Can I tell you a little bit about my state of mind?

Anyway, on the weekend, let me talk a little more nonsense, code words in the afternoon.

A reader just said: Books are really good, but people are terrible, what qualifications do you have to be in bad health? Remember to be worthy of these fathers and mothers who read your books.

When I saw this sentence, my first reaction was the word "food and clothing", and I felt that what he said seemed to be right.

But after thinking about it, it seems that I have never treated readers as parents.

I'm stupid enough to hope that my readers are a group of people (not necessarily many) who resonate with me, probably across the network, strange of the same kind?

For example, in this book, my biggest pursuit is the picture. Therefore, those readers who can appreciate the sense of the picture are my greatest happiness.

And then, people who are not of the same kind, who feel uncomfortable in my book, look at it and throw it away, and it would be nice if that were the case...... Of course, this will definitely not happen.

So, I want to talk about myself.

First of all, I'm a scrap wood...... Well, at least not the kind of person who is very positive and wants to get ahead. Maybe it's also a personality issue.

A large paragraph has been deleted here because I find that I can't tell ...... Let me give you a few examples to prove that I am a piece of shit.

1. I may be the author who has persuaded readers the most at the beginning.

When I was going against the current, I was probably more than once a week, but now it's much better.

Someone once said that you are sick, if you can bow your head and be scolded, and endure those who scold and spray, your grades will definitely be much better, but I just can't do it, and I don't need to have so good grades to compare with the gods.

For me, it is the most important thing to have a writing mindset that is resonant and happy on the basis of someone to watch.

2. The countercurrent may be more than 30,000 and 40,000 are ordered, and I am still proud to say it, as for the dome, I only remember wanting 4,000 before the shelves, and then because of everyone's support, it was over 10,000 on the second day or so, and then, I never looked at the subscription data.

There was a time when the number of readers on the vault increased dramatically, but there were also a large number of people who were not suitable for reading my books.

It was at that time that I posted a single chapter saying that I would "update it with fate" in the future, and there should still be readers who remember it.

On the night I posted it, I chatted with the editor at the time, Da Wutong, and said that he couldn't read my book, but there were too many people who forced him to read it, and he didn't want to write it.

The sycamores are all clouded.

Later, it was discussed, and the general intelligence will reduce the recommendation for a period of time, and try to see if it will reduce some people.

3. Follow the previous article: After sending that single chapter, I took a day off, did you find out? I didn't update with fate, although I can't compare with others, but compared with myself, I actually worked harder to update.

Why? Because I'm the kind of person who has obsessive-compulsive disorder. At the same time, although the temper is not good, there is a kind of mentality that can't live up to the people who are good to me, so I can't really update it with fate, and I write it in a mess, which causes a lot of pressure and anxiety.

4. I hardly ever ask for a monthly pass.

One is mental, I feel that I am not qualified to fight, and I don't have much ambition for grades;

As for asking me to call my parents and grandpa to give tickets, you want to be beautiful even more, huh.

5. In the process of writing on the dome, I received a job, because of the similar nature of this job, I may stop updating for at least half a year to more than a year, and then earn about 3 million, a lot of money, I am actually not the kind of person who is particularly rich, but I refused.

Is that stupid? Or is it very disciplined?

No, I'm just talking about this to prove how much waste I have.

It's like the starting point annual meeting invites me every year, I've never been there...... (It's just too lazy to toss, and maybe it's mainly because I can't save the manuscript of those days.) )

6. To sum up: I actually just want to tell a few stories quietly and quietly to a group of people who like to listen to my stories, of course, I also want to make money, but I don't kneel to make money.

So, a reader friend who thinks he's the author's father, don't look at me, there are a lot of books out there.

7. As a person who had a literary dream when he was a teenager, but because he was young and ignorant, he missed the biggest opportunity on this road, it is a very happy and happy thing to be able to get your love here in the online article.

The mentality is immature, the attitude is not positive, and I know all these things very well, and I know what I am like.

Sometimes I am angry with myself.

But I'm in my thirties, and I can't change it, so I'll just pay attention to my body and tell a few stories quietly......