It doesn't matter if you leave, it's just that you will be reincarnated-
See the title, that's what Grandma wants to say the most, nothing is inseparable, divide and gather, stare away, and then pass by, we gather and disperse with many people every day.
It's just looking forward to the next reunion.
"House Door" from June 3 in the grinding iron article, for the grinding iron, Grandma was known in 2012, at that time Grandma still occasionally wrote some short stories in magazines, most of them still made covers for the website as an artist.
A friend from the art group made the cover of the Taoist essay and threw it to me, saying that this essay is grinding iron and is so hot.
My first reaction was to complain, what a long name.
It was the first time I opened the website of grinding iron, and I thought it was simple, and I didn't have any other ideas.
Later, he began to work as an artist on the female frequency's side, like the first book of the egret, "Abuse of the Phoenix into a Phoenix" is the first cover made by Grandma in grinding iron, and the current Empress Xiaoxian of Yifei Liangliang is also ......
After that, a friend opened an article in Grinding Iron and asked Grandma if she wanted to come over, and Grandma only thought about it for a long time, studied the theme of Grinding Iron Girl's frequent popularity, and then opened "House Gate"
"House Gate" is not Grandma's first story, but it is the longest story Grandma wrote, and it is also the most diligent story, five months of updates, not interrupted once, well, this is a very miraculous thing in Grandma's own opinion, you must know that in the past, Grandma coded words, a week can come out of a short story of 10,000 words, even if it is very diligent, but after "House Gate" is on the shelves, most of the time it is three watches, and it is worth 10,000 words.
This means that in the rest of the time that Grandma has to go to work, eat and sleep with Xiao Zhengtai a day, I have to code 10,000 words, from 1,000 words per hour to 3,000 words now, and I am forced out alive.
It's full of bitter history when I think of it.
Bobojun asked Grandma more than once, is it worth the hard work? A month's manuscript fee is not as much as the money he paid for a single order.
I still remember how I answered, I said, do you have that kind of thing that you like to do, and you want to do it willingly no matter what.
For Grandma, the code word is actually such a thing, and at the same time, "House Gate" has today's unexpected results, which has become the icing on the cake.
"House Gate" has come to this day, and Grandma understands that there are two most important journeys.
Once it was the recommendation of the Taoist priest author who was looking for Grandma by a friend of the pot, so that "House Gate" was known by more relatives, and the results of "House Gate" went up to a level with the support of relatives.
At that time, Grandma often watched the names of the relatives who had subscribed in the background refresh over and over again, read them over and over again, and said to herself, I want to remember them all.
The second time was to accept the editor's suggestion to post in the Tianya Dance section, and there were more readers of "House Gate", and they were on the subscription list for several months, even when the next seven or eight hundred thousand words of Grandma were not in a good state, or when Grandma was busy for a while and was late......
It is all about tolerance and understanding.
I often listen to the author's group, when the author's friends who write the current words occasionally go crazy and say that they are picked on by the readers to the glass heart, Grandma actually comforts them while feeling sad in her heart, look, the relatives of "House Gate" understand Grandma well......
Therefore, during the period when she was in a bad state later, Grandma wanted to write better than anyone else, otherwise she would always feel ashamed of everyone's support and live up to everyone's expenses.
Because of everyone, until the end of the end, Grandma didn't feel that any character in "House Gate" was bored or something, and even when King Min appeared, he didn't actually have any role, but Grandma insisted that these characters were actually alive in Grandma's heart, I could control the big plot trend, but I couldn't control the development of some small things, so the actions behind King Min were all slightly changed in the end, and then the ending was more complete and natural.
The abuse point of the aunt is low, so in fact, the emotional drama of the characters in "House Gate" is not rich, and the feelings of the male and female protagonists are not abusive, except for one or two male supporting characters who may not have a good ending, I try to make the characters in the story happy.
Don't say that I don't write a better ending for Hua Mingxuan, I want to too, more than anyone else, but Hua Mingxuan, who is alive in Grandma's mind, can still have a little palace maid to accompany him in his life, even if it is perfect.
I remember that day I finished writing Xi Huayue's extra, and I wrote Hua Mingxuan's extras at night, two sad extras, after my grandma finished writing, she turned off the computer directly, climbed into the bed and retracted into the quilt, Wo Bo Bo Jun was beside me, and I didn't want to move.
