Chapter 191: I Don't Have a Choice
"Cai Fenfen?" Jian Xi supported her painful brain, sat up from the bed, and could vaguely identify a figure standing in front of her window from the moonlight, blocking the direct moonlight, she tried her best to identify the other party's figure and appearance, and muttered her name, these three words were like some kind of spell, and Jian Xi, who was involved in chaos, suddenly woke up.
"Before I go, I want to see you again." Cai Fenfen's expression was quiet and serene, as if she had experienced everything in the world, and there was a tranquil atmosphere of letting go of everything.
"Why are you so stupid?" Jian Xi frowned and said, goosebumps appeared on her body under fright, but she pinched her hand and suppressed her trembling emotions, and shouted out what she wanted to say the most these days.
Cai Fenfen shook her head and walked towards Jian Xi, Jian Xi was motionless on the bed, she could only look at the pale dead man sitting on the edge of her bed, she smiled and said, "It's not that I'm stupid, it's that everyone has something to do in this life." Probably I was born destined to be unhappy for the rest of my life. She laughed out loud, death seemed like a relief to her.
Jian Xi shook her head, this is not the case, as long as Cai Fenfen is willing, she can be happy at all. These words just flowed in her heart for a while, and she couldn't say it, the person had already left, and she didn't want to fall into the well, "It's Jin Suicheng who wants to kill you, right?" ”
Cai Fenfen smiled and did not answer.
"Why?" Jian Xi looked at Cai Fenfen and asked, "Didn't he know that you were pregnant with his child, or did he kill you because he knew?" ”
"Do you think I'll give my children a father like that?" Cai Fenfen looked at Jian Xi and asked, she stretched out her hand and grabbed Jian Xi's hand, a kind of chilling coldness spread to her heart, making Jian Xi's whole person shrink for a while and almost scream, but her strong self-control stabilized her emotions that were on the verge of losing control, just looking at Cai Fenfen, waiting for her to continue, Cai Fenfen has been laughing since she appeared, smiling beautifully, but also very desolate, "You are right, Sun Wenyu and Jin Suicheng are really not the same kind of people." If you love Sun Wenyu so much, you must hold on to him firmly, don't let go easily, don't care too much about gains and losses in love, the important thing is that you love the person who loves you, and you also love him. ”
Jian Xi nodded, a little wooden.
"Don't be too childish, Sun Wenyu may love you because of your childishness, but ...... No one wants to marry a daughter back. Cai Fenfen said, as always, it was still her tone of voice to Jian Xi as a person who had come over - a tone that was annoying but missed.
"You still say I'm childish?" Jian Xi looked at Cai Fenfen and muttered with an aggrieved emphasis, "Aren't you childish yourself?" Do whatever you want, and whatever comes to mind! ”
"I don't have a choice......," Cai Fenfen shook her head.
"You have!" Jian Xi said in a firm tone, "You obviously know what you have. ”
"I didn't." The corners of Cai Fenfen's mouth curved slightly, "In the future, Lin Hao will ask you to help me take care of it, he is a big boy, and his emotions come and go quickly, sooner or later when he meets a woman who is really suitable for him, he will gradually forget about me." ”
"You don't have an outsider's attitude to speculate on other people's emotions, what kind of feelings Lin Hao has for you, only he has the final say!" Jian Xi said dissatisfiedly, even in the face of Cai Fenfen, who had already died, the conversation between them was still quarrelling.
"Believe me, what Lin Hao needs is a woman who can take care of him, a woman who can take love very seriously, and that person can never be me." Cai Fenfen said.
"Aren't you a person who takes love very seriously?" Jian Xi looked at Cai Fenfen and asked, her image suddenly faded, slowly became illusory, and slowly disappeared, Jian Xi stretched out her hand and muttered in her mouth, "Don't go!" Cai Fenfen, you come back to me, you coward! Jian Xi sat up from the bed abruptly, waving her arms, only to find that it was already dawn, and there was a small knock on the door, and she suddenly realized that she was dreaming just now.
"Is it really just a dream?" Jian Xi patted his face, shook his head, walked to the door and opened the heavy security door.
