If he had been a little bit more responsible, if he had been willing to be a little bit more responsible, it wouldn't be like this now!

It's impossible to get to this point now.

Yes, everyone can be dissatisfied with her, but he can't.

Even if you are faced with the same situation, you will not really do such a conscientious thing.

Maybe it's not that this thing loses his conscience, but because the person himself loses his conscience.

She hoped that Xi Jinmo would be able to fight a little and let her slap this person in the face.

Later, someone summed up Gu Ningyi's tragedy in this way.

- The reason why Gu Ningyi became like that was because the pressure corroded her reason.

This pressure is the social environment, the family environment, the lack of education since childhood, the lack of education that should be done, the fear of speaking up when encountering things, the lack of help, the simple and stubborn, naïve and stupid conflict.

On the one hand, she admonished herself to be self-reliant.

But in fact, when it was time to make a choice in the first place, it was already on the wrong path.

Even if Meisha appeared in Gu Ningyi's life, she couldn't do what a mother would do.

It's her reason, but it's not all her reason.

She gave birth to a son, a single mother, and she can do everything she can.

If Gu Ningyi's mother is still there, there is no need to bother, no lessons, and no analysis.

But Meisha herself was originally a person who took the wrong path, and she couldn't give Gu Ningyi any good way, and even more, she had no position to scold.

What the biological mother can do is not that she is unwilling to do it, she can't do it, but because she can't do it.

Gu Ling was born and didn't raise it, so naturally it goes without saying.

Don't look at Gu Ningyi, she is usually quite courageous, but she also did the foolish thing of sending herself out at a critical moment.

It's not just that she's dead set on falling in love with the person she thinks she'll always be with.

In order to avoid these members of the Gu family, they took themselves out, gave up their studies and went away.

If Xi Jinmo is the good person she imagined, it would be easy to say that she is a responsible person, but on the contrary, she is not a lady.

It's just that the person she likes is not as beautiful as she imagined.

When the novelty fades, the guilt fades, and all the patience fades, her existence becomes dispensable, and you still have to count on how much status she has.

It's not a grand love in the first place, and there is no extra choice.

It's all made up of contradictions, and there will be no hope at all.

When the contradictions begin to peel off, or when external forces directly intervene, all this starts to get bad.

It's just that Gu Ningyi didn't know at this time.

She didn't know what was going to happen to her.

It's like the tranquility of the past, and there is still expectation before death - although it is small, it is quietly hidden in the heart.

As long as Gu Lingtian had some thoughts of wanting to make amends at that time, she would not have thought of that step and pushed people to the forefront.

Although it is said that her self-righteous actions did not stir up a little wave under the power of the Gu family, it only gave Gu Ningyi a chance to go home.

However, it was the fiercest resistance she could think of.

It was the last revolt in the midst of all the unsupport.

Her efforts, her persistence, at that moment, turned into a rebellious motivation and swore to resist.

"You're different." For a long time, Gu Lingtian just left such a "cruel word" for Gu Ningyi.

Gu Ningyi sneered: "Yes, one is the illegitimate daughter who came over shamelessly, and the other is your only one."

Of course it's different. ”

Not to mention, Gu Yuerang, who has been cultivated since childhood.

How innocent, how innocent she Gu Ningyi is.

Is it her fault that she appeared, what is the only one, not clearly rejecting her?

But even if she is ostracized, she has nothing to be dissatisfied with.

Who made her an illegitimate daughter!

An illegitimate girl deserves no right to speak, an illegitimate girl deserves no capricious right, and an illegitimate daughter is not a human being!

Bastard ...... It seems to be quite pitiful.

She laughed to herself.

The arc of his lips was ironic and obvious, and the direct coldness made Gu Lingtian shake his mind for a moment.

There was a moment of speechlessness.

