His voice sounded aggrieved, as if he was in a very low mood.

"Rarity, tell Mom."

"No......" Ji Wang shook his head, thinking about how to answer: "There is no one at home." ”

"No one?" She asked, how could there be no one in the Ji family?

"Just now, grandpa suddenly fainted again, so grandpa and they all went to the hospital with me, and I ......was alone at home," Ji Wang whispered.

Grandfather?

Isn't that Ji Zenglin?

"How could Grandpa faint?" She grabbed her phone and asked Ruan Zhendong to drive the car to Ji's house, leaving Ji Wang at Ji's house, she was not at ease, although there was a maid and nanny, but the mother would still be worried, "Rarity, grandpa's body ...... Has it been bad? ”

"Hmm." Ji Wang whispered on the phone, "Grandpa has also had surgery, he has to take a lot of medicine every day, and he always doesn't go out at home, Dad always takes me back to see grandpa, let me talk to grandpa, he said that grandpa likes me the most, as long as I coax grandpa to be happy, then grandpa will not be sad." ”

Di Ying's heart sounded sad for a while.

I haven't been back for a few years, and it seems like a lot of people have changed.

After the car drove into Ji's house, Di Ying reported her name before entering, Ji Wang's small body sat on the sofa, and Di Ying shouted, "Rarity? ”

He slid off the couch like a loach and ran to Di Ying's side.

Di Ying squatted down and asked, "Have you eaten?" ”

Ji Wang shook his head, "Not yet." ”

Di Ying looked around and said to him, "Then will Mom take you out to eat?" ”

When she was about to go out with Ji Wang, there was a car parked at the door, Lu Xiaoqi pushed the car door and came down just now, looking hurried, she looked up and saw Di Ying standing on the steps, holding Ji Wang's hand in her hand and asking, "Are you here to pick up Ji Wang and leave?" ”

"Rarity just called me and said there was no one at home." Di Ying said.

Lu Xiaoqi touched his head, "I also rushed over after receiving a call just now, and this time it was an emergency." ”

Di Ying shrugged and smiled, "It's okay, I didn't mean to blame you. But after saying that, she looked up at Lu Xiaoqi and found that her eyes were slightly red, so she asked, "By the way, Rarity said that Uncle Ji was not in good health and fainted." What is Uncle Ji's illness, is it serious? ”

She hasn't had a chance to come back and see it since she came back.

What kind of disease is Ji Zenglin?

"He ......" Lu Xiaoqi said this, his eyes were even more red, but then he shook his head, "It's not a big deal......

"Xiao Qi, do you have something to hide from me?" She took two steps down and looked at Lu Xiaoqi, "Uncle Ji's condition is very bad?" ”

Lu Xiaoqi held his face and whimpered, "Uncle Ji...... There are probably not many days left......"

"What did you say?" Di Ying hesitated.

Is Ji Zenglin's body so bad?

"Uncle Ji was also suddenly diagnosed with stomach cancer, which is in an advanced stage, although he has been treated after surgery, the cancer cells have metastasized, and now he is at the end of his life." Lu Xiaoqi's nose began to heat again.

"......" Di Ying only felt as if her heart was being pressed by something, and shook her head, "How can this be?" How could Uncle Ji ......"

"Di Ying......" Lu Xiaoqi looked up at Di Ying suddenly, wanting to say something to her, but after thinking about it, he decided to swallow those words, "You go and see Uncle Ji, although you and Xiao Yao can't get together, Uncle Ji has raised you anyway." ”

She wiped her tears and said to her, "Since you have Ji Wang with you, I am relieved, if Ji Wang has something and you are calling me, I will go and pick him up again." ”

“……”

Until he returned to the Ji Mansion, Di Ying bathed Ji Wang and arranged for him to sleep, and there was still a lot of trouble in his mind.

Life and death are impermanent.

No one knows when death will come suddenly.

……

The next morning, Di Ying packed up early and prepared to go out, Ji Lingyu saw them come down and greeted them warmly, Ji Wang's feelings for Ji Lingyu were very faint but he still said hello very honestly, and then Ji Lingyu asked her about marriage.

This has been dragging on for a while.

In fact, it should have been on the agenda a long time ago, but so many things have happened recently, Di Ying thought about it and said, "Wait until Dad's 100 days have passed, let's hold a wedding again?" ”

You can also buffer during this time so that she can get used to the process.

Ji Lingyu nodded, "It's okay." ”

Then he asked, "Where are you going to play with Ji Wang today?" Do you need me to send you? ”

Di Ying shook her head and took care of him to eat, "I want to go see Uncle Ji later...... Yesterday, Xiao Qi said that Uncle Ji had stomach cancer, and the cancer cells metastasized after surgery, and he fainted and went to the hospital yesterday, so I wanted to take Ji Wang to see if there was anything I could do, after all, Uncle Ji used to be very good to me. ”

"I understand." Ji San'er nodded and pushed the milk to her, "I'll take you to the hospital after eating." ”

"Okay."

Di Ying didn't refuse.

Since you want to marry and live with Ji San'er in the future, you must treat him as your own person and slowly learn to rely on him.

