Chapter 163: Be happy
"Don't forget, you're a doctor. Your emotions will affect your patients to a great extent. ”
Tian Tian's words woke up Zhang Xiaomo, she reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, and then nodded: "Mom, I understand." ”
"Well, Mom always knew that you were a smart child. Wait, mom will send you a painting, it's a painting I created a long time ago. It was through that painting that I broke through and began to embark on a higher level of creation. Hope it helps. ”
After a while, Zhang Xiaomo's mobile phone received a WeChat message, and after opening it, he found that it was a painting, and in the painting was a decadent and dark, and a woman stayed in the painting like this. If you just look at this, it feels as if the whole world is already dark and there is no hope. But behind the woman, not far away, a door opened, and inside the door was a warm orange light, and there, there was a man whose face could not be seen clearly, who was silently waiting with a red scarf.
When he first looked at this painting, Zhang Xiaomo only felt a sense of despair in his heart, but when he saw this corner, it seemed that his entire worldview had been turned upside down. Life is not all gray and black, there are gentle orange and red, and there are people who are always waiting for you. Life is not only about parting, but also about hope and ...... Love.
After understanding this, she sent a message to Tian Tian: "Mom, I know, thank you." ”
When she looked at the mani piles of thoughts and blessings again, her heart was no longer dead and sad...... It was a love that even death could not separate, just like her cherishing of life.
Thinking of this, she took a photo with her mobile phone, and then forwarded it to Long Chengxuan: "Our love, even if it is death, will not be separated, it will always be there." Just like this thousand-year-old mani pile. ”
Gently clicking the send button, she returned to the ward with a relaxed body and began her busy work. Although the snow disaster has passed, there are still many things to deal with in the future. In addition to the wounded, the rest of the people have also undergone medical examinations, and although some people are not injured, they are not optimistic. Moreover, the scope of the snow disaster is not only this one village, but also the wounded are constantly sent here, and none of the doctors and nurses can be idle.
This busy, it was busy until dark. After another doctor replaced Zhang Xiaomo, she realized that she was so hungry that she couldn't do it. Fortunately, the nurse next to her found out, and quickly stuffed a piece of snack for her to eat first, and then went down to eat some hot food.
At this time, Suo Wang also came back, he looked at Zhang Xiaomo's appearance and shook his head: "Doctor Zhang, you can't do this." If you want to take care of more people, you have to take care of yourself first. If you wear yourself out and a seriously injured patient comes over, how do you help him? ”
"I was so busy that I forgot about it."
At this time, Sedum also came over to eat, and after hearing what they said, he complained angrily: "This guy is a workaholic, as long as she gets up at work, she can exhaust herself to death unless someone stops." After speaking, he piled all his luncheon meat on Zhang Xiaomo's plate: "You, you deserve to starve to death." ”
Looking at the luncheon meat piled up on the plate, Zhang Xiaomo rolled his eyes at him: "How much better are you than me?" Legendary mouth suspicion is upright, right? ”
"Hey, my little grumpy! You're cheap and good, aren't you? Be careful to turn around and tell him that you don't have a good rest or a good meal. I'll tell you, I have his phone. Before he left, he told me to keep an eye on you. ”
Zhang Xiaomo nodded seriously: "Work harder, work harder, I almost believe it!" "Let's not mention that Long Chengxuan's phone can't be given to others at will, just in this kind of plateau, except for a strengthened mobile phone like the one in her hand, the general mobile phone has no signal at all, and it is even more impossible to make a call. Besides: "Why didn't you remind me to eat lunch if you wanted you to keep an eye on me?" ”
Hearing her say this, Sedum suddenly felt: "There must be grievances in the snow this June!" The ancients did not deceive me! I called you four or five times, and you didn't hear you once? ”
"I didn't listen, I don't count!"
Seeing that the two of them were fighting happily, the nurse on the side also smiled: "Doctor Zhang, you really wronged Dr. Jing, he really called you a few times in the past, but you have been working and ignored him at all." ”
Hearing the nurses say the same, Zhang Xiaomo touched his nose: "It's really screaming?" ”
"Or I'll lie to you? Zhang Xiaomo, I asked, classmate for so many years, when did I lie to you? Sedum looked aggrieved, and had the posture of "if you don't coax the baby, the baby will cry to you". Everyone couldn't help but laugh.
In the past few days, coupled with fighting disasters and rescuing together, everyone's feelings have become deeper than before, and now they are much more casual when they joke: "Dr. Zhang, really? Dr. King never lied to you? ”
Is it a lie? It's really not, at most, it's just because of the intervention of the elders that the promise that once made it impossible to fulfill. But now that she has Long Chengxuan, she doesn't have any regrets: "Don't look at this guy every day like a second ancestor, but he is really good." At least, I've known him for so many years, except for the fact that he owes me five or six meals, he basically talks and counts. ”
"Hey you Zhang Xiaomo, are you hurting me, or are you hurting me?"
