Chapter 111: Did He Do This to You?
"Looking at you, I think that's enough." He smiled faintly, and said this in his heart, Di Ying was right in front of him, and he felt that all this was enough.
Di Ying's eating action suddenly stopped, and the atmosphere on the table instantly became a little strange, Chu Xiaolai raised his hand and touched Di Ying's face, Di Ying looked sideways at that hand, Chu Xiaolai's palm was very warm and stuck to Di Ying's hand, he leaned over, and Di Ying looked up at him.
"Chu laughed."
His movements stopped, and Di Ying pursed his lips for a long time before saying, "I'm sorry, I know you're very good to me, but you know that Ji Xiaoyao and I are married...... You should have heard Qi Weilan tell you too, I'm not as good as you think......"
Speaking of this, Chu Xiaolai's heart hurt, no one doesn't care, even if he likes Di Ying, but there is only one Di Ying in this world, he has tried to forget but there is only this person in his mind, and he can't forget it. It's as if an obsession is deeply controlling him, and he doesn't want to struggle or resist.
"Di Ying, I know what I'm doing, and I know what kind of person you are." He clenched his fists and hugged Di Ying into his arms, her head resting on Chu Xiaolai's shoulder, the whole person seemed to be protected by a mountain, but there was still only that person's voice in her mind.
Chu Xiaolai pressed her head with one hand, and kept saying, "I'm sorry, Di Ying, I shouldn't have waited in the first place, if I had known that so many things would happen after I left, I would definitely take you away at that time." Maybe it won't be like this between us, but I'm not going to let go, Di Ying, give me a chance? ”
She listened to Chu Xiaolai's words and believed that Chu Xiaolai would not hurt her, but she really felt very tired. He smiled in the place where Chu Xiaolai didn't see it: "Chu Xiaolai, thank you for being so kind to me, but there are some things that can never be made up, and there is no way to regret it......"
He understood what Di Ying would say next, still holding her, and kept saying: "Don't say this, Di Ying, everything has a chance to come again, come to me, okay?" I'm taking you out of this place? All right? ”
Leaving this place was what she wanted.
But she still wants to finish what she wants to do, and the kindness of the Ji family has not been reciprocated, even if she has to choose to start, her choice will not be Chu Xiaolai.
"Chu Xiaolai ......"
As soon as she saw her expression, Chu Xiaolai knew that she was rejected, his Adam's apple was rolling in pain, Di Ying clenched her fists but it was still difficult to speak, she pushed Chu Xiaolai away but still grabbed Chu Xiaolai's hand: "I'm sorry, I know that you are really desperate to treat me, this house...... You did what I said you would, right? ”
When she just walked in, she found out that when she knew him before, she told him that she liked the house by the lake and liked the design that incorporated some antique elements.
Chu Xiao came to take her here to see it, and that was what she once said to him to hear a dream.
She had forgotten it, but Chu Xiaolai still remembered, how much time it took to build this place?
How can she make Chu Xiaolai remember herself like this all the time and be so good to herself? She didn't dare to look at Chu Xiaolai's eyes, for fear of seeing something that made her unforgettable.
"So what? Di Ying, from design to completion, it took three years, and I personally determined everything in every place, and when it was completed, I was thinking, what kind of expression would it be like if you saw it. The hallway at the entrance is actually an S-shaped design, and there is a garden in the backyard, I fantasized at that time that we would hold the wedding in the garden, which represents me entering your heart. But I can't seem to do anything......"
His voice was sad.
The guilt in Di Ying's heart became heavier and heavier.
This is a person who is good to her, she can only choose the way she thinks is good to push him away, the person she likes is still Ji Xiaoyao not Chu Xiaolai, she squeezed Chu Xiaolai's hand hard, and tried to raise a smile: "In the future, you will find a good wife, she will give birth to children for you, and she will accompany you through a lifetime, but that person will not be my ......" Di Ying gritted her teeth and said bitterly: "Chu Xiaolai, you will always be my friend, relative, and brother...... I've always treated you as my brother since I met you, except for Uncle Ji and Qi Weilan, only you are the best for me...... I don't want to lose you......"
If you can't do that.
They don't want to see each other again.
That's what Di Ying's implication is.
Chu Xiaolai's jaw was biting tightly, looking at Di Ying, Chu Xiaolai laughed helplessly after a long time, he didn't have any way to hold Di Ying, Di Ying was his weakness, and there was only Di Ying, he couldn't make any resistance.
This meal Di Ying ate tastelessly.
After eating, Chu Xiaolai sent Di Ying home.
When he arrived at the door of the house, Di Ying got out of the car, and when he got out of the car, Di Ying smiled at him: "I'll go back first, be careful when driving home." Then he walked home alone.
Chu Xiaolai sat in the car, watching Di Ying's gradually disappearing figure, not far away, the bright car lights were lit up, Ji Xiaoyao waited at the door for a long time, and it was already late at night Chu Xiaolai came back with Di Ying.
