour, and tears were almost flowing down my eyes.

It's just that this kind of father's love has reminded me of too many painful pasts, and I can't hold back a lot of words blocked in my heart, and finally I can only say three words: "Why?" ”

The father looked puzzled and said, "What why?" ”

I didn't know where to start, I clenched my fists, took a deep breath, and said word by word: "You have such great ability, you are in charge of such a big family, why am I abducted in a village ditch, why do I appear in a ravine, why don't you come to me after I am abducted, do you know how many terrible things I have experienced after I was abducted?" Do you know how many nightmares I have every night? Do you know how much I have been wronged over the years? Growing up, I watched other people have dads and I don't, and you know how I feel? He raised his voice and kept questioning his father.

After listening to my words, my father was stunned for a moment, staring at me blankly, his eyes were full of guilt, he raised his head, looked at the sky, looked in contemplation, sighed, and left a long silence.