Chapter 184: Let Her Die

On the day An Xiaowan stepped into the cold palace, the sun was shining, but her whole body was cold. She couldn't make any other movement except for holding the grape in her hand and shaking it.

Mama He, the person in charge, led her to the door of Liulixuan, pointed to the more dilapidated palace that was ravaged by the heavy snow in winter, and said to An Xiaowan, "An's, this will be your residence from now on." ”

An Xiaowan's eyes were blank, looking at the dilapidated palace, the dilapidated houses, and there was no expression on her dull face.

Xiyue put a pocket at An Xiaowan's feet, and said in a humble voice, "This is your five-day ration, there is a pot in it, and there is water at the door of the cold palace, so you can eat it yourself." ”

After saying that, Xiyue turned around and left with Mama He, who was covering her nose.

After Min Jieyu's death, there were still three mentally abnormal waste concubines left in Liulixuan, and two of them failed to escape the cold winter. By the time the guards of the cold palace found their bodies in the early spring, the corpses were already seriously damaged in the grass, and they had become the best rations for the largest aboriginal inhabitants in the cold palace, the rats.

After Xiyue left, a crazy woman with ragged clothes and a greasy head and a ditch face ran out of the west side hall, reached out and grabbed the pocket at An's feet, ran into the west side hall and slammed the broken temple door shut.

An Xiaowan unconsciously sat on the muddy ground and overgrown with defeated grass, looking at everything around her in silence.

It's as if you're dead.

When Lingxi held the hand of the lotus leaf and walked into Liulixuan, he saw An Xiaowan sitting in the grass, with messy hair and a sluggish expression.

Lingxi looked at the down-and-out An Xiaowan and was shocked in her heart, she pointed at An Xiaowan, frowned and asked Lotus Ye, "I was in the most disappointed day, but I looked so decadent?" ”

Lotus Ye shook her head, looked at Lingxi and said, "Niangniang, you have always been strong, you have never been like this." ”

Lingxi closed his eyes and said happily, "Fortunately, I persevered." ”

Walking in front of An Xiaowan and squatting down, Lingxi patted An Xiaowan's bloodless face and called, "Concubine Wan? ”

An Xiaowan didn't cry or make trouble, and looked past the Lingxi to the unknown place.

Lingxi's beautiful eyes moved downward, and she saw An Xiaowan's bloodstained hand, and the grape she was holding was shaking.

A wave of anger ignited from his heart, and an irrepressible hatred for Emperor Yong'an rose in Lingxi's heart.

Emperor Yong'an kept saying to himself that he loved Wan Concubine and couldn't extricate himself. As the king of a country, he asked Lingxi to help him protect his concubines and protect their mother and son.

But look at it now, as a man, has Emperor Yong'an fulfilled his responsibilities as a husband and a lover?

Lingxi looked at An Xiaowan, whose eyes were still flowing, and suddenly raised his right hand and slapped An Xiaowan with all his strength, and shouted angrily, "Now, if you don't cheer yourself up, the final result is that you can only wait for death in the cold palace!" ”

An Xiaowan was knocked to the ground by the spirit rhino, and the step shake in her hand came out and landed in the muddy grass.

An Xiaowan lost the step shake, just like losing her soul, she didn't care about the pain on her face, she didn't care who the person standing in front of her was, she pounced like crazy to the place where the step shake fell.

The lotus leaf was in a hurry, and he reached out and picked up the step and carried it behind him.

In the muddy grass, only a few pieces of broken jade fell from the step......

An Xiaowan stared at the grass, carefully picked up the broken jade, held it in the palm of her injured hand, and cried bitterly.

In the quiet afternoon, in the barren cold palace, An Xiaowan's mournful cry was doubly desolate.

Suddenly, An Xiaowan stood up and looked at the lotus leaf, and said viciously in a delicate tone, "Give me back the step!" ”

Lotus Ye took a step back and looked at the spirit rhino behind An Xiaowan.

Lingxi looked at An Xiaowan's back and said loudly, "Concubine Wan, looking at the ruins and broken walls in this cold palace, don't you still want to wake up?" ”

Hearing Lingxi's voice, An Xiaowan turned her head to look at Lingxi, and asked Lingxi with teary eyes, "What can I do if I wake up, what can I do if I don't wake up?" She spread out her blood-soaked right hand, revealing a few broken grains of jade soaked in blood, and muttered, "He said that I am a bunch of grapes that fell from the sky, and it is his most cherished treasure, he said that he will protect me from being bullied, he said that he will protect our mother and child, and he said that he will believe everything I say whenever and wherever I say...... But look at the present, look at the present......"

Lingxi stepped forward, with an angry face, and said cruelly to An Xiaowan, "He said everything he said to you. Not only did he say it to you and me, but he said it to every concubine in this harem...... When he likes you, he treats you like a treasure, and when he doesn't like you, you don't even like the weeds here. Lingxi pointed his thin arm at the withered grass next to him and sneered, "The king is ruthless, for such a man, you have already lost a child, do you still want to take your life?" ”

An Xiaowan was silent after listening to Lingxi's words, and after a long time, she turned her head and stopped looking at Lingxi, and stubbornly said to the lotus leaf, "Give me the step......"

Lingxi gritted his teeth and said to the lotus leaf, "You give it to her!" Let her die! ”

The lotus leaf shook the step in his hand and threw it into the grass again.

An Xiaowan bent down and shook her head, and walked towards the only complete west side hall without looking back.