Ji Zenglin survived after a night of rescue in the hospital, Di Ying took Ji Wang into the ward when it was very quiet, the humidifier was constantly spraying white mist, she went in, Ji Zenglin opened his eyes and recognized her, smiled at her and beckoned her to come over.

When she passed, Ji Zenglin's voice was very small, and she barely heard Ji Zenglin speak when she was lying on his chest: "Di Ying, are you here?" ”

She nodded, "Uncle Ji, I've come to see you, I'm ...... It's late. ”

Ji Zenglin's hair had fallen out, and the whole person was getting thinner and thinner, as if there were only bones all over his body, and Di Ying didn't recognize it at all just now.

In the later period, he couldn't eat anything, and he barely relied on something to drink.

He slapped her hand laboriously, "It's not too late, I'll be relieved to see you well, when you and Xiao Yao are together...... It's Xiao Yao I'm sorry for you, Di Ying, Uncle Ji is running out of time, after Uncle is gone, you and Xiao Yao have a good time. ”

He still held Di Ying's hand vigorously and shook it, looking at Di Ying as if he still had some desire.

Di Ying couldn't nod.

Ji Zenglin's hand was held hard as if waiting for her to nod, but she had no way to agree, Ji Zenglin looked at her for a long time, and finally held her hand and slowly lost his strength, and the machine made a sound.

Di Ying stood up and ran out to call the doctor.

A group of doctors surrounded the hospital bed and began to rescue Ji Zenglin, and a few minutes later, the doctors indifferently announced the time of death, looked back at them and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, the patient has died, in fact, the patient's life has come to an end, we tried our best to keep him just torture, it's better to let them go well and mourn." ”

Ji Wang didn't know what death was.

just stared at Ji Zenglin on the hospital bed with wide eyes.

Walked over and called as usual, "Grandpa." ”

But Ji Zenglin ignored him.

Ji Wang's mouth suddenly curled, "Mom, why does grandpa ignore me?" ”

Di Ying hugged him and squatted beside the bed, "Rarity, grandpa is asleep, so let's not disturb grandpa's rest, okay?" We let Grandpa sleep quietly. ”

Ji Zenglin's cemetery was selected next to the tombstone of Ji Xiaoyao's mother He Xi, and the two were buried next to each other.

The Ji family cemetery was selected on a hill on the outskirts of Xiangcheng, and many tombstones were moved here after the Ji family got up.

There are many large and small tombstones.

On the day of the burial, Ji Xiaoyao stood by the tombstone in black clothes, and he didn't know what he was looking at, he looked down at Ji Zenglin's tombstone for a long time before leaving, and when he went back, Di Ying was sitting in the carriage with Ji Wang, and Ji Xiaoyao was sitting on one side, in the dim light, Di Ying only vaguely saw the side line of his face, and he didn't see it for a while, he seemed to be depressed for a while.

An indescribable feeling.

She touched Ji Wang's head and didn't know what to say to appease him.

She couldn't hold him and talk to him like she used to, but she always wanted to be able to talk to him, and she knew how painful it was to lose her father.

Some people's breakdowns are not manifested on the outside, but on the inside.

Maybe when you think of a certain moment, you will let yourself suddenly explode that kind of collapse.

"Ji Xiaoyao ......"

He turned his head stiffly.

Di Yingnunu's mouth was difficult to spit out a sentence, "...... Uncle Ji is walking fast, you are mourning. ”

"Hmm." He nodded, without any extra expression, raised his hand and patted Ji Wang's little head, and suddenly stopped her: "Di Ying."

She turned her head, and the two looked at each other in the carriage, "Later...... Take care of Ji Wang more, in the future, be with Ji Lingyu well, live a happier life, much happier than me, much happier. ”

“……”

He's blessing himself.

There was a dense pain in Di Ying's heart, as if thousands of needles had pierced the tip of her heart.

She couldn't nod her head.

Can't say a 'good' word.

Ji Xiaoyao asked the driver to send her to the Ji Mansion, and then asked Ji Wang to follow Di Ying out of the car, Di Ying pulled Ji Wang to stand at the door of the Ji Mansion, Ji Xiaoyao slid down the window and smiled slightly at their mother and son, waved his hand, and then asked the driver to drive away.

The car slowly drove in the direction of the airport, and after arriving at the airport, Ji Xiaoyao went to check in again, and then stepped to another country.

Di Ying couldn't hold back her tears when she saw the car leave.

Ji Wangpao pulled the tears on her face and asked, "Mom, why are you crying?" ”

She wanted to catch up, wanted to stop Ji Xiaoyao, she had been holding back her feelings, but when that person appeared, she found that the feelings she had been deliberately suppressing were devouring her mind like a flood of beasts the moment she saw him.

She took out her mobile phone and wanted to call Ji Xiaoyao.

But after dialing the phone, Ji Lingyu's face appeared in front of him again.

She drove Ji Wang to Min Wenqing's studio, and pushed away the house where Ji Xiaoyao often went, and there were still finished paintings on the drawing board.

Above is her face.

She looked at the paintings on the ground, and then wanted to pick up the paintings and hang them on the wall, but she dropped the frame on the ground by mistake, and the frame cracked in response, she squatted down and picked up the paper, and a picture fell out of the ground.