She raised an eyebrow: "So, is there anything else?" ”

Gu Lingtian took a deep breath: "In the past few days, you have stayed at home for me to reflect on, and when the reflection is good, let the housekeeper inform me." ”

After finishing speaking, he turned out to be too lazy to pay attention to Gu Ningyi and turned around and wanted to leave, but this was not what made Gu Ningyi crazy, what made her crazy was that Gu Lingtian actually came and said: "When do you think clearly, when will you eat again." ”

Gu Ningyi was directly laughed at angrily: "I'm sorry, I don't want to accompany you to play this drama of father's kindness and filial piety."

Mr. Gu, I think you know very well that we are not worthy of your reprimand with such harsh words.

You are you, I am me.

Except for providing a sperm back then, you don't seem to have given me anything.

The reason why I was able to stand in front of you and talk to you was because this life was cheap enough, so cheap that Lord Yama didn't want to accept me.

Otherwise, you think you're going to be able to put on a score right now.

Oh, by the way, you should know that over the years, I almost died at the hands of someone else...... There have been four times. ”

Every time I escaped death, in addition to rejoicing, there was more hatred.

No matter which time it is, Gu Ningyi knows very well that except for the Gu family, no one else can do such a boring and immoral thing - after all, she lives in this world, and it is only the Gu family that can be an eyesore to buy murder.

Others, she couldn't think of anyone who had that deep hatred.

Although it was already affirmative, even so, she still stared at Gu Lingtian's face tightly when she spoke.

It's just that I don't know if Gu Lingtian is too old and cunning, she didn't see any guilt, uneasiness or weakness on his face, but let him ask rhetorically: "It's just nonsense, why don't you tell me about this kind of thing." ”

This loving father did it, Gu Ningyi wanted to send him a little red flower.

said that he pretended, I am afraid that there is no level that a white lotus can compare.

Tell him, how did she tell him?

To this day, Gu Ningyi still remembers how Gu Lingtian ignored her as a transparent person when she needed to pay tuition fees when she went back to school.

Gu Ningyi was still young at that time, just like her father, who was like someone else's father, stupidly ran up from the underground garage and waited for him to wake up.

As a result, he got off work, and his wife and young son were in his arms, so he was not considerate.

She stood next to her and timidly called out "Daddy".

It's just a pity that it was ignored as air.

Now that Gu Ningyi looks back and thinks about it, he feels that he was really stupid at the beginning.

Sending yourself up in vain makes people dislike.

I lost my face in vain.

I also made myself sad for a while in vain.

There was just a little distance between them, a little bit, a little bit, as long as he turned a little sideways, he could see Gu Ningyi's expectant eyes.

People who are so easily satisfied, as long as he gives a little attention and a little patience, he can be satisfied.

He was able to easily solve Gu Ningyi's troubles at that time.

It's just that when Gu Ningyi spoke, he ignored it as if he hadn't seen it.

Maybe it's to show loyalty to his wife, or maybe he just doesn't want to see her, and he just walks in front of her, and he doesn't have more than half a word of nonsense.

Gu Ningyi's thoughts all along were shattered, and I am afraid that it also started at this moment.

All the comfort was in vain.

From that moment on, she couldn't deceive herself, she was the same as everyone else, but her dad was a little busier than the others.

From that moment on, there was no way for her to make a fool of herself anymore.

Later, when she was young, she opened her arms in front of the stranger she knew most of them and tried to stop him, and the look she received made her clear for nearly ten years.

It is the displeasure of the living.

The pathetic repulsion directly dragged Gu Ningyi down the icy lake. It is bound to allow her to grow up quickly at an age when she should not be mature.

All he left was a sentence: "Something to ask the housekeeper." ”

But when did the housekeeper really take care of her business?

She subconsciously wanted to ask, aren't you my father?

Why should I find a housekeeper.

Then she saw the eldest lady of the Gu family, who was loved by thousands of people, running out of the side and directly pounced on her father, who she had always thought was cold.

And the cold man was also full of love, and directly reached out to hug her, and by the way, he also raised high.

A gentle kiss landed directly on her forehead.

The indescribable intimacy is also an indescribable obstacle.

This was the first time that Gu Ningyi clearly noticed the difference between them.

It's also a nightmare that only needs one time to be clear.

