Chapter 3: Gradually Writing to Farewell (1)
After receiving the Yao Yao, Pei Yao did not reply to Xiao Di.
His Royal Highness the Prince's words, when I thought about it later, were quite in line with her heart, but as early as the beginning, when the two were not familiar with each other, it sounded a little shy.
Originally, when she gave it to her with moonlight, she put aside her suspicion, thinking only about the great grace of saving her friend, and she had to thank her, but she didn't want to get this gift in the end, adding to the ambiguity. If she said that she would return this precious thing, she was afraid that this would come and go, and there would be more entanglements, and she would have no choice but to leave the thing, just when the matter was over.
But she didn't admit that the end she was so in order was the beginning for Xiao Di.
Unable to wait for her letter, he simply picked up the pen again, took the initiative to write a letter to her, and then asked Xiao to send it back to her.
Pei Yaowei has always been a person with a good memory, not to mention things related to Xiao Di. She still remembers every word in every letter exchanged between the two, but if it weren't for this dream, she would never have known what kind of mood Xiao Di had when she first wrote to her.
The letter was not long, every word was concise, and the tone was not far away. Polite, polite, cheerful, easy-to-goβthat's all she felt after reading the letter. Even later, she always thought that Fengyue veterans were like him, and the purpose of writing to herself at the beginning was probably a little stubborn in it, and she was interested for a while, greedy for new ways to play.
But at this moment, in the library of the East Palace, she watched Xiao Di pick up the pen several times and put the pen down several times, her mind was nervous, and there was even a little trembling, and after a sudden joy, she realized that behind every calm word on the letter, there was such an uncalm emotion hidden in him.
Every time he writes a sentence, he has to think about it three times: Does it seem frivolous to write like this? Would she be abrupt and offended? If you put it another way, wouldn't it be too indifferent?
A letter, he wrote to the lamp and candle, half the night, and stayed awake all night.
When Xiao Di handed the letter to Xiao Huan, she felt his expectation on the one hand, and felt her own afterthought.
It turns out that this is the case......
Suddenly, Pei Yaowei became scared-
I followed his experience, from the beginning of spring to the present, I have only seen a few scenes, but just these few scenes, I have already made my heart surge, how many sentences of 'so it is'?
Too many to count.
Before, she had been eager to know what was going on, and she wanted to know what it was that made Xiao Di and the first emperor say the word 'regret marriage'. But now, the more she understands Xiao Di's love for her, the more she doesn't dare to know what is going on.
It's not that she didn't think about it, maybe there is a possibility that there are many misunderstandings between herself and him. In the past, she felt that if it was a misunderstanding that brought the two to the later situation, it would be a blessing for the rest of her life. But now she feels that if the one who ruined this marriage was really just a misunderstanding, how unfortunate and worthless should it be?
She began to struggle, she began to escape, she felt that she was not ready to witness that kind of truth. However, in the dream, she never had to say 'no'.
In November, the Hongyan of the East Palace and Pei's Mansion were in full swing, and at the same time, in the middle of the court, the East Palace and the second son of the Pei family were not on good terms, and after Xiao Di made several moves, cutting off Pei Yaoge's way to promotion, he went away.
"Third brother, it won't work like this."
After Xiao Di 'suppressed' Pei Yaoge for the third time, Xiao also returned to the East Palace with him with a heavy face, and only when he entered the door did he retreat, and he spoke bluntly.
"Although Pei Gong is not in Beijing recently, but the prince Pei Changge is still there, if you want me to say, you better talk to Pei Shi first, otherwise it will ......" Xiao also worried: "Don't say that the rumors outside are not good, anyone who is blocked from the road to promotion for no reason will not feel good." Pei Shi just hasn't had a seizure yet, if soβ"
He paused, covered his words, sighed, and said straightly: "Isn't that the big water that washed the Dragon King Temple?" I can't do it! β
Xiao Di's eyebrows reflected exhaustion, obviously not comfortable, but after thinking for a while, he still shook his head and vetoed Xiao Huan's proposal.
"This matter is too big, if Pei Gong is here, I dare to talk to him, but Pei Changge ......" he sighed, "He is still young and not enough to take this risk." β
Xiao also disagreed: "Third brother, in terms of age, he is much older than you!" β
Xiao Di shook his head, "It has nothing to do with age. β
He walked to the back of the bookcase and sat down, clasped his hands together, and rubbed his eyes, "Pei's retainers colluded with the Liang family to try to disadvantage the Pei family - this is easy to say, but I haven't got any evidence in my hand so far. β
As he spoke, he suddenly smiled inexplicably: "Speaking of which, this matter is also strange, how come these positions that are reported to be promoted with Pei Yaoge, but the top bosses are all Pei's retainers with evil intentions?" Was it an accident? Coincidental? β
Xiao also groaned: "Do you want to check? β
Xiao Di thought for a while and said, "The matter on the Liang family's side is now being investigated by Zixian, this matter is ...... You go in person, don't make a noise. I'm really curious about how many ...... are behind this play."