She remembered that she was only twelve years old at the time.

In the photo, she leaned on his shoulder, at that time she had a green face and a high ponytail, Ji Xiaoyao was wearing a white shirt and jeans, but she was already a delicate and upright sunny teenager, and there was a violin next to her.

She suddenly remembered that she didn't like to talk when she arrived at Ji's house.

Ji Xiaoyao hated himself very much at first.

The school always asks for manual homework, and once asked to make lanterns, she didn't know at all, and she had no clue when she did it all night and in the early hours of the morning, and she cried silently in the room.

Ji Xiaoyao saw that the lights in her room were not extinguished, pushed the door in, and sat next to her to finish the lights very quickly.

Then he reached out and tapped her head gently.

The young man's eyes doted.

Since then, he always likes to call her wherever he goes, and sometimes he will let her sit in the co-pilot seat when he goes to play racing, and I still remember Ji Zenglin joking at that time: "Xiao Yao, you like your sister so much, will you be your wife when she grows up?" ”

Although Ji Xiaoyao sometimes rolls his eyes, he has never refused. She never nodded because of her youthful shyness, but she had already tacitly acquiesced in her heart that the young man was the person she wanted to chase.

Behind the photo, the dragon and the phoenix dance.

- Ji Xiaoyao Aidi Ying.

The photo is yellowed.

The words were written in a blue ballpoint pen and were already somewhat blurred.

It turned out that he was the same as her a long time ago.

At that moment, she hugged the photo and suddenly burst into tears......

That song comes to mind.

"I remember when I was young

You love to sing, I love to laugh

Sit side by side under a peach tree

The wind is in the woods, and the birds are chirping

I remember when I was young

You love to sing, I love to laugh

Somehow fell asleep

How much do you know about the flowers in your dreams?"

……

She cried while holding the photo, and called Ji Xiaoyao with her mobile phone, and a cold voice came from it to remind her that Ji Xiaoyao had turned off her phone.

Maybe on a flight to the United States.

Separated by thousands of mountains and rivers.

She called Gao Huan, and without waiting for Gao Huan to ask, she hurriedly asked, "Where is Ji Xiaoyao?" ”

Gao Huan's voice paused, "I'm sorry, Miss Di, if it wasn't necessary, I couldn't reveal where Mr. Ji was......"

Lu Xiaoqi's explosive roar came from the other side of the phone.

"Gao Huan, aren't you going to say it?"

"This is Ji Zong's arrangement."

"But I don't want to see them all regret it! Ji Xiaoyao ...... alone in the United States"

Lu Xiaoqi's voice was quiet, but Di Ying still heard it clearly, she snatched the phone and said clearly, "Di Ying, you go to Ji Xiaoyao, no matter how much time he has, you accompany him, okay?" Don't leave him alone. ”

Alone in that strange environment.

……

Di Ying didn't know how she returned to the Ji Mansion, she handed over Ji Wang to Lu Xiaoqi, and then returned to the Ji Mansion to pack her things, and asked people to help book a ticket and hurriedly packed her things and went to the airport.

When Ji Lingyu came back, she was going out with her suitcase.

"Where are you going?"

Di Ying dragged the suitcase in her hand and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, Ji Lingyu, I can't marry you, Ji Xiaoyao is waiting for me." I'm going to find him, he's just like Uncle Ji...... It's stomach cancer, I'm going to stay with him, I'm sorry. ”

She loves Ji Xiaoyao and loves her very much.

At this moment, she realized that in fact, some people can't forget it in this life as long as they fall in love with someone.

Di Ying looked at Ji Lingyu with teary eyes, and pressed the pathetic voice to her throat, "I'm sorry." ”

She couldn't say anything but say sorry.

"Let's go."

Ji Lingyu reached out and pulled the suitcase in her hand, put it in his car, and then sent her to the airport, and after helping her check in, Ji Lingyu reached out and hugged her.

Soon.

He patted Di Ying on the shoulder, "Actually, I guessed that there would be this day. ”

"Di Ying, you don't have to feel guilty. I've worked hard, and I can let go, even if you marry me, you won't be really happy, and being touched is not love. You go to Ji Xiaoyao, he is waiting for you there, and he needs you too. ”

Push Di Ying away.

Ji Lingyu pushed her to the security check.

He had asked Di Ying that day, but she kept saying that she thanked him.

Thanksgiving is not love.

No matter how well she hides her feelings for Ji Xiaoyao, her eyes will reveal some nostalgia and unforgettable.

Ji Lingyu waved his hand to say goodbye to her, and only after seeing her figure merge into the crowd did he put down his hand and slowly walked out of the crowd.

The cold wind blows on the face, and the person who blows is confused.

Ji Lingyu put his hand in his trouser pocket, looked up at the sky outside Xiangcheng, the plane flew overhead, he thought: He should be right to return those wings to Di Ying, right?

The doctor said that Di Ying's physical condition is not good, even if it is well maintained, there are not many years, there are not many years in life, if you can be with the person you like even for a day, it will be satisfied.

And he, on the side, just watch over her happiness