Chapter 315: The youth is not as good as it was at the beginning, and it is not up to you and me to gather and disperse
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Hua Xiyan also got up from the chair early, Xiao Yetong married Ning Xuan? Is she serious?
But the atmosphere between the two was too weird, so weird that Huaxi Yan couldn't insert half a word. (hua advertisement)-79-
After a while, Ning Ye seemed to squeeze out two words from between his teeth: "Congratulations." ”
Xiao Yetong's shoulders collapsed suddenly, as if he was relieved, he wanted to say something more, but he just smiled after all.
She walked to the table where Fang Cai Ning Ye was sitting, picked up the teacup on it, and drank water as if she was inadvertently.
Hua Xiyan clearly saw her reddened eyes.
"Bang la la", the heavy rain poured down, accompanied by the sound of Ning Ye slamming the 'door' and leaving.
I don't know how much strength Ning Ye used, the heavy mahogany palace 'door' actually popped open on its own after making a loud noise. The sound of the rain, which had just been masked and had been quiet for a moment, became louder again.
"He's gone, there's no need to hold on." Hua Xiyan looked at Xiao Yetong's somewhat shaky posture and slowly spoke.
Xiao Yetong lowered his head and saw the string of sandalwood prayer beads that Ning Ye was playing with on the table, and his eyes lit up.
Seeing her strange expression, Hua Xiyan asked tentatively, "Do you know this?" ”
This is Ning Ye's thing, I still remember the first time I saw Ning Ye, all his things were snatched by beggars, and even the luxurious robe was not spared, but he protected this string of prayer beads.
So she knew that this thing meant a lot to him.
As a result of years of playing, the purple 'colored' sandalwood rosary has shone, and the 'color' is obviously better. Now lying quietly in Xiao Yetong's white palm, like a reincarnation of fate, she was slowly lifted up.
"I didn't think he still had ......" Xiao Yetong said as he spoke, suddenly laughing, smiling, tears pouring out.
A bright light flashed from Hua Xiyan's brain: "This ...... Is it yours? ”
"Hmm." Xiao Yetong nodded, "I gave it to him." ”
Hua Xiyan was confused, according to the relationship between Xiao Yetong and Ning Ye, how could they send gifts to each other? And this look is something that has been going on for years......
"That's it......" Xiao Yetong suddenly sighed deeply, and put the things in his hand on the table again, "Anyway, I'm going to marry the prince, and the old things are just regrets in vain." ”
"Don't you like Ning Ye very much? Why bother with yourself. ”
"Grievance?" Xiao Yetong sneered, "I'm afraid that you are the only one in the world who thinks I am wronged." I'm afraid that everyone else thinks I'm going to climb high...... That's the position of the crown princess......"
"What about Ning Ye? What about your marriage contract since childhood? ”
Hua Xiyan knew that Xiao Yetong was definitely not a person who was wronged, and according to her identity as the head of the Xiao family, there was no need to marry Ning Xuan in accordance with the royal family, and the only explanation was that she was really disheartened. (Hua Marshmallow.)
"I've been chasing him for so long, and people don't accept it, so it's time for me to make a face." Xiao Yetong said, he really 'touched' his face, and his 'lips' hooked up a bitter arc, "He has a favorite person, I will fulfill him." ”
The arrogance of the past is no longer visible, and there is no trace of the unscrupulous publicity of the past, and now standing in the Qifeng Palace is nothing more than a person who is disheartened and desperate.
"Maybe it's because it's just a shadow in his heart?" Hua Xiyan didn't know why she said this, why she was so active in recovering Xiao Yetong's silence and the heat that was about to disappear completely, so that her voice became a little urgent, "He just remembers the person who accompanied him and saved him when he was a child, that person can be Yang Jinrong or someone else, but he is just the person who accompanied her through that difficult time when she was a child." ”
Hearing this, Xiao Yetong looked at Hua Xiyan suddenly, his face with his back to the window was pale to a state of dead ashes, and he was still in a 'wave' in his eyes, and now it was even more deadly silent: "Accompany him?" Saved him? Yang Jinrong? ”
Three questions, nine words, accompanied her raised voice, so that the last three words had a sharp meaning.
"Hah!" Xiao Yetong suddenly smiled, "I didn't know that I lost on this!" ”
Hua Xiyan looked at the 'girl' in front of her who seemed to have been shattered by the last trace of hope, watching her smile arrogantly, seeing her red clothes like fire, the more she couldn't hide the loneliness in her heart, seeing her laughing so much that she couldn't help herself, and seeing her laughing unwillingly resentful but arrogant.
"Yang Jinrong?" After a while, Xiao Yetong stopped laughing, and squeezed out these words between his teeth, "Who told him that he was Yang Jinrong?" ”
"He doesn't know it himself, he just knows that Qingxian and Hongnong are next to each other, and Hongnong Yang's young lady has been ...... in Zhuangzi since she was a child" Speaking of this, Hua Xiyan suddenly paused, and looked at Xiao Yetong with a very shocked look.
Qingxian County is not only adjacent to Hongnong, but also adjacent to Lanling!
Xiao Yetong also grew up in Lanling's own family since he was a child!
