Chapter 114: Act One Hundred and Two
This...... It's simply impossible, right? ...... in the world How could there be such a thing...... It must be your own "delusion", right? ……
"You're back......" sulfuric acid sounded, as if it was no different from before, "the moon is beautiful, isn't it?" ”
Atz stood at the door, didn't make any sound, just looked at the sulfuric acid quietly: "I've always been curious, what is your name." ”
Sulfuric acid turned his head to look at him, as if he didn't notice anything wrong: "It's written on the medicine list." ”
"I don't want to see it, you name it." Atz lowered his head, the expression on Atz's face at this moment was so cold, and indifference began to spread in his eyes, even the cold hospital was not as cold as Atz's eyes.
"You're going to lie to me again." Sulfuric acid didn't speak for a long time, and Atz spoke up, "You're lying to me again, why?" I finally know why I hated you so much before, because it's disgusting that you always put on such a pretense as if you don't care about anything! I can't figure out why Grandma likes you so much, how can someone like you be worthy of being liked? You say yes, right? ”
Atz said with a smile and as if he had put on the most innocent of all semblance.
Sulfuric acid just looked indifferent and didn't say anything, and it looked like Atz was directing and acting by himself, which was very ridiculous.
"Why do you always look at me with a little disdain? What the hell am I messing with your disdain? Atz took a step closer, and Sulfuric Acid's expression did not change at all, "Why do you always have to put on such a look!" ”
"You know there's no moon today, right? Why...... Why lie to me? I said, what you want to do, whatever you want, I will help you get it back! This is the task given to me by Grandma, and I must complete it! Atz rushed over and lifted the collar of the sulfuric acid, glaring at the sulfuric acid viciously, "What the hell are you worried about, wouldn't it be good to say it!" ”
"Ats, you don't understand...... Sulphuric acid began to slowly push Ats' hand away, "Say it and it will definitely ...... will ......"
Annoying you.
I don't want to be like this, I don't want to make Atz hate it a second time.
He didn't want to let the boy's eyes hide a little more disgust.
It's too painful.
So, he didn't mind, he didn't even tell Atz his name, because the boy would always remember the picture. The boy looked back at him in the room full moon, and the image was enough for him.
"What will it be?! Will you die if you say it?! Atz asked impatiently, "Why didn't you tell me?" If you encounter someone with such a bad attitude, you should tell your grandma! Why don't you say it?! I'm so annoying, shouldn't I be hated by you?! Can't we hate each other?! ”
I don't want to look like this.
I don't want Atz to hate herself......
Hate each other? ……
Don't, I like it and hate it, this feeling is the most annoying...... Don't, don't, just want a simple way of life, and don't want to be like this...... I really hate it!!
"What are you thinking?" Az's indifferent voice pulled back the sulfuric acid's thoughts, and the force that grabbed him suddenly loosened, and the sulfuric acid fell back to his hospital bed defenselessly, a little unresponsive.
In his gaze, Atz picked up the medicine slip hanging on the drip and looked upward.
Don't look at ...... Don't look at !!
Please!!!
"Returning? ......" Atz pronounced the name, his voice uncomplicated, "it's really suitable for you, it's much better than the 'sulfuric acid' I casually gave you, right?" Journey back to ...... On the way, I suddenly realized that the silver light is very suitable for you. ”
Don't don't ......
Don't want it!!!
How can this be......
Tugui sat on the hospital bed, holding his head, muttering something like a demonic barrier, Atz didn't know what Tugui was talking about, and he didn't bother to listen, and when he turned around and was about to leave, Grandma stood at the door.
"Ah...... Old woman? Atz glanced impatiently at the old man in front of him, "I don't care about him!" I'm going back! ”
The old man's eyes narrowed: "Who allowed you to go?" ”
"Myself! I don't want to be tied down by this person! I don't want you to restrain me! "Atz is getting louder.
"Don't go! You're going to have surgery tomorrow, you have to be here! Grandma made a final decision, "If you leave, I can make you forcibly recall your previous memories but you can't remember them!" ”
Atz was stunned.
was stunned for a moment, but Grandma suddenly closed the door.
Tugui seemed to suddenly regain his composure and looked at himself.
Atz stood where he was, and saw only one back, a lonely back.
"It's ridiculous...... Atz muttered seemingly decadently, "it's not so much why Grandma cares so much about you, but ...... Why did Grandma become like this? Why is it in my remaining memory...... Mother-in-law...... Grandma is not like this, is it? ……”
"The grandma in my memory is obviously very loving, so good to me...... It's a smile on everyone, why...... Why is it like this? Journey back to ...... Tell me, this ...... Is it a dream? Atz turned his head slowly, crystal clear tears hanging steadily on his long eyelashes, "But...... It's not my dream, my dream...... It shouldn't be like this......"
Tugui didn't speak.
"I always wonder, why are the people in my memory different from what I have experienced? Why is it different? They were all dressed in the same skin, saying the same tone, and turned their heads to think carefully, how abnormal their actions were......" Atz slowly walked back to his journey, choked up, "Why, only now that it is left in everyone's colored face...... But suddenly faded? Why did it become black and white?! ”
"Why does it seem so unreal......
Tugui raised his eyes, and said with a crisp spring that did not contain any impurities: "Because they have given you all tenderness." ”
“…… I don't understand, I don't understand ......"
Because they have given you all the tenderness and warmth, they do not hesitate to fade, to put it bluntly, even to disappear into your world.
Seeing you smile at them strangely, they want to be different people in your world.
They won't leave their tenderness to you anymore, because they have their own people to protect.
But......
There is always someone who will not forget you, and you will not forget him.
"Returning to !!" The air burst into a roar that seemed to be filled with despair.
The moon split into several pieces and headed towards them, the windows shattered, and it seemed to remember that scene again.
Blood, screaming, screaming, despair.
Stained the world red.
"Persist and work hard to live......"