155 What is love?

Sure enough, after half a night, Qin Chuan put his hands behind his back, exhaled a breath of mist from the sky, and said quietly: "I remember, when I first came here, there was no Yangguan here, and there was no Dunhuang Grottoes, only the hunting wind and the desolate sunset, at that time, .com"

Chen Qingzhi's heart moved, his lips moved, but he didn't speak, he felt strange, it didn't seem like he was saying it to him. Qin Chuan turned his head and asked, "Chen Ziyun, have you ever had a beloved woman?" ”

Chen Qingzhi nodded. There was a burst of tenderness in his heart, and he said: "That's nature, my wife Yun Siniang is my favorite woman, we are childhood sweethearts, and we have no guesses." When Chen Qingzhi said this, a smile appeared on his face. Under the desolate moonlight and cool breeze, he looked particularly elegant and chic.

"If one day, you lose her, will you do whatever it takes to get her back?" Qin Chuan smiled coldly and asked.

Chen Qingzhi was stunned for a moment, he couldn't understand why Qin Chuan would ask him such an abrupt question. But he quickly nodded and said, 'That's nature, I'll do whatever it takes to get her back.' Including my life. ”

"Hmph, that's easy to say." Qin Chuan shook his head: "What if you are the king of a country, but she is an ordinary person?" If you love her, you will give up your flowers, and even you and your country will never recover, and you will be scolded for thousands of generations? When Qin Chuan said this, his eyes kept staring at Chen Qingzhi's eyes. His eyes were like mirrors, and he wanted to prevaricate and lie, as if he could see through it at a glance.

Chen Qingzhi was really stunned. Jiangshan, beauty. It's hard to choose between the two. Since ancient times, heroes have been sad to pass everyone's level, but there are so many delicate rivers and mountains, and countless heroes are competing to bend their waists!

Chen Qingzhi thought for a while, his face was still flat, and he smiled and said: "If that is my fourth mother, I still love her, choose her, and protect her." I love her, she is all I have, my country. Only in her eyes, I am nothing, without her, what good is the world's reputation? With her, why should the world be depressed? Only she knows me, loves me, loves me, and gives everything to me, what does the world do to me if she has this one person? Chen Qingzhi's eyes suddenly overflowed with a trace of tears, and said slowly: "I was born in a poor family, since the death of both parents, it was Siniang who secretly saved her rations to make me hungry, she did not go to learn the female red embroidery that her daughter should learn for me, but the Yang family invited her to teach Mr. Teacher, studied hard during the day, but secretly ran to the firewood room at night to teach me to read, it is easy to say, who knows how difficult it is to do?" Eight years like a day, she did it every day. After I joined the army, she refused the courtesy of many famous scholars, and resolutely waited for my return, you say such a woman, can I not give up everything for her? ”

Chen Qingzhi came up with this personal experience, which made Qin Chuan, who had a cold and arrogant face, finally moved. This is the first time Chen Qingzhi has told people about his difficult past, and he also has a comfortable feeling in his heart after saying it. But he has always been relieved that he has a good wife. During the Wei and Jin dynasties, it was normal for a slightly powerful man to have three wives and four concubines, but Chen Qingzhi insisted on it, which shows how affectionate he was to respect his wife.

Qin Chuan sighed and said slowly: "Yes, if you have a wife like this, what more can you ask for!" After speaking, he flicked his sleeves and walked towards the grotto on the side of the Mogao Grottoes, muttering to himself: "There used to be such a woman by my side, but I didn't cherish it, and after I lost it, I regretted it; I must grasp this opportunity and return to her, no matter what the price is, go to his thousands of miles of rivers and mountains, go to his territory and people, all of them are *** stinky bullshit, Lao Tzu is tired and tired of digging out his heart and lungs for them, but they can't wait to eat meat and sleep skin for Lao Tzu. Only she is sincere to me, I, why am I so confused, I have lived to be a dog at a young age......" Qin Chuan didn't care about his graceful bearing in the past, he said everything, and finally the more he spoke, the more excited he became, and Chen Qingzhi, who was walking behind him, could hear his words.

Chen Qingzhi couldn't understand what he heard, and asked curiously: "What lives on a dog." His attitude towards Qin Chuan was still relatively restrained before, but a conversation with Qin Chuan made the two break the deadlock. The group had been gone for nearly four months, and it was the first time he and Qin Chuan had talked so much.

Qin Chuan glared back at him, under this cold moonlight, Chen Qingzhi was overwhelmed by the momentum generated by this look. This momentum is familiar and terrifying. When Emperor Wu of Liang killed dissidents, he often saw this kind of murderous eyes. Don't be angry. However, the lethality of Xiao Yan's eyes was nothing compared to Qin Chuan. It was as if he was pressed against his chest by a huge mountain, and Chen Qingzhi felt that he couldn't even breathe.

After glaring at Chen Si, Qin Chuan continued to walk forward, but when he turned back, he was a little disappointed in his heart, "Such a candidate may not be competent!" He said in his heart, but his mouth stopped talking.

"This is Tianwei!" Chen Qingzhi secretly said in his heart: "Who is this Qin Chuan?" After being stunned for a while, Chen Qingzhi wiped the cold sweat from his forehead and stopped making a sound, but he was very uncomfortable in his heart. For the first time in my life, I felt a deep disgust for the so-called Tianwei: "Why do you want me to be afraid of you!" Chen Qingzhi clenched his fists and shouted in his heart: "Next time, I'll make you look good!" ”

During the day, there are many people, it is very lively here, in each grotto, there are either men and women who believe in worshipping the Buddha, or there are businessmen who are asking for the blessing of the Buddha, praying for the west to go out of the desert, the journey is safe, these people are also very generous, so the grottoes of Mogao Grottoes have the support of these funds, and the number of grottoes is increasing day by day. But at night, it's very quiet. Most of the monks here live in the north of the Mogao Grottoes, and the south is the Buddha Grottoes, which are full of murals, Buddha carvings and scriptures.

Qin Chuan didn't know that Chen Qingzhi was rebelling against his unangry and self-righteous momentum in his heart, and when he walked into a wide grotto, he looked up at an oncoming Buddha statue. It is a statue of Shakyamuni sitting on the lotus, the Buddha holds the Buddha seal, smiles, tranquil and serene, as if he has insight into all the secrets between heaven and earth, and looks like he has been enlightened. Qin Chuan looked at this Buddha statue and couldn't help but sigh, looking demented. After a while, he asked, "Chen Ziyun, do you know that the Buddhists say that people have eight sufferings, which are the eight sufferings?" ”

Chen Qingyi was stunned, he couldn't imagine that Qin Chuan would want to test him for these things. You must know that since the Wei and Jin dynasties, the society has been in turmoil, and most of the literati have no way to serve the country, and when they are discouraged, they specialize in Buddhism, talk about metaphysics and reasoning, and place their spirit in the vanity to seek liberation, so the social atmosphere has this color. Chen Qingzhi has seen pigs run even if he has never eaten pork, not to mention that he is still a well-educated person.

So, Chen Qingzhi cleared his throat and said quietly: "The eight hardships of life are birth, old age, sickness, and death; Love parting, resentment will be, can't beg, five yin sheng. ”

This book was first published.

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