Chapter 106: Time is running out
"Pray for the night? Pray for the night? Aunt Luo panicked, and hurriedly put the decoction on the wooden table on the side of the bed, and then gently patted Long Xuanling's back.
Long Xuanling's drooping eyes opened a little more, and I saw that his eyeballs were red, and these eyes should not have been cured.
"Vice General Liu, you have followed me for many years, and the night army was also formed by you for me to convene conscription, those people followed me from birth to death, you go to the account office to settle it, sell all the valuable things in the house and exchange them for silver taels, and the silver that was prepared to buy military salaries before is also put together, and distributed to them equally, so that they can all go home and live a good life." Long Xuanling laboriously uttered a long paragraph.
Vice General Liu on the side frowned, it was obvious that he was not willing to disband the night army.
After all, in the current situation, disbanding one's own army is no different from cutting off one's own limbs.
Long Xuanling didn't hear Vice General Liu's answer, and immediately said: "Vice General Liu, you have followed me through life and death several times over the years, and you can survive, which is a blessing, you are in the county town, and you have a wife, two children, and for the rest of your life, you should guard them well, and you don't have to give up your family for a cold city." ”
Vice General Liu lowered his eyes and remained silent.
"The money I prepared for you is enough for your family to live well." Long Xuanling had already thought very well for Vice General Liu.
"Thank you for taking care of the night." Vice General Liu said this, but the expression on his face obviously disagreed with Long Xuanling's statement.
"Vice General Liu, you go out first, and I'll talk to An Zhi." Long Xuanling closed his eyes, although his qi was weak, he still had to fight his spirit.
When Vice General Liu heard Long Xuanling say this, his eyes immediately looked at Aunt Luo, and after the eyes of the two of them met for a long time, Vice General Liu turned around and walked out of the house, leaving Long Xuanling and Aunt Luo alone.
"Pray for the night, let's drink the medicine first." Aunt Luo said, and once again held the decoction in her hand, wanting to feed Long Xuanling to drink.
"When I die, you will marry Vice General Liu." Long Xuanling closed his eyes, but he tried to raise his voice as high as possible so that Aunt Luo could hear what he said clearly.
"Pray for the night, what did you say? You're not going to die, I'll take good care of you. Aunt Luo frowned and looked at Long Xuanling, with reluctance in her eyes.
"An Zhi, Vice General Liu has been with me for several years, I know him best, he is delicate, decisive, and he is really moved by you." When Long Xuanling said this, he coughed continuously for a long time.
"Pray for the night, you?" Aunt Luo looked at Long Xuanling, she may not know how Long Xuanling knew that she had a "great relationship" with Vice General Liu.
"On the day I held a banquet to marry you, Vice General Liu drank a lot of wine, cough cough!" Long Xuanling coughed and said intermittently.
"That's because Vice General Liu is also happy for us, he is a straightforward person." Aunt Luo still cares about what Long Xuanling thinks of her.
"No, you're wrong, Vice General Liu is a deep and cautious person, and he usually doesn't drink a drop of alcohol." Long Xuanling said, pursed his chapped lips, endured coughing, and said after a long time: "On the wedding night with you, because of Jingwan's morning sickness, I stayed in Jingwan's house, and after making sure that Jingwan was okay, I was going to go to your room to see you, but I saw Vice General Liu wandering outside your house, and at that time, I completely understood that he was interested in you." ”
"Pray for the night?" Aunt Luo's hand trembled slightly, and the bowl containing the decoction in her hand also trembled.
"Actually, if you think about it carefully, I delayed you, I didn't think it through at the beginning, so I promised to marry you and give you a name, but in fact, I was wrong!" Long Xuanling said, a look of regret on his face.
"No, pray for the night, I haven't figured out what I want, it's actually me, these days, I've thought very clearly, I love you, I really love you." Aunt Luo's eyes were a little panicked, as if she was worried that Long Xuanling would not believe what she said: "I did do something sorry for you before, but now, I have changed my past, pray for the night, let's start again, okay?" ”
"I still remember when I was a child, I told you that I felt that I was different from others, and I didn't seem to have a heartbeat." Long Xuanling asked Aunt Luo in a low voice.
Aunt Luo was stunned for a moment, looking at Long Xuanling, not knowing why he mentioned his childhood at this time.
However, Aunt Luo thought about it for a while, and nodded at Long Xuanling, but soon realized that Long Xuanling couldn't see it, so she responded: "Yes, at that time, my mother was also startled, saying that she wanted to ask a doctor to show you, but Mrs. Mu just didn't allow it." ”
"Just two years ago, I suddenly felt like my heart was pounding, and I often had palpitations." Long Xuanling spoke extremely slowly, and Aunt Luo and I listened carefully.
"Pray for the night, you have never told me that you have heart palpitations? I'm going to ask the doctor to come and show you. Aunt Luo said, as soon as she put the soup bowl down, she was about to get up and go out.
"Ann." Long Xuanling called Aunt Luo loudly very reluctantly.
Aunt Luo stopped and looked back at him, and Long Xuanling continued: "After a long, long time, how long is it? ”
He paused, and his voice began to choke: "It should be, it should be, yes, the day Jingwan died, I knew that this kind of heartbeat, and palpitations, and the feeling of being depressed when I saw the other party sad, I really loved Zhao Jingwan, and I liked her from the first sight." ”
"Pray for the night, now, you have become like this, in the final analysis, it is because you know Zhao Jingwan, you are because of her, there is no day of peace!" Aunt Luo was pale by Long Xuanling's words.
"I'd rather never have a peaceful day, and I want her to be by my side, and the one thing I regret most in my life is to force her away from me, hurt her, and completely destroy myself, me? Ahem, ahem! When Long Xuanling said that he was excited, he coughed violently again.
Standing on the side of the bed, my eyes were completely blurred, and my body trembled.
Aunt Luo kept patting Long Xuanling's back, and persuaded Long Xuanling in a panic: "Don't say it, let's drink this decoction and rest." ”
Long Xuanling shook his head slightly: "In this decoction, put an appeasement in it, right?" Anzhi, I don't want to sleep anymore, these days, I'm living a mess, I know that my time is running out, I hope you agree to me a request. ”
"You say, I promise you everything." Aunt Luo said without hesitation.
"I want to go to the suburbs to see the lights." Long Xuanling whispered.
"Don't go, how can your current body still be able to withstand tossing? Besides, you can't see the lights. Aunt Luo frowned, and a pair of slender hands pressed on Long Xuanling's shoulders to stop Long Xuanling.