In Jiang Xie's life for many years, his world was only Su Yixing and medical skills, and later because of some things, he left Su Yixing. accompanied by medical skills, got acquainted with Ji Weixiao, and knew a lot of good people.

Su Yixing is no longer his world, he himself is the center of the world.

Sitting on the balcony of Lan Wuwu and Ji Weixiao's villas, Jiang Xie rarely lit a cigarette and smoked at the boundless night. When Su Yixing went to look for him, he saw Jiang Xie's back hazy in the night, and the moonlight gently shrouded him.

"Little scorpion." He called him affectionately.

Jiang Xie turned, his back leaning against the railing, his limbs stretched. With his legs stretched forward, his left hand hanging on the railing and the fingertips of his right hand holding a cigarette, he squinted comfortably at the person in front of him.

The faint light smoke followed his unskilled swallowing movements, the delicate face was lost in the smoke, and the white shirt was loosely worn on his body, casual and inviolable, like a little fairy.

"The bed is made?" He took a puff of smoke and spoke in a rather fluid tone, as if he were at the other side.

Su Yixing's heart was hot, he walked quickly to his side, took off the cigarette from his fingertips, put it between his lips, and took a hard puff, imagining that this could suppress the restlessness in his heart.

"It's done." He replied in a hoarse voice.

Su Mo stared at his face and pulled the corners of his lips, "It's surprising, Dr. Su, who has never liked tobacco and alcohol, can actually smoke, and this smoking posture is more skilled than me." ”

Many years ago, he was still an old smoker and was forcibly admonished by Su Yixing.

He hadn't smoked in a long, long time, and had forgotten how to smoke fiercely and fiercely, and how to make it the sexiest and most attractive.

"Soon after you left, I learned to smoke and I learned to drink. When you smoke fiercely, you have more than two packs a day. Su Yixing threw the burned cigarette butts into the ashtray and said, "Smoke less in the future, your mouth will be bitter." ”

He learned to smoke, but he still didn't like to smoke.

He just thinks about a person through the smoke, thinking about the person who swallows clouds and spits mist, is demonic and obedient, pure and yu, and fascinates him.

Jiang Xie's sneer finally couldn't help but overflow from his teeth, and said, "No one forces you to smoke, you like to smoke or not." ”

Didn't he just want to say that he learned to smoke because of him? It is not glorious for a person who does not smoke or drink to fall in love with smoking and drinking, on the contrary, he also feels ashamed.

Since you lost it, what do you want to come back to?

Misunderstandings can't be solved in a few words, the heart knot is a knot after all, no one will solve it, it will always be.

Time is running, but the knot will not loosen on its own.

The appearance of the heart knot at the beginning, and the appearance of the knot itself, is the result of the cooperation of internal and external forces.

For so many years, he tried to reconcile with the past, but he couldn't, when he thought that Su Yixing had chosen another person, his heart was like being fried repeatedly in a frying pan without showing signs of death.

"Xiao Xie, I've already explained what happened back then, why are you still unwilling to forgive me?" Su Yixing was unwilling to roar behind him, Jiang Xie's attitude was about to drive him crazy.

"Don't say he's alive, even if he's dead, I won't forgive you, I won't forgive him for what he did."

"He's my own brother."

"Isn't it more disgusting to see your brother fall in love with your brother?"

Jiang Xie smiled coldly, with an impervious chill in his eyes.

"It's not what you think, he has a serious mental illness, I promised to join him to stabilize his emotions, he wanted to commit suicide during that time......"

He wanted to kill himself, so he sacrificed him.

He sent him to the mentally ill man, let him torture himself, and didn't let him die, and watched them every day in front of him.

Su Yixing, how ruthless are you to let me do this?

He said that he loved himself, and Jiang Xie believed that even if his heart would still beat fast for him, feel sorry for him, and pantothenic acid for him, he would never see him as heaven, earth, and everything to him as before.

"Su Yixing, don't say it. You should thank me, with my nature, I didn't go back to take revenge on him, which is enough to make him grateful to Dade. ”

Jiang Xie is the heart of the little scorpion, if it weren't for the fact that he was his biological brother, he would definitely use Ji Weixiao's power to abolish that person.

How badly he tortured himself, how ruthless his revenge was.

Because of Su Yixing, he withdrew his hand, put away the edges and corners of his body, avoided him, and did not touch everything about him.

He was afraid that he would learn that he was happy with the others, and he couldn't help but raise a knife to ruin all this.

"You're still eating his jealousy, and you obviously still care about the part I have with him." Su Yixing didn't let him go, hugged him tightly, Jiang Xie was not easy to mess with, took out a scalpel from his pocket and slashed directly through his thigh muscles.

Su Yixing was in pain, his strength decreased, and Jiang Xie took the opportunity to break free from his shackles.

"You're still as ruthless as ever."

He walked away without looking back, and he wouldn't look back tonight, just a little closer to him, and he could hurt him with what could hurt him around him.

"It's just a small injury, just bandage it." He spoke coldly, without a trace of wave.

Jiang Xie wiped the scalpel, even though there was no blood left on it, and it was not stained by blood.

The sharp knife cut through the shirt, and he carefully opened the gap, but his face did not change, and he put it into a special pocket.

He turned around to leave, but Su Yixing called out to him from behind, "Jiang Xie, ask yourself, can you forget me?" ”

yes, can he forget him?

He adopted him, brought him back from the orphanage, taught him all the art of medicine, and received all his favor.

He is one of the few lights in his life, even the brightest one, but it is also the one that has been extinguished most completely in his heart.

"I can't forget it, it's my own business." He spoke in a cold tone, hiding the tremor in his voice, "You said that you still love me the most, I guess the one you love so much is sick again, thinking about getting me back to him as a toy." ”

"After all, he only remembers me as a rival in his mind."

"What did you say?"

Su Yixing felt that he had something to hide from him, but in the face of Jiang Xie's hateful eyes, he didn't dare to ask more, but said: "I didn't lie to you, the person I love the most is you, it was, it is, and it will be in the future." ”

His words were as good as ever, but he didn't believe it anymore.

"You better go back and guard him well, and don't appear in front of me again."

Dig out the scar of the past, it is finally no longer bleeding and suppurating, a wound that has healed and scarred is torn open again, and the pain has almost drowned him.

He hadn't thought about the past for a long time, and he hadn't even had nightmares, but because Su Yixing had been chasing him for a long time, he seemed to have to relive the past pain every day, reminding himself over and over again, don't be captured by his tenderness, don't drown in his tenderness again.