Lingxi looked at An Xiaowan's thin background and asked, "Do you hate him?" ”

An Xiaowan's body was stunned, and she said in a lonely voice, "Hate? What is hate? In my life, all the things that are worth my nostalgia have been given by him. To me, he is heaven and earth, a god and a husband, and I will not be a new plaything to him...... What right do I have to hate him? I'm afraid he's tired of my stupidity, and I can't even keep my own children......"

Lingxi looked at An Xiaowan like this, and was unwilling to say another word to her. Holding the hand of the lotus leaf, he turned away, not wanting to stay in this Liulixuan for a moment.

People are not terrible when they are simple, but what is terrible is that they are so simple that they are stupid! It's not scary to be stupid, it's scary to be so stupid that you hit the south wall and don't know how to turn back!

An Xiaowan is such a wonderful woman, she alone perfectly interprets the simplicity to stupidity, and then the stupidity to the point that it is incurable.

After returning to the Tongxin Hall, Lingxi sat on the low kang, and he couldn't tell the taste in his heart. She wanted to see if An Xiaowan could be used for herself, but she didn't want An Xiaowan to be injured so badly by Emperor Yong'an that she no longer had the belief to live.

Lotus Ye handed Lingxi a tea cup, which was made from the high-grade Poole sent in by Xiyue, "Niangniang, do you want to help Wanfei?" ”

Lingxi raised his right hand and rubbed the frowning brow he had been frowning, took the teacup and said, "Help? How can it help? I myself am still a mud bodhisattva crossing the river, and I can't protect myself, how can I help her? ”

Lotus Ye nodded, sat on the low kang and said in a low voice, "Concubine Wan has always been a simple-minded person, who can do vicious things in this harem, the slaves and maids don't believe that she can do it." Even the slaves and maids can see clearly, why can't the emperor see it? ”

Lingxi took a bite of the teacup, swallowed it and said, "The emperor loves Wan Concubine, just because Wan Concubine is pure and kind by nature, but after such a long time of brainlessness, the emperor can't protect it if he wants to." When her advantages turned into disadvantages in the eyes of the emperor, the emperor no longer loved her as much as before. In addition, behind the queen is the illustrious Zhu family, and the Zhu family is the pillar of the imperial court, in this case, it is not surprising that the emperor would make such a choice between the simple and brainless concubine and the aggressive queen. Lingxi raised his eyes to look at the lotus leaf and said, "Lotus leaf, the king is ruthless, that's roughly what he said." ”

"It's hateful," Lingxi gritted his teeth and slapped his thigh with his right hand, "I thought that the chips that could be used to provoke the emperor were gone, and the queen was even more difficult to knock down!" ”

"Mother, don't be in a hurry." The lotus leaf caresses Lingxi's back.

"I'm not in a hurry, Concubine Ying is more anxious than me at this time." Lingxi sneered, "Concubine Ying tried her best to weave such a big net this time, but she didn't want to be removed by the queen with a quick knife to cut through the mess. The queen's brain is not a vegetarian, she is afraid that she has already figured out that the ultimate goal of this harem chaos is to go to her, otherwise she would not use such a cold method. When the chaos in the harem is quelled, do you want Concubine Ying to have a good life? ”

"That's what the mother said." Lotus Ye nodded and said to Lingxi, "Niangniang, let's not mention this unhappy thing." You must be tired after walking all morning, you take a nap first, and the slave maid stews the black chicken sent by Xiyue last year on a simmer to replenish your body. ”

Lingxi nodded, curled up on the low kang and lay down, looking out the window at the sunlit courtyard in a daze.

Next to the well, Lotus Leaf took a wooden bucket and was drawing water from the well. Several large rats sped past her, leaving a trail of sinuous footprints in the muddy soil. The doors and windows of the west side hall have been burned out in the winter to keep warm, and now they look cold, like a monster with a bloody mouth.

The weed on the crossbar in the cloister of the main hall still grew firmly on it, and occasionally the wind swept and pumped onto the crossbar to make a crackling sound.

Lingxi narrowed his eyes, clenched his left hand into a fist, and the palm of his long nails was painful. Lingxi fantasized wantonly in his heart, thinking that one day he would get out of the cold palace, trample Queen Zhu, Concubine Rou, and Xian Gui Concubine under his feet, humiliate him fiercely, and take back everything they owe him! -#~&heats;Pen ♣ Court?++

It was night, Shen Feng knocked on the door of the hall outside the east hall, and said in a low voice, "Ying Concubine Niangniang, lotus leaf, open the door quickly!" ”

Lotus Ye was awakened by Shen Feng's voice and hurriedly got up and dressed. Instinctively, I reached out to light the lamp and saw that it was as bright as day outside the window.

Lingxi also got up, looking at the bright light outside the window, she was shocked in her heart, she anxiously pushed the lotus leaf, and said, "Get out quickly, I'm afraid it's going to water!" ”

After the master and servant got dressed, they held each other's hands and walked to the temple gate. Lotus Ye opened the door of the hall, and Shen Feng said, "Niangniang, Lotus Leaf, a temple not far from here is running water, and the fire is fierce." The weeds between the two halls are overgrown, in order to ensure safety, please also ask the mother and the lotus leaf to go to a safe place quickly. ”

Lingxi looked at the direction of the fire, frowned, and said, "But the closest Liulixuan from here?" The third more presented~~ thanks to the little insect annie for the wine and Yaruva's flowers~~

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Let me ask more, how much do you hate the emperor?