I used to remember that you don't just belong to me in this world, you are public, dear, when I am alone, I will imagine that you are by my side, but you are really not by my side, I am very lonely, I am very sad, but you will never understand, you will never know.................... I know that I am never gentle, and I will never be coquettish, let alone say those sweet words, but my heart is still fragile, I not only disguised those original essences, I also learned to disguise the strength of the appearance, I once fantasized that your love for me is the only one, but later found that your love is colorful, and those bits and pieces of the past have never been forgotten, but that can only be buried in the deepest part of my heart, and I never want to touch it again, because I am afraid that my heart will be broken again.......... Two years ago, we loved each other very much, at that time in addition to happiness, but also mixed with sadness, at that time you and I cherished each other, but then this relationship changed, although at that time still loved each other, but there was a lack of tacit understanding between each other, lack of trust, until later you were not calling me, not chatting with me QQ, I understood that our love must have come to an end, I found out that I was a fool at that time....... If I hadn't met you, where would I be, how would my life be, whether I should cherish my life, maybe I know someone, live an ordinary life, I don't know if it will be, there is also love as sweet as honey, let the time leave in a hurry I only care about you, I am willing to infect your breath, life geometry can get a confidant, it is not a pity to lose the power of life, so I beg you not to let me leave you, except for you I can't feel a trace of affection......... There used to be times when I only cared about you, and once you were just my only .....

The city of love, the poison of love has not written about the mood for a long time, how to write, where to start, in this foreign land, I feel pain for the first time, feel sadness that I have never had, at half past one in the morning, I put the tears in my heart on the screen one by one, I want to sing a song for you, I just hope it can become a proof that I love you, let every lyric move you and let the notes touch your heart.

Once upon a time, I began to search for you anywhere on campus where I could see you, even if it was a second before class, as long as I looked at you, I could listen to the lecture until the bell rang.

After graduating, we went to different places, learned different things, and never stayed with you again under the pretext of asking you to help me with math problems.

Leaving the city where my home is, leaving where you are, I packed my bags and stepped on the train to the north, without you, I was at a loss, and finally waited until one day, you said love, I was very excited, but after the excitement was endless sadness and pressure.

I love you, I love your smile, I love your cuteness, I love your determination. Can... Don't say it, let's write a poem, I remember when I was in school, I always wrote, and you said that it could be called a poem that was not a poem, so I should be called a screen name

"Fallen Poets". Nowadays, I always think of you unconsciously! I remember that in the autumn when the new semester came, I met you in the crowded street, I looked at you more, and just like that, you remained in my heart, and in the diary.

What I didn't expect was that when I walked into the classroom, I found that you were also inside. When the teacher lined up the seats, I coincidentally sat behind you.

Since then, you don't know, there is a person who will secretly look at your long hair, will secretly draw your side face, and just like that, the semester passed quickly, the liberal arts and sciences, the mathematics, physics and chemistry I studied, the history and geography you memorized, and since then, I have rarely seen you again.

One day, I suddenly realized that I might like you, so I went to your classroom every day, I remember the first time I said I liked you, I was very quiet, I thought you would agree, but I didn't expect you to say...