Then wake up from the dream, this delusional self will disappear, and she will only do what she should do in the future.

What kind of drama of father's love and filial piety, let her die on her side.

Gu Ningyi was saddened, so he evacuated in a gloomy manner. Since then, she has learned that everything is on her own.

Others have parents to rely on, but she doesn't.

Her mother had long since gone to Heaven, and her father was almost dead!

She didn't provide any convenience in her life, and even wanted to get rid of her all the time.

She thought, there should be some rules in the Gu family that would bind Gu Lingtian, otherwise, she shouldn't have been able to live to such a big - after all, there have been many big and small accidents over the years.

Since then, she has learned that everything can only be done on her own.

The Gu family won't help her, Gu Lingtian won't help her, and it may even be possible to directly step on her, making her die faster and worse.

The last time I wanted to ask this person for help was the last time Rong Jue had an accident, and she continued to use the money.

After the phone call was sent, there was also only a cold reply.

She said she wanted to borrow 200,000.

He refused almost without thinking, and said that she spent money indiscriminately, and after a reproach, the phone hung up.

The cold tone made Gu Ningyi have to find another way.

That's a human life.

200,000, she only borrowed 200,000.

However, he did not borrow it, saying that she was spending lavishly, and that she should not be tainted with bad habits outside.

However, this so-called bad habit, the 200,000 yuan is just the price of Gu to buy a bag.

Perhaps, it's not enough for the price of a limited-edition bag!

Completely draw the line, completely show an attitude of indifference, as if she is some mess and dirty thing, and if you get into her, you can be unlucky.

Completely suffocating operation.

She whispered and discussed, but to no avail.

She couldn't borrow the money from the person she could think of who was most likely to borrow it.

Gu is the only bag for money!

She should have been jealous and angry, but what Gu Weiwei did later made her feel that if she really did this, it would inevitably be really ugly.

Yes, Gu only lent her money.

Maybe that money was really nothing to her.

However, she was the most caring of the Gu family - at least at that moment, she was the only one who reached out to her.

When I heard her say 200,000, I was still skeptical and asked her if it was enough.

Such a serious injury, such harsh conditions, how can 200,000 be possible, it is just to make up the previous amount, but Gu Ningyi did not dare to ask for it again, a strong sense of shame appeared in her heart, she took out all the remaining savings, and was told that the patient was in critical condition and needed ......

More money is needed to support this treatment.

So there was Gu Ningyi's experience of selling blood.

It's just that those experiences are in the past.

Gu Ningyi also scraped together the money with the help of Shen Zui and returned it to Gu Weiwei.

It's just that every time she mentions Gu Weiwei, she doesn't know what kind of mentality to use.

Should we resent that she had something she didn't have, or should I be glad that she had reached out in the first place, or should I ignore the well water for so many years and not interfere with the river water.

However, Gu Ningyi also knew that it was a truly noble princess.

There are not too many princesses, but they are generous and elegant.

is not as aggressive as Gu Qingrang, but it makes people confess.

is not like Mrs. Gu to bully others, but it makes people feel that the heavy stone is overwhelming, and they are out of breath all the time, and they can't untie this layer of shackles.

didn't have the same indifference as Gu Lingtian, but seeing death and not saving it made Gu Ningyi unable to feel good.

She didn't dare to say what Gu Wei's shadow was to her, she was afraid that she would be ridiculed by all kinds of sarcasm as soon as she said it.

Greedy, insatiable, shameless, pickled!

After all, it was an existence that was incomparably noble compared to her—didn't Gu Qingrang always say that.

Between them, there is a galaxy of milky ways.

She doesn't want to fly on the branches as a phoenix, she will be honest with him in this life.

Gu is the only one with her, and there is indeed no hatred, but they are destined not to have any good friendship.

The two people have lived in different environments since childhood, faced different things, and encountered different experiences, and the opposites that are not opposites have long been established between the two people that cannot be saved.

Gu Ningyi seems to be disdainful, but she also wants to have love and become a person like her.

She has everything that Gu Ningyi doesn't have, including love.