Chapter 146: The guilt in your heart is too deep
"That's it! Go take care of her, she'll cheer up, you can! She was so beautiful! She laughed.
Tears swirled quickly in her eyes, and Su Xiaoran was strong enough not to let it flow out.
I'm such an unassailable crybaby!
Counting it, she herself is the third party that affects their love, if Xu Chenyao gives up Miss Yao, Su Xiaoran will look down on Xu Chenyao in her heart.
Xu Chenyao is still in deep shock!
The whole person stood stiffly.
She was just calling me 'Yao'!
It turned out that it wasn't her own tough methods and despicable threats that kept her by her side!
Oh, yes!
I am really stupid, Su Xiaoran, who is a woman, if she really has a disgust for herself, she would have left here to avoid his harassment, so why bother with him.
It turned out that she had always had a good impression of herself, but it wasn't love at the time.
Su Xiaoran looked at Xu Chenyao, who was usually like a proud eagle, but at this time, he showed such an expression, and couldn't help but feel very funny.
"Xu Chenyao, don't come to me again! Maybe this is the last side, I'm going to find my own life!"
"Nope! Xiao Su! Don't be so cruel! He grabbed her hand.
pulled her into his arms: "Xiao Su, don't be so cruel!" ”
He put his arms around her, then he held her cheeks with both hands, and he kissed her eyes, nose, mouth, cheeks......
His face was intertwined with hers, and it was long time impossible to tell whose tears it was.
Then, he pressed her head to his chest again: "No! Not allowed! ”
He struggled: "How can I be willing to let go of your hand? ”
"Let it go! In this world, anyone who is separated can live! Just get through it! ”
"Just like when I lost An An, I thought the sky was falling, but there is no sky left! So Xu Chenyao, you can let it go! ”
He was stunned, shaken by her words, painful and confused.
"Xiao Su, you know that I am even more reluctant to do this! None of us will be happy! ”
"What is the definition of happiness, do you want the other person to laugh or have a good time? In fact, happiness is: a lifetime and a couple...... Hold the hand of the son, and grow old with the son. ”
"So I also want to find my happiness, Yao Fei'er's happiness is you, and if you hold my hand, I hold your hand, can we really be happy?"
"Is it not condemned by conscience for the rest of your life? Xu Chenyao, if you are really determined to be with me again, why would you leave me and go to France to pick her up? ”
"Did you know that I was penniless when you left me?"
"So, Xu Chenyao, please let go! What are you like now! That cold, domineering and handsome president looks like! Your hesitant appearance makes me look down on you! What I like is Xu Chenyao, who is responsible and responsible! ”
"Xiao Su-" Xu Chenyao's hand held her hand, but Su Xiaoran smiled.
"I don't know, I ignored!"
Yes, he left in a hurry and only arranged for a driver to take him to the airport, forgetting that she had no money on her.
"I'm sorry!"
He didn't know what to say except apologize, and now he was powerless to refute.
Su Xiaoran is right, Fei'er has a place in his heart.
When he learned the news in Okinawa, his whole body was haunted by remorse.
In this life, he owes his mother, Yao Fei'er, does he still owe Su Xiaoran?!
What a failed man himself.
"I don't want your apology, I believe you are too anxious, which also shows that the guilt in your heart is too deep, so, Xu Chenyao, let it go!"
"I don't blame you! If you continue to entangle, our only remaining love will also disappear......"
Su Xiaoran didn't understand why she was so generous and gave away her man.
She only knows that she is extremely calm now, and she will not regret her current choice for the rest of her life!
She watched as his large, slender hand clasped her small hand, and she reached out, then broke his fingers one by one.
"Let it go!"
Xu Chenyao felt that Su Xiaoran's hand strength could not be stopped, and her fingers were broken one by one.
Does a weak woman really have that much strength?
Or is my heart shaken......
"Xiao Su!"
When Xu Chenyao came to his senses, his hands were empty, Xu Chenyao felt that the air was painful, even his breathing was so painful, and his heart was almost suffocated.
Su Xiaoran opened the door, and Qi Munan looked at her worriedly.
They talked, and he heard something intermittently: "Xiao Su-"
Su Xiaoran wiped her tears with her hands and smiled, her face was like a blooming sunflower, so bright and bright.
"Brother Qi, help him take care of Miss Yao! He is too rough to understand a woman's heart...... Brother Qi will teach him well in the future, maybe getting married is the best help for Miss Yao! ”
"Xiao Su!" Xu Chenyao shouted behind her, but his feet couldn't step out like lead.
Damn guilt! Damn the responsibility! It's a damn choice!
Two women were in front of him, so he couldn't choose!
"Xu Chenyao, marry her, I think what she cares about is that you haven't married her! Maybe marriage is better than any kind of medicine! Goodbye......"
She walked to the door, turned around, and showed a beautiful and brilliant smile at Xu Chenyao and Qi Mu Nan.
"Goodbye, Xu Chenyao, goodbye Brother Qi!"
In Qi Munan's stunned eyes, Su Xiaoran closed the door.
