Chapter 256: Not Thorough

Chi Wei's eyes couldn't help but moisten, looking at the indifferent back of Chen Yuying's white coat, she seemed to have a knife in her heart.

At that moment, she thought of Gu Beixun, whether Gu Beixun was also betraying her, and whether Gu Beixun was hiding from other women in the imperial capital as she saw?

In that case, why not be so thorough.

Hearing Chi Wei's cry, Chen Yuying woke up from her subconscious sleep, at this moment, she experienced the reliving of the scene just now, and had already regained her calm following the situation inside.

Chi Wei took a tissue to wipe her tears, and to be honest, she was still a little embarrassed when she saw Chen Yuying staring at herself and crying.

She couldn't bury herself in a pile of corpses like Chen Yuying for more than half a year.

In her sleep just now, Chen Yuying was looking at the things that had happened before as a bystander.

In other words, what Chi Wei saw was also what she saw, but she didn't cry, and it wasn't worth crying for these emotional things.

"You.... What do you know? A hint of chill oozed from Chen Yuying's eyes.

"What you just saw is what I saw." Chi Wei met Chen Yuying's gaze back, "I'm sorry, I didn't control it." ”

"The reason why you don't want to be interviewed by me is because you are afraid of being discovered, because of this profession, you have lost the man you love most in your life and the marriage you care about the most?" Chi Wei's eyes were dark, and her eyes revealed her respect for Chen Yuying.

Being a woman can do Chen Yuying's step, and she can be regarded as a heroine.

In order to find the truth for the unknown in his mind, he lost the most important thing in his life, this spirit of self-sacrifice, Chi Wei saw it with her own eyes for the first time in her life.

She's still too young.

At worst, it's just uninformed.

"Why are you... Want to spy on me? Chen Yuying asked softly.

Chi Wei smiled, she had been trying to talk to Chen Yuying in her light sleep just now, but Chen Yuying's defense was too heavy, this trick didn't work at all, "I just want to help you." Chi Wei said.

Chen Yuying had not seen a psychiatrist, but she guessed that it might be a way to treat the disease, so she didn't think much about it.

"What I used to care about, I don't necessarily care about now, but as you said, it will become a heart disease." Chen Yuying pointed to her chest, "Although I don't love that man anymore, my heart will still hurt a lot." ”

"I'm going to miss my kids." Chen Yuying said again.

If it weren't for Mu Jing's betrayal, she might have given birth to that child, but because she discovered the truth, the child became a sacrifice for the complete end of their relationship.

It is unimaginable that a person who cares so much about life will watch her children drain from her body little by little.

"In the past ten years of forensic medicine, you have saved a lot of people."

"But I didn't save him."

"Assuming you can save him, how are you going to deal with him?"

Chen Yuying frowned slightly, "I don't know." ”

"There is providence in the dark, you must abandon the other if you choose one, nothing can be the best of both worlds."

"You are lonely in the orphanage, you met Mu Jing, he is good to you, brings you joy, happiness, grew up with you, makes you receive unprecedented warmth, he takes care of you and gives you love, but why don't you think about other people, how do other people live?"

"God is fair to everyone, and when you were a child, you had Mu Jing's meticulous love for you, and finally became a forensic doctor."

"yes, my life is good enough, I've got most of what I want." Chen Yuying heard Chi Wei say this, and felt a little more comfortable.

The charm of language is powerful, she has never confided these words to anyone, and she has never been comforted by others, and now listening to Chi Wei say this, she can't help but feel much better.

"Some people are in dire straits right now, but she can still talk to people calmly, and who knows the pain in her heart?" Chi Wei looked at Chen Yuying with a smile.

She and Mu Jing grew up together in an orphanage, childhood sweethearts, and finally went to school together under sponsorship, chose their favorite majors, studied for those years, regardless of the pain after marriage, they were very happy and carefree in those years of study and even before.

What I experienced was happiness that the children in the orphanage had not experienced.

It's already so abrupt and happy, what's wrong with a little bumpy.

"Your heart disease comes from the fact that you have no friends around you, no family behind you, and you have been with corpses for a long time, and you feel that people in real life are more unpredictable, so you are even more reluctant to get along with others, and you are firmly locked in a space, and you can't let yourself out."

"The pain you have experienced is fatal to you, but it is insignificant in the eyes of others, you are divorced, you have lost a child, but you are still you, you are still the envy of Forensic Doctor Chen, you still have the right to find happiness, you still have the opportunity to make yourself happy."

Chen Yuying's eyes moved slightly, "But I'm already in my thirties." ”

"What about your thirties, you're still yours in your thirties." Chi Wei said with a determined look in her eyes, she hoped that she could bring Chen Yuying confidence.

Few people can stand the indifference on Chen Yuying's body, everyone who has been in contact with her has to contact her, and even say a word more, Chen Yuying naturally resists communicating with others in her heart, so she buries herself in her work most of the time, unwilling to raise her head to look at the sun overhead.

"I still have a chance."

"That's right, you still have a chance."

"Jade Shadow, in fact, when you laugh, you are really beautiful."

Chen Yuying frowned slightly, "Why did he betray me??" ”

Chi Wei choked up a little, "What a person wants to do and how he wants to do it, in fact, there is no need for a reason, just like you never thought about it, one day you will tell me these things, tell someone you have never thought of telling." ”

Does the answer really matter, if the answer is that he doesn't love you, or he loves you just to make you angry and care about him, or he likes to pursue the thrill of marital cheating, and he dislikes your profession, do you think these answers are acceptable? Or do you want to use these answers to blind yourself and try to persuade yourself to forgive him? ”

Chen Yuying shook her head, "The results have already appeared. ”

"The result has already appeared, the matter has become settled, you are divorced, his cheating is also a fact, you don't need to think about anything, accept it, and let yourself go."

Tears were rolling in Chen Yuying's eyes, "But I feel so tired, I'm out of breath when I'm tired." ”

"You're a free man, what's there to keep you breathless?" Chi Wei took a deep breath.

was obviously comforting Chen Yuying, but these words seemed to be said to herself.