Xiao also nodded: "I understand." After a pause, he asked again: "Third brother, in your heart, there are already doubtful people?" β
Xiao Di smiled softly, "There have always been snipes and mussels competing with each other, and fishermen have profited, and there are only a few of the most important gate valve nobles, and there are only a handful of people who dare to be restless enough to fight Pei's idea." After thinking about it, he sighed lightly, "However, the Qingle Liang family is an exception, in terms of rank, it is not among the first-class families, but it is just ......."
Xiao also comprehended, and took the words behind him: "It's just that behind the Liang family, it is King Qin." β
Xiao Di nodded lightly, and also read: "King Qin......"
Xiao Chase.
From childhood to adulthood, the relationship between Xiao Di and Xiao Zhu can neither be said to be good nor bad. Before the two kings competed for the throne, the two of them could be described in one word - 'not close'.
Compared with the prince's incurable inspection, King Qin can be said to have an elegant name. Pei Yaowei remembered that when Xiao Zhu came to Zhaoye Temple and asked to see her, her impression of him was still on the word of mouth that 'gentleman's style, elegance is extraordinary'.
In fact, even Xiao Di at this time, although he knew that the Liang family was wrong, he had not yet been fully wary of Xiao Zhu.
It's not because he doesn't believe that King Qin will covet the throne. It's just that Liang's actions are too public, and Xiao is ...... A person like him should get used to a good reputation, and even if he has a disobedient heart, he will probably do his best to cover it up and will not do things so ostentatious.
At this time, Xiao Di thought that Xiao Zhu and the Liang family had constant in-laws, and it was inevitable that they would rely on each other, but they might not be all the way. Pei Yao understood his thoughts, and then thought of Liang Song, who was even relied on by Xiao Zhu later, and couldn't help but sigh-
It turned out that once upon a time, he and Xiao Di were really real, and they both underestimated Xiao Zhu.
Xiao Di weighed in his heart for a moment, and when he looked at it in a blink of an eye, he saw that Xiao was still hanging his head, his face seemed to be getting worse and worse, and he didn't know what he was thinking. He was not at ease, frowned, and asked, "What's wrong with you?" When it comes to King Qin, is it so bitter and bitter? β
Xiao also glanced at him, hesitated for a moment, and then said, "Third brother, there is one thing that I have never mentioned to you. β
Xiao Di leaned back in his chair and waited for his next words.
Xiao also sighed deeply and said frankly: "Mercy - Wen Lian, her mother's surname is Liang, and she is Concubine De's own sister." She ......"
"She is the cousin of King Qin."
Xiao Di was silent for a moment, and raised his eyebrows, "That's it?" If you don't say it, I know it! β
Xiao also looked up at him worriedly: "But there is one thing you don't know. Gentle ...... He is quite close to the king of Qin, I ......"
"Brother, I'm not at ease."
"Not sure?" Xiao Di thought about it, knowing what he was talking about, but he deliberately teased him and livened up the atmosphere: "I'm afraid that she will give it to others?" β
"Tsk......" When Xiao heard this, his expression was relieved, but then he was a little anxious: "Where am I worried about this!" Who else can she like if she doesn't like me? β
Then, he changed his words and sighed again: "Brother, there are some things that we don't believe or follow, but it doesn't mean that those things don't exist." As he spoke, his eyes flashed slightly, as if he was mentioning a very secret forbidden matter, and even his voice added a bit of restraint: "Since the Ji clan fell, the Changming Sword, which is known as being able to defy the heavens, has fallen into the hands of the Wen clan. Have mercy on herβ"
"She's too talented in this, and her temperament isn't a stop, I'm afraid ......"
Before Xiao Huan's worries could be expressed, Xiao Di interrupted him lightly: "Don't worry. β
"There's nothing to worry about," he said. β
At this time, Xiao Di was really not worried, and he really didn't believe that Wen Lian would dare to do such a thing.
He comforted Xiao Huan: "Changming four formations, those who are eager to try, talent is not enough, but also the courage to die." Since you believe that Wen Lian has you in her heart, you should believe that even if it is just to be with you in this life, she is not willing to use the monstrous blessings to fulfill the life of others. β
Xiao was slightly stunned, and then nodded very slowly.
Pei Yaowei looked at Xiao Huan at this moment through Xiao Di's eyes, her heart was sour and full of pity.
She never dared to ask Xiao Huan, what kind of mood he felt when he knew that Wen Lian used the Changming Sword to change the lives of Xiao Di and Xiao Zhu.
She thought that Xiao Huan must have been very sad at that time, but he couldn't talk to anyone.
He could not confide in his closest wife, for she was the culprit in this evil; He couldn't talk to his most beloved brother, because he was the one he poured out all his guilt.
He couldn't talk to his best friend becauseβ
At that time, his son had already stood on the opposite side of him.
In the past so many years, Pei Yaowei has apologized to Xiao Huan, and there has never been a moment deeper than this moment.