Alone in my room, listening to the sound of raindrops falling outside the window. Tick tock, still can't see, or nothing can be seen.

Nothing was visible, blank.

Feed...... Do you hear me? Oh, it seems like it's inaudible.

So what to do?

One thought secretly.

The left brain is to let go of the ego, and the right brain is to restrain the self.

It was as if there were two people arguing in my head.

The man on the left said, you don't care about the rules, your existence is to break the rules, and nothing can stop us from moving forward.

The guy on the right said, "You can't do that!" We should maintain due respect for them, and we should abide by the rules and live with peace of mind!

Who the hell are you listening to......?

I don't know...... I can't bear this pain anymore......

Why haven't I died yet?

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It's already morning, as always, the maid comes to help me get dressed, wash up, etc., and Qishu is used to it. However, the most important thing is that these eyes still did not get better, and even under Arthur's treatment, they still couldn't see anything. But it's good to get used to it, and it's not the worst outcome - the worst is already prepared.

"Miss Qishu, today is the day when the DODO adventure team goes on an expedition." When the maid helped her get dressed, she suddenly popped up this sentence for no reason, "It's a pity that Miss Qishu can't go, if it weren't for Miss Qishu's blindness, there would be no need for such a grievance." ”

Qishu clenched his fists suddenly, and his fingertips turned white from too much force.

Why, why? Why keep reminding you about it over and over again? Almost every day, I have to mention that I am blind or something......

"You're right? Why don't you speak, Miss Qishu? ”

Why are you talking? Should she have replied - "Yes, what a pity! Or I'll gouge out your eyes for me. "Or something?

I don't know how long it was, it was quiet, it was quiet, it was very quiet. She's the only one in the world or something...... Actually, it's all a lie, right? Even if, even if the world is destroyed, it doesn't seem to be her business, right? Naturally, there will be heroes to save the world, and she is just a small ...... Ordinary people. However, there will always be an unwilling look in my heart, and I can't let go - I am the one who saves the world! In this way, the words of the second middle school are just as casual as drinking water.

What a neuropath!

Qishu tilted his head, he couldn't see anything, but he was used to it. But still not used to someone nagging in your ears all day long, you have no eyes, you from the disabled, you blind drag oil bottle or something...... It's been a long time since it's been like this, so, what was it like before? What should I be? Should I also yell at me to save the common people or something, or be an ordinary person silently?

It seems hard to choose.

The sudden bell rang, Qi Shu was startled, and involuntarily clenched his hand and bit his lower lip.

The bell rang incessantly without interruption.

"Oh, Miss Qishu, I'll come, I'll come, your eyes are not good......"

Look, look, it's always repeated, it's inferiority enough.

"Miss Qishu, you want to drink a glass of milk, it's good for your body."

Qishu took the maid's cup, and it still exuded residual warmth.

Qi Shu poured into his mouth.

Miss Qishu, you just think it's a dream, a good dream! When you wake up, it's the time when it all comes to an end.

"Let's sleep, so that we can have energy."

Qishu lay down on the bed as he said.

The eyelids became heavier and heavier, and then, finally, I couldn't help but close them.

Have you ever regretted your exchange with the devil?

I don't know.

I'm curious about what choice you will make, don't hesitate, the more you hesitate, the faster your ugly face of inferiority will be revealed.

Inferiority......? Ugly......? yes, that's who I am......

I want to disappear when I say so.

I want to die.

Who is it that stains that heart black? Who the hell is it?

……

"Are you ready?"

"Ready!"

"Are you ready?"

"Ready!"

"Prepare ......"

Tang Xiaoyi finally couldn't help it, and a burst of chestnuts passed: "You're not finished!" Do you think you're a repeater? ”

"Whew! Can't you just tap it?! Murdodo roared.

"Okay, okay, let's talk about it seriously, what I'm going to go to on this trip is the ideal township called the ideal country." Charlie was a little serious, pulled the bow by the way, and opened his mouth.

“……”

Reason...... The ideal hometown of the ideal country? WTF？！ What the hell?? It can be said that it is very confused, the ideal hometown of the ideal country, no matter how you look at it, it looks like an advertisement.

Murdodo was silent for a few seconds, and then said to Charlie with a serious face: "Charlie, did you not take medicine today??? ”

Charlie blackfaced, very unceremoniously slapped a paw on Murdo's head, and roared: "Eat!" You heard it right, it is the ideal township called the ideal country, and the place we are going to is the ideal township of the ideal country! The ideal hometown of the ideal country!! ”

“……”

"Okay, okay," Arthur waved his hand and smiled softly, "It's the ideal country of the ideal country, not something that can only appear on a full moon night, it is a country ......"

The reason why it is called the ideal town of the ideal country is because there are demons there.

That's right, the devil. It is also a kind of demon that can grant wishes, as long as you give the demon what it needs, it can be realized. This country is very easy to find, so many people go to the ideal land of the ideal country, and everyone wants to sign a pact with the devil and fulfill their wishes.

Until one man said, "I am willing to exchange a quarter of my soul with you, giving me great strength." ”

The demon gave it, strong enough to destroy the demon.

But the demons didn't disappear, and the demons that needed people's souls to survive began to linger. However, that person only had strength, but did not want life.

So, not long after, the man died.

The ideal town of the ideal country is glorious again, and the demon is still the same as before, and it seems that nothing has changed. Recently, though, the demon has discovered something interesting - the world is reimagined. The demons were excited.

The world has been reconstructed, and the demons no longer exist.

Then, it was as if there really was one last demon left.

The last demon opened the door to the ideal town of the ideal country, and people poured into it. It was a road, a road that seemed to be endless, with deserts, forests, and hells. There is heaven.

There was almost everything, but I always felt weird.

Day by day, nothing changes.

One person couldn't stand it anymore and shouted, "I've had enough!" I'm going back! ”

After finishing speaking, he rushed back, and his figure became smaller and smaller......

That road, as always, there is nothing. It was a lonely road, and something stood next to it. Don't dare to approach.

It's another day, this lonely road, still as lonely as ever.

So......

End of the road...... What is it?

I want to talk about "Charles IX's Dream of the Moon" with more like-minded people, and pay attention to "excellent reading literature" on WeChat, talk about life, and find confidants~