Why would a young lady chase after someone she doesn't know well? Why was he clamoring to divorce Ning Ye at the beginning, but his attitude changed dramatically later?
All of this, all of a sudden, the moon is opening and the moon is shining.
Xiao Yetong seemed to have been 'drained' of his last strength, slumped on the chair where Ning Ye was sitting just now, leaned on the back of the chair, and buried his face in the crook of his arm.
"Why do you ...... Didn't tell him at first? ”
"Tell? How do I tell? Xiao Yetong's muffled voice came, lonely and sad, "Who knows if he laughed at such a young thing as a joke, after all, he is ...... Become so good......"
Hua Xiyan instantly felt so powerless, Xiao Yetong was afraid that his wholeheartedness would become a joke when he was a child and would not ask, and Ning Ye was afraid that his commemoration and waiting over the years would become a joke and not prove it. They were all afraid of the absurdity of the result and lost the tone of inquiry, which led to the final misunderstanding and miss, which led to the current uncontrollable result.
"But......" Hua Xiyan paused, and still asked the doubt in his heart, "Since you were so good when you were young, why didn't he know you?" ”
It stands to reason that no matter how a person grows up, he will have the shadow of his childhood, and no matter how big Xiao Yetong changes, he will not be half like when he was a child. Ning Ye has missed her for so many years, how could he not recognize her?
Xiao Yetong tilted his head slightly, 'exposed' half of his face from the crook of his arm, and let out an extremely weird smile in his throat: "What do you look like...... Naturally, he was unrecognizable...... No one can recognize it......"
"When I tried my best to get him out, there was a fire in front of me, and half of my face was burned. If I hadn't met a master later, maybe I would be like now. Xiao Yetong dusted his arms with his chin, and the whole person was lying on the chair, the look in his eyes was in a trance, "Those days were really difficult...... His face was ruined, his hair was gone, and his eyes were blind...... Every day, in order to cure the disease, I have to pierce countless silver needles all over my body, and I die of pain......"
"Do you know the pain of constantly digging out the skin and 'flesh' and growing it out, digging it out and growing it again?" Xiao Yetong's eyes suddenly showed a bright look, as if he was really curious, and asked Hua Xiyan.
"My eye isn't perfect, so I can't look sideways in my right eye, it hurts." Xiao Yetong said, changed his posture, and put his face on the side of his arm, "And my jaw, it also hurts from time to time, because I cut a piece and went down......"
"And my face, although much better, is still pitted, and I have to cover it with a lot of rouge and water every day, otherwise it is still very scary...... Who doesn't like a 'female' with cream-like skin......" Xiao Yetong said, laughing, I don't know if she was sighing or laughing at herself.
So Hua Xiyan finally understood what the deep meaning of Xiao Yetong's sentence "He became so good" was.
"I knew who he was when I was a kid and that I was engaged to him. When he said he wanted to marry me, I gave him this rosary, saying that he would bring it to me in the future. Xiao Yetong's voice became flat, and there was no longer the coldness and despair of Fang Cai.
But Hua Xiyan knew that this was the ultimate despair after 'figuring' the truth of everything.
"It wasn't until I happened to see the rosary on his wrist that I wondered if he still had a trace of thinking about me...... When I was in Lanling's house, my parents said that I couldn't tell others my identity casually, but I clearly hinted at his ah......" Xiao Yetong's words seemed to be asking Hua Xiyan, and it seemed to be muttering to himself, and it seemed that he wanted to give this imperfect relationship a perfect answer.
"I ...... Shall I marry you in the future? ”
"Uh...... All right...... You can come to me with this in the future! ”
"You...... Promised me? ”
"Uh-huh...... I was meant to marry you......"
The young lady of the Lanling Xiao clan was originally going to marry the little prince of King An......
When I was young, a joke that was not easy for anyone to take seriously, and the connotation of it, which can be known on a slight in-depth study, was so easily ignored...... And so many years have passed.
Hua Xiyan didn't know what to say to this 'girl' who had been greatly traumatized physically and mentally in this relationship, so she had to look up at the 'door', the person who had been standing there for a long time.
He should have just come to retrieve the rosary that he had accidentally dropped here.
Hua Xiyan saw that Ning Ye was soaked, and even the rain continued to drip down his jaw, no matter how much rain he had, it couldn't wash away the shock and confusion on his face.
Xiao Yetong raised his hand behind his back, put the string of prayer beads in the palm of his hand, and stretched it out towards Ning Ye. The purple 'colored' prayer beads, the three at the interface, and the inside side, are engraved with the words "Xiao Yetong".
Over the years, if Ning Ye could turn over this rosary and take a good look, he would be able to find the handwriting engraved in it.
But he didn't.
This is the creation of 'making' people.
After all, the string of prayer beads did not return to Ning Ye again, but in Xiao Yetong's hands, turned into ashes. What was extinguished together was the youthful relationship that was commemorated by these two for more than ten years.
The two are no longer what they were at the beginning, and more than ten years have passed, and they have both weathered.
The decree has been given, everything is a foregone conclusion, and it is destined to be missed, so it can never be redeemed.
The youth is not as good as the beginning, and it is not up to you and me to gather and disperse.
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