Gao Huan just found out the news and said that Chu Xiaolai took Di Ying home.
While they are still married, Di Ying will not do anything to betray him, but who will her heart give?
Chu Xiaolai also pushed the car door and got out of the car, and after Ji Xiaoyao approached, he reached out and grabbed the collar of his clothes, and the green tendons on his forehead jumped violently: "Ji Xiaoyao, Di Ying is my wife, you stay away from her!" ”
He was pressed the car door by Ji Xiaoyao.
Chu Xiaolai raised his hand and grabbed his clothes hard, and said not to be outdone: "It's impossible, and it's absolutely impossible." ”
No matter what kind of means he uses, he will keep Di Ying by his side, definitely!
After saying that, Chu Xiaolai threw him away and returned to the car.
Di Ying took a hot shower after going back, and when she came back, she wrapped herself in the quilt, completely unaware of what had happened outside.
didn't know that Ji Xiaoyao stood outside by the car door for most of the night.
What she was thinking about was Chu Xiaolai.
In her perception, she can only feel Ji Xiaoyao's existence, and there is no extra place for Chu Xiaolai, Chu Xiaolai's pay, she can't give any response, which makes her feel a strong sense of guilt, but she doesn't want to hurt people with white lies again, if you like it, you like it, and if you don't like it, you don't like it.
If you are stingy and give him hope, it will hurt even more in the future.
……
When she went out the next morning, Di Ying saw a pile of cigarette butts at the door.
She frowned slightly and glanced at it before leaving here to go to the company, and when she arrived at the company, Lu Xiaoqi told her: "Mr. Ji didn't come to the company today." ”
Di Ying subconsciously replied: "Mr. Ji has a lot of things to do, it's normal not to come to the company, right?" ”
Lu Xiaoqi saw that she was not interested in the slightest, and couldn't help but feel a little distressed for Ji Xiaoyao, so she turned her head and handed the document to Di Ying: "Ji is always sick, he is very anxious to ask for this document, so it is better for you to send it, he doesn't like to take medicine, remember to buy him cold medicine when you go, please!" ”
Lu Xiaoqi made a state of begging for mercy.
Di Ying also shrugged her shoulders when she looked at Lu Xiaoqi, and she happened to have nothing to do, so she said, "Okay, I'll help you run once." ”
By the way, I went downstairs to buy medicine and then delivered it.
When she opened the door, Ji Xiaoyao came to open the door, standing in the room in a black nightgown, her black hair soft on her forehead.
Seeing Di Ying, Ji Xiaoyao's expression softened a lot, but Di Ying's face was slightly cold, Ji Xiaoyao stepped forward and pulled her in, feeling a coldness in her palm, and couldn't help frowning: "Why are you wearing so little?" It's so cold outside. ”
After closing the door, he pulled her in, poured her water, and handed it to her: "Drink some hot water to warm your body." ”
Di Ying didn't take it, but took out the medicine and the documents again, in a businesslike tone.
"Mr. Ji, this document needs to be signed by you, this is the medicine that Assistant Lu entrusted me to bring to you, Mr. Ji will read the document first, I still have something to do after reading it."
The place where they are now is in the Landscape Garden.
Since then, Ji Xiaoyao has moved back to Jingyuan to live.
This was supposed to be their home, but now Di Ying was standing not far away in her coat, looking alienated, as if the relationship between them was that of superiors and subordinates.
Ji Xiaoyao gritted his teeth and walked over, trapping her between the bar and himself, feeling his breath pressed down Di Ying hurriedly asked, "Mr. Ji, what are you doing here?" ”
Ji Xiaoyao leaned in front, Di Ying hurriedly pressed her body and dodged back, the more she hid, the more she got away from Ji Xiaoyao, the more powerful she was approaching, when his hard chest was close to her, Di Ying turned her head and shouted: "Ji Xiaoyao, what are you and me?" Give me a little respect, and give yourself a little respect, I'm just here today to handle business, let me go! ”
His face was gloomy, but he still didn't let go of Di Ying, but instead held Di Ying's face and looked down at her.
He had only her in his eyes.
After a long time, Ji Xiaoyao asked in a deep voice: "If Lu Xiaoqi doesn't let you come, you won't come, right?" You wish you could run away from me now? ”
Di Ying didn't speak.
Ji Xiaoyao asked again: "Who are you pretending to be here?" ”
He pointed his finger at the place on Di Ying's chest, lowered his voice and asked carefully: "Tell me, who is the person you are pretending to be here?" ”
Never, Ji Xiaoyao had never used such a tone to question himself, Di Ying laughed back: "Who am I here, and what does it have to do with you?" If you don't want to read the document now, then wait until you have time, I don't have time to spend it with you. ”
Ji Xiaoyao pressed her again.
Holding her face and kissing it suddenly, he asked like crazy, "Did Chu Xiao do this to you last night?" ”