"Did you find out that I was hurting you? There are those who are sluggish enough. Zhang Xiaomo's words caused everyone to laugh, and even Sedum shook his head helplessly: "You just bully me and can't do anything to you, right?" ”
"That's a must, I was in the student union back then, if I crooked my mouth in the classmates group, do you think you can still stand up at the next class reunion?"
Sedum thought about the classmates from Inner Mongolia and the three eastern provinces, and suddenly his face darkened: "The queen begs for mercy!" ”
The laughter of the two people infected everyone, and also allowed everyone to relax a little after a hard day. After all, if you have been facing life and death, injuries and illness, you can't always adjust your emotions, and if someone laughs, everyone's mood will be much better.
On the other side, Dr. Chen, who had been watching, nodded, once again adding points to Zhang Xiaomo's impression. Although she had also done medical assistance with Zhang Xiaomo before, at that time, just like in the hospital, she was indifferent except for facing patients, and she never chatted with her colleagues, let alone joked like today. Something must have changed her.
Thinking of the man who fell from the sky that day, Dr. Chen smiled, and sure enough, what can change a woman has always been love. With the nourishment of love, even the iceberg beauty will slowly melt. Zhang Xiaomo has not been familiar with everyone when he first joined the medical team, and now he has begun to learn to slowly help everyone adjust their mood. Such a person should also be a popular figure in school. If you train them well, you will definitely become the top talent in the hospital.
Zhang Xiaomo didn't know that Dr. Chen was observing herself, and after eating in laughter, she began to walk slowly by herself. At this time, Sedum also followed: "I don't dare to let you run around alone anymore." ”
"Where am I alone? Didn't you see Feng Jun, did Suo Wan follow? Zhang Xiaomo said to the two people behind him: "Someone thinks you don't exist." ”
Suo Wang, who is honest and honest and grateful to the doctors, naturally doesn't care, and Feng Jun never cares about this, so the two just smiled at Zhang Xiaomo's words: "It's okay, he can be treated as if we don't exist." ”
"Hey, where am I when you don't exist? It's just that neither of you talk much, and it's easy to get cranky when she wanders around here alone, you know? ”
Looking at the beautiful night scene, Zhang Xiaomo chose a place to sit down: "Okay, don't quarrel there, let's sit down and chat together." Looking back and seeing their stunned expressions, she smiled: "We will get along for a long time in the future, let's have a good chat first, so that we will not be strangers to each other when we stay together in the future." Especially Xiao Feng, although you have been with me for a while, the two of us don't seem to have a good chat, so let's sit down and talk together. ”
After hearing her say this, everyone did not refuse, and sat down beside her: "Sister-in-law, I don't know how to speak......"
"I used to be more silent than you did."
This sentence is true, the original Zhang Xiaomo not only can't speak, but doesn't speak at all, okay? At most, it's a thank you, and nothing more. At that time, Feng Jun was ordered to protect Zhang Xiaomo, and when he found out that she was this kind of character, although he didn't say it on the surface, he was still a little resistant in his heart. I'm afraid that her character will not cooperate with his work, so it will be troublesome. But along the way, although she was a little willful, she never felt sorry for others: "Sister-in-law, you are much better than me." ”
"What kind of person is Dr. Zhang?"
"Me? Let Sedum say it. ”
Sedum was a little surprised: "Is it okay?" About your brother he ......"
"Ah Xuan helped Brother Chou contact the hospital, and now my brother can stand up, he said that he will come to F City with my parents to spend the holiday with me on Christmas." Speaking of this, she had a lot of smiles on her face: "It's all over, there's nothing that can't be said." ”
So, Feng Jun and Suo Wang learned from Sedum that Zhang Xiaomo was cheerful, popular, and loved in college, and also knew that she was self-exiled because of her brother's injury. Sedum didn't know what was going on, but Feng Jun understood it very well. Because of Long Chengxuan's appearance, Zhang Xiaomo's life changed: "Sister-in-law, fortunately, you met the boss." ”
"Well, that's my luck. Because of him, I was freed from the shackles in my original heart. Zhang Xiaomo looked at the starry sky in the distance: "But what touched me the most was not that he did this for me, but that he never needed me to speak, and he would solve all the things that made me sad and sad for me." It's him...... Hold up a sky for me, a sky that can make me happy again. ”
Speaking of this, she turned her head and smiled at everyone: "There is a man who works so hard to make me happy, how can I stay in the original world and close myself off?" So, I tried to get myself out of it and not be as cold as I used to be. Although it is unlikely that he will return to the way he was in college, at least, he should try to be a woman who can be reassured by him. No...... Even when he was working hard, he was worried about me. ”
So, is that why she started working on transformation today? Hearing her say this, Sedum shook his head: "If you force yourself to make him happy, he shouldn't be happy." ”
Reluctantly? I can't say it, but I'm not used to it yet, right? After all, the habits developed in the past three years are not something that can be changed. Zhang Xiaomo smiled: "I won't force myself." Sedum, you want to be happy too! We all have to be good and happy. ”