"Sister Jian Xi!" Chen Ying looked at Jian Xi and shouted, she was here to accompany Jian Xi to deal with the funeral matters, and by the way, she handed the breakfast in her hand to Jian Xi, "Your face doesn't look good, do you want to rest well?" She said and stretched out her hand to touch Jian Xi's forehead, and shook her head after making sure that there was no fever, "I'm afraid that if you go on like this, you won't be able to bear it first, and we will send you to the hospital." ”
"It's okay," Jian Xi shook his head and unscrewed the soy milk that Chen Ying brought, "I dreamed just now, I dreamed of Fenfen." ”
"Sister Fenfen?" Chen Ying sat beside Jian Xi and asked, "What did she say to you?" Did you tell you who killed her, did you tell you to avenge her? ”
Jian Xi gently flicked Chen Ying's forehead, "What's going on with Lin Hao?" ”
"I don't know!" Chen Ying shook her head, "I haven't contacted Sister Fenfen's family until now, Lin Hao said that I will go there in person today, and I will probably be able to come back in the afternoon, and I will wait for news when I come back!" ”
"The crematorium is still waiting for us to be cremated in three days or five days, and I don't know how to arrange the ashes after cremation?" Jian Xi felt a little big when he thought of these things, and finally had to sigh, "Forget it, let's prepare other things first." ”
"Hmm!" Chen Ying nodded, "Lin Hao said that he will be able to come back in the afternoon, it shouldn't affect too much, let's wait for his news, right?" ”
"That's it," Jian Xi nodded, fortunately, she had already asked clearly at the crematorium, there was no big problem in three, five, and seven days, as long as she contacted their staff one day in advance.
"Sister Jian Xi, your face has really not been good in the past two days, and your face is as white as a piece of paper. In the morning, before leaving, Lin Hao also instructed me to buy you breakfast and bring it over, so that you would not deal with it indiscriminately, make do, and fool your body. In fact, none of us wanted Sister Fenfen's death, but it had already happened, and if you were so embarrassed about yourself, Sister Fenfen wouldn't survive. When the time comes, the funeral is not over yet, but you will go down first. Chen Ying said.
"Don't worry, I'm fine." Jian Xi pretended to have a strong expression and said.
"You're going to die," Chen Ying shook her head, "Everyone can see that your body is not in a state now, you know that as long as you say something, someone will help you with these things, why are you so stubborn and have to support yourself?" ”
Jian Xi stopped talking, sitting on the sofa and eating bread silently, from Cai Fenfen's confirmation of death to now, two days have passed, and she has closed her eyes for less than four hours, not because she is busy but because she can't sleep, the shadow of Cai Fenfen's death remains in her mind, and she has never been able to face it.
"At this time, what you need is someone to be by your side, you are just a woman, you don't have to be so strong, no one can be invulnerable." Chen Ying said, "Now that someone is willing to share the burden for you, what are you fighting for?" ”
Jian Xi glanced at Chen Ying, knowing who she was doing, and after eating the bread in her hand and drinking the soy milk, she stood up and said, "Let's go, go shopping." ”
Chen Ying pouted, and knew that this was the result again!
The two of them received a call from Lin Hao when they went out, "Jian Xi? ”
"Lin Hao?" Jian Xi responded, "Have you found Cai Fenfen's family?" ”
"The funeral will be held in three days, cremation tomorrow, the ashes will be temporarily stored in the crematorium, and I will handle the rest of the placement of the cemetery, as for relatives, friends, and guests, you see which friends Cai Fenfen has to be placed, you come to inform, the family is here......" Lin Hao paused for a long time before he said slowly, "You don't have to think about it." ”
"Why?" Jian Xi asked.
"Something is wrong, I'll tell you when I get back in the evening." Lin Hao said.
"I know," Jian Xi nodded, and immediately realized that things were not as simple as she imagined, and when she dreamed, she also dreamed that Cai Fenfen said that it was not that she chose Jin Suicheng, but that she had no choice at all. Finally...... What happened? Jian Xi rubbed his temples, turned to Chen Ying and said, "Lin Hao said that the funeral will be held in three days, let's go to the crematorium first, who of Shang You's colleagues is going to attend the funeral, can you count it and report it to me?" ”
"Hmm!" Chen Ying nodded, and was about to ask Lin Hao what the situation was over there, when Jian Xi fainted without warning, "Sister Jian Xi?" Chen Ying screamed, grabbed Jian Xi's arm, and held her up.
When she woke up again, Jian Xi was lying on the bed in the hospital, hanging a drip, which should be some basic nutrient water to maintain physiological functions, she looked at the hanging bottle on the ceiling, and then looked at the wall of the white hospital ward, and it took a while to realize where she was, and suddenly got up from the bed.
"Are you awake?" Yu Cheng looked at Jian Xi who sat up from the bed.
"Why are you here?" Jian Xi looked at Yu Cheng and asked, and then remembered that he was with Chen Ying when he fainted, and Chen Ying probably notified Yu Cheng as soon as possible, so he immediately asked again without waiting for his answer, "How is the funeral?" ”
"You don't have to worry, I've arranged everything, and the cremation will start at seven o'clock tomorrow morning. Because there is no burial for the time being, the ceremony is relatively simple. Yu Cheng commanded.
"Thank you." Jian Xi looked at Yu Cheng and said.
"There is one more thing," Yu Cheng looked at Jian Xi and said, his solemn and serious expression made Jian Xi's heart almost rush out of his throat and fall to the ground, but he still desperately suppressed the throbbing emotions in his heart, looked at Yu Cheng slowly and asked, "Is there something going on in Cai Fenfen's family?" ”
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