Chapter 326: Zhang Ruonan's thoughts

Zhang Ruonan nodded lightly: "It's not him, it's someone else." In China, stability and unity are the most important things. People of any status and background must obey this. Otherwise, once there is chaos, the unlucky ones will always be ordinary people. ”

Speaking of this, there is some sadness in her eyes: "I have seen people who have been displaced by the war in war-torn areas. If you don't see it with your own eyes, it's really hard to imagine that in today's society, there will be a situation where you don't have enough food and no clothes. Human life there is not human life at all, anytime, anywhere, a stray bullet may cause eternal separation. ”

"Sister-in-law, many people are very strange, why should I, a woman, stay in the special forces, receive such cruel training, and do such dangerous things. Only those who have experienced the battlefield, and those who have survived the battlefield, will understand how important peace is to a country! It is better to be a peace dog than a wartime person. On the battlefield, human life is no more precious than a brute. ”

Hearing Zhang Ruonan sigh so much for the first time, Zhang Xiaomo also said softly: "So, you would rather stay in that place, thinking that at least you can do more to protect the peace of the country?" ”

Such words provoked Zhang Ruonan to laugh at himself: "Does it sound a little reasonable?" ”

"Perhaps, but I've been through the earthquake and I know the importance of soldiers. I've also been through pirate warfare, and I know what it's like to be protected by the military. She reached out and gently shook Zhang Ruonan's hand: "So, don't feel that no one understands what you think, at least, I admire you." ”

For a long time, even his father, who has always supported him, has not been able to understand his thoughts, but he didn't expect that he would get support and understanding from Zhang Xiaomo today. Her eyes turned red: "Sister-in-law......"

"You can't go to war now, but you're still a soldier. What I did with Ah Xuan was also to protect the peace of the country, wasn't it? Although she said this, she was inevitably a little embarrassed: "Of course, the situation has been special recently, so I transferred you to my side and took charge of my safety." This one...... It seems to be a bit out of step with defending the country. I'm sorry. ”

didn't expect her to apologize to herself for this kind of thing, Zhang Ruonan shook his head gently: "Protect your sister-in-law, so that Brother Xuan can complete his plan with peace of mind, which is also an indispensable part." I don't feel aggrieved. And...... Sister-in-law, you're really nice, I'm ...... Loved you very much. It's true! This sentence, she is sincere, even if it is ......

In short, no matter what happens, Zhang Ruonan can be very sure that she will work hard to protect Zhang Xiaomo and will never let her suffer any more harm.

Faced with such Zhang Ruonan, she just smiled: "Okay, it's nothing, let's go back first." After walking outside for too long, Su Hua has to worry about it again. ”

"It's Xiao Ye who is more worried."

In this way, it seems to be right, although Su Ye is young, he is really a very worrying character, he will worry that Zhang Xiaomo will get up too late and feel unwell, he will worry that she will eat too little and not have enough nutrition, and he will worry that she will not be careful enough to wear clothes when she goes out for a walk and catch a cold.

Sometimes it's really hard to equate him with a two-year-old child, even if it's a six- or seven-year-old child, he may not be so sensible and worrying.

Maybe this is what Su Hua and Mo Wanrong have been listening to him since he was a child, or maybe as a servant, these things have been injected into his blood, right? However, no matter which one it is, such a sensible child makes Zhang Xiaomo feel distressed: "He should enjoy his childhood more." ”

"Everyone has their own choice. Xiao Ye is still young, he doesn't know what it means to choose, he will only do it according to his own heart. Because he cares and likes it, that's why he does it. You're worried about him, but maybe he's enjoying it. It was also because of what happened just now that Zhang Ruonan's relationship with her had taken a step further, so she would say this, otherwise, she would not have said so many things in normal times.

Hearing these words, she was stunned for a moment, and then smiled: "too! It's that I'm thinking too much. "Children, where do you know responsibility, you will only do things happily with yourself:" If the weather is good tomorrow, how about taking Xiao Ye out to play?" ”

Zhang Ruonan didn't quite approve of Zhang Xiaomo going out to play with the children now, and she said after a little silence: "Mrs. Su is coming back." Tomorrow, maybe Xiao Ye will be more willing to be with Mrs. Su. ”

When she said this, Zhang Xiaomo remembered: "By the way, Auntie and Wanrong will come back, let's go back to the house." If my aunt saw me out there for so long, she would have to talk about me again. "That look, like a child who is afraid of being scolded by his elders.

As soon as he entered the house, Zhang Ruonan's mobile phone rang. Because it was in the house, she was more relieved: "Sister-in-law, I'm sorry, I'll answer the phone." ”

"Well, there you go."

Sitting on the sofa, Zhang Xiaomo looked at today's newspaper, but found that Zhang Ruonan, who was standing by the window on the phone, seemed to be a little angry, could it be that those people in her family came to pester her again?

Thinking of this, she stood up: "Ruonan, can you accompany me outside?" I want to see if Auntie has come back. ”

Hearing her say this, Zhang Ruonan didn't care about the ugly speech on the other end of the phone, so he hung up the phone and walked over: "Sister-in-law." It's cold outside, so remember to wear a jacket. ”

After putting on his coat, Zhang Xiaomo walked out: "If you don't want to pay attention to the person, don't pay attention to it." Your dad has his own decisions. He would never want you to sacrifice anything to fulfill him. If you are not happy, he will definitely not be happy. Therefore, you must not change your mind for the sake of anyone. ”

These words made Zhang Ruonan's footsteps pause for a moment, and then immediately followed: "Sister-in-law, I remember." ”

"Next time, someone dares to bully you and hang up the phone directly. If you dare to call again, you can directly set up a call forwarding and let the call be transferred to Long's house. I want to see if they dare to be so presumptuous in the Long family. "To be honest, Zhang Xiaomo is very protective, and if her own people are bullied, she will be very unhappy.

