Sheng Yizhi had no intention of working after Si Yan left, lit his long-lost cigarette, looked at the traffic in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, and his thoughts returned to the first day of college.

"Hey! Hello, my name is Feng Yueting, this is the third Si Nan of my family, and the fourth Ouyang Xu, we will be roommates in the future, four years of college, take care of me! ”

Sheng Yizhi, who came from a small city, didn't expect to meet all the rest of his roommates on the first day of school, and he looked like he was dressed up in a rich or expensive manner, and his appearance was very high. Unsociable, he squeezed out a smile, but he didn't make the atmosphere awkward.

The small group of three people, because he is an outsider, always feels out of place. I simply put all my mind on studying, but I also got along peacefully, and it was quite harmonious.

But most of the time, he is in the same room with the one named Sinan, and the other party is relatively taciturn. Although I know that the other party is also from City B, why don't I go home, it's really a little curious.

As the old saying goes, curiosity kills a cat, and he is better than less than less.

However, he didn't expect to get along with the other party so quickly.

At noon on a Saturday

"Hello, is this Sinan's dormitory?"

The door was knocked, Sheng Yizhi helped his glasses, the girl holding the thermos bottle at the door was wearing a good-looking fishbone braid, a white dress and a slender height formed a pure and good image, especially when the eyes looked at him intently, the delicate opening made Sheng Yi's heart tremble.

"Yes, he's not there!"

He went out early in the morning, he didn't know the whereabouts of the other party, it seemed, they were all more mysterious, and everywhere he could hear, they only had time to talk.

"Are you his roommate? My name is Si Yan, and I am Si Nan's sister. I brought him some soup from my mother, and now that he's gone, I'll give it to you...!"

The girl walked lightly into the small dormitory of more than 20 square meters, smiling. When he put the thermos on his desk, his eyes were still looking at him intently, which made Sheng Yizhi a little ashamed.

"Thanks, you better take it back, I've already eaten!"

Sheng Yizhi pursed his lips tightly, and immediately lowered his head after speaking, not daring to look at the dark eyes at all, he was afraid that the reflection under his eyes was all him.

The corners of Si Yan's mouth curled, and he pushed the bottle in his hand: "What's your name?" Sinan usually doesn't talk much, how are you getting along? ”

"My name is Sheng Yizhi, and I get along very well."

It's just an eighteen-year-old boy, the first time he saw such a beautiful girl talking to him, the shy Sheng Yizhi couldn't help blushing while talking, and even he was a little cramped and uneasy sitting on the stool.

"Sheng Yizhi! What a nice name! You can drink this soup, I'll go back first, see you next time! ”

This was their first meeting, but it made Sheng Yi unforgettable for a long time, although the bowl of chicken soup was not specially prepared for him, but he felt sweeter than his mother boiled for him to drink, and it seemed to breed sweetness in his heart.

Sheng Yizhi didn't know what it meant for him to feel like this, he carefully cleaned the thermos with the cartoon pattern, and carefully placed it on the table where only textbooks were usually placed.

And every time I see that bottle, it's like seeing the girl in a white dress, smiling.

What made Sheng Yizhi happy was that he saw the shadow again on the second weekend, this time he still carried a bag of food, but it was all expensive fruits, and after chatting a few words, he left in a hurry.

This time, Sheng Yizhi left the fruit to Sinan, and he didn't eat it unceremoniously like the first time. After all, fruit can still be stored. Unexpectedly, Sinan just glanced at the fruit, dropped a word and left.

A bag of fruit has still become Sheng Yizhi's belongings.

Since then, Si Yan has come to the university every week to look for Si Nan, but every time it seems to have been arranged, as soon as Si Nan walks on the front foot, Si Yan will find him on the back foot. Sheng Yizhi was young, he didn't know what was wrong with this, and he didn't find such an abnormality.

Because, Si Yan didn't seem to say that he came to find Si Nan later, and he chatted with him every time, and in addition to chatting about Si Nan's daily life in college, sometimes Si Yan would ask him, which flattered Sheng Yizhi.

When he heard the other party's hearty desire for him to be her boyfriend, he struggled to block his heart, but he still nodded heavily.

Sheng Yizhi specially found a time, and when he told Sinan about it, he didn't expect that the other party was just surprised, but he still blessed him. At that time, the tone was very flat, as if he and Si Yan were in love and had nothing to do with him at all.

The hairy boy fell in love for the first time, even if the other party didn't pay attention to it, he felt immersed in it. But every time he found that he couldn't hold Si Yan's hand, every time he looked at her dark eyes, he involuntarily shrank back, all the courage was hidden in his heart, low to dust.

Over time, he found that every time Si Yan came to him, he asked about Si Nan, and even asked about the time, what he did, who he came into contact with, or what he ate, what he liked....

He knew that his identity was not worthy of her, but he still humbly maintained this relationship. Save money and use the money from part-time jobs to buy gifts for her, just to buy her identity, but she didn't want to, so she turned around and threw her into the garbage.

It was later, when he suddenly forgot to tell her something, and followed behind to catch up with her.

The heart was instantly poured down by a basin of ice water. Even, the young man who came out of the parked luxury car at the intersection put his arm around her waist and kissed her.

His body couldn't help trembling, for three years, he hadn't even touched Si Yan's hand, for fear that the other party would cause discomfort. He also comforted himself that he would be fine in the future. But I don't want to, I want precious protection, and I look like a fool in the eyes of others.

It's stupid!

However, Sheng Yizhi hypnotized himself, and everything he saw was fake. When Si Yan met him again, the other party was still that tepid, which made him see an illusion that night.

However, there are always people who puncture his illusions, and when Feng Yueting intentionally or unintentionally talked about how Sister Sinan was, the news he heard with his ears pricked up made him collapse, and his face turned white on the spot.

'Si Yan? She had a boyfriend in art school, right? It's pretty good. ’

'It's just fun, isn't the family going to set her the eldest son? I'm going to get engaged, and she didn't object! ’

'That art school boyfriend?' It wasn't the one who was shopping with her hand in hand yesterday...'

Therefore, when he asked Si Yan angrily, the other party's understated sarcasm and contemptuous eyes made Sheng Yizhi want to tear open the other party's heart, is it black and soulless!