I told Bo Bojun that writing two extras made me feel bad, my perfect second male son, and finally ended up with a lonely life......
Then I remembered that the story I had been writing for months was coming to an end, and I felt even more sad.
Bobojun only mumbled a word, and didn't say anything to comfort Grandma.
Well, maybe hypocritical.
Grandma just wants to say that it's not that she doesn't want everyone in the story to live happily, sometimes, a person's character is doomed to the end.
And after "House Gate", about the story of Shangguan Beauty and Nine Thousand Years Old, Grandma told one or two readers and friends that when I wrote Hua Jiu, in fact, from Grandma herself, I can't say that I like or hate Hua Jiu, but I just think that her kind of strong and stubborn character and never despair in any predicament is what Grandma has always envied, and Grandma has always hoped that she can grow into that kind of character in her long life.
Grandma knows too much what kind of person she is, so she is the most envious of Hua Jiu's "not despairing".
But that's about it.
But Shangguan beauty is different, very early, when Grandma discussed with friends, she said that the heroine of this story, Grandma wants to write a story from a young age, love to desperation, love to lowly to dust, and finally with the experience of the world, and slowly understand that even if it is love, it is also a love that retains self-esteem, if you don't know how to cherish, even if you love again, you will always turn away.
It's not that I don't love you when I leave, it's just because I still have self-esteem and self, and if I can't get someone I love, there will always be someone who loves me waiting for me in the same place.
Grandma has always felt that when everyone is young, they will always meet such a crazy person who makes them love, and often, it is just a scar that falls, and after we go through the past, when we look back, we just purse our lips and smile.
This is what Grandma wants to show in Shangguan Beauty, so this character Grandma has already substituted herself when she coded the first word.
Speaking of which, the relatives are looking forward to the new story, and the grandma is also looking forward to it, and even ambitiously wants to write the new story better, but she always feels apprehensive, afraid that in the end, the higher the expectation, the higher the disappointment.
So, in fact, Grandma can only say, I tried my best and tried my best to write.
Relatives can also enter the group to find Grandma, because there is news that must be notified in the group for the first time, the group number is here: 295169191, in addition, I promised some personally written Zhang Liangsheng, Grandma didn't want to delay any longer, I want it to be over today, so I want to start the matter over there in "Prostitution", so after Grandma Ming wrote it, she was thrown in the group sharing and not sent out.
In the future, the story will be lost, and the grandma will all be thrown into the group, and it really feels like it's endless.
In the end, I won't be verbose, and I wrote such a bunch of things, which also delayed everyone's time.
Thank you, Grandma, everyone's support for "House Gate" as in the past and tolerance for Grandma, thank you very much, it is a blessing for Grandma to meet you in Moiron!
The green mountains do not change, the green water flows forever, goodbye to our 9,000-year-old new article "Prostitute Eunuch Concubine"!
Finally, there is a small theaterโโโโ
Xiao Xiaojiu: Brother, do you know that teeth can actually be broken?
Xiao Xiaoqi shook his head.
Xiao Xiaojiu: The book says that if your teeth are bad, they will turn black first, yes, just like yours, there will be small worms in it, which will burrow your flesh and bite you......
Xiao Xiaoqi (with a frightened face): Will it hurt?
Xiao Xiaojiu: I bite you, do you hurt?
Xiao Xiaoqi: It hurts, so do you want to be swollen?
Xiao Xiaojiu: Dad said that tooth worms like to eat sweet, like sugar or something......
Xiao Xiaoqi: I don't eat candy anymore, I'm going to throw it away from my pocket......
Xiao Xiaojiu: Hey...... Whoever called you my brother, I'll help you throw it.
Xiao Xiaoqi (tears in her eyes): Otherwise, you can be a sister if you change your sister, anyway, it's just a quarter of an hour difference......
Xiao Xiaojiu (put all the sugar in his pocket): No, my mother said that I want to be young and orderly, but you can ask my mother.
Little Seven (biting his fingers): Okay.
Xiao Xiaojiu (throwing the candy in his mouth): Stupid brother, daddy taught me right......