This idea is not bad, Zhang Ruonan also laughed: "Okay, I will definitely do it next time!" After a pause, she added, "Thank you, sister-in-law." ”

"If you call me sister-in-law, I'll definitely have to cover you."

Looking at Zhang Xiaomo in front of him, Zhang Ruonan's heart was mixed. For her, Zhang Xiaomo is really a special existence, so much so that she often doesn't know how to face it.

Standing at the gate and looking at it for a while, he found that there was no car coming, Zhang Xiaomo turned around a little depressedly: "I haven't arrived home yet." ”

"I guess it will take a while, it's cold outside, sister-in-law, you go back to the house and wait first."

"Oh, okay." When she turned around, she accidentally bumped into Zhang Ruonan, her mobile phone fell to the ground, and the mobile phone and the phone case fell apart.

didn't expect this, she quickly squatted down: "I'm sorry, I ......"

Just when she reached out to pick up her mobile phone for Zhang Ruonan, she found that there was a photo posted inside the phone case. The man in the photo is handsome and straight, and the standard military salute is impeccable......

After reaching out and handing the phone and phone case to the other party, Zhang Xiaomo smiled: "I didn't know that my Ah Xuan had become a patron saint-like existence." You don't think his picture is a talisman, do you? Although he is very powerful, he has not yet reached the point of becoming a god. You're exaggerating. ”

Hearing the other party say this, Zhang Ruonan also smiled a little embarrassed: "Brother Xuan has created too many miracles, so much so that in the special forces, we all regard him as a god-like existence, and even many of his plans and combat cases are known as textbook-like existences, so ......"

"Okay, I don't need to explain, I know." She smiled, "It's okay! ”

Seeing her turn around and go back to the house like this, Zhang Ruonan felt nervous in his heart and strode over: "Sister-in-law, I ......"

But Zhang Xiaomo didn't seem to want to discuss this issue anymore: "I'm a little tired, I'll call my aunt and ask why they haven't come back yet." With that, she went straight back to the house.

Knowing that now was not the time to continue discussing this topic, Zhang Ruonan also had to keep his mouth shut.

After making a phone call, Zhang Xiaomo sat alone on the sofa in a daze. Her appearance makes Zhang Ruonan not know what to do, not in the past, nor in the explanation.

After a long while, she saw Zhang Xiaomo beckoning to her: "Ruonan, come here." ”

She sat down a little nervously: "Sister-in-law, I ......"

"It's that I'm too nervous. I'm sorry! When she said this, she smiled at Zhang Ruonan: "A man like Ah Xuan, there must be many people who like him, I already knew it." Just now, I just didn't know you ...... too" Speaking of this, she was a little embarrassed: "I just didn't expect it all of a sudden, so the reaction was a bit big." Don't mind. ”

didn't expect Zhang Xiaomo to apologize to himself, and Zhang Ruonan was even more uneasy: "Sister-in-law, I'm ...... I'm not, I really ......" this moment, so anxious that she didn't know what to say. So, she just shut up.

After calming herself down and sorting out her thoughts, she spoke: "Sister-in-law, when I was a child, I grew up with Brother Xuan. Because my mom passed away early, I have a more boylike personality and am often ridiculed and even isolated by my peers. At that time, I was very unhappy. I remember one time, when I was sitting alone in a tree in a daze, Brother Xuan climbed the tree, and he told me that my life should be lived out by myself and could not be controlled or influenced by anyone. ”

It may sound like an ordinary phrase now, but for me at the time, it was a ray of light in my darkest time. In fact, I also thought about it later, with Brother Xuan's cleverness, it is impossible not to see that I am unhappy, but he never commented or comforted me before, until that time, I felt that I was about to collapse, so he appeared and reached out to pull me. ”

"I'm very grateful to Brother Xuan, but from before, I knew the gap with him. I never fantasized about being with him, I just hoped that I would be satisfied if I could still stand silently and watch him from a distance in the future. ”

Perhaps it was because of the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time that suddenly found an outlet today, Zhang Ruonan, who usually doesn't talk much, couldn't stop talking about it this time.

Looking at her like this, Zhang Xiaomo was a little distressed, reached out and pulled a tissue and handed it to her: "Wipe it." ”

That's when she realized she was in tears. After taking the tissue and wiping away her tears, she continued: "The first time I saw my sister-in-law, after knowing that you were with Brother Xuan, I actually felt a little uncomfortable in my heart. But one thing happened after another, and I began to feel that there is no one in this world who is more suitable for Brother Xuan than you. Sister-in-law, I ...... Admittedly, I like Brother Xuan, but I also like you. I have absolutely no intention of destroying you. ”

"Fool, what do you think?" Zhang Xiaomo was really a little distressed, and sat directly beside her: "I was unhappy just now, not because I thought you would harm me and destroy me and Ah Xuan." I'm sure you'd never do anything like that. ”

At this time, Zhang Ruonan had already packed up her emotions, she picked up her mobile phone, took out the photo that she had cherished from the phone case, and handed it back to Zhang Xiaomo: "Sister-in-law, this photo ......"