Qi Munan glanced at Xu Chenyao, lowered his head and thought, what should he do now, forget it, let's chase Su Xiaoran back first!
Xu Chenyao sat down on the sofa dejectedly, his hands clenched at his sides, did he finally lose her?
Then the cigarettes came one after the other, like crazy.
The whole room was filled with smoke, as if trying to hide his confused heart.
Qi Mu Nan chased him out.
However, there is no trace of the beautiful woman.
Running all the way, Su Xiaoran didn't know how long she had been running, she didn't know where she had come, it seemed to be a square, and she was covered with sweat, as if she had been running for a long time!
Su Xiaoran wanted to laugh, but her smile was so poignant and sour.
She wanted to cry, but she was so tired that she couldn't even make a sound.
She sat on a rest chair in the square, staring blankly at the cars coming and going.
Her love is lost!
Maybe never had!
But I don't regret it!
The man she loves is a man with a sense of responsibility and conscience, and that's enough!
Su Xiaoran smiled, laughing and shedding tears! I feel like I'm relaxed all at once.
"Xu Chenyao! You must take good care of Yao Fei'er and let her recover, otherwise the old lady's fulfillment and sacrifice will not be in vain? Definitely! ”
Su Xiaoran shouted to the sky, not caring at all about the passers-by.
She took out the phone!
See his number on the phone!
At this moment, her hand was reading his mobile phone number with affection.
The two numbers, read it over and over again, and finally pressed the delete button ruthlessly.
Watching the number disappear all at once, her heart ached so much.
Tears fell one by one, like tears the size of a coin, dripping more and more, and instantly they were wet at their feet.
Su Xiaoran couldn't help but murmur in a low voice: "Goodbye, Xu Chenyao!" ”
In fact, if you delete the number, how can you delete the memory?
……
A week later.
"Hey! What the hell is going on with you? Why haven't you been going out lately? ”
Spruce felt strange every time he came: "Xiao Su, how long have you been at home?" Soak up the sun, you're getting moldy! ”
"Seems like it's been almost a week!" Su Xiaoran just smiled stupidly, and his smile was extremely gentle.
"I'm going to look for a job! Start looking for a new job! ”
"Where to go? Xu Chenyao agrees? By the way, what about him? Why is he nowhere to be seen? Spruce was puzzled.
"Spruce, I broke up with him! The kind that breaks up peacefully! Su Xiaoran said very calmly.
This sentence, like a bomb, made Spruce stunned for an instant.
"What?? Feed! You're not crazy, are you? The woman who wants to be with Xu Chenyao can be discharged from the city in line! ”
"I broke up with Xu Chenyao! It's that simple! Su Xiaoran said so calmly, and repeated again.
"Why? It's not April Fool's Day, is it? Don't scare me! ”
Spruce was stunned, and when he came back to his senses, he said angrily: "Why did you break up? I'll look for him! Damn stinky man deceived our feelings about Xiao Su, didn't he say to treat you as a lover? At that time, it was only a few weeks, and they actually broke up! ”
"Don't go to him, he's even more upset than me! Because ah...... I dumped him this time, you didn't expect it! Xu Chenyao also had times when he was dumped! ”
Su Xiaoran smiled, as if she was talking about the simplest thing.
But there is something hidden in the depths of the eyes, and no one can see it.
Without waiting for Spruce to reply, she shook her head: "Spruce, don't you ask, okay?" ”
"If you don't tell me why, I'll ask him!"
Spruce felt the seriousness of this matter, and Su Xiaoran kicked Xu Chenyao?
Xu Chenyao just let Su Xiaoran run home?
Is this still the Su Xiaoran she knows? Or is it the Xu Chenyao she knows?
Su Xiaoran lowered her head and was silent, swept away the disguised smile, and nodded: "Okay, I'll tell you!" But don't persuade me! ”
She slowly told Spruce what had happened, and the moment she finished speaking, her heart seemed to be relieved.
Because every time she said a word, her heart hurt as if it had been cut by a knife, but it hurt so much that it was very calm.
She looked up and smiled beautifully.
"I'm in the house! Is it okay not to look for him? Count me in begging you! ”
"Xiao Su, how can you be so stupid? How can you let go of your love? After confessing, say let go, you guys are so stupid! ”
"There is a psychiatric hospital and the Yao family, why do you have to Xu Chenyao to take care of her? I really don't understand, are you stupid or really great! it! ”
Spruce scolded irritably, and kicked the sofa again: "What's the matter with you in the past six years?" Does he feel any guilt about you? ”
"Spruce, it's really okay, it's been a week, I'm very calm now, my conscience is very peaceful, I feel very down-to-earth, don't let my conscience be disturbed, don't let him worry about his stomach, okay?"
With that, she turned and walked into the room.
He buried his whole face in the quilt and quietly didn't say a word.
Spruce was overwhelmed by her and was shocked to the extreme, what a pair of enemies!
Su Xiaoran's fate is also one in ten thousand.
At this time, the doorbell suddenly rang.
Who will come at this time?