To my dearest Jane Creek

There is such a girl in this world, who never asks why things are like this after they happen, but thinks, what should I do when this happens?

Therefore, they are naïve, optimistic, never worrying about the sky, never feeling sorry for themselves, and never complaining about others.

But they are also such girls, who have fallen in one place a hundred times, and still need to get up one hundred and one times.

There is such a girl in our story, in the year when she just graduated from graduate school and when she went into society, she was inexplicably caught up in the peachy scandal incident of the research institute by a third party, and her future was ruined in this matter. While everyone is focused on whether she is responsible for this matter or not, she has resolutely taken the consequences of the matter in her own way.

So this girl, Jian Xi, left the institute and blamed all the blame on her good looks, so she hid her appearance, and even appeared in the city of Los Angeles with some raunchy, and Cai Fenfen, who was frustrated for the same reason, hit it off, and put forward the operation concept of the dispatch company.

Jian Xi felt that maybe she was not suitable for technology, because there were too many men who did technology, and maybe she was not very good at dealing with these men, so she felt that she could let go of her hard work in the past day and night, let go of her all-out electronic competition results, put down the endless review of materials and prepare papers, and finally let go of the theoretical knowledge that was complete enough to shock Yang Hao......

She thought that if she didn't deal with men, she wouldn't let others take advantage of it, so she and Cai Fenfen began to recruit girls into their company. Jian Xi is a good monk, she is a monk for a day and hits the clock for a day, she is conscientious in the position of dispatcher, screaming grievances for her girls, fighting for treatment, shining for her owners, and candles.

When such a girl learned that her good friend had become a third party in someone else's family, a trace of indescribable pain floated in her heart, and her understanding of the third party in the past made her think that such women were bad, and Cai Fenfen's comrade-in-arms relationship made her feel that she couldn't measure this matter so simply.

As a result, there was a cognitive imbalance in Jian Xi's heart, and the two played a role in their hearts one after another, prompting Jian Xi to make a new decision to look at Cai Fenfen's love in a rational way. As a result of this, she became more and more convinced that a third party is not a good woman's behavior-because Jin Suicheng's attitude towards Cai Fenfen is just playing.

Therefore, Jian Xi's perception of the third party is even worse.

Things changed at this time, the world is very evil, the more you don't want anything, the more you come, Jian Xi's company received an order from Creation, and Jian Xi bumped into the Bentley of Sun Wenyu, the boss of Creation, in line with the hatred of the rich in revenge against the society, so he embarked on the road of no return to repay the debt.

Sun Wenyu did not associate the car accident with work, looked at Jian Xi with an objective eye, and found the value of Jian Xi; And Jian Xi didn't have anyone to hide from suspicion, and the creditor needed it, so she stepped forward.

So the whole world is saying that Jian Xi and Sun Wenyu are in love, and even Sun Wenyu's wife asks why this junior came as a palace lady. Jian Xi didn't explain, saying that he wasn't; Sun Wenyu also did not explain, saying that he did not love. In the end, everyone was confused, the parties were no longer sober, and they paid more and more attention to each other, and this ambiguous unspeakable relationship needed to overcome many obstacles because they were too far away from each other.

Everything seems to have been arranged, and it has embarked on a process that divorce should have.

solved all the crises between them, Jian Xi and Sun Wenyu joined hands in this way, and when they were about to forget about each other, an unexpected thing happened, seeing that the dream bubble of love between them was getting bigger and bigger, and it was becoming more and more colorful, but such a beautiful splendor couldn't withstand the touch after all, and it was scattered all over the ground when touched, and finally came to naught.

Jian Xi is very sad, how can Sun Wenyu be better?

The distance between them was pushed further away by the bursting of the dream bubble.

Let's take a look at a whole new scenario.

Imagine that at this moment, we all go back to the ignorant age of college days, you have a boyfriend who doesn't love each other very much, and you don't want to change it if you get used to his existence, but there is no passion and romance between you, occasionally holding hands, visiting the cafeteria, no promises, no future, not salty, not light, not painful.

Suddenly, one day people all over the world tell you that the basketball player in Class 1 likes you.

The basketball player will occasionally smile at you, occasionally pass you by, occasionally talk to you, and occasionally do you a small favor...... So will you pay more and more attention to this basketball player because of this, and unconsciously feel excited? It gets bigger and bigger, and your boyfriend finds out about it, he breaks up with you, and there's no longer any obstacle between you and the basketball player, only to discover an amazing fact.

The basketball player turned out to be a good brother of his boyfriend, after you broke up, your boyfriend quickly found a new love, but the reason for the breakup was attributed to your cheating, at this time, will you feel like you have a fly in your mouth?

Let's take a look at this basketball player again, he likes you may be a top student, and it doesn't take any effort to raise the price of your thesis after graduation; And what about him? But he is a scumbag, and he can't even write a qualified paper. What should he do at this time?

worked hard to change himself, worked tirelessly in the library, wrote a graduation thesis, and won the Outstanding Graduation Thesis Award with a blockbuster attitude.

Maybe you will be sad that he doesn't come to explain to you, maybe you think that if he explains to you, you will forgive him, maybe you want to hear him say that he really didn't show up in your trajectory to help your boyfriend, but he didn't come after all.

It's just that when it rains heavily, and you forget to bring an umbrella, he will inexplicably appear behind you to help you hold up an umbrella; When you forget to bring your meal card and look at the canteen uncle awkwardly with your plate, he will appear from behind and insert your meal card to tell you to go to the place he occupies next to him and wait for him; And when you walk out of the supermarket with a heavy shopping bag, he will involuntarily carry it for you.

You think it's out of guilt, and you finally understand that he can't help himself.

Then on the day you graduated, you hugged and cried with the sisters in the dormitory, and you were reluctant to give up with the classmates, and you hugged everyone who brought you memories, and you could only smile in front of him. Without saying a word, he picked up your luggage and walked in the direction of the train station, perhaps relatively silent or ridiculous.

Standing on the platform of the train station, he begs you to give him a hug, he helps you put your luggage and see you find your place, standing on the platform, knocking on your heart through the glass. The train will eventually leave the station and head further into the future, and as it slowly speeds away from the platform, he suddenly runs, chases yours, and makes a phone call to you.

He said, "Actually, did I forget to tell you that I have always loved you." ”

He said, "Why can't this platform be a little longer?" I don't want to just send you here. ”

So, will you want to jump out of the window and run into his arms?

This story doesn't seem reasonable, but why, when we swap the genders of the characters, do you start to feel that this becomes a far-fetched knot, and you deliberately don't solve it because you deliberately create contradictions? Why is there such a difference?

I think it's probably because I'm a gender indiscriminator, and I don't speculate about the roles of two people from a gender perspective. So I look at homosexuals very differently than most people look at homosexuals.

I often do things that men do, like being nice to a girl to the bone; I often do things that men don't do, and I am wholeheartedly devoted to a man.

The gender difference means that I am not as good as him in everything a man can do, but I don't want people to think that he is rich first and then rich.

I would like to give my dearest Jian Xi in this paragraph first, I hope you can fly farther and farther to shelter yourself from the wind and rain.