Gu Changqing didn't deny it, and took a deep breath: "At that time, Lei Lei had just been born, and just a week before the exercise, he invited us to eat happy eggs. ”

Xu Tian was also shocked. After a moment of silence, he muttered to himself: "Then his family must be very sad." ”

"The battalion commander originally had only one mother, his father died early, and he depended on his mother for many years. After learning the news, his mother jumped into the river. Later, Lei Lei's mother also went crazy, a month, only a month, and that home was completely destroyed. Except for Lei Lei, they all ......"

It's miserable. Xu Tian couldn't speak, he could only feel how bad Gu Changqing's state of mind sounded calm when he said this.

Unconsciously, she grabbed his hand and shook it vigorously.

"It's not your fault. Don't blame yourself too much. ”

"Isn't it my fault?"

He looked at her, his tone still calm.

"You don't have to comfort me. I may not be entirely to blame for this, but I am responsible. If I had been a little more alert, I might have avoided it. The wound on my shoulder was also inflicted by shrapnel at that time.

I was still awake at that time, and I saw the battalion commander...... It was like a nightmare that you will never forget. ”

Bombed, that's blown up, right?

Xu Tian was a little distressed. I wanted to persuade him not to say any more, but I felt that the reason why he said this tonight must be something to say later, so I held back.

Gu Changqing couldn't go on, and was silent for a long time. She didn't ask any more questions, just listened silently, and her hand under the quilt was tightly clasped around his.

It was a long time before the voice sounded again.

"The military region sent someone to take care of Lei Lei for two or three months. Later, I really had no choice, so I said that I would send it to a welfare home. I don't want him to go. What good life can there be? ”

"So, you brought him back?"

Xu Tian followed. Gu Changqing said 'um': "Except for my mother and eldest sister, no one knows the truth about this matter." Since I have decided to bring him back to raise, I will give him a complete identity.

I have been in the army all year round, and my relatives at home don't know what happened to me. So, although there was a lot of gossip at first, everyone accepted it later. I know he's my son.

Including the neighbors, including everyone, no one knew that he had no parents anymore. In the eyes of others, he is my child, the child of the Gu family. Although he doesn't have a mother, he gets a lot of love. ”

At this point, there was a little sense of relief in his tone.

I was shocked too much tonight, and Xu Tian didn't say anything for a long time.

After saying this, Gu Changqing was also silent.

For a long time, there were only two different breaths in the night.

"So......" Xu Tian said tentatively: "You tell me this, do you want to tell me something else?" ”

He said that no one knew about this matter except Yang Weihong and Gu Changyan, and even other close relatives didn't know.

Then why did he suddenly mention this to her?

Gu Changqing's face didn't turn around, but Xu Tian felt that the hand under the quilt suddenly turned and held her hand.

"We're going to have our own children again."

Xu Tian was stunned, his heart was slightly shocked, and there was still some indescribable feeling.

"Are you afraid that I will be biased?"

"It's not. I just think I should tell you these things before I have children of my own. ”

His palms were hot. The calm words reveal calmness.

Of course, it is also full of trust.

"Don't worry, I'll be good to him."

Xu Tian said solemnly. Gu Changqing hooked the corners of his lips without a trace, and his tone was gentle.

"There is always a difference between my own life and others, and even I may not be able to do it really. Do your best. When he grows up and is sensible, I will tell him too. He shouldn't have been my son for the rest of his life, he should have known that his father was a very good person, and his mother was also a kind and simple person. He should remember them. ”

When Gu Changqing said this, Xu Tian was really surprised.

"You say that? I thought you had told me so much tonight just to remind me that I love Lei Lei more than anything else. ”

She thought he was going to give her a vaccination.

"I didn't mean that."

Gu Changqing turned his face, his eyes were exceptionally clear.

"Compared with Lei Lei, I still look forward to my children. Our. ”

“……”

Her heart was pounded.

Don't know what to say.

Feeling that the gaze hidden by the night was still so scorching, she said embarrassedly:

"What's wrong with you tonight? Say these. ”

"I don't know what's wrong with me, I suddenly thought."

Perhaps, just before, the moment I kissed her, this thought came to me. Even he himself was amazed.

Gu Changqing took it so simply, Xu Tian suddenly didn't know what to say.

She only felt her heart pounding, and the temperature under the quilt was rising.

Even, the hand holding her was constantly tightening, tightening, almost pinching off her hand.

"Sleep, sleep, it's not early."

Her nervous voice had changed tone. With a strong pull, he turned his back to him.

Unexpectedly, just for a second, he suddenly hugged her.

"Would you like to?" His hoarse and somewhat hurried voice grinded in his ears.

This man...... Xu Tian is going crazy.

What do you want her to say? Willing? Don't want to?

She didn't know what to say, so she simply fell silent.

The man behind her hugged her, and she could hear his vigorous but slightly messy heartbeat.

"You don't speak, I'll be willing when you are."

His scorching breath tickled her neck.

Xu Tian's hand shrunk in front of her chest, holding the quilt tightly, and after a while, she slowly let go of her hand again, and her body slowly turned around.

Instead of looking up, she just pressed her forehead against his chest.

The night is quiet and deep. I don't know how long it took for the heat of the room to dissipate.

Xu Tian nested beside Gu Changqing, closed her eyes, and fell asleep in a trance, she didn't know when she fell asleep, anyway, when she woke up, she was still in this sleeping position.

Call yourself a self-conscious sleeping position.

Snuggled up to him, hands still on his waist.

What's worse is that she is barely dressed, and he doesn't know when he woke up and has already put on his shirt. Still lying beside her.

It's embarrassing to see her alone.

"I, I...... Got up. ”

Hurriedly leaving, covering her chest with the quilt, she tried to reach out and touch her clothes on the quilt and put it on her head.

She's really, nervous hands shaking.

Gu Changqing didn't say a word, but indulged his gaze, admiring her panic like this.

"Does it hurt?"

“……”

Suddenly hearing this, Xu Tian only felt that his head was burning.

She put on her clothes, turned her head awkwardly, and looked at Gu Changqing in surprise, but saw a hint of banter flashing in his eyes.

As if to say: You think too much, don't you?