Chapter 8: Inner Struggle
It's late at night.
Bingru sat helplessly in the bath, her eyes were confused by the moisture, and there was a white flower in front of her......
"Why is this happening, why?"
The life of a family of three changed overnight.
Bingru will never forget that night.
"Chi Bin, let me tell you, it's over, it's over. I said a long time ago not to make any guarantees, now it's okay, I owe millions, how can I pay it back? Do you have what it takes? ”
"Yuan Yi, listen to me, I will work hard to make money so that you and Bingru can live a good life......"
"Good day? Hehe, don't laugh, I've been married to you for more than ten years, when have I had a good life, every time something happens, you promise me, and how many times have you ever spoken? What do you take to make me continue to believe in you? I'm telling you, Chi Bin, I've had enough. ”
Bingru, who was hiding behind the door, felt like the blood was flowing backwards all over her body for a moment, is this still her home? Aren't Mom and Dad very affectionate? It turned out that everything was an illusion, and it turned out that this home that thought it was harmonious and beautiful had an irreparable crack early......
Chi Bin, who was sitting on the sofa, suddenly changed his attitude and sneered, "Enough is enough? What are you going to do, divorce? ”
"Or else? I can't think of any more reason for me to stay in this dilapidated home! ”
"What? Dilapidated? Okay, I'll fulfill you, Yuan Yi, you will get out of Lao Tzu now! Get out of the way, and never let me see you again. ”
It was as if everything was over the moment my mother threw the door away.
Bing Ru's tears that had been withheld for a long time also came out, like beads with broken threads, one by one, slipping down.
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The water vapor in the bathroom was still steaming, Bingru's eyes were still red, she didn't move, she still maintained the posture of just entering the bath, she knew very well in her heart that this was the only way she could save her father and get 3 million tomorrow, she had no other way.
The burden of life has been weighed down like ice.
The scenes of my father and myself came to my mind again......
When she was a child, Bingru was very envious of other children who had been to the playground, once, she told her father during dinner that she really wanted to go to the playground to play, but after saying that, she regretted it a little, she knew very well that her family background could not go to that kind of place. The money Dad earned, paid the rent, utilities, and food expenses every month, and there was almost nothing left. Bingru's clothes are almost all leftovers worn by the neighbor's young lady.
But what Bingru didn't expect was that in the month since that day, she had hardly seen her father at home, until at the end of the month, when we had lunch together, Dad took out three tickets to the playground and said to Bingru and Mom, "Do you like it?" Let's go play this afternoon. After saying that, Dad smiled, and his smile seemed to have the whole world.
Looking at her father's bloodshot eyes, Bingru felt guilty and told her father that she wanted to go to the playground.
It was also later that I heard my mother say that as soon as my father heard that he wanted to go to the playground, he went to various part-time jobs, finished the work in his company during the day, and hurried to the construction site to move bricks at night.
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Yes, Dad can give everything for himself, so what is it for him to pay some for Dad?
"For me now, there is only one relative left for my father, and I have to save my father!"
Bingru in the bath blinked his eyes and frowned slightly.
As if he had suddenly made up his mind, he stood up from the hot water and wiped his body with the bath towel he had prepared next to him.
Lifting his feet, he walked out of the bath.
Looking at yourself in the bathroom mirror, where is the innocence and vitality that should belong to a young girl? All she saw was a sad woman, a woman who was about to lose her virginity again.
In order to save her father, Bingru has to do this.
Adjusting his state in the mirror, he smiled reluctantly, making himself look less stiff and complaining.
Yes, since you have chosen this path, you should be happy to see your father right away, right?
Thinking like this, Bingru wrapped herself in a bath towel and slowly walked out of the bathroom.
In her heart, Bingru comforted herself, she was arched by a pig once, so don't be afraid of a second time!