"Ding-dong" she opened the door, "what's wrong with you?" "I was taken aback by the way she looked, her hair was disheveled, her eyes were red and swollen, she was wearing a pink and white striped suspender dress, and she was wet all over.

The interior lights were dim, and the white light of the bathroom shone on the carpet through the crack in the door, and there was an intermittent sound of dripping water inside, and a very fragrant smell filled the air.

"It's so fragrant, have you changed your perfume?" I touched her head, breaking the frozen atmosphere, "Lavender, do you like it?" She stared into my eyes and didn't blink.

"Go and wait for me in bed, I'll take a shower." I was about to push the door into the bathroom, but her lips blocked my view.

"Click" red light flashed in front of my face, the white thick tobacco blended with the dim environment, I looked at the girl who was wrapped in a quilt in the dim light and silent, like a quiet and well-behaved kitten, and today the kitten seemed to be frightened by something, her eyes wandered, and her expression was dull.

"Did something happen? Anchen? My hand gently wrapped around her slender waist, as slender as jade.

"I broke up." There was no look on her face, and her voice was flat and weak. It turned out that he came to me because he was in a bad mood.

"It's okay, you still have me." I reached out my left hand and stroked the strand of hair in front of her face.

"You're getting married?" Anchen stared at the shiny ring on my ring finger with open eyes, and I paused for a moment and nodded slowly.

Anchen smiled silently and shook his head, "You know what? Actually, this room is not opened by me, it is opened by my boyfriend, he also lives in Shanghai, today is the second year I have been with him, I thought he wanted to surprise me, but when I came over and saw the diamond ring on his ring finger, I knew that he was going to tell me that he was going to get married like you. ”

She looked up into my eyes, "How funny you say this, I realized at that moment that I was actually a third person all along, not only to you, but also to the person he loved the most!" He's getting married, so I'm not going to contact him again. I had a big fight with him, and that was the first time he hit me. ”

My gaze randomly moved around, there were indeed traces of a fight, and when I looked back, her suddenly fierce gaze was like a snake and scorpion, "He got married and abandoned me, will you too?" ”

As the air froze, I looked at her with a slight shudder, and the only sound in the room was the sound of my breathing and the intermittent dripping of water in the bathroom.

The cigarette in my hand woke me up, "When... Of course not. My tongue trembled a little, and I didn't think the tone was convincing, but fortunately, the femme fatale was back to being a petite cat.

"Do you know how much I love him? Although he doesn't know how to care about people at all, he doesn't know how to hurt girls at all, oh no, he understands, he often slaps me and pulls my hair, but I still love him, he calls me as a servant, I have to do whatever I tell me to do, and even once he made a bet with his buddy, he fell in love with his buddy's newly bought YAMAHA limited motorcycle, but he lost, his bet turned out to be my mouth, that day I played for his buddy all night, in front of him, but I still love him! Her voice was as light as a feather, as if she was talking about someone else's business, and I took a cool breath.

"I've been his woman for so long, and I've always considered myself irreplaceable! But now everything is shattered, and I'm just a complete junior, a plaything, and I lose it. Her expression was tired, and my heart felt like a needle had been pricked by a needle when she heard what she said.

I sighed, "Actually, I'm not much better, the first time I met my wife was at the literary exhibition, I was a poor writer who was worthless and unfamous, she was the daughter of the president of the writers' association, and the two of us were as far away as a world." ”

"But the swan fell in love with the frog, and I was with her, and my work was on the market ever since, and I can say that I owe my success to her, and I treated her with gratitude, but she treated me like a queen to a retainer."

"Obviously there is a servant at home, but she wants me to serve him tea and pour water, and asks me to clean the mansion of more than 700 square meters by myself, she has a bad temper every time she goes home from a club, and I will lose my temper when I see the manuscript rushing overnight, scolding me for eating soft rice, and tearing up my manuscript, do you know how angry I am? How precious manuscripts are to writers. ”

"Last week was her birthday, and I danced a whole striptease on the party stage, and the audience burst into laughter, but she didn't even move her mouth, but when I showed her diamond ring and told her the lines I used to use in romance novels, she was shocked, obviously she didn't expect it."

"There was silence, no one was heckling, everyone was waiting to see my jokes, but she agreed." My eyes were a little throbbing, "But then someone told me that her ex-boyfriend was also there at the birthday party, and I instantly understood, in fact, it was not a big deal, the two of us were just using each other, I was for my career, and she was for her ex." ”

"Actually, during this time with you, I also guessed that your emotions were not going well." An Chen's eyes blinked for a moment, and he suddenly leaned over and grabbed my neck, and his lips as rosy as cherries were pressed against my ear, "Since you are just using each other and your career has been successful, why do you still rely on her and marry her?" ”

"You know what? My heart has been hurting when I just listened to you talk about her, because I have always liked you, I am not with you just for physical needs, I have always loved you, Yanyi, we are good together, I will definitely listen to you, I will do whatever you ask me to do. ”

I looked at her in surprise, a little incredulous, "No, aren't you in love with your boyfriend?" How can you say you love me? You don't kid, how can one person fall in love with two people. ”

"No, you are different from him, both of you have things worthy of my love, you won't understand, now he doesn't want me, I only love you alone, can you promise me?" Her shining eyes kept staring at me, waiting for my answer.

In fact, she was right, my wife and I just used each other, and now I really don't need to rely on her to succeed, but why did I propose to her? Why? Why? ...... Bang bang..... Bang bang..... The heartbeat is getting clearer and clearer.

My heart suddenly thumped, and the answer I finally knew...... I love her.

I kept whispering to her, not because of gratitude, but because of love, and in the middle of the night I was angry not because the manuscript was torn, but because I was scolded by someone I loved for being a soft eater, and when I learned that she was using me to demonstrate against her ex, the discomfort I felt was not because of disgust, but because of heartache. As Anchen said, the kind of thorough heartache that only beloved people will have.